So, this is my first funfic ever. I'm not so good at this, I suppose. But I've been thinking about this kind of a story ever since i saw the season finale, so here it is. I'm not sire how long it will be yet, but I think 10 chapters minimum.

I'd like to thank Ronja-R, a wonderful fic writer for inspiring me to write the story. Thanks, you are amazing!

I love shining Blair. I love shining Blair. I love Louis' shining Blair. Chuck was repeating his mantra of the past week all over and over again. It was my decision. Wanted her happy? Then watch her being happy. Chuck, Nate, Blair and Louis were having a dinner together at Waldorf's penthouse.

Everybody was surprised when Blair and Louis returned to NY after only four days in Monaco. It turned out that some kind of a flooding happened down there and Blair insisted that the Prince and Princess to be would live in New York while the cosmetic alterations were done at the Palace in Monaco.

Chuck was even more surprised when Blair invited him and Nate to a dinner five days ago. The dinner went amazingly well and since then Blair barely let Nate or Chuck have a meal alone.

"So, Charles, how was your meeting today?" Louis said in his disgusting French accent.

"Quite well, thank you" Chuck answered dryly and returned to his meal.

He hated talking to Louis directly. The French guy didn't seem to notice that, or anything at all. He didn't even see that Blair was unusually quite and pale that day. She wasn't the shininhg Blair anymore. The fact annoyed Chuck. He could see that something was wrong and hated the Prince for not dealing with it.

Since their very arrival Blair seemed to be alarmed and moody, playing with her arms nervously all the time. She refused to drink reasoning it with feeling under the weather and chose her food very carefully. What disturbed Chuck the most was the fact that she started wearing some strange baggy blouses and dresses. Blair Waldorf never dressed that unfashionably.

"I'm sorry, I have to leave you for a second. I'll be back in no time" Blair said suddenly.

The realization hit Chuck when Blair quickly raised from the table, looking all pale and sweaty, and nearly ran upstairs. Something clicked in his brain and how he could see the whole picture. He even wondered how it could take him nearly a whole week to see what was going on.

"Excuse me, I'll be right back" he said and followed Blair.

When Chuck entered her bedroom, Blair was sitting on the bed, arms covering her face, breathing heavily.

"Hey, you alright?" Chuck said to draw her attention.

"Yes, just feeling a bit nauseous. No big deal - you can go back downstairs, I'll join you in a minute" she replied, looking up at him.

"Blair, look, I know what's going on" Chuck said, taking a seat by her side

"What do you mean, Bass? Nothing's going on" she pointed out, turning away from him.

"Hey, Blair, look: I know you far too well. I can see the problem. You are pregnant."

She gasped for air, not being able to look at him.

"And the baby's mine, because otherwise you would have already told Louis about the upcoming heir"

Blair looked at him with a strange twisted frown and said:

"Don't worry, Chuck, I'm aborting. I have an appointment tomorrow"

Four hours later, he was still seating in some randome bar, trying to get drunk. But he couldn't really. Even thought he had already had nine or ten double scotches he was as sober as ever. Probably, that was a side-effect of shock. He just could't believe she would do that to him. He had never had a normal family, and she knew that far too well. She even promised to be his family once. He could easily believe she didn't love him anymore. Blair Waldorf deserved her fairytale, not some twisted insane guy who ended up hurting her everytime she let him in. The fact was unbearubly painful to admit, but it was true. But how could she kill their child? He just couldn't comprehend. He replayed their conversation for 99th time...

..."Don't worry, Chuck, I'm aborting. I have an appointment tomorrow"

His jaw fell open with shock. Her last replique just didn't make sense to him.

"Wha..What?"

"A baby would be too problematic. Louis and I, we agreed not to have sex before we get married, so a baby now would ruin our relationship. Plus, I am not ready to be a mother yet. I want my career first"

"So what? You are killing your child? My child? Our child?"

"Well, you made it pretty clear that you didn't want me with you. So, yes, that's what I'm doing. Now, if you'll excuse me, Louis and Nate are waiting"...

...He made it pretty clear. He hated himself at that moment for letting her go. But that was a right thing to do, and he saw it. She didn't love him. She didn't love him.

"Hey, man, what are you doing here?"

"Nathaniel, I'm not in the mood. Really. You shouldn't have come, and I'm not going home yet"

"Fine, then I'm staying here"

"Fine"

Silence fell between them. Nate ordered a drink and looked at Chuck. He could see that something happened between Chuck and Blair, but couldn't see what. So he decided to show his cards.

"Chuck, I know something happened at the dinner. You can tell me, really, you can. We are the NJBC, remember?" Nate offered his friend a weak smile.

"Blair's pregnant"

"Wow. That's a news. But, well, I thought you let her go. That was...mm..well, predictable"

"No, that wasn't. The kid's mine. And she's aborting" Chuck turned away so that Nate couldn't see his face.

It took Nate several seconds to come up with an answer.

"Did you tell her you still love her? Did you show her you don't want the abortion? Did you fight for her?"

"No, what's the point? She doesn't love me anymore"

"Oh, you don't know. Call her, now"

"No. No, I can't"

"Fine. Text her"

Nate grabbed Chuck's phone and wrote quickly.

"I still love you. Don't abort. We'll figure it out, I promise"

"Damn, Nate, who gave you a right to send messaged from my phone? I'll tell her that was you"

"Oh no, you won't. You'll tell her you love her"

The silence fell again. They both sat there, staring at Chcuk's cellphone. In an eternity it beeped. The message said one word.

"Sorry"

"Sorry, Chuck" echoed Nate.

Hope you enjoyed it! Review, plese! I'll update soon!

XOXO