Jax and Tara Drabbles, One Shots, Bits and Pieces.

By Heavenly Vixen

Rating: T-M

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Setting: Season 3, Episode 13 "NS"

Rated: M

Jax's breath came in fast, hot spurts against her neck, as his spent and sweaty body collapsed against hers. Tara couldn't help but smile as she noticed that he somehow managed to keep the full weight of his body off of her stomach, protecting their unborn child, even if it was the size of a kidney bean right now. They had a lot to work through, but she had to admit that she had felt most of her anger and hurt lift away from her as she heard Doctor Chan, the on-call OBGYN tell her that their baby was healthy. How could she be mad at this man who gave her the most incredible gift? However, in the moments that followed, the words he'd spoken, and the sins he'd committed against her came rushing back and the hurt was palpable. They talked once they'd returned home after dinner at Gemma's and Abel had been placed in his crib for the night. They'd laid it all on the table, every lie ever uttered, every hurt ever felt, and they'd found some kind of peace falling asleep in each other's arms.

Tara ran her hands up and down the length of his naked back. His back had always been a major turn on for her. The defined and rippling muscles encased in smooth, flawless skin. Even the ink of his SAMCRO tattoo. It was sexy and strong. It was the epitome of masculinity. And that masculinity did things to her body, even now, as he was still buried inside her. Jax groaned into her neck.

"Baby, don't get me worked up. Abel's gonna wake up any minute now." He moaned and Tara couldn't help but smile. He'd felt the reaction her body had to the feel of his skin beneath her hands.

"Sorry, but you know I'm a sucker for this back." She whispered in his ear as she ran her hands across his back again.

"I'm a sucker for you." Jax brought his lips to hers, cupping her face in a familiar gesture. "I love you." He whispered between kisses.

"I love you too." Tara whispered back as he pulled away. Jax rolled off her body and rose from the bed. He reached out his hand for hers and she took it willingly, happily. Tara had long ago admitted, if only to herself, that she would follow Jackson Teller anywhere for as long as he was willing to lead. But the last few weeks had taught her that she needed to walk beside him, leading with him, not just following. Following blindly would ruin them; it would ruin her, and break her heart.

Jax lead her into the shower and began to gently wash her body. The way he lovingly touched and caressed her as the water cascaded over them was so similar to the way his body moved with hers as they made love. It was in those moments that Tara knew without a doubt that Jax loved her. She knew of his many 'conquests', knew more than she cared to, and she knew that he'd never touched any of them, not one, the way he touched her. Not even his ex-wife knew the pleasure and the privilege of Jax's gentle love making. His one night stands never even got to face him. It was one of the reasons that Jax always insisted on seeing her face, on being able to look into her eyes, as he moved within her. It was only her face, her eyes he wanted to see.

Jax Teller loved Tara Knowles, and although there was a lot of hurt that couldn't just be washed away in one night, and a lot of uncertainty in their immediate future, of that Tara was certain. And Tara Knowles loved Jax Teller. To the ends of the earth.

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