OK so thanks everyone for reading and reviewing. I already have people adding it to favourite story or story alert so thanks. Here we go chapter 2. this is were it gets interesting. And kinda spiritual.

I was inspired by the movie lovlie bones were she lives in this in-between world. I was also inspired by the movie carousel. Which is this old muscle. Were this dead gay gets to see his wife and child.

Chapter 2

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I don't no how long id been sat there holding her sobbing but all of a sudden I heard Victoria laugh."I did it. I won."

I hadn't realised she was still there the moment I realised Bella was dead nothing mattered. my mind stopped when I though that one word. dead. dead and gone forever,my life, my soul, the very best part of me gone. nothing matters any more , nothing but hurting the bitch that did it. "don't you get it you stupid bitch. you haven't one. killing her hasn't solved anything." her smile suddenly dropped. "your right you no. it hasn't solved anything. I thought it would. an eye for

an eye a mate for a mate. but it didn't stop the pain." she suddenly draped into a crouch"but killing you will" she then started to pounce towards me at vamperic speed. that's when Jacob black slammed into her, growling and snapping his teeth, his thoughts all on what she did to Bella. I wonted to join him. to rip the bitches head off. but I just couldn't tare myself away from her. even when she was dead. I laid my cheek on Bella's head closed my eyes and let the darkness take me. then something in the air changed. there was no wind, I become aware that there was no snow on the ground my clothes weren't wet from sitting in the snow any more nor were they covered in Bella's blood. There was no noise coming from the wolf pack either which was strange. I still refused to open my eyes. unwilling to see my Bella's dead form again.

"Edward" a female voice said to me.

(I almost left this chapter here but I thought that would be two mean.)

something about that voice was familiar but I couldn't really be bothered to car the only

voice I wonted to here was Bella's and she was gone.

"Edward dear. open your eyes. its all right shell be all right. just open your eyes and look at me."

"Elisabeth its no use give him time and heel open his eyes." wait what. Elizabeth.? it couldn't be? could it.?

"he's are son we have to try and help him" at the mention of son my eyes opened. my mother and father Elisabeth and Edward Mason were standing a foot away from me. I couldn't Belleville it. not only were my parents here in the flesh but were HERE was ,was also something astonishing. we were in a place that seemed to be nothing but white as far as the eye could see, there

were no walls or sealing and though I could feel the floor I couldn't see it duo to a thin layer of mist that seemed to hover around 10 centimetre's of the floor. Bella and I were dressed in almost the same as we were before except the clothes were all white and there was non of Bella's blood on them.

"wha.. were, how."at the sound of my incoherent babbling both my mother and fathers heads turned to look at me again.

"Edward, dear. its all right. I no this is confusing but everything will be explained." as she said this a huge smile appeared on her face. "you see right now your in the in between. its a place in between reality and the afterlife. were both the dead and the living can communicate in situations like this. you see every purr soul that goes to heaven gets... well how do I describe this" she looked to my father for help like she was pleading with him to explain.

"what your mother is trying to say is when she died god if you will gave her and other purr souls like her a sort of gift that can only be used once. its the chance to be sent back"

this was very confusing I couldn't understand what they meant

"what do you mean specifiably by back. do you mean back to earth as if you never died or... or what?"

he smiled at me "back in time to a point before you die, and only the one that goes back and of course the people in the afterlife will ever now what's happened"

"you see dear I was given a gift but I didn't want to use it. my life had been a full one. and my death well, there was no way of avoiding that, Carlisle had already turn'd you and my dear Edward was here with me so I didn't really need to use it"she found for a moment before she continued "there were times when I wonted to go back and change things when I sow everything you went

through in that first year" we both flinched at the mention of my new born years. "but I was confident that you would make it through all that"

"you see Edward if a purr soul like Elizabeth duos not wish to use her gift she can give the gift to whom ever she chooses and they may use it instead" my breath coat at this moment. my mother smiled at me.

"I saw you Edward. all you went through all those years. I saw haw alone you were despite your adopted family surrounding you with love. you were alone because your soul mate wasn't born yet. Bella is one of a kind. I saw haw she made you feel. made you smile, and laugh. I heard the lullaby you composed for her, I saw you take her to the meadow. I saw you give her my ring,"

her eyes filed with tiers "I saw James try and kill her, I saw you leave her, I saw you go to voltora, I saw her jump, I saw Victoria, I saw the new born army" her voice was a whisper and I was crying.

"I saw her die. oh Edward I couldn't just watch any more I had to do something. so im giving you the gift. you can go back to before you even met her. you can start over from scratch, you can stop her from dying." this was two good to be true. could I actually go back to the very beginning. the answer was simple, hell yes.

"mother. father. thank you. iv... iv missed you so much. ill never forget this as long as I live. I love both of you and I swear ill make this right"

my father smiled "we no you will. were proud of you sun" my mother bent to the floor and hugged me "good bye sweet heart, and remember well always be watching over you."she pulled back to look in to my eyes. "both of you"

"good bye mother" just then they began to fade away I felt a sort of pulling, like I was being dragged down to somewhere, then there was a sort of sickly feeling that slowly turned into something more like the feeling most humans would probably get on a roller-coaster, then everything went black.

So there you go people. The second chapter. Its 2 in the morning and I have to be at school for 8 30 tomorrow morning or i ges its today now. so ill post some more another time. R&R

chapture 3 coming soon.