I don't own Vampire Academy the lovely Richelle Mead does, nor any of the song in this story.

Karaoke night, just what I needed to let out my emotions, it had been two months since dimitri was turned back into a damphir. Still he ignores me, and Lissa isn't much better. She treats me like shit compared to Dimitri, I mean we were supposed to be like sisters but I guess that doesn't count anymore. She is always thinking of Dimitri, 'oh I hope Dimitris ok, I wonder how Dimitri is?' what about how her so called best friend is. Huh I guess that never occurred to her. My thoughts were cut off when I was called up to sing I decided to dedicate my song to Dimitri. So I chose 'Issues' by Escape the fate. That is exactly who I feel about this situation with Dimitri.
" It's time to hear from Rose Hathaway. She is going to sing 'Issues' by Escape the fate. Good choice Rose. She has told me that it is dedicated to a former love." I turned my gaze to Dimitri, ha his face was filled with anguish, I just loved that sight.

I walked up to the stage and took the microphone, the music started and I saw Lissa giving me a death glare. 'How could you Rose, can't you just leave him alone!' whoa what a nice message from my bestie.

"This is the death of me.
I feel it constantly
Just like an enemy
That wants to see me bleed
So I try to be silent
But my words they explode
Like hand grenades
I just gotta stay calm
Before i let this time bomb
Blow up in my face.

I looked Dimitri straight in the eyes as I sung my heart of. Shock crossed over his face as the lyrics and the message I was trying to portray finally set in. I was telling him how the last two months of my life have been. I haven't had anyone to support me, the two people I needed the most didn't even acknowledge my existence.

These issues pin me to the floor
These issues are my overlord
I feel so dominated
These issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose

I glanced over at Lissa to see a look of shock over how I felt and pure outrage of what i was singing and the fact that I dedicated it to Dimitri. Well it is going to be a massive shocker when i sing my next song to her. I hope it will be painful for her to hear.

The hounds of hell, they cry
That's how they get to me
Inject my head with lies
The pain's astonishing
Like a brick or a stone

I squeezed my head symbolizing the pressure that I had and to symbolise the crushing of my emotions and feelings.

Slowly crushing my bones
Sending me to my grave
And it's such a fake
This life that I've made
I'm going insane

I emphasised 'pin me' just to bring back memories of our training session back at St Vlads. His face was filled with so much guilt, anguish and hurt that i almost felt guilty. ALMOST, but hey almost was far from the actual thing.

These issues pin me to the floor
These issues are my overlord
I feel so dominated
These issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues
Issues, they choke me like a noose

These issues pin me to the floor
These issues are my overlord
I feel so dominated
These issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose

"

I finished with closed eyes, a tear escaped my eye as the music faded.
"Wow Rose you have an amazing voice. Good thing you're going to sing us another one. You have also dedicated this song to another person. Your best friend. I see." I prepare myself for the next lot of music to start. I decided to sing 'Exit wounds' by the Script.

"My hands are cold my body's numb
I'm still in shock what have you done
My head is poundin, my vision's blur
Your mouth is moving, I don't hear a word

I pointed at her, showing her that all of this is about her. It's true, what she's done is abandoned me. Her face showed it all. Hurt, guilt, anger and shock. She really had no idea that her sister was feeling like this.
'Rose, I'm so sorry. I had no idea.' Of course she didn't, the last time we spoke properly was two months ago. She has been preoccupied by a certain someone.

And it hurts so bad that I search my skin
For the entry point, where love went in
And ricocheted and bounced around
And left a hole when you walked out yeah

I looked deep into her eyes and then looked away. I continued to look around the room keeping my gaze off her. I flew my hand up to my heart showing that I was dying inside, and that only two people had caused this.

I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds
I don't know how much more love, this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Whoooooaa uuuh where their leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds, where their leaving, the scars you're keeping

I looked at Dimitri and saw that his guardian mask had crept back on to his face, keeping him void of any emotions that he would feel. I pulled up a chair and flipped around and sat down so my chest was pressed up against the back.

Marks a battle still feel raw
A million pieces of me on the floor
I'm damaged goods for all to see
Now who would ever want to be with me
I've got all the baggage drink the pills
Yeah this is living but without the will
I'm Blacken out I'm shutting down
You've left a hole, you walked out yeah

I directed my gaze towards Lissa, and faked the stab in my heart, a few tears leaked out of her eyes as the severity became clear to her.
I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds
I don't know how much more love, this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds ... where their leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds ... where their leaving, the scars you're keepin

Loose your clothes and show your scars
That's who you are
That's who you are
Marks a battle still feel raw
A million pieces of me on the floor

I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds
I don't know how much more love, this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds ... where their leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds... where their leaving, the scars you're keepin

I finished the song and just before I walked off stage I turned back to the audience.
" Just to clarify that was for my EX best friend."

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I want to know if it is good or not. Next chapter Dimitri will sing :D