I have so many issues with this fic, and I don't know why. But since I started writing it, I won't stop. It may be only a two or three shot, so yeah...
Logan walked into the living room of apartment 2J. Carlos and James were on the couch playing video games. "Where's Kendall?"
"Out with Jo," James said.
Logan sighed. "Of course."
"What's up?" James wanted to know.
"I just wanted to talk to him about something."
"Well, you can talk to us."
Carlos paused the game and stood. "Not me. I have a date with Stephanie. See ya!" He walked away, off to meet his new girlfriend.
James rolled his eyes when the door shut. "Fine. I'm here to listen."
Logan sat on the couch next to James. He really wished Kendall was around. Before they moved to LA, Logan could talk to him about anything. They used to be so close. Logan missed that. He needed to talk to Kendall about what was going on with him.
"You look upset," James said. "What's wrong?"
Logan looked at James. He figured James would do. He and James had gotten a lot closer after all. James used to be really close to Carlos, but then Carlos started chasing after girls and recently started dating Stephanie. It was natural he and Logan gravitated toward each other.
"I'm just... confused," Logan finally said.
"About?"
Logan ran a hand over his face. "Jesus. OK. This is about to get awkward."
"Alright..."
"I'm confused about my... sexual orientation."
Logan saw James blush and found it weird. "Oh?"
Logan groaned. "I'll leave you. Now you're freaked out by me." He started to stand.
James grabbed his arm. "Don't go." He chuckled. "I'm not afraid you're gonna jump me or something. So, why are you confused?"
"It's just... for the past few years, I've been... noticing guys a lot more. I mean, I still like girls, but am starting to think I', attracted to guys too."
"Well, I don't think there's anything wrong with that." James put a hand on Logan's shoulder. "You know-"
Kendall walked in. "Hey, guys. Logan, I need help with our Math homework. My mom's gonna ground me if I fail the next test."
Logan laughed and shook his head. "OK. Let's work on it in our room." He turned to James. "Thanks for listening."
James pouted when they were gone. "Damn."
...
Several days passed and the conversation was still on James' mind. He was amazed that Logan was going through the exact same thing. Though James' confusion was more recent. James was so close to telling Logan, but stupid Kendall walked in. Kendall just ruined everything. He convinced Carlos to ask Stephanie out, causing James to lose his best friend. And even though James was getting closer to Logan, he could tell Logan missed hanging out with Kendall. James was just second best in Logan's eyes. He didn't know why it hurt so much.
James looked over at Logan. He was playing dome hockey with Carlos, laughing. James couldn't help but think Logan had a cute smile.
Kendall walked in. "Carlos, the girls are waiting for us."
"Hold on," Carlos said. "Let me finish kicking Logan's ass."
"What? I'm winning!" Logan cried.
"Carlos," Kendall whined. "We're gonna be late."
"Fine." Carlos reluctantly walked away from the game and left with Kendall.
Logan laughed and joined James on the couch. "So. What do you wanna do while they're gone?"
"Can I talk to you first?"
"Uh... Sure."
"Remember how you told me you're confused about your sexual orientation?"
"Of course I remember."
"Well... I've recently been going through the same thing."
"Really?"
James nodded.
"Wow. Self-proclaimed ladies man may like dudes."
"I know. Crazy, right?"
"Yeah. It is," Logan agreed. "So, um, wanna watch a movie?"
"Sure."
"What do you wanna watch?"
"I don't care. You pick."
Logan stood and went to the DVD rack. He could feel the tension that had suddenly formed in the air. As he browsed through the movies, he wondered where the tension had come from. And what kind of tension was it? Logan shook it off and grabbed one of his favorite japanese horror movies. Lots of blood and guts would get rid of the tension.
When Logan put the DVD in, James groaned. "You and these stupid fucking J-horror movies."
Logan sat back down and grinned. "You secretly love them too."
"Keep telling yourself that. Freak."
"Shut up. The movie's starting."
James kept glancing at Logan while they watched the movie. The giggles Logan let out during the gross scenes were adorable. James realized his sudden attraction to Logan was only because he knew Logan liked guys too. But he didn't care.
James moved closer to Logan. Logan gave him a confused look. He held his breath when James touched his cheek. "James. What are you-" He was cut off by James' lips on his.
It was a little awkward at first. Neither boy was quite sure what to do. Though both had kissed girls before, neither had kissed a guy, let alone one of their best friends. But soon, they got used to it. Their lips started to move in sync with each other. James' hands ended up in Logan's hair, and Logan's went to James' waist. Logan ran his tongue across James' lips, asking for entrance into his mouth. James let it happen, a moan escaping him. After some time, they pulled apart.
"Well," Logan said. He moved back a little from James.
"Sorry," James said with a blush.
"It's OK."
"Um. How was it for you?"
Logan sighed. "It was... pretty good."
James smiled. "Yeah. It was. So, um, I have an idea. Feel free to shoot it down if you want."
"Alright..."
