Title: Confusion

Rating: T
Spoilers: there aren't any

Characters: L, Light

Summary: "You didn't kiss me back," he whispered turning away and leaving the room.

Disclaimer:don't own the characters nor Death Note nor anything except the idea of the fanfic

Author Note: That's my first fanfic... EVER ! So it probably sucks /feel yourself warned/

Author:a random Killjoy

"I love you so much," I whispered. My heart was racing. What have I done? How could I be so careless. Maybe he didn't notice my words.

"You know that this still bothers me," Light said with his firm voice. "Talking to cake is not healthy. Some people might think that you are crazy, or worse- they might think that you're talking to them."

But I was talking to you, Light, I wanted to say, but I didn't. He could never know that I love him, and I would never let him know. I wouldn't bare the rejection. What's more, I, the greatest detective in the world, L, could not let myself be bothered by feelings, especially my feelings. They were too complicated and confusing, and I had better things to worry about like the Kira case. I knew that Light was guilty, but couldn't I prove it.

"Have you ever been in love, L?" Light suddenly asked returning me to reality. I was shocked, and I could see that he noticed that. His gaze didn't let go of mine. His honey-colored eyes stared at me for a couple of minutes. They distracted me, and I couldn't think of anything. His look was questioning almost pleading for my answer.

"Why are you asking such questions? ... Unless you are Kira, and you want to distract me from the case with this attempt of bonding. You think that if we become friends, you're going to be out of suspicion. Moreover, you would have personal information about me which would make you in a better position when you are accused of being Kira because you could hurt everyone that's important for me as your revenge!" I stated while thanking to myself for being so creative.

Light looked at me, his eyes were filled with determination ….and hurt? Maybe I imagined it because the hurt wasn't there anymore.

"You haven't answered." I couldn't believe it. Why did he want my answer so bad ?

"Why does my answer matter so much for you?" I asked.

"Because it does!" he almost yelled. Was I missing something ? Why was he so angry?

"I cannot find the rational reason for you wanting my answer so bad..." I couldn't finish because he angrily said: "LOVE ISN'T RATIONAL !"

Before fully understanding what had happened, I felt his warm hands on my neck pulling me furiously, followed by his soft lips crashing into mine. Our kiss lasted a couple of seconds before Light pulled away slightly blushing. I looked at him confused by his actions, when I saw the hurt in his eyes.

"You didn't kiss me back," he whispered turning away and leaving the room.

What had just happened?