Cheaters Never Prosper

By: TracyCook

Disclaimer: I own nothing. These characters belong to the creator of Glee.

Couple: Emma/Terri

Rating: M

Chapter 16

I Love You

Large brown eyes were focused on the white ceiling of her bedroom. Her parents were still downstairs, they wanted to have breakfast together in the morning and that terrified her. Her parents had a way of always bringing her down and making her feel crazy, and she hated it. She hated the way that they made her feel like she couldn't possibly take care of herself. The way that they made her feel like no one would ever be able to handle being in a relationship with her.

She was over thirty years old and they still treated her like a child.

She was tired of it.

But, the worst part of it all was that she couldn't even say that they were wrong. She did have a problem that was impossible for her to control. No matter how many types of medication that she tried, no matter what rituals she did, it wouldn't go away. These feelings of anxiety wouldn't go away. That was no way to be in a relationship and that was no way to start a family. How could she have children? She would cause them to be as neurotic as she was.

She would drive every relationship away. Like she had driven Will to cheat because she was too OCD to have sex with him.

Eventually, she would drive Terri away too.

"Thank you for sticking up for me, Terri." The redhead breathed out. Terri was laying next to her, with her arm wrapped around her stomach. Her fingers were dancing along the skin of her abdomen through the fabric of her shirt. A few months ago this would have bothered her. It would have been too much contact. But every day she was getting more and more comfortable with the beautiful woman touching her. She actually was at the point that she craved her touch.

"You don't have to thank me for that, babe." She smiled. Emma blushed when she heard the term of endearment. "They were being total jackasses."

Blue eyes widened when she realized she had just called her girlfriend's parents jackasses, and she quickly apologized. "Sorry."

"Don't be." She laughed a little. "They um-they are kind of jackasses."

"Listen to you cursing." Terri said with a smirk as she sat up on her elbows and stared down at the beautiful woman that she cared for. "I've been a bad influence on you."

"Probably." Emma agreed with a small shrug of her shoulders.

The blonde laughed and shook her head at her. She loved seeing the way that she was coming out of her shell. Honestly, she couldn't believe that this was the same girl that she had met so long ago. She wasn't as scared of her touch, and she was laughing a lot more now. She loved the way that she laughed. "Thanks." She stretched playfully.

"But-um-you've been a good influence too. Because, well, I uh, would never be laying in bed with someone else before I uh met you."

"I'm glad that you feel comfortable enough to lay with me now." Terri admitted, reaching out to tuck a stray strand of red hair behind her girlfriend's ear. She watched as she flinched just a little bit, but she didn't pull away from the touch. She lent into it and let out a soft hum of approval as the blonde's fingers traced along her jawline.

She loved the way that it felt.

She loved being touched by her.

"You know." Terri whispered softly as she trailed her finger down along Emma's neck. Watching as she took in a sharp breath. She loved being the one to cause such reactions from her. She loved being one of the only people to ever touch her in such an intimate way. "I was thinking about what your parents said, about my feelings for you."

"And...?" Her heart was pounding loudly in her chest as she watched the other woman closely. She didn't know what to expect. At the dinner table, Terri had told them that she cared for her, but she hadn't admitted to loving her. Did she love her? 'Do I love her?'

She chewed on her bottom lip and furrowed her brow as she thought about what she wanted to say. She didn't really know how to tell Emma that she had fallen in love with her. She had only ever dated one person her entire life and she had never really loved him. Not the way that she loved her. "At first, I was kind of freaked out about the thought of loving someone. I mean, I've only dated one person in my life, and I honestly don't even know if I ever loved him." She admitted.

Emma chewed on her lip as she waited impatiently for her to tell her what was on her mind. She felt like her heart was going to burst out of her chest.

"But, now I'm pretty sure."

"Pretty sure about what?" She whispered.

