Hi people, so this is the last chapter of My Angel. I know pure sadness, anyways in this chapter Kendall and Logan get married, this is gonna be super fluffy, funny, and the guys sing alot in this chapter, its gonna be crazy romance. Also my horrible smut scenes are back in this chapter. So yeah I hope I dont end this story on a suckie note. And sorry now if the vows are sucky, there very non-traditional and pretty much just say how they feel about each other.
Disclaimer:i DOWN OWN big time rush or any of the songs in this chapter.
Today was the big day. This was the day him and Logan would get married. Kendall would belong to Logan. And Logan would belong to Kendall. Forever.
It had been almost a year since Kendall had had Noah. Noah was a chubby, bright, happy baby. He loved both of his daddies very much, and he was a really good baby who never cried unless he was having tummy pains or he couldnt sleep. Noah was always good on set, never making a sound when his daddies were working. He loved everyone he meet even though he was always shy in the beginning. There life was perfect at the moment. The first few months had been a little hard but in a good way. They had only had two scares and they were both with Kendall.
Kendall had been in more pain then anyone had guessed and Logan and Kendall hadnt had sex for almost five months. Logan had took care of his lover with kindness and patience. Serving to his every wish and always holding him at night. Kendall loved having Logan there for him. Kendall always took care of Noah just as much as Logan did, and he never let on that he was in pain. He never had showed anyone the pain, and three months later Kendall insisted he was fine and wanted Logan to make love to him, Logan had been suspecting he was lying, and his suspisions were confirmed when he had only stuck the tip of his finger in his lover and Kendall was already sobbing and screaming in pain. He had held the younger close telling him it was okay, and Kendall had felt ashamend of himself for not giving the older any pleasure. But Logan wasnt dissapionted or mad he felt painend seeing his lover so upset.
Two months later, Kendall no longer felt any pain and told Logan he was ready. Kendall still remembered that night, it was like there souls were refinding each other and they were finally one again. Logan had made love to Kendall and every thrust, touch, kiss, was soft, slow, sweet and tender.
The second thing that had really scared everyone was that after he had Noah, Kendall got postpartum depression. It had lasted for almost four months and it was really bad. It was so bad most of his family and Logans family had to have a intervention for him. Kendall had been in denial and had yelled at them that he wasnt depressed, and that they were assholes and why were they doing this to him. He had felt so betrayed, expecially when Logan had sided with them, and Kendall had screamed at Logan that he hated him which had broken the olders heart, Kendall had never said that to him even before thet had started dating and all that drama was happening, he had only ever said that when he was giving birth to Noah and that was out of pure pain. Kendall had freaked out, screaming and trying to get out of the small room they were all in. It had killed Logan to see Kendall like that, he felt like he was dying inside, but it also seemend it was hurting Kendalls dad just as much, maybe even more. He was crying with his son and he walked over to the sobbing and screaming Kendall not even hesitating when Kendall threw a vase at him, he had forced his son in his arms, and just let Kendall freak out, until Kendall finally just broke down in his fathers arms, holding his dad back and crying into his shoulder. And finally with Logans help they told him about the consaling appiontment they had set up for him. Kendall had flew out of his dads arms, falling to the floor, curling in on himself. Logan had took Kendall in his arms, kising his head, and holding him as close as possible until fianlly Logan got Kendall to agree to go.
But now at the moment that was all in the past, and at the moment Kendall was pacing nervously in one of the extra bedrooms at Logans parents house. Logans parents had insisted on having the wedding there, there wasnt much protest because the Henderson' backyard was like sexy as hell. There was a rain forest of flowers, white christmas lights, and lines of bushes and beautiful trees.
Kendall was taking on the act of the bride,obviosly.
He had been pist as his brothers and Jessie when they had bought him a wedding dress magazine as a joke, and the three had a very serious cuss out from Logan.
The wedding was starting at 4 o'clock and Kendall would be walking in at ten past four. And for some damn reason Kendall got guilt tripped into letting his dad walk him down the aisle. He wasnt no damn girl but his mother had begged him to and finally he had agreed with a pout.
Funny thing was that yeah Kendall wasnt a girl but yet he still had bridesmaids. They included Kevins wife Jackie, Kennennths wife Chrisie, Jessies wife Melissa, Erin, Katelyn, and was a juniors bridesmaid .Ciara was his matron of honor, even if she was only 14 but het this was his wedding and he could choose who ever he wanted. He also had four flower girls. Annabeth and Mary would walk down together and then Logans other four year old neice Tori would walk down with Kennenths four year old daughter Ava.
And of course Noah was in there wedding to. They also had three ring bearers. Logans eleven year old cousin Tony who would be holding Noah, and Kendalls eight year old cousin Jacob who would be holding the pillow with the rings.
Kendall turnend to his bridesmaids nervously. All exept Annabeth, Mary,Ava, and Tori were wearing green dresses. There Wedding colors were green, black, and silver and Kendall thought he and Logan had picked the perfect dress for all of them. The dress was made for anybody shape, it was silk, strapless, emerald green, and fell to the floor gracefully, there was a small ribbon around the waist and a few fake diamonds around the top of the dress. All the girls were there hair down. The flowergirls dresses were silver, they had thick straps, and had a big ribbon tied around there waist, it fell to the little girl knees, there hair was half up, half down. Kendall thought they all looked graceful and elegant.
"I'm freaking out." Kendall cried.
"Why?" Melissa asked.
"What if Logan skips out on me?" Kendall said tearfully. He was nervous Logan would desided Kendall wasnt good enough for him or he would get cold feet.