"We're both kind of confused, right?"
"Yeah."
"Well, why not... experiment with each other? I mean, who better to do something like this with than your best friend?"
Logan bit his lip and thought about it. A pro was that he could figure out if he really liked guys that way. A con was that their friendship could be ruined. "If we do this," he told James, "we need some conditions."
"Like what?"
"We have to keep ourselves from falling for each other. That could hurt our friendship."
"Good point. What do we do if one of us starts to fall?"
"We tell the other and end it. No hard feelings or awkwardness."
"I like that plan."
"So we have a deal?" Logan asked.
"Deal. Can we make out some more?"
"After the movie."
...
Two weeks passed. Logan and James had yet to go beyond making out. things would've gone farther if people hadn't kept unknowingly interrupting. If they were in Logan's room, Kendall would walk in-they sometimes forgot to lock the door. When they would go to James' room, Carlos would be there. Their friends were hardcore cock blockers and didn't even realize it.
"So, you're hanging out with Kendall today?" James asked Logan.
"Yeah. I feel the need to tell him about my bi-curiosity."
James chuckled. "I should tell Carlos. Should we tell them about... us?"
Logan shrugged. "I guess. Then they'll know to leave us alone sometimes."
Kendall walked in then. "Hey, Logan."
Logan got off the couch. "Hey. Ready to go?"
"Um. Actually..."
Logan sighed. "Jo wants to see you."
Kendall smiled sheepishly. "Yeah. Are you cool with that?"
Logan sat again. "Whatever."
Kendall walked up to Logan and ruffled his hair. "Thanks, buddy. We can hang some other time. I promise."
"OK."
"At least you got James."
James smirked and said, "You have no idea."
"Shut up," Logan said and smacked James.
Kendall gave them a confused look. "Right. Well. You guys have fun."
"We will!" James called while Kendall walked out the door.
Logan hit James again. "You're such an ass!"
"But now this ass is all yours. Mrs. Knight is gonna be out for hours, Katie is off getting into trouble, and Carlos is... doing Carlos things. We're alone."
Logan laughed and stood. He began to walk away.
"Where are you going?" james asked with a pout.
"My room." Logan turned the corner.
James flew over the back of the couch and ran after him. When he got to Logan's room, Logan was sitting on his bed. James shut and actually remembered to lock the door. He walked over to Logan. Logan moved back on the bed as James crawled toward him. Logan leaned against the headboard, and James straddled him.
"I will murder any fucker who interrupts us," James said. He'd been wanting to do more than just kiss Logan since the first time.
"I'll help you hide the body-slash-bodies," Logan told him.
"Good." James took off his shirt.
Logan raised his eyebrows. "Aren't we getting ahead of ourselves?"
"Nope." James tugged at Logan's shirt. Logan let him take it off. "I'm just being prepared. You can appreciate that."
Logan rolled his eyes. "I guess. I-"
James-as he always had to-shut Logan up by kissing him. He ran his hands all over Logan's toned torso. He loved that Logan's breath hitched at his touch. James moved his lips to Logan's neck. Logan groaned with pleasure. He moved his hands down James' back and to his ass. James bit down on Logan's neck, making him gasp.
"You're so bad," Logan said. He grabbed James by the hair and pulled his head back. He united their lips again.
James moved his hands to Logan's pants. He undid and slid a hand down them, touching Logan. This made Logan let out a loud moan. Once he got his bearings, he went and did the same for James.
"Fuck, Logan," James mumbled against Logan's mouth.
Suddenly, Logan was ready to go even farther. He removed his hand from James' pants and pushed James onto his back. He hovered over James, gave him a quick peck on the lips, then ran his tongue down James' body. He grabbed the waistband of James' pants and underwear, and swiftly pulled them off.
James didn't know where this side of Logan came from, but he liked it. "Holy shit!" he cried when Logan took his dick into his mouth. Logan really knew how to use that tongue of his. "Fuck, fuck, fuck, FUCK!" he screamed as he came, Logan swallowing everything he gave. No girl had ever given James a blow job that good.
"Enjoy it?" Logan-who was now sitting-asked with a cocky grin on his face.
James nodded while he got up to sit. "Your turn." He ripped off the rest of Logan's clothes before taking in Logan's cock.
Logan clawed at James' hair as as James sucked him off. His moans grew louder until he finally came, a number of obscenities spilling from his mouth.
James laid next to Logan. "Well."
"Yeah," Logan agreed. "Um. Good job."
"You too. Really good job."
Logan laughed, the moment of awkwardness disappearing. "I'm glad you thought so."
James let out a happy sigh. "Thank god no one disturbed us."
"I know. It was about fucking time."
...
"Sure you're not gonna ditch us?" Logan asked Kendall. Mrs. Knight and Katie had gone out for a girl's night, so the members of Big Time Rush decided to stay in for a guys' night. A movie marathon. All action, comedy, and horror.
