A/N I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING! So many of you have voted yes to Bella being changed so here is the last and final chapter to the story. Thanks for all the reviews and alerts and favorites. I'm so glad you all enjoyed this story. So one more quick note before I let you read on, I've never written a scene where Bella is changed into a vampire and this is my first attempted so please don't get too angry if it isn't right. Anyway on with the story:
After school Bella and Edward walked inside laughing.
"I still can't believe you saw that." Bella giggled.
"Hey, it's not my fault. Emmet has dirty thoughts when he's trying to block me."
"Well maybe you should stop snooping." She teased.
"Maybe you shouldn't be so bossy." He teased tickling her sides making her squeal.
They both just laughed.
"Whoa…" Bella said suddenly nearly falling to her knees.
"I've got you. What's wrong?" Edward asked catching her in his arms.
"It's mama Esme, something is wrong I can feel it? She's…worried."
"I can't read her mind. She's been blocking me out for a while now."
Bella sighed. "What's wrong with my mother Edward?"
"I don't know, but I'm sure whatever it is, Carlisle can help her through it."
Bella just nodded. Carlisle and Esme walked in from the kitchen.
"Hey, how was school?" Carlisle asked.
"I got an A on my history paper, all though I feel like I cheated because I did have help studying from you…the oldest vampire I know."
Carlisle chuckled. "I helped you study. I didn't give your answers. You did nothing wrong."
Bella sighed. "Mama Esme, what's wrong with you?" I know you're worried I can feel it. Please tell me what's wrong!"
"Let's go for a walk Bella, I'll tell you everything."
Bella nodded. She and Esme walked out the door.
"Carlisle, what's going on?" Edward asked.
"When the time is right Edward, I'll explain it all to you."
"Just tell me, is it bad news?"
"No, it's just something very serious."
Edward sighed and nodded. He wished he knew what was going on.
Esme and Bella reached the park and sat down on the bench.
"Bella, have you ever thought about your future?" Esme asked.
"What do you mean? Is this one of those prepare for colleges speeches?" Bella asked
Esme giggled. "No, I mean like your future as in, do you want kids? Do you plan on marrying? What about getting old? Those types of things."
"Yeah, I guess I think about it sometimes. I don't want to grow old, well at least not looks anyway."
Esme giggled. "Perks to being a vampire, you never have to look your real age."
"Yeah, that'd be nice."
"Bella…have you ever thought about being a vampire?" Esme asked.
"Yes." Bella whispered.
"And…what have you concluded?"
"I always thought it would be nice being a vampire. Edward told me he doesn't remember much from his human years so I could forget everything that happen to me. I'd have more strength and power helping build my confidence and…"
"And what?"
"And I could be with my true family forever, I'd never have to lose you or Edward."
"So…you want to be a vampire? Are you sure, this is a big decision?"
Bella nodded. "Yes, I'm sure. I want to be like you Mama Esme. I want to be like my mother."
"Ok, let's go tell the family." Esme smiled as she got off the bench.
They went back home.
Carlisle was waiting by the door as they walked in.
"I can tell by that smile Bella has said yes." Carlisle said.
Esme nodded.
"All right, I'll gather they others. Go on into the living room."
Once everyone was gathered in the living room Carlisle spoke.
"Now, we have all fallen in love in love with Bella since the moment we got here. We consider her about of the family agreed?"
Everyone nodded.
"Well, Esme and I have been thinking very hard about this, and we have already discussed it with Bella and she has agreed to it 100%."
"Wait, agreed to what?" Edward asked.
"Making the change."
"Sweet! Now we can wrestle!" Emmet laughed.
Carlisle laughed. "Maybe once she gets better control over her strength but yes."
"It would be nice not wanting to kill you." Jasper muttered.
Bella gave a nervous chuckle.
"I already consider you my sister." Alice smiled.
"Bella, you really should think about this. This isn't a life I would have chosen for myself and it isn't a life I'd choose for anyone else." Rosalie said.
"I really appreciate all your thoughts but I've made up my mind. I want to be a vampire and I'd rather be doing it with will all you supporting me but even if not I'm still going to do it."
"Absolutely not!" Edward said.
"Edward, this is Bella's choice. She has made this choice on her own." Carlisle said.
"No, she was brain washed by you and the others. She thinks she wants this but she doesn't understand what becoming a vampire really means!"
