Warning: Yaoi, boyxboy, lemon/smut, KandaxAllen. If you don't like it then don't read it please.
Author's Note: I hope you like this chapter! (Please review if you like it!) I think it came out exactly how I wanted it to. Sorry for taking FOREVER to update it! I've had absolutely no time lately! That's over now though, so I'll probably be updating much more frequently. :3
So without further ado, here it is!
Chapter. 2 Rivals Can Always Relate
He moved in quickly, closing and locking the door in one swift movement. Before him was a scene that he would never quite forget. Allen was sprawled across the bed, a panting mess; he looked completely disheveled. His hair was in disarray; his cheeks flushed a rather dark pink against his creamy complexion, and his eyes were glazed over with lust. He looked so impure; like tainted innocence.
It was the most erotic thing that Yuu Kanda had ever witnessed.
"K-Kanda!" Allen stuttered, pulling his hand out of his pants.
Saying he looked mortified was an understatement.
"What're you doing here?" he half-asked, half-accused defensively.
The gears moving in Kanda's head were almost audible. He could do one of two things here; a) he could get angry and/or sarcastic and humiliate Allen like he probably would have if put in this situation any other time, or b) he could follow the strong urge to close the space between them and fulfill his desire (and Allen's too). I mean, he could always blame it on his rather unstable state-of-mind at the moment later.
Well, it's already come to this… he thought whilst staring at the younger boy's flustered appearance.
"Allen," Kanda said, the tone of his voice low and husky.
"What?" Allen said tensing up. He's going to kill me, isn't he? What a way to die… he thought putting his knees to his chest and backing up against the wall so that he was as far from the samurai as possible.
"Che. If you wanted me to touch you, then why didn't you let me know?" he said moving over to the bed where Allen was gripping the sheets so hard that his knuckles appeared even whiter than usual. The fair-haired boy stopped moving as he heard such words.
"K-Kanda?" he uttered in confusion. I couldn't have heard him correctly.
Kanda just stood before him, saying nothing as he stared at the latter. The gaze wasn't threatening like it usually was; on the contrary, it was mysterious and inviting.
Slowly but confidently, Kanda grabbed the boys hands, pinning them above his head as he scooted closer. He managed to get Allen onto his lap without too much effort. He clutched the boy's thigh and wrapped the leg tightly around his waist.
Allen gasped inwardly as this was done, too shocked to respond properly.
"Wha-" he started.
"If you wanted me in your bed so badly then why didn't you call me? I wouldn't have minded getting a personal invitation from you, Allen," he whispered seductively into his ear, his lips grazing over the pale skin. Mmmm, he smells like coconut…how odd,Kanda thought, shamelessly inhaling the exotic smell.
Allen shivered in response, excited chills shaking his frame in a short but intense display of emotion. He bucked his hips against Kanda's experimentally, only to feel a large bulge against his own.
So this is really how it is. No chance he's just messing with me... not that he's the type that would even waste his time to do so… Allen thought.
He'd only meant to see if Kanda was as turned on as he was, but it seemed that he hadn't taken it that way; for he grabbed Allen's waist and pushed his arousal firmly against the boy's rear. Allen gasped in surprise and pleasure as he felt Kanda throb against him, and the heat of his broad chest against his own. Who knew it could feel that good to be pressed in such a way?
"How long have you wanted me, Allen?" he breathed, letting his tongue sweep over the soft skin on Allen's neck. Just because he actually wanted Allen didn't mean that he couldn't still humiliate the boy, just a little. After all, they were rivals…right?
He sucked softly, leaving kisses here and there as he waited for an answer.
"That's-none-of-your-business," he said, slurring his words together into one. He let out a shaky breath as Kanda licked his collarbone.
"Oh really? And I suppose it's also none of my business that you were having such a good time with yourself while thinking of me?"
Kanda smiled against the others neck, looking up to take in his embarrassed expression. He put his lips close to Allen's and let them linger a mere centimeter apart in anticipation before placing them lovingly against the pallid ones before him.
Allen gasped in surprise, mewling in content against Kanda's mouth as he was kissed so gently. He felt his arms twitch, wanting to pull the older boy closer, so he wriggled a little and surprisingly Kanda let go. His arms wrapped around Kanda's neck as he moved his lips hungrily against the samurai's.