"Logan would never do that, Kendall. Logan loves you more than anything in the world. He would never skip out on you." Ciara said, putting a gentle hand on his shoulder. Her words calmend him at once.
Kendall smiled and looked at his bridesmaids. "Thats why SHES my matron of honor." He said in a teasing voice.
They all rolled there eyes with a smile.
Kendall went back to being nervous. He really needed to talk to someone who wasnt a girl. He took out his cell phone and called Carlos.
"You have reached the grooms groomsmen." Carlos said with laughs in the background.
Kendall went out into the hall. Logans grooms men included Carlos, James, Jessie, Kennenth, Kevin, and his dad.
"Am I on speakerphone?" Kendall said with a outraged growl.
"Yes, yes you are." James said.
"Motherfuckers." Kendall growled.
"Language Kendall." Kevin teased.
"Fuck you, Kevin." Kendall shot back, all the groomsmen laughed again, and Kendall heard Logans laugh mixed in making his heart thud.
"I think Logan does that enough." Kevin said.
Kendall blushed.
"Shut up." Kendall snapped.
"Hows your limp?" Jessie teased.
"Jessie you motherfucker, I swear on my sons life if you fucking-"
"Calm down now Kendall. Wouldnt wanna scare Logan away would you?" Kennenth said in a taunting tone.
Kendall squeaked, that was exactly what he was afraid off, even thought he knew they were kidding it still freaked him out to no end. Kendall started hypervenalating.
"Why do I have the feeling I shouldnt have said that?" Kennenths said.
"Um...Kendall are you okay?" James asked.
"Yes." He gasped, trying to calm himself down.
"Do you need your inhaler?" he heard Logan ask. Not alot of people knew that Kendall not only had asthma but also had panic attacks some times, also he was claustrophobic and the hallway suddenly felt very small to him. Logan was one of the people who knew.
"No." He choaked out.
"Were are you?" Logan asked.
"Hallway." Kendall gasped.
"Maybe I should-" Logan began.
"No! You cant see me till the wedding!" Kendall cried.
"Carlos will get it." Logan said. Kendall hesitated but agreed, he hung up and sat down in the hallway.
He felt Carlos tap on his shoulder, he grabbed his inhaler and took a few puffs before calming down. Carlos sat down next to him.
"So are you okay?" Carlos asked.
"Yeah."
"Why did you freak out? Because of what Kennenth said?" Carlos said.
Kendall bit his lip. "Yes. I dont know why but I'm so nervous." Kendall said with a smile.
"Logan would never skip out on you." Carlos said.
"I know its just...can I tell you a secret?" Kendall asked.
"Of course." Carlos said.
"For like the last two weeks I've been having these nightmares about Logan leaving me." Kendall said there was unshed tears in his voice
"At the Alter?" Carlos asked.
"That to. But just like him leaving in general. One night I had this dream where Logan tried to kill me, another time he beat me, one time he raped me. One night I dreamend he hated me, and cheated on me. Another time it was he only stayed with me because he felt bad for getting me pregnant. Another time he left me at the Alter for someone else." Kendall said.
"Thats fucking crazy. Kendall you know Logan would never do that,right?" Carlos said
"Yes. Wanna know what the worse one was?" Kendall whispered.
Carlos wasnt sure he wanted to know but he said yes anyways.
"He never really loved me, and only dated me to take my virginity." Kendall said.
"Dude Your not gonna be fucking depressed on your wedding day." Carlos told him.
Kendall chuckled.
"I'm not depressed I'm just...having some anxiety. And seriously the girls are not helping. There just chatting about there wedding days and how nervous they were, they dont know how to calm me down. It sucks sometimes just being around girls I need a guy to get into my brain."
"So is that why you called me?" Carlos said in amusement.
"Well, you are my best friend. James's jokes wouldnt help right now, and my stupid brothers even thought I love them would say the wrong thing. You, can actually be mature sometimes and supportive." Kendall said.
Carlos laughed.
"Well what do you need me to do?" Carlos said.
"Just...talk to me about normal stuff." Kendall said, making Carlos chuckle lightly.
"Hows Noah?" Carlos said. This was unexpected and Carlos really didnt know what to say.
"He's good." Kendall said with a sigh.
"How are you and James?" Kendall asked, smirking.
"Amazing." Carlos said with a blush.
"Did you guys decide whos the permanent top yet?" Kendall snickered, making Carlos slap him.
"Yes. Me." Carlos said looking at the wall.
"Logan owes me Money." Kendall said, remembering there bet.
"How much?" Carlos asked with outrage.
"50 bucks." Kendall said with a shrug.
"You guys fucking bet on everything." Carlos said with a half amused, half annoyed look.
"Thats how we roll." Kendall said with a cheesy smile.
Suddenly they heard a door open and Carlos and Kendall looked up seeing Chrisie come out in her green dress.
"Kendall you have to get dressed now." she said with a warm smile.
Kendall and Carlos got up.
"Have fun putting your dress on." Carlos teased. Kendall flipped him off.
"No thats Logans job." Carlos said skipping away and into the room were Logan and they other groomsmen where.
"Hes such a jackass." Kendall told his sister-in-law.
Chrisie laughed and led him into the room. Kendall went into the bathroom in the room with his suit. He came out a few minuts later, his white shirt tucked into his black pants, he was done with his belt and he put on the emerald green vest then but on his jacket, he put his bowtie around his neck but left it undone.
"How do I look?" Kendall asked nervously.
"Logans gonna faint." Erin said, making the other girls laugh.
