A.N. Okay people! I decided to take off the Krayonder/Specs chapters and start a new story about them and Taz/Up! It took it's own (30 page long document) path and I hope you will follow that! Now, I will be writing lotsa stories and may or may not upload them as their own stories... depends... Wellllll, that's my little side note and I hope you follow that one! It's called 'Krayonder and Specs Love Story'. xD Here's a drabble for listening to me. It's a songfic! so I hope you don't mind...
Taz pulled out her iPod and plugged it in. She realized that a new song was on the screen.
"Invisible by Disciple? If Up suggests it..." she pushed play and started laps.
You've got my attention
There's no need to hurt your self this way
You think no one will notice you're feeling
When you cry yourself to sleep
Taz swallowed deeply and thought,
'Surely he isn't applying those lyrics to me... is he?'
You feel stuck on the outside looking inside
Wishing this life wasn't your life
And you think you're damaged way beyond repair
Well you're not so far that I can't get to where you are
At this point Taz was just walking, albeit quickly, around the track.
You wish you were someone else
Every night you fall to pieces
Knowing you can't save yourself
I can see you, I can hear you
There's a place where the broken go
There's a room full of second chances
You're not stranded on your own
You're not invisible
That's when Taz knew. She knew he was the one who walked in on her cutting last night. It was someone, and now she knew it was Up.
I'm ready to listen
There's no need to hold it all inside
The smallest whisper
I hear it when your strength has all but died
Taz knew this was his way of telling her that she wasn't alone, wasn't invisible to him. She slowed her walk and felt a tear fall down her face.
I need you to believe me, can you trust me?
That what you see, is not what I see
The reflection in the mirror's telling lies
Cause nothing you have done could change how much I love you
Taz wished that last line was true, but Up was a friend, a father figure to her. Or at least that's what she's trying to convince herself of...
You wish you were someone else
Every night you fall to pieces
Knowing you can't save yourself
I can see you, I can hear you
There's a place where the broken go
There's a room full of second chances
You're not stranded on your own
You're not invisible
I can see you as you're falling on your knees
You're not invisible to me
You're not invisible
She finally just sat down in the middle of the track and cried. The very fact that he knew, that he knew and wanted to help was too much.
You wish you were someone else
Every night you fall to pieces
Knowing you can't save yourself
I can see you, I can hear you
There's a place where the broken go
There's a room full of second chances
You're not stranded on your own
You're not invisible
You're not stranded on your own
You're not
Invisible
You're not invisible
You're not invisible to me
As the song died out, Taz felt strong arms wrapped around her. As Up would be the only person brave enough to approach her, she knew it was him. Up stood her on her feet and turned her around to look into her eyes. Taz felt vulnerable under his gaze and didn't like it. But when he pulled her against him, into his embrace, she felt safe, at home, and able to breathe again.
She knew it would all be tough, but so was Calculus, and she passed that.
A.N. Crappy ending is crappy! Review anyways? Please?