"I'm pretty sure that I love you, Emma." Terri blushed a little as she said the words and it was such a strange sight. She wasn't used to seeing the other woman blush. The councilor was in such awe that she didn't say anything, she just stared up at the beautiful blonde with wide brown eyes and a smile on her lips. "You're going to have to say something before I start to second-guess myself."

Worry covered her face and she quickly started to talk. "Oh god, no! Please um-please don't second guess yourself. I just-I was very shocked, I didn't expect you to, uh say that."

She still looked anxious and the redhead realized that she hadn't said it back. "I love you too, Terri! Of course I do! Why else would I have asked you to uh, you know, be my first?"

"After the whole parent thing I didn't really know if that offer was still on the table." Terri admitted. Things had gotten so tense, and if she had learnt anything while dating Emma, it was that anxiety heightened her OCD. She had expected them to have to take a rain check in the intimate department. And she was surprisingly fine with it. She was fine waiting as long as she wanted.

A blush covered her cheeks and she cast her eyes away from blue. She had already asked the other woman to be her first, she didn't know if she could ask again. "Well, um, I mean, if you aren't in the mood now then I understand."

Terri ran her index finger under Emma's chin and she moved her head so that she was looking her directly in the eyes. She watched as brown eyes darkened with desire and she wondered if her eyes matched them. She had a feeling that they did. "I'm always in the mood, Em. I just figured you wouldn't be."

"Oh." She breathed out. "I uh-well, I sort of, still." Her heart was pounding loudly in her ears and her throat was dry. She didn't know how to say what she wanted to say. She didn't know how to ask for her.

Luckily, the other woman understood.

Terri's lips twisted up into a smirk and she bridged the gap between their lips, capturing Emma's in a slow and tentative kiss. She didn't want to push her too much. She knew that their first time, and probably many times after that, was going to be slow and she would have to patient with her. She didn't mind. She just wanted her to be comfortable.

Emma let out a soft moan into Terri's lips when she felt them apply pressure to her own. Hesitantly, she lifted her hand and tangled her fingers in blonde hair. She normally wouldn't be so eager to touch someone, but she loved touching Terri. She loved how silky and soft her hair felt against her skin. She loved the way that her lips moved against hers and how they caused her entire body to ignite and an aching desire to build between her thighs. She hadn't felt that often prior to dating the other woman and she liked it.

Hearing the redhead moan surged her on. It told her that she was enjoying the kiss and that told her that she could apply more pressure.

Terri moved her lips against Emma's with more passion and fever then before. Moaning into them as she felt the other woman match her pace. She loved the way that her lips felt against her own. She wanted more. Slowly, she extended her tongue and swiped it along Emma's bottom lip, begging her for entrance. She wanted to taste her. But, she knew that she had a problem with saliva.

Surprisingly, this time, she didn't even hesitate as she opened her mouth and allowed the blonde's tongue to invade her mouth. Their tongues started a dance for dominance and both of them moaned loudly into each other's mouths.

Neither of them cared if her parents heard them.

"Mmm..." Emma moaned. She loved the way that Terri tasted. She couldn't believe that at one point in her life she had been afraid to indulge in this sort of thing. It felt amazing. She tightened her grip in blonde hair and she pulled Terri even closer to her, intensifying the kiss.

Once they had run out of air, they both pulled out of the kiss. Resting their foreheads together and breathing heavily. Neither of them had ever felt anything like what they felt when they kissed each other. The redhead had kissed other people before, but they had always just been simple peck kisses and innocent, never something that caused her entire body to heat up and her sexual appetite to rise. 'This girl, I swear... there is just something about her...'

Blue eyes connected with brown and she saw the lust swimming in them. It was so rare to see the innocent woman look so devious and desperate for physical contact. It caused her clit to throb.

'Fuck... Fuck. Fuck. Fuuuck! She wants me!'

"Are you sure about this?" The blonde breathed out.

"Yes." Emma had never been more sure of anything in her life. She wanted Terri Schuester to be her first. She wanted her to be her everything.