"You look pretty, uncle kenny." Ava said. Ava had dirty blond wavy hair that fell to her shoulders, and big gray eyes that she got from Chrisie.
"Thanks, sweetie." Kendall said, picking the little girl up, and resting her at his hip.
"Are you nervous?" Annabeth asked.
"A little." Kendall said.
"Dont be nervous." Tori and Mary said. Tori was Annabeths little sister, they were nine months apart, she to had blue eyes, and she also had black hair exept her's was curly. At the moment she was holding Annabeth's hand. She clearly adored her sister.
Kendall chuckled amazed at how comforting four little girls could be. He put Ava back on her feet and she went to cling on Mary.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door, Katelyn openend it and let Logan and Kendalls moms in.
"15 Minutes." told them, before her eyes fell on Kendall.
"You look very handsome, dear." She said warmly.
"Thanks." he muttered.
"I'm so happy to have you as my son-in-law." said.
"I'm not your son in law yet." Kendall said in a teasing voice, making her chuckle.
"You look nervous,dear." His mom told him.
"Mmmm I wonder why?" Kendall said in a sarcastic voice.
His mom hit his shoulder lightly.
"I cant believe my babies getting married." she cried.
"Jesus mom, calm down. Your gonna smear you make-up." he said.
"Its water-proof. I'm gonna cry." she declared.
"Me to." Mrs,Henderson said, and then they hugged each other.
"Jesus Chrsit. You to are insane." said walking in.
"Dad save me! The females are tearing me apart!" Kendall said drmatically.
Kendall dad laughed loudly.
"Girls its time to get in line." His dad said. The girls left smiling brightly at Kendall as they left.
"I cant believe this is happening." Kendall said to his dad with a bright smile.
"I remeber the day I married your mother." Kendalls dad said taking a seat next to his son.
"Were you nervous?" Kendall asked.
"Of course, I was. But that didnt stop me. I love your mother." Kendall dad said.
"Hey dad?"
"Yes son."
"Have you ever had like bad feelings about me being gay? Like were you ever dissapionted in me?" Kendall sounded like a child as he said it.
"Of course not. You love who you love. I'll always love you weather your straight, or gay, or Bi. your my son." Kendalls dad said. "Plus I really like Logans hes a great boy, and a sweet kid."
Kendall smiled. "Yeah he is."
Suddenly there was a knock on the door. stuck her head in.
"Its time." she told them.
Kendall stood up and so did his dad.
"You ready?" he asked Kendall.
Kendall nodded.
They walked threw the house slowly, not saying a word. When they got to the door that led to the aisle. Kendall took a deep breath, trying to calm his nerves. Kendalls dad stood closer to him and he opened the door they walked about a three yards, and then the music began it wasnt the bridal march Kendall had killed that first thing, it was the back ground music to the titanic song. They came around the hedge, and Kendalls breath caught in his throat.
Everyone was standing up, looking at him with warms smiles and happy eyes. James's, Carlos's, Logan's, and Kendall's moms were all crying holding onto each other. The aisle carpet was silver, the girls stood in a perfect line all smiling at him, and so did the groomsmen, there was flowers and beautiful thing everywhere, but Kendall had only eyes for one person. Everyone else was looking at him but he only had eyes for one of them. Logan. Logan stood in a black suit, with a black vest and tie, he had a bright smile on his face as he watched Kendall. Logan looked so beautiful, and Kendall wasnt even half ways down the aisle when he started to cry. The silent tears sprung loose from his eyes, they ran down his smiling face. When he got under the arche were Logan stood, he gave his father a hug, then he turnend to Logan. Logan stared into his eyes. and Kendall couldnt think of a time when he had ever been happier.
"Hi." Logan whispered to him with a smile, he had tears in his eyes.
"Hi." Kendall whispered back.
The preacher welcomend the people there, telling them what they were there for even thought they all knew it. Kendall was only have paying ateention to the preacher words all he could do is force himself not to cry and stare into Logans happy brown eyes once he had stopped crying.
"The couple has written there own vows." the preacher said with a smile.
Logan cleared his throat nervously, reaching into his pocket, then the other on looking confused he smiled when he found the white note card. He looked at it for a second, then looked at Kendall.
"Kendall Schmidt...I love you more than anything in this world. Your the most perfect, beautiful person I have ever meet in my life. You make everyday perfect just by smiling, you can take all the pain away with just a hug. Your my light when all ther is is darkness. You've always been there for me if I asked you to or not. You always loved me mo matter what even when I was an idiot. I wanna spend every second of forever with you. Your my everything, my heart, my every thought, my every breath, the father of my child. This is the happiest day of my life and it always will be because I get to always be with you. I Love you and I always will, forever." Logans voice cracked every know and then trying to get the words out without crying, Kendall was crying all over again. Logan smiled at Kendall then putting the note card in his pocket.
Kendall took his own note care off, giving himself a moment to calm himself down.
"Logan Henderson...I've loved you since the first day we meet. your everything I've ever wanted, all my dreams come true. You've always put up with me even when I was childish or over dramatic. You took care of me when I needed it and even when I didnt. You never gave up on me when I felt like everybody else was, you never made me feel unloved, beause you always loved me. You've always been so patient with me, waited when I wasnt ready to look forward. You've always been at my side, always supporting me, loving me even when it was hard to. Your my insperation, my protecter, my truelove, my lover, my soulmate, and my best friend. I Love you Logan." Logan had tears running down his face, the bridesmaids were sobbing behind Kendall. Kendall could see the groomsmen crying, and so was he.
