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Un Perfect Love

Chapter 13-Not so planned

(Ikuto pov)

I woke up to find a text from Amu asking if I could meet her at the park and that we needed to talk. I agreed we really needed to sort things out, I knew she needed time. I was willing to wait despite wanting her. When I got there she was sitting on a bench staring at the sky. She looked beautifull despite being dressed in sweat pants and a lose shirt, she was beautifull dressed in anything. She was so caught up in her thoughts I suposse because she didn't even notice when I sat right next to her.

(Amu pov)

I felt his pressence yet I couldn't turn to face him, at least not yet. I knew we had alot of things we had to fix and settle between us. Though for at least a moment I did not wish to face what it is I had decided. I turned towards him finally knowing I had to face what had to be done. I was about to speak and get things over with quick when he beat me to it. " I know you need time and I'm willing to wait as long as it takes. I just don't want to lose one of the greatest things that has happened to me in well ever." After he had said that I knew it was far to late to end everything. All I could do was smile, but before I knew what it is I was doing I had my lips pressed to his. This wasn't at all how I had planned things, and he was definatly not how I had once pictured my dream guy. However somehow along the way I had learned that one people aren't always what they seem, and two you may find mr right without trying. In this case I had found him and the fact that he isn't what I had expected or perfect is one of the things that makes me want to be with him. Yet through it all the main thing I had learned was this love is not always perfect it has it flaws. Sometimes those flaws can be to big to handle but other times it's the flaws that make it all worth it in the end. I pulled away and stared at the man before me. He was so unperfect that he was perfect to me, he had saved me, confused me, made me crazy sometimes yet he was who I wanted. I still disn't feel ready for a relationship just yet. I still needed some time to heal from the last one, though I know with time I will heal and I'll have Ikuto and all my other friends there to help me. Tadase was once what I wanted and though love isn't perfect with him it was to unperfect. I know that if I would have stayed with him things would have escalated until it was to late. Now when I think of how I had planned to end me and Ikuto it seems silly especially when we hadn't really oficially started yet. Only time will tell and who knows maybe just maybe everything will work out. I mean if I really would have walked away then I probally would have regretted it for life.

(Ikuto pov)

I knew one thing for sure, we would have many ups and downs...yet I knew with everything I am that we would get trhough it.

Ok so thats the end! however I will be writing a short after story on how Rima and Nagi are doing as well as Ikuto and Amu and well not Tadase cause ya well he is sort of the bad guy however I suposse if he wasn't then Amu and Ikuto wouldn't have gotten so close. I enjoyed this story however I had some doubts on weather I would be able to touch this subject without messing up horribly. This is actually a growing issue that many girls and many guys even deal with. Besides love really isn't always perfect and in truth it's the fight and strength to continue that makes it worth it. Just ya... and no it's not an excuse in any way to beat on your partner or allow them to beat you.