"She is in the room." Bella said. "And I thought you of all people would support me on this."
"Bella, I love you and I will support anything you want to do but agreeing to be turned into a vampire…into a monster. I will not support that."
"It's what I want Edward. No one is forcing this on me. It's something I want."
"Why?"
"Because I'll feel more comfortable in my own skin, I won't be so shy and low of self confidence. Hopefully I even be able to forget my terrible past. I want to Edward. I'm sorry but I'm going to make the change without or without your consent. I'd rather it be with but if not then…I guess I'll have to deal with it."
"NO YOU WILL NOT!" Edward yelled.
Bella flinched back. Edward never yelled at her before…Edward never yelled period.
"Edward." Carlisle said.
"NO! I WILL NOT STAND FOR THIS! BELLA IS NOT GOING TO CHANGE INTO A VAMPIRE!"
"Edward, it's her choice you cannot stop her."
"I WILL DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO MAKE SURE SHE DOESN'T MAKE THE CHANGE! I WILL DO WHATEVER I HAVE TO DO TO PROTECT HER!"
"Edward, calm down! You're scaring her!" Esme scolded as Bella curled into her side whimpering and shaking.
"GOOD! SHE NEEDS TO BE SCARED! SHE NEEDS TO SEE WHAT A TRUE VAMPIRE IS! SHE NEEDS TO SEE WHAT SHE IS ABOUT TO BECOME!"
"Edward stop please." Bella whimpered.
She had never seen him like this before. Where was the calm quiet gentle soft Edward she fell in love with. Edward looked at her with such a hash look it made Bella flinch back and shake worse. "Please don't hurt me." She whimpered.
"Getting turned into a vampire is going to be the most painful thing your body has ever experienced. I am not about to put you through that kind of pain, I am not about to take away your soul. If you want to kill yourself that's fine I guess I can't stop you but don't expect me to sit around and watch. If you make that change Bella. It's over between us."
With that Edward left slamming the door behind him. Bella jumped and started to cry.
Esme hugged her. "Shhh, you're safe sweetie. Shhh everything is ok."
"I can't make the change if Edward is going to hate me after it's done. I can't!" Bella cried. "But I want this so badly! I don't know what to do."
"Honey, maybe if you go talk to Edward alone and tell him why you want this so badly he'll be more willing to change his mind." Carlisle suggested.
"I don't know if I want to be alone with him."
"Bella, he may be angry but he is still the same man you fell in love with. He'd never hurt you."
Bella sighed and nodded. They were right. If she wanted Edward to support her on this she couldn't hide away and just cry. She had to be brave and confront him. She had to stand up to him.
"I know where he is."
She grabbed her jacket and rushed out the door.
She finally reached the meadow Edward was sitting on the ground growling to himself.
"Edward…" she said slowly.
He spun around and saw her. He jumped up and raced toward her pulling her into a hug. "Please don't hate me. Please don't fear me! I'd never ever hurt you. I'm so sorry I screamed like that. I'm so sorry I scared at you. Please don't be scared of me."
Bella hugged him back. "It's ok. I'm not scared of you. I know you won't hurt me. I forgive you for lashing out like that."
"Thank you."
He kissed her forehead.
"Now, I've listened to what you had to say about my change, please listen to what I have to say. Let me tell you why I want to be a vampire."
Edward sighed and nodded. He took her hands in his. Bella took a deep breath and let it out.
"This isn't about the powers I'll get or the strength I'll get. It's about who I should be and who I am. I've always felt out of step…like literally stumbling though my life. I've never felt normal, because I'm not normal. I don't want to be. I've had to deal with death, loss, and pain in your world but…I've also never felt stronger more…real more myself because it's my world too. It's where I belong."
Edward smiled at her. "I want to make the change because I feel safer and more comfortable in your world than I do in my own. I feel more like myself. Please Edward. I can't do this without your support. You don't have to agree with it just support me."
"I'll support you and agree to it under one condition."
"What's that?"
"You let me do it. Let me make the change."
"You were always going to be the one to do it. I wouldn't have it any other way."
"Ok, but Bella, you do realize how much this is going to hurt?"
"I know. I felt it before. Aro was going to turn me but then decided he didn't me to be a vampire and so he sucked the venom out. I know it's going to hurt but in the end. I know it will be worth it."
"Ok, let's get home then."
They both made their way home.
"Edward has agreed." Bella said.