The preacher then asked James and Carlos, who had taken the rings from Jacob, for the rings.
The preacher handed Logan Kendalls ring.
"repeat after me." he told Logan who nodded.
"With this ring I thee wed..."
"With this ring I thee wed." Logan repaeated and but the ring on Kendalls finger.
The preacher handed the other ring to Kendall and told him to repeat after him which he did.
"With this ring I thee wed." Kendall whispered and slid the ring on Logans fingers. The couple held hands and looked into each others eyes.
"I now pronounce you married. You may Kiss." The preacher said with a smile.
Kendall threw his arms around Logans neck, as Logan put his arms around Kendalls waist, and they kissed. The kiss was sweet and soft. The kiss they would remeber for the rest of there lives. There tears meshed together, and they didnt wanna let each other go. And they were happy to know that know theywould never had to. Applause serounded them as they broke apart, smiling at each other.
"I congratulate the marriage Of Logan and Kendall Henderson." The preacher said, making Kendall and Logan giggle. That would take a while to get used to. The pair finally walked down the aisle, happily.
the wedding reception took place a few yards away and around a hedge. There was a huge white, silk linnend tent filled with flowers, and tables, and ballons. The couple walked in smiling at eachother.
"I Love you Logan Henderson." Kendall whispered against Logans lips.
"And I Love you Kendall Henderson." Logan whispered before kissing Kendalls lips softly.
The first people to reach them were James and Carlos who gave them both hugs. Then it was there families who hugged them, there mothers saying 'My new son'.
It took almost a hour for everything to settle down. People were finally in there seats, everyone had gotten there. The room was darkenend and then suddenly Dustin who had taken on the roll of there DJ was demanding them to dance there first dance.
Logan took Kendall hand and led him onto the dance floor, Kendall wrapped his arms around Logans neck softly, and Logan wrapped his arms around Kendalls waist. The rested there foreheads together and kissed softly as the song began. No one was surprised by there choice of song. Because hey that was THERE song. Nothing Even Matters played as they started to dance.
'Cause the world stops When I put my arms around you, around you, oh, woah And nothing even matters And nothing even matters
It's like one for the haters and two for all of those Who try to shut us down, they don't really know There ain't nothing they can do that can tear us apart, no
"This is the happiest day of my life." Kendall whispered as they danced.
"Mine too." Logan told him kissing his chin.
"I never actually thought I would ever get to have you." Kendall told him remebering all the drama before they had gotten together. They both shivered.
"I always loved you." Logan told him.
"I know. I was so stupid for not realizing it." Kendall said Kissing Logan.
I don't care about the money, don't care about the clothes When we're together, baby, anything goes 'Cause we don't even need to prove what we feel in our hearts, no
This wall we built together There ain't no way of knocking it over We'll be here forever Getting closer and closer, baby
'Cause the world stops When I put my arms around you, around you, oh, woah And nothing even matters And nothing even matters
They can all talk Say what they want about us, about us, oh, woah And nothing even matters, woah And nothing even matters
It's like the sound goes off and the people all freeze They disappear and it's just you and me Anything you want to do, anything that you please, oh, woah, no
Forget about our problems, forget about our past I've seen the future and I know we're gonna last Every second I'm with you just goes so fast, woah, oh, woah
This wall we built together There ain't no way of knocking it over We'll be here forever That I told you, that I told you, baby
'Cause the world stops When I put my arms around you, around you, oh, woah And nothing even matters, eh And nothing even matters
They can all talk Say what they want about us, about us, oh, woah And nothing even matters, woah And nothing even matters
Nothing even matters, woah And nothing even matters, woah We don't even need to fight Everything will be alright, oh, yeah Nothing even matters but you and I
'Cause the world stops When I put my arms around you, around you, oh, woah And nothing even matters, nothing even matters And nothing even matters
They can all talk Say what they want about us, about us, oh, woah And nothing even matters, woah And nothing even matters
'Cause the world stops When I put my arms around you, around you, oh, woah And nothing even matters, nothing even matters And nothing even matters, baby
They can all talk Say what they want about us, about us, oh, woah And nothing even matters, woah And nothing even matters
When the song was over, Kendall kissed Logan deeply, begging entrance into Logans mouth. Logan openend his mouth, with a happy moan. Kendall fought Logan touch and nail for dominance and when Logan gave it to him finally with a happy sigh he moanend. Logan pulled at his hair gentle, and Kendall had a hard grip on Logans hips.
"Dudes, I know you just got married, but do you have to make out on the dance floor?" Dustin said into the microphone, making everyone laugh.
Kendall and Logan broke apart.
"I cant wait til I get you home." Logan purred into his ear, grapping his hips.
Kendall moanend softly, then Logan led them off the dance floor as the a song started to play, they walked over to Logans parents, who were chatting with Kendalls parents
"Hey." Logan said as they approached. His parents turnend to him.
"Hi,dear." Both mothers said, as Logan pulled Kendall to his said and wrapped a arm around him.
"Are you guys still watching Noah tonight?" Logan asked.
"Of course." His father said with a smile.
"We gotta let you kids have your fun." Kendalls dad said with a wink, Kendall blushed, and Loan busted out laughing.
"Oh my god, I love your dad." Logan told Kendall, laughing.
"More than you love me?" Kendall said with a fake pout.
Logan smiled, a gave Kendall a Eskimo Kiss.
"Fuck no."
Kendall giggled, and gave Logan a quick kiss.
"Jesus, your guys are so cute I just wanna cut my eyes out." Jessie said, as he, kennenth, and Kevin jionend the group.
