Disclaimer: I don't own glee, I only own Eric and the idea of this story.
A/N: ok so this is a new story of mine. This idea came to me while I was sitting in global class. I hope you all like it. Warning: Abuse.
P.S. I want to thank everyone who has been reading and review my other stories.
So much has changed over the past few months. I'm surprised no one has caught on, or if they have they just haven't said anything. I think Kurt is catching on the more he see's me but I don't think he's quite figured it out just yet. I wish this nightmare of mine would just end, but no matter what I do he wont let it end.
"Mercedes!" Kurt yells running through the hallway. I turn around and stop.
"Hi Kurt," I say trying to act cheery.
"Can I talk to you for a few minutes…it's really important." he tells me pulling me over to stand by the lockers.
"I have to-"
"Mercedes,…please…I really need to talk to you." he pleads stroking my cheek. I can tell by the way he's looking at me that he knows what has been going on. I feel a little nervous and yet thankful at the same time.
"Look , Kurt-"
"Mercedes!" Eric calls from down the hallway. He runs over to stand beside Kurt and I. he grabs my hand and pulls me into him.
"Come on, Baby, we should get to class." Eric says pulling me away form Kurt. Kurt doesn't get another word in before I'm being dragged down the hallway. Look back and mouth the word sorry at him. The look in his eyes says it all. It's like he's telling me he's the one who's sorry and that he's disappointed. I can't bare to look at the pain on his face anymore so I turn away to follow Eric down the hall. Eric and I have been dating for about 5 months. The first 2 months were amazing. He was the most sweetest guy ever. He brought me roses almost everyday. He bought me things that I wanted and he put up with all my drama. I didn't even think about him being to perfect. But the second I tried to deny something he wanted things went down hill.
I feel him let go of my wrist once me are far enough away from Kurt. I drop back to my place to walk behind him with my head down. I just don't understand it. Why was it the sudden change. He wanted something from me that I wasn't ready to give. I thought he would understand. But when I said no and I pushed him away from me he got angry. He was like a completely different person. Ever since he has become a new person things have been going down hill fast. He told me the other day he doesn't want me hanging around Kurt anymore. He said he didn't like how close we were. I told him he was being stupid and that I didn't care what he said I was still going to hang out with my best friend. He got mad once again. every time I tell him I'm not going to do something he wants me to do he gets worse and worse. Soon my grey long sleeve shirts aren't going to cover up everything. And then everyone will know. I'm surprised my make up works so well. I feel like he now just beats me to claim his property. I tried to run away from him and everything but he told me he knows everything about me and he can find me, and he knows who I hang out with and if I run he'll hurt them. We keep fighting about this I threaten to call the cops and he just laughs in my face and then tells me that his uncle is a policeman. His uncle will drop all charges so it's like nothing ever got reported. It's like I can't touch him. I can't get away no matter how hard I try. I land a few hits and they make a mark but mine are nothing compared to his. He can blame his on his football practice and everyone will believe him. I have nothing to blame mine on. I can't say I feel and hit something because they're to big. No excuse will work for the once on my wrists. They look to much like hand bruises. I gave up trying to slap him in the face. every time I did he grabbed my wrist and left a bruise.
I still have bruises there because it's how he pins me somewhere when he wants to abuse me verbally which is normal for him. I wish I knew the real him before I got into the mess.
"Hey, will you hurry up I know this is a lot of work for you but will please try top keep up." he says not looking back. I didn't realize while I was think my walking pace got slower.
"Look, I'm perfectly fine I don't need you talking…" I stop cause he turns around and glares at me. I bite my lip and almost cower under his gaze. I hold my head up as much as I can. He walks closer to me so he's standing right in front of me.
"What was that?" he asks harshly but quietly.
"Nothing," I respond biting my lip.
"That's what I thought, now let's go." he demands as he starts to walk again. Schools goes by the same. He keeps me away from my friends. Until I have to glee. Thankfully he hasn't tried to take that way from me. It's like my sanctuary. I'm safe there. But when I was there it was dull. , blabbed on about our next assignment while we sat there almost bored with who he is picking as the musician. I can feel Kurt's gaze and when I look over at him all I see is sorrow. He smiles at me, but it's not his normal vibrant smile. It's a sad, soft smile. I smile back in the same manner and he points to his pocket indicating he wants me to check my phone. I open the message Kurt sent and read it.
I know what's been happening. I really want to talk to you. I need to know some things before I do something to him. Pleases Cedes, I love you and I hate myself for not figuring all this out quicker. I'm your best friend I should have noticed something was wrong sooner and for that I'm sorry. But now that I know I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I let it continue without trying to do something anything about it. So please talk to me.
I can feel the tears about to run down my face. I can't be here anymore. At least not right now.
" can I please be excused." I call out looking up at him. His face changes o a sincere look.
"Yeah sure go ahead Mercedes." he answers gesturing to he door. I run out of the room. Not caring about anything else but getting to the bathroom to cry in peace.
A/N: So did you hate it? Love it? In the middle? If you didn't like something tell me and if you liked something tell me as well. I would love to hear what you are thinking. If you want me to continue please let me know and I'll do my best to update quickly. Thanks for reading.