This is my first fan fiction story so don't kill me if it's bad. I would love it if people reviewed I will post up other chapters but I don't know when or how many…Enjoy?

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"No, don't leave me. Promise me you won't leave."

"I can't make promises I might not be able to keep you know that. But I need you to promise you will never forget me and our memories together."

"I promise…..I promise Ivan." Tears began to roll down my cheeks. I climbed up onto the hospital bed with him and gave him a deep loving kiss. By then his lips were going cold as the life was fading from his limp body.

"Matvey I see an angel with a vase full of sunflowers. They are so pretty but they don't even come close to being as beautiful as you. She says that I'm going to a place with no more snow and it will be filled with as many sunflowers as I want …..I'm going to miss you…Matvey, my lov….." The machine keeping track of his heart beat goes into this continuous noise were there are no breaks.

"IVAN DON"T LEAVE ME OH GOD PLEASE DON"T LEAVE ME!" The salty tears began to flow like rivers down my face. "Ivan don't leave me alone. Who will be there to keep me safe when I have a bad dream? Who will make me smile even on my worst days now? Come on tell me who because as far as I've known only you can do those things, please don't leave me."

"Excuse me but you will have to get off of the bed we need to help him." The Doctor says. That damn person didn't even have a hint of sympathy in his voice.

"NO!" The 2 nurses that walked in with the doctor had to pull me off of him. I let them peel my body off of his. As soon as I was off of Ivan I quickly moved my hand and grabbed a pen that was in the breast pocket of there scrubs and stabbed my jugular vain.