Logan smirked at the them before attacking Kendalls mouth, and grabbing the youngers butt. Kendall gasped into Logans mouth, twisting his fingers into Logans dark hair.
" will you stop that? I'm gonna puke." Kevin gagged as Kendall moanend softly.
Logan let go with a wet po that caused the five males fake throw up, and the women to smile.
"Jesus, your gonna kill me, Old Man." Kendall told his older husband.
Logan gasped and glared playfully.
"Screw you." Logan said.
Kendall made a playful cunfused look.
"But dont you already do that?" Kendall said. Logan howled with laughter, as even there mothers rolled there eyes at there sons. Kendall laughs with him.
Suddenly Kendall gives Logan a panicked look.
"What time is it?" Kendall asked.
"Five thirty." Logan said calmly before he screamend.
"Mom go sit down now!" Logan and Kendall said together.
"Why?"
"Just do it." Kendall said.
They gave there sons confused looks before going back to there tables. There sons and husbands followed them with amusemnt. Kendall and Logan ran over to Dustin.
"Dee its time." Kendall said as he and Logan came to a stop infront of him. Dustin smiled and handed them two microphones. He darkenend the room and but flashing lights were Kendall and Logan stood, then asked for everyones attention which they got.
"Hey everyone! Me and Logan would like to start off with thanking you for coming to are wedding. But we have something ver important to do right now." He gestured for his husband to continue. Logan smiled at him before turning on his mic.
"Me and Kenny would like to sing a very specail song for the most important women in are lifes. Are Mothers. We both know how much you take care of us and love us, and we wanna show you how much we love you to." Logan looked at Kendall to continue.
"So with that we will begin, this is a song dedicated to both are birthmothers and are new mothers." Kendall said, fist pumping Logan.
Dustin started the music as a light purple flashed on both of there mothers would had shocked expressions but were smiling broadly.
'"Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind'"
Kendall and Logan sang at the same time smiling at there moms.
So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.
Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
Kendall and Logan moved towards there mothers slowly,and when they reached them, Kendall and Logan turnend off there mics and handed them to there grinning brothers as instead BETTE MIDLER's voice came softly from the speakers. Kendall took his mothers hands and draged her to the dance floor as Logan did the same to his mother. They danced about a yard part and both boys mouthed the words to there moms, as they cried softly.
Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings
Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.
Logans and Kendalls moms hugged them tightly, kissing there sons cheeks and then Logans mom hugged Kendall, and Kendalls mom hugged Logan. They left the dance floor slowly, as Kendalls brothers ran up and handed them back there mics.
"We hope you all enjoyed that." Logan said as people clapped.
"But we are happy to say this is only the beginning of are song dedication and we will be annoying you all for the next almost hour. If you have any objections please throw chocolate at us." Kendall said with a grin.
"But Kendall you love chocolate." Logan said.
"Shhhh they werent supposed to know that." Kendall said in his mic with a charming smile. Everyone laughed and Logan ruffled Kendalls hair.
"We would also like to add that song was also for are dads, but they refused to let us say it and know I'm gonna get bitched out later but anyways I love you dad and you to are alos my hero." Logan said smiling at his and Kendalls dads.
"This next song is dedicated to are son, Noah." Logan said. Kendall walked over to Melissa who was holding Noah and brought him onto the dance floor. Logan held him so he was right inbetween him and Logan. Logan kissed his sons forehead as the song began.
You're my life's one miracle Everything I've done that's good And you break my heart with tenderness And I confess it's true I never knew a love like this 'til you
You're the reason I was born Now I finally know for sure And I'm overwhelmed with happiness So blessed to hold you close The one that I love most Though the future has so much for you in store Who could ever love you more
The nearest thing to heaven You're my angel from above Only God creates such perfect love
Logan reached out and pulled both Kendall and Noah closer to him, holding onto his mic and looking at both of them one arm wrapped around them. His eyes watered as he held the two most important people in his life close to him. Looking at two sets of the green eyes he loved so much. Feeling how lucky he was to have thoose to in his life. Thankful Kendall had gotten pregnant. Noah was such a blessing to them. Logan wondered what he would do without them.
When you smile AT me I cry And to save your life I'd die With a romance that is pure in heart You are my dearest part Whatever it requires I live for your desires Forget my own, your needs will come before Who could ever love you more
There is nothing you could ever do To make me stop loving you And every breath I take Is always for your sake You sleep inside my dreams And know for sure Who could ever love you more.
"I love you, honey." Kendall told Noah, kissing his sons hair. Then reaching over and kissing Logan. People were clapping wildly, and they could hear a few people crying. Kendall and Logan both walked Noah off of the floor, kissing him once more each before givving him over to Ciara.
Then With Dustins help they got four chairs on the dance floor, right infront of them were they stood. Logan and Kendall handed Dustin there mics and they walked over to where there siblings sat. Logan grabbed Jessie and Katherine, and Kendall grabbed Kennenth and Kevin. They pulled there siblings out onto the floor and sat them in the chairs.
"This song is for are siblings Kennenth, Kevin, Jessie, and Katherine." Logan said.
Kendall and Logan smiled at there siblings who looked surprised and pleased, while they looked at there siblings in adorement. Because it didnt matter how much they fought or they had there hard feeling they would always love there brothers and sister.