She gave her one last hesitant look as she straddled the councilor's waist. Her fingers teasing at the top button of her blouse. She could feel the heat from her womanhood radiating through her skirt against her thighs and it caused her entire body to react. She couldn't wait to feel her, to taste her. 'Okay, don't get ahead of yourself, odds are she will stop you WAY before that!'

Terri twisted the button between her finger, loosening it and revealing just a little more of her creamy skin. Emma had buttoned the shirt all the way up, of course, so it was only showing a little more of her long neck. She then moved her fingers down to the next button and she started to untwist it. Her eyes never leaving brown. She was prepared at any moment to stop what she was doing and to give her space. She didn't want to ever push her to do something that she wasn't comfortable with.

Emma swallowed hard and let out a breath that she hadn't known that she was holding when the blonde undid the third button. Now she could see part of her bra and she already felt exposed. But, oddly enough, she didn't mind.

She trusted her.

She liked the way that her eyes darkened with desire as they ran along her freshly exposed skin. It made her feel desirable and wanted.

Terri bit down hard on her bottom lip as she twisted the last few buttons. The blouse was now open and she could see Emma's stomach and her bra-clad breasts. Her heart was racing as she looked over her body. She had one of the most amazing bodies that she had ever seen. It made her hate herself for all of the times that she had insulted her.

The redhead sat up a bit to allow her to push the shirt over her shoulders before throwing it across the room. It should have bothered her. It should have made her want to get up and pick the garment up off of the floor before it got dirty or the room got cluttered, but she didn't. She had no urge to get up. She was completely entranced in the woman straddling her and the way that her eyes roamed over her body.

Terri reached behind Emma's back and she easily unclasped her bra. She didn't pull it off and throw it across the room though, instead she stopped and asked once more, "Are you sure you want to do this?"

The other woman laughed and shook her head at her. She understood why she as worried, but she truly was ready. She had no more doubts in her mind. She wasn't scared. "Are you going to keep asking me that the whole time?"

"Probably." She started laughing.

"Well, my answer is always going to be the same." Emma stated in a matter of fact tone. "Yes, I uh, I am sure."

The blonde nodded her understanding and she gently pushed the straps of her bra from her bony shoulders. She tossed the bra across the room, and once again, Emma felt no desire to go and retrieve it. Her skin was painted red as blue eyes roamed over her exposed breasts. She was suddenly very self-conscious. What if she didn't like what she saw? What if she was not attracted to her once she saw her naked? She knew that her thoughts were completely irrational, but she couldn't help it.

No one had ever really seen her fully naked.

"Um-I uh, I hope that you uh, like what you see."

Terri grinned deviously and she slowly traced her fingertips along Emma's stomach, enjoying the way that her muscles tensed beneath her touch and her body shivered. She loved being the cause of such reactions. "I love what I see." She admitted. Her small and perky breasts looked wonderful. She loved how her nipples hardened when they were hit with the cold air of the room.

'Or maybe they hardened for a different reason...' Her mind teased as she traced her fingers along the curve of her breast. Emma let out a soft whimper of approval and Terri took that as her sign that what she was doing was okay.

Leaning down, she crashed her lips against the redhead's and started another passionate kiss. She cupped one of Emma's small breasts with her hand and squeezed it gently, enjoying the way that Emma moaned out loudly against her lips before pulling out of the kiss and slamming her head back against the pillow. It was so sexy. She loved how sensitive she was.

"Oh god, Terri." She moaned, twisting her fingers in blonde hair. She had never felt anything like this in her entire life. The way that pleasure shot through her body and her clit throbbed with need. It was intoxicating.

She was starting to understand why people loved sex so much and thought she was so crazy for not liking it.

Terri smirked and started to twist her fingers around her hardened nipple, causing her even more pleasure. She loved the way that Emma's body convulsed beneath her fingers and the way that she moaned. Slowly, she lowered her head and she started to deliver heated kisses down her neck toward her collarbone, never stopping her movement on her nipple.

