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Two years without any updates.

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I'm so so so sorry, I wasn't feeling the story anymore and my style of writing changed SO MUCH. I started writing original fiction, then I wrote more stuff and it's just AHHH. I decided I need to finish all of the stories on here and be done with it. I don't know if I'll write more anime fanfics anymore, since right now I'm highly into writing Supernatural fanfiction on AO3 (lmfao), but I feel like I owe you guys some finished stories.

So fuck it, I'll finish everything, even if it means writing styles will clash.

This fanfic has two chapters left, just warning you.

Ahead is smut. WARNING.

My heart burst with so much warmth I couldn't contain myself from touching my fingertips to Rin's skin every few seconds. It didn't matter where I hovered or dragged skin against skin. The inside of his palm, the bit of flesh that showed only because Rin couldn't properly tuck his shirt in, his forearm.

It all felt so surreal. My lips tingled with the need to pepper kisses down his whole body, I wished so bad to explore all of him with my tongue, taste the spicy sweat and kiss away his moans.

Stupid fucking elevator. Stupid fucking hallway. Stupid fucking people.

Rin dragged me down to our room with an eager strut. The back of his neck shined with a bright blush and I subconsciously squeezed our entwined fingers just to get a squeeze back. It sent me to a fit of overwhelming happiness, something I have never felt with anyone before. Bon and I had chemistry, yes, but the way Rin looked at me and I wanted to give the world to him - that's what made me believe I have never been truly, undeniably in love.

And here I walked behind a boy whose father was Satan and everyone feared him. I walked behind him and thought 'god, how I love this boy'.

I caught myself smiling from ear to ear, singing unknown love odes to Rin in my head. He furiously searched for the key card in his pocket so that we could finally be alone in the room. I remembered my hand in his pants back in the elevator, and suddenly my head cleared of all lovey dovey thoughts.

Suddenly, I was on fucking fire.

"Rin," I breathed into his neck as I moved forward and wrapped my arms around his waist. He inhaled sharply, his muscles tensing so deliciously against my hands. "Hurry up."

His ears turned red and I couldn't help a chuckle. He knocked one of my hands away, searching for the key inside of his hoodie pocket.

"I can't promise I won't do anything obscene in the hallway," I murmured. Rin froze once more.

"So help me if you don't find the damn key card, I'll kick this door open," he said, louder than intended. I dragged my hand to his back pockets, leaning back a little so my crotch wasn't rubbing against his ass. Rin gasped at the loss and nearly followed the sensation until he felt my hand searching through the pockets. I gently rubbed his ass through the denim of his pants before I grabbed the key card I knew sat in the left pocket before we even entered the elevator and handed it to him.

Rin, who usually could trip on even ground, swiped the card in direct motion and ran inside of the room. I followed inside. Shut the door. Wanted to grab his shirt and pull him against me but Rin moved faster than me. He kissed me, his tongue sneaking inside of my mouth at the first touch of our lips and moaned deep into the kiss. I couldn't figure out what I wished to do with my hands so I settled for quickly undoing his belt while kissing the life out of him. Rin nipped at my bottom lip dragging it in between his teeth. I hissed at the sensation and for a second there I forgot how to breathe.

All that mattered right now seemed to be Rin's hands. Rin's skin. Rin's lips on mine.

I couldn't get enough of that honey mint taste of his mouth. I licked against his tongue, suckling a bit on the tip, maneuvering the kiss swiftly into something that caused Rin to moan loadly into my own mouth.

Rin walked backwards to our bed (or two beds pressed into one, we did arrange it for our own convenience) until it sent us tumbling down into the sheets. Rin laughed heartily at the puffy sheets surrounding us and I joined in. I had never planned this. I never wanted to fall for someone so fast and so deep that for me it felt like I couldn't breathe without this person.

Looking at Rin with that aroused expression on his face made me finally believe I had this boy in my arms and he was mine. No one else's. Mine.
His lust surged through me. I quickly undid his pants with my free hand and pushed the material aside. Rin wiggled out of the pants just as quickly, somewhat feverish in his movements and it hit me. He wanted me just as much as I wanted him.

It's such a beautiful thing, being wanted. The way Rin's lips worshiped my skin set me off like a firework that wanted nothing else than to see the wide sky and all of the things the world offered.

