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It's Done

Chapter One

As he lay on the bed looking up at the dark canopy Harry let his thoughts wander through his mind. This was his bed. Or at least it had been up until a year ago. It seemed like a lifetime had passed since then he didn't think he was even the same person as before. The silence in the room seemed so loud, he was alone, completely alone for the first time in a really long time and the sound of it was almost deafening. Ron had come up to the room with him for a second when Hermione came in shortly after. She had been upset, and to give Harry rest Ron went with her to her room, so when the door creaked open he jumped about a mile off the bed into a dueling stance , ready to face whatever else could be left getting ready to attack.

"Harry? It's me….Can I.. Oh my God Harry put your wand down! What are you doing!"

"Ginny? What are you doing in here? I'm sorry I didn't know it was you, you know so much has.. I am sorry I would never attack you, never." He cried out running over to wrap his arms around her. She felt so amazing in his arms, it felt as if the last year hadn't even happened, like he was 16 again and she was all that he wanted all that mattered, but it had happened and she wasn't his. He gave her up. He hastily stepped back and she looked warily up at him.

"Why are you backing away? I thought that once this was over you would want me? What is wrong?" she asked almost timidly.

"Gen, I have always wanted you, this whole year I wanted nothing more than to come find you, wrap you in my arms and take you away with me, nothing more. You are and will always be the only thing that I want." He said looking her straight into the eyes before dropping to his knees in front of her. She looked down at him as he bowed his head and laid his forehead against her knees. "You need to hear this so please don't stop me. I only left you because I want you to be happy, I want you of all people to be safe. I need you to be safe. You are the only thing on this earth that makes me want to live. I know that leaving you was stupid. I know it has been a year, and I know that you have moved on, you were at your Aunt Muriel's house with Dean and I am sure that you spent a lot of time together. I need you to be happy Gen, whether is with me or with someone else, you are the only person that I have ever loved, I'm sure I loved my parents but we both know I can't remember that. It is so much more than loving Ron or Hermione or even your family. I would rather have died tonight than know I made you unhappy so I need you to know that I understand, I did this and I am ok with you living your own life and being happy, normal, and safe." he choked out. She placed her hand on the top of his head and ran her fingers through his hair, now damp with the sweat from his nerves and sorrow. Both of her hands found a place on either side of his face and she tilted it so he was looking at her. She looked into his piercing green eyes.

"Harry Potter, do you want me to be with you?" she asked simply

"I want you to be the happiest you can be." He replied softly

"That is not what I asked you."

"I am afraid you will try to make me happy out of guilt or that you feel you owe me and I do not want that. I want you to make yourself happy." He tried to look down but she would not let him look away.

"Harry James Potter, do you want me to be with you? Do you love me? Really love me? Do you want me?" she demanded.

"You know the answer to that I don't have to tell you, I already have. Of course I love you I almost turned away from Voldemort when I walked past you on my way into the hollow just to go to you. I love you more than I love myself. I will never want anyone but you, you are it the only one that I think of, ever. I love you and want you more than I want to breathe." He declared miserably.

"Then you know that there is no one else Harry." She whispered as she slid down to her own knees to face him eye to eye. "There is only you, there has ever been only you. Dean, Michael they were only distractions, to make me forget for a while. They worked, they made me normal around you they made you notice me when I couldn't do it alone. Harry I have been in love with you since I was ten years old. Dean is barely even a friend anymore, you, you are my everything my whole reason for continuing to exist. When you ended it last year I was devastated. But I knew and understood why. I will not understand now if you choose to walk away. Because I am right here, right in front of you and if this isn't going to be than it is because you do not want it to be. You are what is going to make me safe you are the only one that will ever make me happy." She held her voice completely steady through the tears that flushed her face. " I love you and only you Harry." With that she pulled herself into a standing position and turned to walk back out of the room.

"No! Don't leave. Please Ginny." Harry cried out struggling to get upright again. " Please Gen I don't know how to do this. I don't know how to beg you to stay with me."

"Harry, you don't have to beg." She replied barely audibly. "You don't even have to ask really, you just have to tell me to stay. I want you to want me I want to know what it is like to be loved by you." As she finished her last word Harry grabbed her by the tops of her arms and pulled her into an earth shattering kiss, stopping her monologue in its tracks. As her world spun on its heels the door behind her opened the rest of the way.

"Oi! What d' you think you are." Ron started to bellow as Hermione tried to pull him backwards out of the room. Harry pulled back but kept ahold of Ginny's shoulders as much to keep her there as to keep her on her feet.

