A/N: NEW STORY! I hope you like it. I've had this idea for some time now, but never really wrote it out. Sam's POV. Please review!

Disclaimer: I do not own the iCarly characters or props or whatever else having to do with iCarly.

Summary: When Sam wishes she'd never met Carly or Freddie, things take a turn for the worse. Will she be able to get her friends back or will she be stuck like this forever?

A little while after iSaved Your Life.

Chapter 1: The Mistake

We had just finished a great web show. Of course, I wanted food, so we went to the Groovy Smoothie.

"The web show was really good tonight," Carly said, taking a sip of her smoothie. She had gotten a Strawberry Splat, I had gotten a Blueberry Banana Blitz, and Fredley got a Tingleberry Blitz.

"It wasn't bad," I said, "but it would have been better if Frednub over here hadn't casted the Mexican dessert channel the first thirty seconds of the webcast!" Yeah, none of us are really sure why that happened. I said the last part in his face.

"You were the one messing with my laptop before the show even started." He said, in the same tone I was using. He got on my nerves, but then again he probably thinks the same about me.

"Do you have any proof?" I gave him a Not-so-tough-now-are-ya? look.

"No, but-" He started to say, but I but in.

"Then I didn't do it, Doofis!" I said.

"Doofis, really?" He shot back.

"Oh, you really don't want to be comparing insults!" I said.

"That's it! STOP IT!" Carly screamed. "What's the matter with you two? You guys have been fighting a lot lately and I'm tired of it! So cut it out and get along!"
Freddie and I had bewildered looks on our faces. Wow, she was tougher than I thought.

"Wow, Carls, didn't know you had it in you." I said. I was totally rubbing off on her.

"Yeah, I guess I went a little overboard, but you two still need to quit fighting so much!" She took another sip of her smoothie, thinking it'd calm her down.

"Yeah, I guess you're right." Freddie said.

"I am right!" Carly said, loudly.

I had a feeling something was going on. I had for a while, but anytime I said something, she ignored it. So, I decided not to say anything. We left a half hour later.

We entered the lobby of the Bushwell Plaza.

"I've gotta go to the bathroom," I announced, partly just to annoy Benson.

"Nice..." Carly said, disgusted. She had that look on her face like she was smelling something real bad.

"You were the one who drank 5 smoothies!" Fredwart exclaimed. He said I picked the fights? Yeah right!

"Hey, why is that so surprising to you?" I said. I mean really he's known me, what like a long time and he finds that me drinking that many smoothies surprising? Oh, come on!

"It's not, I was just sayin' that-"

"Yeah yeah, Benson, whatever. I'm gonna go to the bathroom before explode," He had an irritated look on his face. Which I wasn't too upset about. It's our thing I guess; irritating each other. I left to go to the bathroom in that was located on that floor of the building.

"So, how's it been?" Carly said, awkwardly.

"Good, real good," Freddie replied.

"You know, Freddie, I've kind of been thinking lately." She had a crooked smile on her face.

"About?" Um...about what?, Freddie thought.

"You, me, us." Freddie got wide-eyed.

"Carly...I-I-" He couldn't finish because Carly planted her lips on his.

Little did they know I had walked in. I watched them for a few seconds. I couldn't see Freddie's reaction, but I was upset. I'd seen enough, "Hey guys, had fun while I was gone?"

"Oh, god, Sam! How much of that did you see?" Freddie seemed shocked.

"Oh, enough," I said. I felt like I had been stabbed in the back.

"Sam, I didn't-" Carly started to say. I knew this was going to be bad. How could they do this?

"You know what? I thought I could trust you, both of you." I was really angry and really upset.

"But, Sam-"

"Carly, stop! We promised! We promised to tell each other everything! How can I trust you again?" I started to walk out.

"Sam, I'm sorry, it didn't mean anything!" She shouted. I turned back around.

"You know what? If you two wanted me to leave you alone, you got what you wanted. Goodnight." I walked out, and let my tears fall freely.

"Carly, I was trying to tell you I'm not into you like that anymore." Freddie said, a minute after I left.

"I'm sorry, it didn't mean anything. Friends?" Carly said, trying to mend things.

"Yeah, but how is that gonna help her?"

"I guess it isn't..." She looked at her feet.

"You went too far, this might be it." With that, Freddie walked up the stairs leaving Carly alone.

Freddie knocked on my door. My face was red from crying. I wiped my face trying to make it look like I hadn't been crying. I went over and opened the door.

"Sam, I thought you could-" Freddie started.

"Freddie, save it. What's done is done," He waited for me to say more, "I feel like I'm just here! No matter what you will always have something for Carly and always be that chick you do the web show with. I thought we could tell each other everything. You promised! You both promised!" I was almost crying.

"No, Sam-wait, have you been crying?" Aw, shoot.

"That's none of your business! Just leave! GO!" I shouted.

"I'm not leaving! You're upset, I can't leave you like this!" He said.

"Don't you get it? You can't fix this!" I screamed. He looked at me. I let a tear fall.

"Is this what you wanted?" I looked down at the sidewalk for a moment. I was afraid to look up. I would just let more tears fall.

"Sam," He put his hand on my shoulder. I took it off with my own hand.

"Don't touch me. You need to leave. Go! Now!" I couldn't have been any more upset by then.

"Sam, I wanna know what you're feeling!" He called when I started to go back in the house.

"Fine!" He waited. "I wish we'd never met, none of us!"

Then after that, my life was changed. I had made the mistake that started it all.

A/N: Good first chapter? Please review. :)

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