When you look back on times we had I hope you smile And know that through the good and through the bad I was on your side when nobody could hold us down We claimed the brightest star And we, we came so far And no they won't forget
[Chorus]
Whenever you remember times gone by Remember how we held our heads so high When all this world was there for us And we believed that we could touch the sky Whenever you remember, I'll be there Remember how we reached that dream together Whenever you remember
When you think back on all we've done I hope you're proud When you look back and see how far we've come It was our time to shine And nobody could hold us down They thought they'd see us fall But we, we stood so tall And no we won't forget
Logan took his little sisters hand, making here stand up and spinning her in a few circles making her giggle.
Whenever you remember times gone by Remember how we held our heads so high When all this world was there for us And we believed that we could touch the sky Whenever you remember, I'll be there Remember how we reached that dream together Whenever you remember
Yeah, Oh
We claimed the brightest star And we, we came so far You know that we, we showed them all And no they won't forget
Yeah
Whenever you remember times gone by Remember how we held our heads so high When all this world was there for us And we believed that we could touch the sky Whenever you remember, I'll be there Remember how we reached that dream together Whenever you remember
Whenever you remember
Oh, whenever you remember
When they were done all there siblings stood up at the same time and gave Kendall and Logan tight hugs.
"And this last song we dedicate to are best friends James, and Carlos." Logan said.
"Because as your best friends its are jobs to emmbaress you." Kendall said making Logan snicker. Dustin dragged James and Carlos onto the dance floor, they both looked horrified making the couple laugh.
When you're sad,
When you're feeling low When you're hurt and don't know where to go.
Think of me-
There I'll be,
Anytime you need a friend.
When you're down,
And your luck runs out,
Or if you're in trouble or in doubt,
It's OK-
Turn my way,
Anytime you need a friend.
When you're scared,
I will stay with you,
When you feel you're falling,
I'll lift you.
When you're heart breaks,
I'll ease your aches,
Whatever it takes, I'm in-
Anytime you need a friend.
All our lives,
Anywhere we are, Just reach out-I'll never be too far.
Come what may There I'll stay Anytime you need a friend.
Kendall put a arm around Carlos's shoulders and Logan did the same to James as they both sang dramatically. They were trying to play it off as a joke but James and Carlos were there best friends they had helped Kendall and Logan threw everything. They were always there for them and they loved James and Carlos for that.
When you're scared,
I will stay with you,
When you feel you're falling,
I'll lift you.
When you're heart breaks,
I'll ease your aches,
Whatever it takes, I'm in-
Anytime you need a friend.
When you need a friend,
Come what may,
There I'll stay,
Now until the very end,
Anytime you need a friend.
Anytime,
Whatever it takes,
Anytime, Anywhere,
Anytime you need a friend
As soon as they were released James and Carlos both scremend and ran away playfully making Logan and Kendall and everyone else howl with laughter.
"Well that was alot of fun for us, and we hope you all enjoyed this, ut as that was the last song-" Kendall began but was suddenly cut off by Logan.
"Actually it isnt." Logan said.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean as I have one more song to sing."
"To who?" Kendall asked confused
Logan smiled. "You."
Before he could protest Logan had pushed him into a chair, there was a single spot light one both of them as Kendall looked at Logan in amazemnt.
"Hit it, Dee." Logan told Dustin, dustin smirked and started the song.
Every time our eyes meet This feeling inside me Is almost more than I can take
Baby, when you touch me I can feel how much you love me And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything I can hear your thoughts, I can see your dreams
Logan reached a hand off and cupped Kendalls face, looking into the tear filled green eyes.
don't know how you do what you do I'm so in love with you It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life With you by my side Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do Baby, I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin The taste of your kiss The way you whisper in the dark
Logan lend forwards and nuzzled Kendalls neck, smelling his skin, and then kising his lips at a pause.
Your hair all around me Baby, you surround me You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time every time I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes
I don't know how you do what you do I'm so in love with you It just keeps getting better
Logan ran a hand threw Kendalls hair, then took Kendalls hand and put it over his heart.
I wanna spend the rest of my life With you by my side Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do Baby, I'm amazed by you
Every little thing that you do I'm so in love with you It just keeps getting better
This song described everything that Kendall made him feel. The moment he had heard it he had pictured Kendall in his mind and that was only after a week of knowing the boy. It showed how much he loved Kendall. He loved Kendall more than anything in the world. Kendall was his Angel.
I wanna spend the rest of my life With you by my side Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do Oh, every little thing that you do Baby, I'm amazed by you
They both had tears running down there faces as Logan finished. Kendall stood up and flung his amrs around Logans neck, kissing the older full on the mouth. It was desperate, sweet, and tender. It was the meaning of what they felt for each other.
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Kendall was leaning against the bar, watching his friends and family dance with each other, smiling when he saw Ciara dance with Noah, holding his little body and spinning both of them.
"Hi Angel."
Kendall turnend around to meet his husbands bright brown eyes.
"Hi Henderson." Kendall said.
"Shut up, Henderson." Logan shot back making Kendall giggle at his new last name.
"Make me." Kendall said, wiggling his hips teasingly.
Logan smirked and pulled Kendall towards him, he kissed the blonde roughly, stuffing his tongue down the youngers throat, making him let out a husky moan. Logan let go with a pop and Kendall was indeen silenced.
"I wish we could get out of here." Kendall said after a minute, nuzzaling into Logans neck.
"But we have to have cake first!" Logan protested with a pout.
"Your such a fatty." Kendall said slapping Logans stomach.
"But I want Cake." Logan said.
"So you'd rather have Cake then Sex." Kendall said in outrage.
"Cake." Was all Logan said in answer.
Kenedall pouted at Logan. Logan smirked at him and wrapped his arms around the youngers neck, he placed a soft kiss on Kendalls lips.