Our clothes disappeared off onto piles on the floor, followed by boxers and our shame. Again, I could kiss Rin's collarbones. Again, I could drag my palm down his naked waist and thighs, brushing past the fine hairs on his legs. His scent got me addicted, somewhat scarily intense rush of emotions washed over me and I moved downward, leaving kissing bruises on his white flesh.

His tail wrapped around my arm, encouraging me to kiss somewhere more heated than the skin around his leaking cock.

I smirked at how his body curved into mine as I took a tentative lick over the head. I swirled my tongue in teasing motions, earning elaborate breathing from Rin and his thighs tightening on my shoulders.

I stroked the base with rushed strokes, twisting at the head and taking his length into my mouth. Rin tasted like salt and vinegar, an exquisite flavor for my tongue. I lavished him with all I had, sucking hard and stroking slow. I squeezed breathy low moans out of him, his little begs for more and more reaching my ears and sounding like anthems of lust.

Suddenly his fingers brushed my hair away and he dragged me up so he could kiss me again. I complied eagerly, wishing he could understand how much I loved pleasuring him. Our cocks touched together, sliding against one another in delicious friction we both craved. I wanted to open him up and fuck him into tomorrow, I wanted to feel him around my cock, moving under me in rough abandon, murmuring sweet nothing's into my ear.

"Shima," he breathed into my mouth, and pushed me slightly away. I got confused for a second until he pointed at the backpack next to our bed. I scrambled to take it and give it to him.

Rin threw all of the contents down on the sheets next to us, searching for something.

Lube.

Oh right. I'm a fucking idiot.

He handed the lube to me and discarded all of the remaining things on the floor. He settled on the sheets again, spread his legs and I swear, my mouth watered at the sight.

His cock lay on his stomach, hard as a rock. The blush on his cheeks spread on his cheeks and down to his stomach, clear arousal, just the way I loved him.
I gulped down any thoughts I had of stopping and staring at him for eternity.

"Are you sure?" I asked, fearing the answer. We have done this once before, but I wasn't sure of Rin was ready to take that leap again. I didn't want to rush him into anything.

"I need you inside of me," Rin said, biting his lip. His tail wiggled into my waiting fingers. "Please-"

I didn't need any reassurance.

I coated my fingers with a generous amount of lubrication and prepared him so slow he begged me after three fingers. He looked amazing spread out like this in front of me. Oh god, I wanted to be inside of him as fast as I could.

"Shima, now, please please please -" he chanted under his breath, completely wrecked with want.

I lined my lubed cock up to his hole, kissed his neck and suckled on the skin to ease him into the sensation and slid inside of him with deep concentration.
Last time, it took us a while to fall into the pit of passion.

This time, though... Oh this time was different. Rin gasped louldy, his nails digging into my shoulderblades. I nearly fucking came right there and then. Right when I was balls deep inside, Rin hushed that I should start moving and fast.

"I'm about to come already," Rin whispered. "Please, go fast and hard, please.."

He didn't need to tell me this twice. I rammed into him with all I had, forcing the air out of his lungs. We moved in unison, breathing into each other's mouths, searching for love in one another's eyes. He looked at me like I was everything, and at that moment, I felt like it could be everything.

Our love. Our friendship. Even our fights. All worth the feeling of him in my arms, of him flushed like a strawberry beneath me, above me, on me. All the kisses, hugs, embraces, everything.

I wanted to give him my everything.

And then, his expression changed into surprise and relief. He closed his eyes as he came, his release coloring our stomachs. In this moment, I vowed nothing would look even remotely as beautiful as Rin looked when he came.

He clenched around me, and three thrust later I burst into my own sweet bliss. As I came down from my high, this deep blackness of pleasure, I opened my eyes to find his blue staring straight at me.

Rin's lips curled into a smile, hands brought me closer to him and he kissed my cheek so tenderly I thought I could cry.

"Worth waiting for," he said nonchalantly, as if we didn't do anything dirty two seconds before.

I laughed and rolled over. We both hissed at my cock leaving Rin, yet he quickly wrapped himself around me as I lay down on the sheets.

"I know," I said. "I'm not sure if I can wait that long until we can go at it again."

It was his turn to laugh. The low rumble of laughter echoed right as I finished the sentence.

I kissed his forehead and fell into a slight slumber, highly aware of his breathing, living body against mine.

I felt alive.