"Yes, Logan, I'm sure," Kendall said as he put an arm around Logan and guided them to the couch. "I told Jo that it's just me and my boys tonight."
Logan raised his eyebrows at Kendall as they sat. "She has to work, doesn't she?"
"...Yes..."
Logan chuckled. "You're such a good friend."
Kendall gave Logan's shoulder a squeeze. "I try."
James sat on the other side of Logan. He looked at the pair suspiciously. Logan's face seemed to light up when talking to Kendall. And Kendall looked at Logan differently than everyone else. How had James never noticed it before? Probably because he wasn't messing around with Logan before. Hell, Logan and Kendall didn't even seem to notice it.
Carlos put in the movie of his choice. James scooted as close to Logan as possible. He wanted to mess with the guy. He'd been forced to watch the movie Carlos chose a million times. Toying with Logan would keep him entertained. Logan gave James a questioning glance. James just smirked as he rubbed his knee against Logan's. Logan shook his head. He was not going to play James' game. James, however, liked the challenge. James faked a yawn and leaned his head on Logan's shoulder, forcing Kendall to move his arm.
"Logan," James said, "you make such a comfy pillow.'
Logan laughed. "It's nice to know that's all I'm good for."
"You know that's not all you're good for," James whispered. He was pleased that Logan squirmed a little. Louder, James asked, "Isn't he a nice pillow, Kendall?"
"I wouldn't know," Kendall mumbled, a pout on his face.
After watching the movie for some time, James sneakily ran a hand up Logan's shirt, tickling his side. He felt Logan shiver.
Carlos' movie ended. Kendall stood. "Mine next. Logan will like this. A horror movie," he said and shot a smile at Logan.
Logan grabbed the DVD case. "Ooh. I love this one."
After Kendall sat, James got up. "I'm gonna go to my room for a bit."
"Why?" Carlos asked.
"I'm not sure if I feel so good. Come get me when this movie's over. My pick is next after all." He walked away.
Carlos looked at Logan. "You should go check on him."
"Why me?"
"You're the future doctor."
Logan groaned. "Fine. If I take awhile, don't come get me." He knew what James was up to, and didn't want the others seeing anything.
"Why not?" Kendall asked.
"Do you want to deal with a whiney James too?"
"Good point. Just... hurry if you can."
Logan pat Kendall's head. "I'll try. You know how the drama queen can be though."
"Good luck, my friend."
Logan got up and walked to James and Carlos' room. He was ready to bitch James out for wanting to mess around during their movie night. James knew how much Logan enjoyed movies. But all that melted away when he stepped into the room and James' lips were on his. He heard the lock click and pulled back. "What are you up to?"
"I have no idea what you're talking about." James kissed at Logan's neck. "You have a thing for Kendall."
"No I don't!"
"You do."
"I don't."
"But I don't care."
"I don't like Kendall that way."
"You and I aren't serious anyway."
"You're not listening to me."
"As long as you don't think of Kendall when we're all hot and heavy, it won't bug me."
"I don't-"
James kissed him once. "You'll realize it one day. But right now, I'm horny."
Logan rolled his eyes. "Of course you are."
"In fact, I want to fuck you."
Logan snorted. "Dude. No way are you topping."
"Why not?"
Logan guided James to James' bed and pushed him onto it. Logan took off his shirt then straddled James. "You know it's gonna be better this way. Plus, you stopped me from watching a movie I like. You need to be punished."
James felt himself get even harder. He liked the idea. "Well then. Punish me."
"Take off your shirt."
As James did that, Logan removed James' pants and underwear. Then he did the same for himself. Once fully nude, He attached his mouth to James' nipple. He stopped when James started to moan.
"You have to be quiet," Logan said sternly. "I will not tolerate any noise."
James just nodded.
"Good boy." Logan held his fingers to James' mouth. "Suck."
James put a lot of effort into slicking up Logan's fingers. He was glad it seemed to be turning Logan on.
Logan removed his fingers then slowly inserted one onto James. James bit back a hiss of pain. He knew it would get worse before it got better. He nodded to tell Logan to add another finger. It hurt even more when Logan put in a third one. Soon, the pain dulled, and Logan's fingers brushed his prostate.
"Hush," Logan commanded. James hadn't even realized he made any noise.
Logan removed his fingers then spat in the palm of his hand. He lubricated his cock with his saliva then lined up with James' entrance. "Ready?" At James' nod, he slowly made his way inside James. He didn't dare move until James gave another nod. Logan started slow and gentle. He didn't want to hurt James too much. But when James started to move violently underneath him, he went harder and faster. James bit down hard on his own lip as Logan pounded into him. He scratched at Logan's back as he got closer and closer to release. Suddenly, James was coming, holding back a scream of pleasure. Logan soon followed.
When Logan was laying beside him, James said, "Wow."
"Yeah," Logan confirmed.
"I'm so not going to be able to dance tomorrow."
Yeah. If you follow me on Tumblr, this is the fic i was complaining about... No me gusta.