They broke apart for air, only to continue to mash and mold their lips together once again. Kanda wound his arms around the boy's slender body, embracing him tighter.
His tongue prodded for entrance, and Allen quickly obliged. Soon enough their tongues were dancing to a heavenly tune known only to them.
It's just us.
No one else matters now.
Kanda skillfully explored Allen's mouth, letting his tongue plunge into every crevice he could find. He sucked on the younger boy's tongue, and licked the roof of his mouth dominantly. No matter how much Allen was enjoying such unusually positive attention and sudden intimacy with Kanda, he couldn't stop the one question that kept nagging at his conscience. He had to know.
"Why me, Kanda?" he asked in a low whisper, having broken away from their kiss.
"What?"
"Why me? I'm…cursed," he said looking away.
"Who isn't?"
"…"
Allen was a bit confused to say the least.
"Who isn't cursed in some form or another? No one's perfect. You and I should know that fairly well by now."
With that said, he kissed him again slowly and Allen hummed in approval. He kissed him harder, and Allen's fingers yanked the ribbon holding Kanda's beautiful hair up, letting the midnight blue locks flow around him.
In all their passion it became stiflingly hot. Allen fumbled with the buttons on his shirt, but gave up as he couldn't concentrate with Kanda distracting him. He gave Kanda free reign as the older boy took care of the rest, removing the shirt and then moving to work on his own.
"Kanda?" Allen asked as Kanda proceeded to take off his own pants. "We're not gonna…uhm…go all the wa-"
"We are."
"Bu-"
"Take responsibility for what you've done to me."
"What I've done to you? Whataya mean?"
"You've been inadvertently seducing me all day," he said seriously.
"W-What? I have not!"
"Yes, you have. Think about it; you brought me lunch, and lots of dango, on some kind whim of yours," he laughed lightly and continued, "you screamed my name when you thought no one was around; and to top it all off, you've been reacting so nicely to all my ministrations."
He pulled off Allen's pants and got above him on all fours.
"That's not exactly fair," Allen said feebly.
"Fair? Why does it have to be fair? I wasn't complaining."
Allen opened his mouth to speak, but closed it in favor of pouting.
"You're cute," Kanda said coming closer to him.
"What?"
"I said you're cute like that… You're as pretty as a girl with that face of yours; it's those eyes, I think…" He leaned forward and rubbed his nose against Allen's affectionately.
It was strange the way he was acting, and he knew it. He felt his walls coming down before the other exorcist; it was almost frightening to have such a level of comfort with anyone, let alone Allen, but it was much too exciting and refreshing for him to be bothered by it at the moment.
Allen stared up at him with his big, soft silver eyes looking like a blind man who'd just miraculously gained sight.
Could he be any less fucking adorable? Kanda thought.
He leaned forward again, closing the space between them with a chaste kiss.
"I lo-" he cut himself off, his eyes widening as he held in what he had been about to so carelessly say. It was like he hadn't even thought about it; it had felt so natural.
"You w-what?" Allen stuttered, wider-eyed than Kanda.
"I…nothing…"
"Bu-" Allen started but didn't finish as Kanda rubbed their groins together, straddling the smaller boy.
"Ahh, Kanda!"
"Do you like it when I touch you like that, moyashi?"
"Yes…ahh," he breathed, bucking his hips upwards in a silent plea.
That was it for Kanda.
He yanked down Allen's underwear and discarded them to a random corner of the room to be forgotten. He ducked down the meet the erection before him; his tongue darted out to lick the head teasingly before taking Allen whole in his mouth.
"Oh God, K-Kanda!" Allen yelled in pleasure. His fingers grabbed at Kanda's silky hair, forcing him to take Allen in even deeper as his toes curled into the bedsheets.
Kanda grabbed both of his legs and put them over his shoulders, gripping Allen's waist to steady himself. He now successfully had Allen plenty distracted. He put three fingers to Allen's mouth and commanded "Suck," but since his mouth was rather 'full' at the moment it came out as a muffled 'Uhk'.
Allen got the message and took in the fingers joyously, letting his tongue swirl around each one before nipping at them playfully. Once each finger was well coated Kanda removed them and placed them at Allen's entrance.
