The first time I…
Natsu…
I look at her sleeping form as I sit at her window sill and I think about how many times she made me feel… well feel different things that I have never felt before. Feeling that I thought only existed in books and lovey-dovey fairy tales…
And I still remember…
The first time she smiled at me was the first time I felt a weird tingling in my stomach almost like butterflies but kind of like good butterflies, you know?
The first time I brought her to Fairy Tail was the first time I saw her face light up and it made me feel good that I made her eyes light up like that.
The first time I forgot her name was definitely the last. But it was funny though to see her so annoyed like that.
The first time I broke in to her house was the first time I saw her really angry and found out how strong she was, Cause she even kicked my face into the wall.
The first time I thought she was cute was when she was so angry she kicked my face into a wall.
The first time I felt the urge to protect her was when I saw a cow with an axe in front of her.
The first time I knew we were gonna be good friends was when she actually agreed to let me stay in her house for a while.
The first time I made her laugh was she found out about my ONLY weakness: motion sickness… (I know she didn't really laugh but I knew she was laughing on the inside!)
The first time I felt my heart sink was when I saw her falling off the tower.
The first time I felt my heartbeat speed up was when she screamed my name. (you know when she was falling out from the tower)
The first time I felt real hot raging Fury was when I heard Gajeel say that they had her
The first time I realized she was my BEST friend was when I realized how many times she stopped from doing something stupid.
The first time I felt jealousy was when she found Loke by that waterfall and he told me what Lucy did to save him… ( I know she would've done the same thing for me but STILL! Oh and DON'T even get me started about that HIBIKI guy!)
The first time I looked down on myself was when I snapped at her just because she reminded me of a certain someone. I said sorry afterwards but she said it was OK (still I felt bad about that…)
The first time I realized I liked her more than just a friend was when me, Snowman and Erza oh! And also happy found a letter that said Lucy was going home
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And now months after all those things happened those feeling intensified and now I'm sitting on her window sill looking at her sleeping, that is so peaceful and gentle, ready to wake her up. So I jump off the window onto her bed lay down next to her and snake my arms around her waist, pull her close and then she wakes up (as expected ) she slowly opens her beautiful brown eyes and she stares at me wide eyes a slight blush forming, she tried to push me back saying things like 'what are you doing here' or 'let go Natsu' while stuttering but I only pull her closer are faces inches away. So I say those three words that I've been mustering up the courage to say and then look into her eyes and hope that she says those three words back to me…
So what did you think? No FLAMES! I'm scared of 'em cuz they burn….
Disclaimer: NOPE I DON'T OWN FAIRY TAIL.
Review! And I'm thinking of making a 'the first time I…' Lucy Version what do you think?
Oh! And P.S. Thank you Blazing Crimson Eyes! You are a story saver I guess for uploading this story when I couldn't thank you! =)
And to anyone who is still reading this… free virtual HUGS! ^^