"You know I'd rather have you baby." Logan whispered, Kendall giggle and pecked Logans lips.
xoxoxoxoxoxox
Logan took a bite of the cake and let out a pleasurd moan.
"This is fucking amazing." Logan told Kendall with another moan, as he took another bite.
Kendall took a bite as well, he nodded slowly, before swallowing.
"Its good but..."
"But?" Logan asked.
Kendall blushed and moved to whisper in Logans ear.
"You taste so much better." Kendall said in a huskily making Logan moan softly at his words.
Logan then chuckled softly.
"You want me so bad dont you baby." Logan said nipping at Kendalls neck.
Kendall whimpered in his ear.
"Cant wait to pound into that tight little ass." Logan whispered so no one could hear. It was a rare accasion when Logan talked dirty to him, something he really really enjoyed. He almost loved it as much as when Logan made soft love to him. Almost.
Kendall whimpered again, and nuzzaled into Logans neck. He kissed the soft skin there once and he felt Logan smile against his cheek.
The sound of spoons hitting glass filled the room, Logan and Kendall shared a smile before Kendall gave Logan a soft kiss.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Logan held Kendalls hand as he drove them back to there house. Noah was spending the night at Kendalls parents house and Logans parents were spending the night to help. Kendall and Logan would then spend two days with Noah before they went on there honeymoon.
Logan parked and then shut off the car. He quickly got out and ran to Kendalls side. He opened the door and offered Kendall a hand. Kendall took it with a smile, Logan pulled Kendall up, then let the blond go and tapped his chin.
"What?" Kendall asked with a blush.
"Trying to figure out the best way the pick you up." Logan said eyeing Kendalls body.
"Logan you are not-" Kendall then screeeched when Logan swopped down and picked him up bridal style.
"Logan your insane." Kendall said with a laugh.
"No, I'm romantic." Logan said with a cheeky grin.
"That to but-"
"No butts but yours, Angel. I'm carrying you." Logan said with authority. Logan closed his car door with his foot. He carried a gigging Kendall to the door then opens the door without letting him go. He shuts that door with his foot as well. He carried Kendall up the stairs, the younger is actually ver light.
"Your strong,Old Man." Kendall comments.
"I'm an old man, huh? Well I guess this old man is to tired to make love to this little boy." Logan said with a fake yawn.
"No no no. I'm sorry. Your not a old man, your a younge god to men." Kendall said.
"Whos Whipped now?" Logan askes with a smirk.
"Still you, bitch." Kendall said.
Logan rolls his eyes, then opens there bedroom door. Kendalls eyes widens at what he sees. There red rose pedals all over the floor and then pedals in the shape of a heart on the bed. The room is only lighted by cream colored candles all over the dressers, and the bed side tables. It was even more romantic then it was when Logan took his virginity.
"You did all this for me?" Kendall asked.
"Of course." Logan whispered.
He carried Kendall over to the bed, dropping him so his head hit the pillows. Logan removed both his and Kendalls foot wear, before climbing inbetween Kendalls slightly spread legs.
"I Love you, Logan." Kendall said.
"I Love you to, Kendall." Logan said back. They both had tears in there eyes as they looked at each other.
"I'm so glad you fell on your face that day on set." Logan said suddenly, Kendall blushed.
"Wanna know whats weird?" Kendall asked Logan.
"What, baby?" Logan asked.
"Whenever you talk about the past like that, before we were together. For like a minute I just remember Friend Logan, not Romantic Logan. Like its starting all over again. Like right know because I'm explaning it I just see you as my best friend, no as my husband or lover." Kendall said.
Logan chuckled.
"Your so adorable." Logan whispered, before kissing Kendall lightly.
Kendall moanend into the kiss. He wrapped his arms around the olders neck and brough him fully on top of him. Logan started undoing Logans tie, as Kendall untied Logan. Both dark ribbons of fabric, we thrown to the floor, as they took of there jackets and they landed over the bed post. Logan ripped off kendalls vest, throwing it over his shoulder hastily, as Kendall did the same to Logan.
Logan broke off from the kiss and started lightly kissing Kendalls neck, as Kendall unbuttonend Logans shirt, sliding it off of his husbands shoulders and then his arms and throwing it behind Logan careful not to hit any candles, even thought it was hard to when you were panting for breath.
Kendall unbuckled Logans pants, and slid a hand under them and his boxers. He rubbed Logans hard dick for a minute before stroking it slowly, making Logan moan beautifully. Logan bucked into Kendalls hand.
"F-Faster." Logan begged Kendall. Kendall smirked happy he finally got a little dominance in there relationship. Kendall went faster, he could torture Logan another time, but not now, this was to perfect.
Logan was crying out in pleasure, his eyes were squeezed shut and he was panting wildly. Finally Logan came shouting Kendalls name into the youngers neck, covering his boxers and pants in cum. After Logan could breath normally, he grabbed Kendalls shirt and ripped it open, buttons popping, kust like there first night together. Logan did that alot and he wouldnt be surprised if half of his shirts didnt have buttons any more.
Logan threw the shirt over his shoulder, then pulled Kendalls pants down slowly, kissing Kendalls hips and legs as he did so. Then he did the same to Kendalls boxers, licking Kendalls hip bones. When Kendall was naked, Logan stood up on the bed between the youngers legs, letting his pants fall and then he kicked them off.
Kendall looked up at him. Retaking naked Logan in. Logan was so beautiful with his musclear shoulders, and sharp hip bones, and the deep V of his hips. His pale body glowed in the candle light. Kendall had to keep himself from drooling.
