Disclaimer: I do not own Glee if I did Blaine would have a lot more focus.
Eight years old
At a dinner party
My Papa said to me:
"Be a gentleman, Blaine."
"Try to impress."
Try to… "Make me proud."
I knew he meant, "Try to be perfect."
That party ended in
A ripped suit,
Untamed curls,
A black eye,
And a disappointed stare.
Fourteen years old
At a family dinner,
I said to my Papa:
"I'm gay."
"Be understanding…" please?
"Try to accept it…" me.
Try to…" Please, love me still."
That dinner ended in
A black eye,
Unshed tears,
A broken heart,
And a hateful glare.
Sixteen years old
Over the summer
My Papa said to me:
"Blaine, let's build a car."
"Try to bond a little."
So… "Have you met a girl?"
And when I said to Papa,
"I'm gay…" I wish you'd understand
That project ended in
A pained look,
Unshed tears,
A silent summer,
And more hateful glares.
Seventeen Years old
I said to Papa:
"I met a girl."
"Her name is Rachel."
"We're going to try to date."
"Maybe, I was wrong" Please be proud…
That conversation ended in
A happy look,
Laughing moments,
A hug,
And my Papa saying, "I'm proud of you, my boy."
At seventeen
I never said to Papa:
"We only lasted a week."
"I'm definitely gay."
"I'm dating Kurt…" I love him.
Those lies ended in
A huge fight,
Unthrown punches,
A hateful glare,
And my father's disappointment.
Twenty-one years old,
I said to my father:
"I'm in love with Kurt."
"I'm marrying him."
"I don't need your approval."
I just… "I wanted you to know."
Our final conversation ended in
A hateful look,
Unthrown punches,
My proud stare,
And me leaving forever.
I was no longer my Papa's gentleman.
I wasn't trying to impress,
I wasn't his perfect son,
But I was proud,
And in love with another man.
I didn't need what my Papa said.
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