Hello world! So this is my first yaoi with TMI series and Ive decided to center on Jace and Simons romance. I just want you to know that if you haven't read COA (the second book) this might spoil it for you, if you don't care then plz read on ^^ enjoy

Jace paced up and down the halls of the institute, his mind anxiously wandering as his feet did. He was anxious to leave but had nowhere to go, especially since the reign of demons had begun to dwindle lately leaving him with whole days to himself. Izzy and Alec had already left with their parents to Idris yet even though invited Jace insisted on staying behind for personal reasons *cough* Clary *cough*.

As his feet traveled he noticed he had turned in to the library. Hoping to sleep off his restlessness he laid himself on the couch that resided across the empty fireplace. The deafening silence that engulfed him in his resting spot calmed him but he was suddenly interrupted as he felt his pant pocket vibrate. Without a second glance he lazily flipped open the phone and answered,

"Wayland residence, what do you want"

"Jace it's me!" he froze at the voice, he couldn't have mistaken that melody for any other.

"Clary what's wrong?" Jace replied frantically sitting up. Clary sounded worried, was she in trouble?

"It's Simon! I can't find him!" She cried. Jace let his nerves settle at her words. As if I really care for that moronic mundane… well downworlder now… sort of.

"Clary he's probably just catching some sun now that he knows it possible" he said callously. He stood up and walked over to the window to see the shining sun but his idea was shut down when he caught sight of the full moon "never mind" he said to Clary.

"You don't understand!" Clary spoke more aggressively.

"Earlier I was with him, he was actting strange and just said he was confused about us and just ran off." Jace smirked at the thought of Simon leaving her… for good.

"Jace please..." Her plea bringing Jace back to reality.

"Clary relax, just what did he say just before he left? Did he say where he was going?"

"No… only that he needed to see him and I don't know who that could be, do you?"

Jace pondered quietly wondering just who could Clary be referring to. Suddenly he felt as if his neck had caught on fire and held back a cry as he raced to the bathroom, he raised his head to the mirror and stared in horror at the healed bite mark that was suddenly scorching him. The silver mark Simon had permanently implanted on his sun kissed skin. His heart began to beat rapidly as he recalled the secret memory of them in that cold dark room on Valentines' ship, the moonlit skin of Simons truly dead body and the unexplained emptiness he felt when he saw it; the awful fear and pain that consumed him as he forced Jace on the ground to look into the desperate hunger blazing behind his chocolate brown eyes, and the ecstasy that coursed through Jace as his life was being sucked dry.

The reminisce of Simons lips on his neck made him shiver, despite the coolness of his touch he felt as if he were on fire the moment his hands roughly held him down. Jace would never say it out loud but that moment in that damp dark hell had been the most alive he had ever felt. He could feel the blood rush through his veins the bitter sweet pain of pieced skin and hear the way their pulses had slowed and become one.. the world slowed that day and he couldn't have asked for anything better than the ecstasy he felt being so vulnerable beneath Simon.

"It couldn't be…" Jace whispered aloud carefully tracing the scare, and sadly Clary overheard him even with the phone held tightly in his fist.

"Jace whos-"

"I gotta go" Jace replied before he hung up.

Jace felt a twinge of pain in his gut as he left the room. He didnt like leaving Clary out of the loop but this was for her own good he thought. He still hadn't told her of that day on Valentines ship nor did he plan on it, it was something him and Simon would keep to the grave. As much as he hated Simon he knew he had to find him. He would do anything for Clary however he wasn't fully convinced this all for her.

Racing down the corridors he recalled the rage in Simons once desperate eyes after the deed was done and remembered his words "I could have killed you!" Simon yelled painfully. "I would have let you" Jace couldnt recall his reasons for saying what he had, it was as if he were watching himself from a distance repeating written lines. He didn't understand.

In a flash he raced down the corridors and yanked the heavy doors of the institute ready to find the reason for his uneasiness. Yet he froze at the sight of the beautifully pale teen that stood before him with a hand out stretched for the handle. "Simon…"

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