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I'm starting a journal.

The doctors say that this will be therapeutic for me.

Writing down my thoughts.

I don't know about that, but I have to get this out of my head.

Am I going insane? No.

The dreams are back again.

Every night almost.

They're there. People from the past, the present, it doesn't matter. They torment me endlessly and I can never wake up until the dream has run its course.

I haven't had such nightmares in a long, long time.

I thought I had forgotten. Forgotten those days…

Why can't they just leave me alone?

But no…nothing ever leaves me alone.

The pain just keeps coming back and it will never leave.

Nevermore…

The doctors are wrong.

This is not going to be therapeutic.