I laid there for nearly 2 hours not moving a single inch. Watching her chest rise and fall repeatedly. Feeling her warm body pressed against me, and tone stomach beneath my palm. My heart pounded against my chest like a drum. My mind racing a million light-years a second, analyzing every second of the past few hours in a failed attempt to figure out what exactly had happened. The only things that were clear were that my crush on Cat had developed much more, and the clear and simple facts that we had sex twice and she spanked me. And to say I did not like every single minute of it would be a falsehood.

I sighed moving myself from my entangled position with Cat, and sat up swinging my legs over the edge of my bed my back now facing her wincing slightly as my weight shifted on to my abused butt. She let out a discontented whine, obviously from the lack of me being pressed up against her. I felt shifting behind me, and glanced at Cat who was rolled over, her bleary eyes meeting mine. My god did she look adorable.

"Tor?" She said voice thick with sleep and confusion her free hand made its way to my hips.

"Sorry for waking you up." I said softly shifting to look at her. "I can't sleep."

"S'okay. Why can't you sleep?" She said through a yawn.

"It's nothing we'll talk in the morning. Kay? Just go back to sleep."

"Kay 'kay." She said and pulled me back down, pressing her lithe body to mine. She pressed a soft kiss to my lips, and curled up against my shoulder.

I sighed again. This was going to be a long long night.

The morning after I chickened out of talking to Cat. After that the next few weeks passed pretty normally except for the fact Cat was fucking me. On more than one occasion she pulled me into either the girl's bathroom or janitor's closet, and proceeded to do things that I had previously not thought possible. She also found any excuse to come over to my house to do the same. Other than that the weeks passed normally. Cat acted like nothing was going on, while I on the other hand was being ripped apart by the smallest touch or the most innocent hug from her.

I never had the courage to ask her what this was, or did she like me I was too afraid. Every day school was becoming more and more unbearable. I was unable to think unable to breathe in the mere presents of Cat. And today was no different.

We were sitting at lunch, and she was way too close to me. Her leg was pressed against mine, while she talked excitedly about some new song she heard this morning on the radio. Her constant bouncing, with her leg pressed against mine was driving me crazy. I couldn't take it I had to get away from her.

I mumbled an excuse about needing to go to the bathroom, and left promptly. I went into the ladies room upstairs because no one ever used it. It was rumored that the ghost of the first principle lived there, so everyone steered clear. I went into the stall furthest from the door, and sat on the toilet burying my face into my hands. I couldn't take much more of this.

"Cat what the hell." An irate Jade said angrily. I froze in place looking through the small crack between the stall door and the wall of the stall. Cat had Jade by the wrist, was dragging her through the bathroom to the wall opposite of the bathroom entrance pressing Jade's back against it.

"Why have you been acting so standoffish lately? Don't you love me?" Cat pouted.

Jade didn't respond.

"Is this about Tor?"

My head was spinning. What was she talking about? Did Jade know about our… activities?

"Is that all?" Jade mumbled her eyes never leaving the tile floor, "Because if it is I'm leaving."

Jade made an attempt to move from her position on the wall, but was instantly and very harshly shoved back.

"Answer my question." Cat said in a low, threatening voice.

"Yes." Jade said. It was so quiet I almost missed it.

"Awwww." Cat's tone was mocking. "Poor wittle Jadey is sad that she isn't the only toy in the toy box."

My stomach dropped, I felt sadness welling up in my chest. Was I just a toy to her? Is that all? And not the only one it seemed. She was doing this Jade freaking West of all people.

I saw Jade open and close her mouth a few times. Then look down in despair. I don't think I have ever seen her as defeated as in that moment. I couldn't help but wonder how long this had been going on between them, and what it meant for Jade and Beck.

Cat pinched Jade's cheek "You're so cute when you're jelly. Don't worry Jadey I have plenty of time for both of you!"

"I'm not your toy." Jade said. It sounded like she was trying to convince herself, not trying to tell Cat.

Jade let out a loud gasp then a moan. It took me as second to realize what had happened. Cat had shoved her hand into the front of Jade's jeans. Jade's eyes were shut, her breathing heavy.

Jade was writhing against the wall at Cat's touch; hips arched forward trying to get more. I couldn't help the flood of warmth between my legs.

"Caaaat, p-please."

"Awwwwwwww does wittle Jadey want her kitty cat to play with her? Or are you still not my toy?"

I frowned, placing my face into my hands once more. This couldn't be happening. Who was Cat? Who was this person that did this to Jade and I? I wasn't so sure anymore.

Jade responded with a moan. Then a strangled gasp. "W-why did you stop?" Jade's voice was shaky.

"You're not my toy so why would I want to play with you?" Cat said like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"I-I am yours." Jade said

"Course you are."

Jade gasped immediately, and then groaned loudly. After a few moments, and lots of moaning, Jade slid to the floor, face pressed to her knees.

I heard the sink turn on, then the paper towel dispenser.

"I love Beck." Jade said.

"I'm sure you do. That's why you were moaning like a whore begging to come less than a minute ago."

I winced at Cat's words. I had never heard her be so mean.

"I love Beck."