"Ron, I hope you understand this when I say, get out, you and I will talk about this later. For now shut it and go." As abruptly as it opened Harry used his wand to shut it back and murmured collaportus. " Okay sorry, should have thought of that. Any way where were we ? Oh right." He muttered as he pulled her back to meet his lips. As they continued to kiss he picked her up and carried her to the bed laying her down softly on top of the blankets. "If you want me to stop just tell me" he said as he pulled away for a breath.

"Right but right now I do not want you to so don't." she said through a smile that was playing on her lips. He laughed and gently kissed her lips again. "I love you Ginerva Molly Weasley." He stated simply.

I love you to, but if you use that name again I will not hesitate to hex you, and while we are on the subject, if you ever pull your wand on me again I promise that is one duel you will not win Mr. chosen one potter." She laughed.

" Sorry about that. You know with everything that happened last night and this morning I freaked a little bit." He said as he rolled sideways so he could lay beside her. She turned onto her side and looked at him.

"Have you slept since coming up here?" she asked him

"No, I was trying without much success when you came in and all that trying went out the window." He laughed softly. "Ron was only coming back to check on me, how mad d'you think he is going to be?"

"I think Hermione will have him in hand by the time we see him again. In the mean time I have not slept either so how about we both get some sleep so we know that this" she motioned between them " was not a dream"

"I don't want you to go, I 'm not that tired." He said back as he started to nuzzle into her neck.

"Who said I was leaving? You are crazy if you think I am. How about you scoot over since you are already in bed and in clean clothes and I am going to steal one of your t shirts from your sack that Hermione left here at the door and lay with you." She said silkily. Harry stared at her in shock. "If you wouldn't mind turning your head while I change I think you may not make it through that surprise seeing as you look like you have been petrified where you sit right now." Harry laughed as he turned he head and closed his eyes.

"Well dead or not it would have been a great last thing to see." He joked.

"Ok I am good you can look now, I know it isn't quite the same but how's this?" she asked playfully as she pirouetted in a circle in front of him in his undershirt. It hung right to the tops of her thighs and when she lifted her arms to do her spin her pale purple bloomers could be seen peeking out of the back. Harry felt his mouth go completely dry. "Uhm, Gen. One of your brothers is a curse breaker, another fights dragons, the other two make a living hexing and cursing people for fun and the other two just helped me defeat Voldemort. They will kill me if they hear this." He said to her. She smiled devilishly.

"I wasn't aware we were planning on telling them." She climbed into his bed beside him and sat on her heels. He lifted his hand and rested it against her cheek and reached up to kiss her before he laid back against the pillows. He let his hand drift down to lie upon her shoulder and ran it down her arm he hesitated as he reached her hand that was resting on the top of her bare thigh. She smiled at him and he tentatively placed his hand on her leg.

"I really do love you Gen, you should know you are the only person I have ever said that to." He said quietly, as if someone else could hear him. She leaned forward to kiss him, with her movement his hand ended up on her hip pushing the thin fabric of his tshirt above her panties. He groaned as she kissed him deeply and placed each of her legs on either side of his hips. She felt his other hand grasp her leg right above her knee as he attempted to pull away gently. She smiled ruefully. "Now I know you gave me the option to stop I am not giving you that because I know you do not want me to, there is plenty of evidence to the contrary." She teased as she put more of her weight onto his lap and he blushed fiersley. "Ginny, please, you are right I do not want to stop, at all but I do want to do what is right by you and as much as I want everything to do with you, I love your family and I don't have anything closer to parents as them and I really don't want them to be disappointed in me or mad at me for that matter. Please, if you keep it up you are right, I will not stop." His statement was made all the more clear as he pushed his hands up her sides under the shirt and rested them upon her ribs and he pulled her into another mind numbing kiss.

"Ok," she panted after he released her. "Ok you are right but this, I like and we have been apart for a really long time so I think we can at least stay here in bed together." With that she slowly slid sideways off of him, causing a whole new round of moans, touches and kisses and quite a few giggles and wiggled into his arms with her head resting upon his chest. "Do you know how many nights I pretended my pillow was you?" she asked sleepily. It really had been a long night it was nearing 9 oclock in the morning now.

"Do you know how many times I laid in my cot and stared at your dot on the map and thought of you?" he countered just as softly. He felt her smile into his chest as her breathing evened out. For a brief moment he worried aabout what to do when someone came to wake them then he caught a wiff of her hair and immediately relaxed and drifted off to sleep.