Olivia woke up cause the smell of the fresh made coffee made it impossible to go on sleeping. Her head was still hurting and she felt like she had a huge hangover, she blamed the crying for it, cause crying is almost as exhausting as drinking. She did not want to face Trevor cause she was so embarrassed about what happened the evening before. But it was impossible to not face him and while she was thinking how she could buy herself a little bit more time before she has to leave the bed, the door was pushed open and Trevor came in with a full tray. There was everything on it what you could wish for at a saturday morning breakfast. Coffee, eggs, bacon, orange juice, fruits even croissants which were still warm and she was wondering how he managed to have warm croissants for breakfast on a early saturday.

She blushed when he came in and he started to smile.

¨Actually, that isn't funny", she whispered. "No, it's not I'm sorry, but on the other hand yes it is. A little bit.", he smiled at her.

"It scared the hell out of me when I recieved your message yesterday.", she responded weak.

"Well, yes I could see that and again it wasn't my greatest moment, but I ment what I said and I still do." Did she really hear right, did he just say again that he loves her. Again she was impressed and intimidated by his confidence.

"Trevor, you can't say stuff like this to me, especially after only two months of whatever we had going.", she said with a more aggressive tone, cause she started to hate how she felt. She felt as a little child again and she felt that he wasn't respecting her at all.

"Olivia, I didn't mean to hurt you, really, but to be honest I don't really understand what the problem is. The last two months were the greatest months of my life and I really do love you and I thought you feel the same."

"I do.", she didn't know where this came from, she was shocked and stared at him, she didn't wanna say that but when she opened her mouth it just came out, so suddenly she couldn't stop it.

"I'm really bad with all this, realtionships scare me.", again she felt tearing up and didn't know how to stop it, what the hell was wrong with her.

Trevor stood up walked around the bed and motioned her to move a little so that he could sit next to her. He put his arm around her and she put her head against his shoulder, it felt totally natural to do that.

"Yeah, it came to my mind once or twice that all this is a little to much, but I can tell you something right now. I'm waiting for you since ten years and I think this is already enough lost time. I will not give up on you and I will not let you scare me away.", he took her chin and turned her head around to look into your eyes. "Do you understand me?"

It wasn't at all scary what he said. It was smooth and comferting and she felt protected and safe, normally she only feels like that if Elliot is around.

He leaned in and started to kiss her face, so soft that she wasn't sure if he really touched her or if she just imagined it. Suddenly she wanted to feel him, she put her hand on the back of his head and pulled him closer. "Kiss me harder!", she moaned.

Trevor loosened her grip and took the tray to put it on the floor, then he went back to the bed and pulled Olivia into the middle of the bed. Olivia sat up and took the shirt off, she was wearing while she was sleeping. Trevor was already pulling her panties down and when she was finished throwing her shirt away he already spread her legs and pushed his hand between them. She let herself fall back to the bed and took Trevor with her. It felt good to have his whole weight onto her, he was a lot taller than her and he was heavy but she liked it how his weight pressed her into the bed. She kissed him deep and she felt his hand entering her and she felt how his dick hardened. She opened his pants and closed her hand around him, he moaned now too and she was sure that she could make him come immediately but she didn't want that.

She wanted to taste him, so she made him switch places with her and sat on top of him, then she wandered down his body to take him into her mouth. He groaned out loud and she could feel how he got even bigger and she had to let him go a little bit to breath and swallow. "Olivia, I can't hold it back any longer.", she heard him moaning. But she wasn't in the mood to let him go, she wanted to taste him so she hardend her grip and teased him even more with her tongue and he came into her mouth. She swalloed everything and started to kiss his legs to give him time to relax a little and to start breathing again, what he almost stopped doing while she had pushed him over the edge. Suddenly she felt a hard grip, he took her by her hair and pulled her up to his face, he was still breathing hard and his whole body was still shivering from the orgasm he just had. He started to kiss her deep and didn't lose the grip and she really liked that, it was all about the trust again and she wanted that more than ever before. She wanted him to do with her what ever he wants, even the thought of it made her so wet that she could feel the moisture between her legs.

He could taste himself while he was kissing her and he wanted more, he felt the need to push deep inside her so he turned around and placed her under him. He sat on top of her and looked her into her eyes to get the permission to go on, she was already very far gone but he could feel her wetness and it made him almost go crazy. He leaned into her face and said: "Spread your legs!" She did what he said and it took him all his strength to not immediately push into her. He started to kiss her labia and when he heard how she groaned out his name he pushed his tongue into her. Her body started to buckle and she clinched into the bedsheet she bit her lips and fellt herself so close to the edge that she wasn't sure if she could hold on any second longer, but right in that moment when she felt the orgasm coming he stopped and she came down a little. He did this three times and she was so wet and so turned on that she screamed out loud. From far away she heard Trevor saying: "So, you want me to let you come, right?" She nooded cause she felt to weak for any other response. She felt him entering her with his finger but she was to wet to really feel his fingers inside her with pleasure. He softly started to massage her clit and she heard herself begging: "Trevor, please, please!"

He enjoyed how she screamed his name and he put a little bit more pressure onto her clit. Olivia felt the little sharp pain when he pressed her clit and then she felt the soft waves of relieve coming and she was so glad cause she thought she would explode if he wouldn't end it right that moment.

When she could breath again, she pulled him back on top of her cause the first orgasm wans't enough to take the wetness between her legs away and she pulled her legs around his hips so that he didn't have another chance than entering her.

After she made him come again and he made her come again they lay in bed, she snuggled onto his breast and she was falling asleep again, she felt him kissing her forehead and stroking her hair and she closed her eyes and allowed herself to just be happy without any fear or doubts about the future or the past.

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