Emma was in pure heaven. She could feel her wetness intensifying between her thighs and she was unintentionally lifting her hips in hopes to attain more contact. She wanted her to touch her everywhere.

Once the blonde reached her collarbone, she extended her tongue and ran it along the bone. It should have disgusted her. Like the time that she drooled all down her neck. That had been one of the most traumatizing experiences of her life. But, this wasn't traumatizing. She loved the way that her tongue felt against her collarbone. And when she bit down on the bone, Emma moaned loudly and dug her nails into her scalp. 'Fuck! That feels so good! Gosh!'

Terri smiled smugly as she ran her tongue along the red skin where she had bit her.

Slowly she moved down Emma's body, until she was staring down at her hardened nipple. Her hand was still working her other nipple and causing the other woman to let out soft whimpers of pleasure, but she wanted her to feel more. Leaning down, she ran her tongue along her nipple, smirking when she gasped at the contact. It was very different then the way that her fingers felt against the sensitive nub. And Emma liked it.

"Is this okay?" The blonde asked. It wasn't in her nature to be so concerned, but she cared about the beautiful woman. She loved her.

"Yes." She breathed out. "God yes. Please don't stop."

Terri couldn't fight that. She had never expected Emma to beg her to keep going and it was probably the hottest thing in the world. It caused her clit to throb and her arousal to intensify. "If you insist." She circled her nipple with her tongue before sucking it between her lips hard.

"Oh god! Yes!" Emma couldn't even try and hold back any longer. The pleasure was far too intense. She had never felt anything like it in her life. Her entire body was on fire. She wanted to feel more. "I need more..." She felt embarrassed saying the words, but she was practically intoxicated with the pleasure that she was feeling in that moment and she wasn't really thinking about it. She just wanted to feel Terri inside of her.

The blonde knew what she meant and she eagerly took the invitation. She wasn't going to say no.

She continued to tease her nipple with her tongue as she unzipped and pulled Emma's skirt down her legs. Emma kicked it off of the bed. She knew that she would probably suffer from so much anxiety later because of all of their clothes scattered around the room. Right now though, it didn't matter.

Terri quickly pulled her panties down next and threw them across the room.

Now, she pulled back and took a moment to look over the naked woman. She enjoyed the way that her collarbone stood out and the curve of her perfect breasts. Her eyes roamed down over her flat stomach and the curve of her hips. She loved the way that her hipbones stuck out. That had always been a turn on of hers. Finally, her eyes landed on her womanhood. She had a patch of red curly hair and it made her smile. Terri had expected that she wasn't one to shake. It was actually an arousing sight.

"Well, I guess you are a natural redhead."

Emma's pale cheeks were painted a bright red and she looked away. "I uh, sorry, I uh probably should have um shaved or uh-"

"-No. Don't be ridiculous sweetie. I love your body." She gently traced her fingers through the red pubic hair. "All of it."

"Um well, good, I am glad." She blushed even more.

Terri slowly lowered herself down on top of Emma, her fingers gently teasing through her pubic hair as she delivered heated kisses down her stomach. She loved that each time that she kissed her, it caused the other woman to shake. Slowly she moved down her stomach, dipping her tongue inside of Emma's bellybutton and teasing her. Part of her was testing her. Testing to see if she truly was okay with this.

It would break her heart and destroy her confidence if she went down on the redhead and the other girl was so OCD about it that it disgusted her. In fact, she didn't think she would ever be able to go down on her again if it grossed her out.

That was a huge fear of hers.

Emma wasn't disgusted by the way that her tongue felt in her bellybutton. She probably should have been. But she loved the way that her tongue felt against her skin. It caused her stomach to fill with butterflies and her arousal it intensify.

Terri delivered heated kisses along her skin until she reached her hipbone. She loved the way that they stood out, and just as she had with her collarbone, she ran her tongue along the bone and then bit down hard.

"Mmm..." Emma moaned, digging her nails into Terri's scalp and pulling her closer.