"Do you feel confident you can do this Edward?" Carlisle asked.
"Yes, I've see you do it enough times."
"Ok, let's get everything ready. Bella, go on upstairs and get comfortable in bed."
Bella and the other Cullen kids went upstairs. Esme followed Carlisle into his office.
"Is there anything we can do so it doesn't hurt her?" Esme asked.
Carlisle smiled softly. "I wish there was. All we can do is be there holding her hand so she isn't alone."
Esme nodded. He got some stuff from his office before going upstairs.
Bella was laying in bed with Edward by her side. The others were gathered around her bedside.
"Are you 100% sure this is what you want Bella? Once you make the change, there is no going back."
"I'm sure."
"Ok, Edward remember you don't want to suck any of her blood, just inject her with the venom." Carlisle said.
Edward nodded and took Bella's wrist. "I love you so much Bella. I'm so sorry this is going to hurt you."
"I love you too Edward. Don't be sorry. I want this pain."
Edward took a deep breath and let it out. He put her wrist to his mouth and bit down. His none beating heart broke as Bella screamed. He pulled his teeth out and kissed the wound he had left. "I'm so sorry Love, I'm so sorry." Edward cried.
He hated what he had just done to her. Yeah, she wanted it but that didn't make it any easier. Bella screamed in agonizing pain. She writhed around on the bed. Her body felt like it was on fire, her insides were being burned to ash.
"Ed-ward!" she choked out.
"I'm here Bella, I'm right here baby." Edward said taking her hand in his.
"Esme!"
"I'm here sweetie. Mommy's right here. Just hang in there you're doing great." Esme cooed taking her other hands.
Bella started to see flashes of her human life, all stuff she went through with her father and with Aro flashed through her mind. She screamed louder and thrashed harder no longer able to tell where she was or who she was with. She could hear soft comforting voices but she couldn't tell who they belonged to. She just focused on getting to them. That was all she cared about was getting back to the comforting voices who would make everything better.
After was felt like years but only turned out to be a few days the pain stopped and Bella had blacked out. Edward and Esme hadn't left her side the whole time. Not even to hunt. Bella started to stir.
"She's waking up." Esme said.
Her eyes fluttered opened but then closed and she slowly opened them again. She looked around. "Where…where am I? What…what happen to me?"
As she looked around she noticed everything looked crystal clear. She could see 20/20 vision. She could hear the conversation a couple was having down the street. She could smell the hotdogs someone was making two doors down. It was amazing. Her throat was burning but other than that she felt good.
She sat up and saw her family. "Mommy, Edward." She smiled.
"Bella!" Edward hugged her tightly.
She giggled and hugged him back. "Ow!"
Bella pulled back. "Sorry I forgot about my strength." She muttered.
"Awww man!" Edward pouted.
"What?"
"You don't blush anymore." He teased.
"Good." Bella giggled.
"How do you feel?" Carlisle asked.
"Pretty good. My throat is burning."
"Here, drink this it will help. I caught it this afternoon."
Bella took the cup Carlisle handed to her. Whatever was is in cooled the burning in her throat and it tasted like heaven.
Once she was finished she gave the cup back to Carlisle.
"Bella, what do you remember?" Esme asked.
"I have a select few memories of me and my mother but other than that all I remember is all the adventures I had with you guys."
"Bella, who is Charles Evanson?" Rosalie asked.
Bella shrugged. "I don't know. It's a mystery to me."
Everyone smiled. Helping Bella adjust to her new lifestyle wouldn't be too hard. But Bella had no memories of her old life and she had courage and bravery and self confidence. She was going to be ok. They had helped her heal and solved the mystery of who this girl really is. The conclusion, she was Esme's long lost vampire granddaughter.
A/N sorry if the ending was bad :( I can't write good endings. Anyway I hope I did the change ok. The speech Bella gives to Edward in the meadow is used in the Eclipse movie. I DO NOT own any rights to it. Thanks again for all the reviews and for adding me/my story to your alerts/favorites. Here is the summary to my next story:Phil the Evil Vampire-Charlie dies a tragic death, Renee suggest Phil adopt Bella, so he does. Then Renee turns up dead. That's when Bella realizes Phil is a vampire, but it's too late because he wins full custody of Bella and takes her from Forks. Can the Cullen's save her before Phil turns her or worse...kills her? I'll try and have the first chapter up soon.