"And you love me more. You love what I do to you; love how I make you feel. You've been in love with me since the day that you met me." Cat said the confidence in her voice so clear. "It's funny Jade, Tor thinks you are so nice to me because you like me. But in fact it is because you love me; you are in love with me. Not only that, but you are also afraid of me. Terrified."

"I'm not scared of you."

"Give me your hairbrush."

Jade's eyes widened. "Please Cat no! Not that." The panic was so evident in her voice.

It took me a moment to realize why Jade wouldn't want to give Cat her hairbrush. I couldn't believe that Cat had spanked her too, and Jade was terrified of it happening again.

"Thought so." Cat paused, then resumed in her normal voice. "You should go back to lunch. I see ya later 'kay?"

Jade stood wordlessly, adjusted herself a bit and left the bathroom.

"Did you enjoy the show Tor?"

My body froze, chills radiating throughout me.

She giggled. "Come on out Tor."

I stood on shaky legs slowly making my way out of the stall. I could feel my cheeks burning.

"Hi." I said meekly.

She squeezed me in a hug. "You are still my favorite toy Tor, don't worry."

Anger bubbled up inside me. She was playing with my feelings; she was using them to control me. I would expect something like that from Jade not from her.

"Is that all I am to you? A toy?"

Cat frowned, clearly no the response she was expecting. "Don't be like that! You are my bestie too."

"How can you do this to me? To Jade? How can you just play on the fact that we love you? That I love you."

"I love you guys too! Why else would I be doing this?"

"It certainly doesn't seem like you love me!" The anger in me was making me bold.

I was shocked when I felt a sharp sting on my left cheek. Tears began welling in my eyes. I couldn't believe Cat Valentine had actually slapped me. Innocent, sweet Cat had slapped me.

Then I was pressed into the wall, with her hand in my shorts; the same position Jade had been moments before.

"Yep, you definitely enjoyed the show." She giggled to herself.

My body betrayed me, and quickly bent to her will; to her touch. I moaned and writhing as she played me like a piano, knowing exactly what keys to press when.

"Do you like that Tor?" Her voice was husky in my ear.

"God yes…"

"Do you love me Tor?"

"Yes!"

Her fingers moved deftly, her lips on my neck. I couldn't resist her. She had just slapped me, belittled me by call me a toy, but I was instantly putty in her hands when she touched me.

The only thing I could do was moan, and repeat her name over and over like it was some sacred prayer. Like if I said it enough, Cat would suddenly love me the way I loved her. That she would be in love with me.

I was quickly shoved over the edge by her skilled hands. Afterwards, I stood there for several minutes trying to regain so kind of composure. She went to the sink to wash her hands of me like she was disgusted of me.

"Leave." That simple word crushed my soul.

I stormed out of the bathroom, somewhere between crushing depression and seething anger.

The rest of the day passed with me in a daze, I couldn't focus on anything in class. I was standing at my locker, frozen. I couldn't believe what had happened today. I couldn't comprehend any of it.

With a sigh I closed my locker, and headed to the parking lot hoping Trina hadn't already left without me.

I bumped in to Jade, and winced preparing for some harsh comment instead she looked at me with sad green eyes.

"Vega." She said curtly, her voice lacking its normal strength and venom. She went to move around me.

I paused. I needed questions answered. I grabbed her wrist. "Jade."

There was a flash of anger in her features, but it quickly drained back into her sadness.

"I- How long have you…" I paused not knowing how to finish that question.

"If you are asking how long she has been fucking me, it started the summer before sophomore year."

I was taken aback by her blunt answer. She continued.

"If you are asking how long I have been in love with her, I've been in love with her since the day I met her in 3rd grade." Her voice was filled with bitterness.

I stared at her dumbly not knowing what to say.

She sighed. "Vega, I have been a bitch to you since the day you came here, and I am truly sorry for that."

I was shocked by her sudden apology. "Jade it-"

She interrupted me. "Don't…" She took a deep breath. I saw tears in her eyes. "I-I was jealous of you. How immediately Cat was interested in you. How close you and she became and how quickly…"

"Jade… I'm confused, then why are you dating Beck? I don't mean to pry…"

She laughed bitterly. "I thought if I dated someone I could get over Cat, and Beck was not only there but interested in me. But frankly it has made it worse. I can't help but compare him to Cat, and I just…" She trailed off. "She just burrowed deeper in to my heart."

"I'm sorry." I said nervously, unsure of else I could possible say.

"Vega, don't let her sink her claws into you. She won't let go. She will tell you what you want to hear, she will tell you that she loves you. And maybe she does, and this is how she expresses it, but it won't fulfill what you want."

I wish I had gotten that advice sooner, but it was too late for that. Cat had used her claws to rip open my chest and climb inside. Cat owned me and she knew it. I was simply a toy to be used at her leisure.

And 3 years later, part 3 XD. Sorry if this wasn't smutty enough. I was kind of bored, and this idea has been floating in my head for a long time. I don't know if I want to make this into something longer, it was intended to be a one shot originally, but I kind of want to do more with it. I'd appreciate some thoughts about that, but to be completely honest I wouldn't expect anything. My writing as of late has been nonexistent.

Also the bear with the monocle from last chapter is named "Mr. Snugglesworth", I don't know why it didn't show up previously, but I updated it.

Feel free to review. Hope you enjoyed!

~Vince