The blonde could smell the other woman's arousal surrounding her. She could tell that she was wet and that she wanted her. Her scent was intoxicating and all she wanted to do was taste her. Now she was hovering over her heated center and she was staring down at her. Licking over her lips she cast her eyes up to brown and asked, "Can I taste you?"

"Uh, I mean, if you want..." Emma was suddenly worried that she wouldn't taste good. She had never had anyone ask to taste her before and she didn't know if she tasted good.

Terri wanted to. Leaning down, she ran her tongue between Emma's folds gently teasing her swollen clit with the tip of her tongue. She could taste her arousal on her tongue and she loved the way that she tasted. She was so sweet. She paused and waited for a sign to know that she could continue, which Emma delivered. The redhead lifted her hips and let out a whimper, practically begging for more.

She smirked and lent forward running her tongue along her clit one more time, applying more pressure this time.

"Mmm." Emma whimpered, digging her fingers into Terri's hair, pulling her closer. She needed more contact. She could already feel herself getting close to her release. Thirty years with no release could cause for a whole lot of sexual tension.

Terri started to circle her clit with her tongue, sucking it between her lips and teasing it with her tongue. Emma felt her entire body react to the contact and she was suddenly shaking and moaning loudly as she moved her hips against the beautiful woman's mouth. She didn't think once about the fact that her saliva was on her most intimate area. She simply enjoyed the way that her tongue felt, she enjoyed the way that she was bringing her closer and closer to the edge.

"Fuck, Terri, please, don't stop!" Emma moaned and that surged the blonde on who started to circle her clit with her tongue and apply more pressure. Her fingernails slowly trailing up her inner thigh. "That feels, gosh, that feels so good."

'Gosh? How is she still so damn cute?' She thought as her fingers teased her entrance. She could feel just how aroused Emma was and it caused her to moan out loudly against her clit. She loved that she had been the one that had caused her to be so wet. 'Fuck FUCK FUCK! SHE IS SO FUCKING WET! JESUS CHRIST! I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW SOMEONE COULD BE THIS WET!?'

Terri moaning caused Emma's clit to vibrate and she moaned loudly.

In that moment, Terri pressed one of her fingers into her wetness. She moaned again when she felt just how tight she was. It was evident that she was a virgin by the way that the walls of her pussy tightened around her finger.

The newly added pressure caused Emma to moan even louder. It hurt just a little bit. No one had ever been inside of her before. The pain was masked by the pleasure that she felt though. "Oh god, that feels so good! I'm getting close!" She felt a little pathetic that she was already getting so close. She wanted to last longer, but this was her first time and it was all too much for her.

Hearing that Emma was getting close, Terri sped the pace of her tongue against her clit and she slowly moved her finger in and out of her.

"Yes! Yes! Yes! Terri yes! Gosh, I love you so much!"

Terri picked up her pace and started to thrust her finger deeper and faster inside of the other woman. Emma was moaning loudly now and when she added another finger, it pushed her over the edge. She couldn't handle the amount of pleasure that she was feeling in that moment. "Oh god, Yes! Terri! Yes! I'm coming! I'm coming!"

She continued to thrust her fingers deep inside of her until she felt Emma's walls tighten around her fingers and she knew that she was coming down from her high.

Emma's body shook as the pleasure shot through her. Pleasure that she had never known her body was capable of feeling. It felt amazing. She moaned loudly as she road out her orgasm and then her body fell limp against the mattress.

Author's Note :

I tried my hardest to wrap this story up and give y'all a final chapter. I have been getting a lot of hate for not finishing chapters. My house is crazy right now. There are literally three kids running around and screaming and I know that this chapter could have been better. I don't think I can even reread it, so I hope that it is okay. Thank you so much for reading this fic and I am sorry that I lost inspiration for it. But, I wanted to finish it for y'all! Thank you so much for sticking with me.

I love y'all!

-Tracy Cook-