We say goodbye in the pouring rain And I break down as you walk away.
Stay, stay.
'Cause all my life I felt this way But I could never find the words to say Stay, stay.

I stood on the roof, like I know Alek had many nights. What did he do up here? I knew he was probably on his way, or watching me from a distance. I felt sick to myself today and I didn't know why. Amy said it was probably because of the cold going around but I doubted that. None of the symptoms of how I felt matched. I felt hurt, and scared plus some nausea. I lost it today, I cried all day and I skipped 3rd period and on- I'm not sure if Alek or Jasmine noticed. Alek probably did, I was very careless today, I went on a run over rooftops crying and "practicing training". My heart was hurting, I didn't know if it was from all the things hitting me at once, or because my mom wasn't here tonight to talk to. I wanted to run into her arms and hug her. My mom had things to do that were driving me crazy, work. I sat there for awhile and sorted the past events "He didn't wait for you." I whispered to myself. "He's secretive, he doesn't think we can just be friends and He's a human." I knew I was getting over Brian because it was a hopeless thought. Who was he? I mean yes, He is so cute and he is funny but he is not what I love. Amy was right! I would fall out of like with him. I was glad Amy was right, I knew of someone amazing that had caught my eye recently. He was smug, and he cared tons about me.

I finally got my phone from my room and sat on my bed, of course- Amy. Amy: Meet us at Rolex Amy: at 10 Amy: Come over, bring a friend I looked at the time on my phone, It was 9:30 already. I wanted a chance to dance tonight. Weightless would fit me. I pulled out one of my best outfits and put it on me and again I felt so much better. Paul and Amy were my first friends and they are the best of my friends. I love them. I walked to Rolex, or ran there. I didn't want to be late. I was laughing a little climbing all over things and jumping. The wind blowing through my hair I felt whole. I felt bipolar with such a quick mood change. Brian who? ahha not that easy. I still was going to dance tonight. I spotted Amy and Paul quickly they were in a corner and Amy was looking at her watch. I walked up to them and smiled "Hey guys" Amy got up and gave me a big hug.

"I didn't think I would see you! I thought you might of had training tonight" Amy said and then she went mute, in that Amy way meaning someone was behind me. Hands landed on my shoulders, not hard but still I knew I had been busted.

"Chloe King" Alek sighed "What are you doing here?"