A/N: Haven't updated for a while haven't I. Well..here's another story that is based on my OC on Pokemon Summer Academey by Alvin Firesage. Well I'll stop talking and I'll let you guys read the first chapter of 'Painful Sentiments'!
I hate this...
"Young Mistress!"
Always...why? Why? For once why can't I make my own decisions for myself?
"Where are you young mistress?"
Its pointless to look for me...I won't be there...
"Please come out!"
I don't want to...I'm always in one place, ever since I was a child, the problem was...I'm not one anymore...
"Your father will get very angry!"
I don't care... Not anymore... That man no longer cares about me, he no longer cares about my feelings.
"You'll get into trouble again!"
Trouble? I never get into trouble, and I never even wanted to cause trouble in the first place...but...this is the only way I could think of...
"Where is that child?"
I smiled a bit. They really don't know me well enough. They can look all they want...I'm sure you'll never find me. I thought and opened a window that was large enough for me to jump outside. The maids kept running around, clueless to what I was planning.
"Adelaide!"
I stopped in my tracks and looked back and saw my father looking for me. "Papa?"
"Adelaide! Where are you?"
"Papa...I'm sorry." I whispered and jumped out of the window. But this decision of yours...this time I won't obey it, this time, I'll decide what to do with my life, even if its only this one time, this is the only way I can be content with my life, without feeling...without feeling this pain in my heart.
I took one last look at my estate, the place where I was born and raised in...The place where I've spent the best times of my life in. But...
"Nii-sama!" a young girl's voiced cried with tears in her eyes. "Nii-sama! Please wake up! Nii-sama? Nii-sama? NII-SAMA!"
But it is also...the place with the most painful memory...and with that thought, a tear drop and I successfully left my home, tears flowing in the wind as I ran...
"Did you find her?" my father asked a maid.
The maid shook her head with a worried and scared look on her face. "I'm sorry sir, but..." she showed him an envelop with a piece of paper inside that was folded neatly in two.
The old man read what was written and a few minutes later he dropped it with a surprised look on his face.
"Sir?" the maid asked.
"Call the general." the old man said with a shaky voice. "I need to discuss matters with him..." the maid excused herself and went to the telephone as the middle aged man sat to the nearest chair while hiding his face with his hand and read the letter again with shaking hands, just to be sure he wasn't dreaming.
Papa,
Please forgive me, but this is the road I have chosen, please don't try to stop me...It's the only way I can finally grant my wish, even if it is dangerous, I will endure everything to get it granted...
No, this isn't about being free and becoming the best, for now I have discarded my dream of becoming a Pokemon Trainer, I know it is painful for you and Mama not to see me off like this, but this is my decision, and I can no longer obey your wishes, just this once, I have decided for myself.
Don't worry, I will return in time, but until then, I wish you the best of health, and because you won't let me go to where that demon's son is, then I shall find another way. This is my resolution, I won't let them get away so easily...not after what I saw with my own eyes what they did to Nii-sama. And once more...
I'm sorry...
Your daughter,
Adelaide von Spitzfield
A/N: Short, I know. Oh and please tell me what you think! Haven't wrote a good chapter that actually makes me feel good lately...And please no flames...:(
Oh! And special thanks to Alvin Firesage for making me think of this story! ^^