Logan sat down inbetween Kendalls legs about to kiss him when he remembered something.
"Angel were did you put the lube and condoms I bought this weekend?" Logan asked Kendall.
"I hide them." Kendall told him.
"Why?" Logan asked.
"Because I dont want you to use them." Kendall told them.
"Angel, you could get pregnant." Logan told him.
"So? I thought you wanted another baby, you said so the other day. And if I do get pregnant then I do, and if I dont, I dont." Kendall said biting his lip.
"Kendall..." Logan sighed.
"Are you saying you dont want another baby?" Kendall said.
"No. I do. But I know its really hard on you,Love. I dont wanna see you in so much pain again." Logan said thruthfully.
"To me its worth it." Kendall told Logan.
"I know baby but what if...you get depressed again?" Logan said carefully. He had hated seeing Kendall like that. Kendall gave him a hurt look.
"I told you not to talk about that." Kendall said as a single tear ran down his face. Logan wipped it away.
"I'm sorry, Kendall. I shoudnt have said that, I know how much it hurts you." Logan said in a guilty voice.
Kendall grabbed his hands. "Dont Logie. Its are wedding night, lets not ruin it but going down hurt lane."
Logan nodded before kissing Kendall softly. When he pulled away, he covered too fingers with Saliva, then spread Kendalls legs widded. Logan circled Kendalls hole slowly, loving how Kendalls breath hitched. He slid one finger in past the ring of muscles.
"Oh Logan." Kendall whimpered. Logan smiled inserting a second finger into the blond. He began a scissoring motion making Kendalls moan. Then logan carefully got a third finger in, Kendall tensed for a second before relaxing and pushing back on Logans fingers. Logan smirked before rubbing Kendalls prostate roughly making the younger to cry out.
"Logan please." Kendall whispered. "I need you inside me." Kendall whimpered.
Logan moanand, removing his fingers and then pushing in slowly, when he was all the way in, he waited for Kendall to adjust.
"Fuck Logan. I almost how big you were-ngh-I've missed having you in me, baby. Ngh-fuck Logan." Kendall said as he agusted. They hadnt had sex for almost a month due to the wedding and Noah. They were so tired at the end of the day with all the planning and then coming home and taking care of the baby, then there was work on top of it. At the end of the day all Logan uaually had strength for was to pull the blonde in the arms and kiss him goodnight.
"Are you good,Angel?" Logan asked softly.
Kendall let out a whin and pushed down on Logans memeber.
"Yes." he panted.
Logan slid out til he was almost all the way out of Kendall, then slammend back in. They both cried out at the same time. Kendall wrapped his legs around Logans neck, as the older thrust in and out off him slowly. This was amazing. To have the most beautiful bruneete inside of him, looking down at him with his beautiful brown eyes, moaning his name.
"Harder!" Kendall screamend when Logan hit his sweet spot. Logan did as he was asked, and kissed his husbands neck, leaving small love bites.
Kendall felt his head spin when Logan grabbed his hips, and thrust into him hard, but s;low as hell, the way they both liked it.
"You feel amazing." Logan groanend into Kendalls neck, as the blonde started scratching at his back and shoulders.
"Oh, oh Logan." Kendall cried when he felt the familier curl in his stomach. logan was close to. He loved the feeling of being inside of Kendall. Kendall was so tight, he was always tight, it was just something that made the blond magic.
"Touch me." Kendall begged.
Logan slid a hand inbetween there sweaty bodies, taking a hold of Kendalls thick memeber, and stroking in time with his thrusts. He was so close to going over the edge and he could tell the blonde was to without him even having to say it. It was everything the blonde did. The way he threw his head back, the way he couldnt close his eyes, the way his legs were shaking wildly on either side of him. Logan thrust once more into the tight het of Kendall, harder than any other of the thrusts and then Logan and Kendall were both coming screaming each other's name loudly.
Logans body was so weak he couldnt keep himself up and he collapsed onto his husband. Kendall was whimpering in after shook, and they were both panting wildly. After a minute logan slid out of Kendall slowly, he fell in the open space next to his husband, Kendall cuddled up to his chest, kissing over Logans beating heart.
"I love you." Kendall whispered.
Logan looked down at him, he cupped the silky soft skin of Kendalls cheek, then gave him a loving kiss.
"I Love you,too."
"Your my world." Kendall told him reaching up and stroking Logans face.
"And your My Angel." Logan whispered before kissing Kendall again.
THE END!
Very important author's note:
So I hope I ended this on a good note. I was teary eyed the whole time I wrote this. I hope I didnt dissapoint you guys with the ending. So that you guys know I'm thinking about doing a prequel to this story. Its gonna be about how Logan and Kendall got together. Thats was why I was mentioning all the 'drama' bbefore they had gotten together. If you want a prequel tell me, and I might possible maybe make one. Also If anyone likes my writing, please go to my profile and answere my poll question, because I wanna know you guys oppinion on which story I should write next.
Also I'm sorry if the songs in the middle of the story annoyed you. I was thinking about deleating it, but then I was like Nah, I'm just gonna leave it. I hope you guys liked the vows. I wrote them all by myselfand I hoped they were good. Anyways sorry if I Made anyone emotional.
Also I would like to thank all the people who followed this story, who gave it a chance, and didnt give me shit when it was all mest up and sucked. This story has really improved me as a writer. So yeah thank you guys for loving this story, and reviewing it.
Love,
Sarah xoxoxoxoxoxoxo