At first contact Allen jumped, completely startled; but Kanda started to hum, taking his attention elsewhere.
Kanda massaged the area softly before pushing one of his fingers into Allen.
"Ahh, K-Kanda…" he sputtered at the intrusion.
In all honesty it wasn't that uncomfortable, and it actually made Allen happy to have a part of Kanda inside him; he found that the more Kanda touched him, the more he craved intimacy between them. He inwardly smirked at the thought that he was the only one Kanda would be like this with. He was enjoying the idea immensely until he was pulled out of his thoughts by the feeling of a second fingers being pushed inside him.
"Nghhh…ah..." This felt a little uncomfortable. He could feel himself resisting against the fingers as Kanda pushed through, moving past the unwilling ring of muscles.
He started to make scissoring motions inside him to prepare Allen for a third finger that would prepare him for… well, you know what.
He pushed a third finger in and brushed over different spots, places he knew had never been touched. To his satisfaction, Allen began to move back into his fingers, clearly changing his position to allow deeper penetration.
"Che…" Kanda breathed as he prepared himself; he pulled back and almost all the way out –to Allen's discontent- before pushing back in with a force that had Allen practically yelling his name.
"Ahh, yes, Kanda!" he moaned as the samurai hit his prostate repeatedly.
He then pulled out of Allen. The beautiful boy looked back at him with eyes that simply said Oh no, you didn't. That look was soon changed to one of eagerness and excitement as he was flipped over onto his stomach and felt Kanda's erection against him. Kanda took a deep breath, he needed to brace himself so as to not come as soon as he entered; he was a virgin so he probably wouldn't have much stamina, but then again so was Allen.
Allen looked back at him. His hair was sticking to him in places, his lips were swollen, and he had a sexy face that screamed What're you waiting for. I want it,through his lidded eyes. It made Kanda even more turned on. If that was possible.
He looked around. He didn't want to take Allen dry; it was his first time, their first time, and he wanted it to be as painless as possible for his soon-to-be lover. He then spotted lotion. It was coconut. Well that explains the nice smell…and the soft skin too, he thought. He grabbed it, quickly squirting a generous amount onto his hand before slicking himself thoroughly.
"Please, Kanda!" Allen moaned. He needed Kanda now. That place he had discovered made him forget everything else. It was something he'd never experienced before, and he was glad Kanda was the one to do it.
Kanda grabbed his thighs and pushed his way in, slowing down when Allen whimpered. He was about to stop completely for a moment, he knew Allen had to adjust to such a big intrusion, but the boy was stubborn.
"Keep moving," he uttered through gritted teeth. Kanda couldn't say no, so he moved again, pushing in and out just a little so Allen could get used to the feeling.
"Deeper… please, Kanda," he moaned.
Kanda couldn't take it anymore. He was trying his hardest not to ram into Allen (he didn't want to hurt him) but the damn boy was insisting that he hurry up regardless of the obvious pain he was feeling.
Kanda sighed shortly and pulled out before pushing back in firmly.
"Ah! More Kanda!"
He didn't have to ask twice. Kanda panted with pleasure as he thrust in and out of Allen.
"God dammit, you're so tight."
Allen panted roughly as Kanda moved in and out of him, his mouth hanging open in total abandonment. It was strange to him how all the previous pain he'd been feeling was no longer bothering him. It wasn't gone, but it was like all the pleasure was overriding any pain he had and making it seem unimportant; all he could concentrate on was the feeling of being filled over and over, and the feel of Kanda's cock as he hit his prostate again and again.
"…D-Deeper Kanda! More!" He breathed. Allen clutched the bed frame and pushed back against Kanda's thrusts boldly.
"I didn't know you were this frisky, Allen," he clutched Allen's hips and drove into him harder as he spoke his name. He was literally riding Allen at that point, ramming him against the bed frame. He was almost afraid he would hurt him, seeing as the younger boy was so petite in comparison, but he didn't dare stop the addictive thrusting (for both their sakes).
Kanda continued to plunge into him, invading him to the very hilt; why hadn't he thought of this before? Surely such a want for someone couldn't just suddenly make itself so blatantly known, he must've had some sort of romantic/sexual feelings towards the fair-haired exorcist before this. Then it occurred to him. Maybe he had wanted Allen from day one, but wasn't able to deal with it. It made sense; at that moment his conscious would not have easily accepted such a thought, so instead of coming to a shocking realization, it formed a type of 'unexplainable' resentment towards the boy. That had to be it. It was the only thing he could think of anyway.
"K-Kanda…!" Allen moaned. He felt it coming, even though he didn't want it to end.
Shit.
He didn't want it to end either…So he thought for a moment and a rather good idea made itself known.
He suddenly pulled out of Allen -who looked back at him astonished- flipping him over and rolling him so that he was now on top of Kanda. He pushed back in and started up a pace again.
"Ride me, Allen," Kanda said breathlessly. He was willing to sacrifice some of his pride for Allen, and it would make things last longer, if only a bit.
Allen stared at him, momentarily shocked, before gripping Kanda's waist, using it to push himself off and back on.
"Ahh, yes," Kanda panted, pulling Allen into a rough kiss as he thrust upwards, his hips swiveling in time with Allen's motions. He had to admit, it felt just as good (if not better) this way. He wouldn't mind trying different positions with Allen later.
Allen's stamina was really impressive (to say the least) he thought as the younger boy kept pushing back down on Kanda's arousal, never slowing or stopping to catch his breath. Kanda watched Allen. He was so beautiful. Kanda longed for the moment when he would see Allen hit his peak.
Ah, there it was again. Allen felt himself on the brink. He felt his muscles twitch as the heat pooling in his stomach made itself much more prominent. But this time he wanted it to come, he wanted to cum with Kanda for the first time, and the sudden strain in his tired muscles were making it difficult to keep up such a pace.
With a final motion, they both had reached utter ecstasy. Kanda watched as Allen came, his beautiful face contorting with pleasure, his back arching, and his seed spilling over them both. His walls tightened around Kanda, and that was it. Allen collapsed against his chest, feeling absolutely amazing as the samurai came deep inside him, continuing to move until it was all out. Kanda felt an odd satisfaction knowing that Allen was now marked as his.
Aside from feeling satisfied though, he felt at peace with the world, if only for a short while. He didn't give a fuck about anybody else or what they would say if they found out about him and Allen. He and Allen were perfect. He had never felt more positive about something in his entire life.
He lie there with Allen who pulled himself off after about a minute of heavy breathing. As they both came down from their high, Allen felt a bit nervous.
What now? Allen thought. He wanted to hug Kanda tighter but didn't exactly know how to go about it. Fortunately, it seemed that he didn't have to do anything as Kanda pulled him close and rested his head in the crook of Allen's neck. Allen sighed. He wanted things to stay like this.
"I…like you, Allen."
Allen stirred at the soft voice. He smiled; it wasn't love, but it was a start. Besides, people don't magically just fall in love…stuff like that only happened in fanfictions and such.
"I like you too, Kanda."
Dark eyes met light ones, and they stared for a while before a small smile appeared on both their faces.
"Promise to be mine, Allen. Don't let anyone else touch you," Kanda said seriously.
"...I'm yours."
Author's Note: So? How was it? I had major writer's block for a while (and no time to top it off), but suddenly (last night) I got inspired and finished it all in about an hour. Sorry I took so long, but like I said, I had been really busy. I mean it; things had been chaotic. O.o
Please take the time to review! They really are the highlight of my day! (That's kinda sad, isn't it?) Well anyway, I wasn't sure if I should end it here as a one-shot, or if I should add another or more chapters (I have some ideas for possible later chapters), so let me know if you want me to continue!
P.S: I know I didn't address Kanda's crying but I couldn't find an appropriate time. And I was thinking, wouldn't it be really OOC if Kanda let Allen (or anyone) know something so personal? It's not just personal, it's an insecurity! So if I do write more chapters (if you guys ask) and Allen and Kanda get closer, then maybe it'll be more appropriate for him to speak about it, otherwise, Kanda's original character would be pretty much gone. :/
P.P.S: Sorry for any grammatical mistakes and such I forgot to correct or failed to notice! And sorry for writing such a long author's note too!
Sayonara :3
-Sashimi123-