Okay, so I don't want people to get the wrong impression. I am NOT obsessed with twilight. I will admit to being obsessed with Harry Potter, candy, Mpreg, Alex Evans, orange juice, reading, SLASH, writing, various other series, music, various other books, werewolves, various other authors, Greek mythology, mythical creatures, pictures (my walls are covered in pictures) and well probably a lot of other things, but I am NOT obsessed with twilight. It really bothers me when people find out I like Twilight and there all like *GROAN* Here's another Twilight/Taylor Lautner/Robert Pattinson obsessive fan.

First off, no offense to Stephanie Meyer, but Twilight is based off a lot of other books. She stole a lot of ideas from a lot of great books. It's just the truth. I also like my vampires burning in the sun and not able to swim. Yes, Taylor Lautner is sexy as all hell. But so is Leonardo DiCaprio (more so in his younger days), Boo Boo Stewart, Nick Jonas, Channing Tatum (*Sighs* If only I had chance, I would be all over him.), Jake Gyllenhaal, Chris Brown (doesn't sing the music I like and is a woman beater, but sexy), pretty much any Emo guy on the face of this planet (Okay maybe that's exaggerating a little, but it's the truth) and SO MANY other guys. Guys are just sexy in general, and I am not obsessed with Taylor Lautner. Maybe Alex Evans, but hey, he's so sexy. Anyways, oh and Robert Pattinson. Okay I don't know about you, but every time I see him, I think of him as Cedric Diggory, dead on the ground. He's also probably one of the ugliest guys I have ever seen in my entire life.

So no, I am not obsessed with Twilight. But, the thought of Edward and Jacob together is pretty sexy, so that's why I wrote this. I also think Seth and Jacob are also sexy together, so I might write them together. Anyways, I think I have ranted enough; I'll get on to the story now.

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WARNINGS: Slash slash and more slash.

Can't be helped

Chapter one

Edward pulled the body of his sleeping lover closer into him. It was always nice to be able to snuggle up to something so warm after a century of being so cold. Jacob's body was the first ever to make him actually feel warmth, no matter how small it was. That bitch of a person Bella never even came close. He never actually loved her, she was just a cover up because he was afraid to tell his family that he was gay, and in love a werewolf. Shape shifter, to be exact.

They took it pretty well, actually. His family that is. Well, as well as anybody would take walking in on two guys making out. Rosalie took the longest to come around, but she was pretty cool with it. They all were. And she was ecstatic when she found out that 'the human girl' would never be back.

Bella took it the hardest. She totally withdrew from everyone. It was well known by everyone that she was a psychotic bitch who cut herself. After a few months of erratic behavior, and numerous attempts to kill Jacob, she was locked up in the psych ward at the hospital. So she was no longer a problem to us.

It's the pack that had the real problem. To the Quileute's, homosexuality was a sin, the biggest sin you could ever commit. They brutally beat Jacob. Sam even raped him. Seth was the only one who stood up and tried to protect Jacob. He was also the one who brought Jacob's battered body to the Cullen's house. When the pack found out, they beat Seth mercilessly and left him for dead. Luckily Emmett got to him in time to save him. He left the pack and neither Seth nor Jacob had set foot on Quileute land since.

He watched the peaceful face of his boyfriend contort into one of terror. He started thrashing around, whimpering and crying out in fear. Jacob was having another nightmare. It had been three months since the terrible ordeal he went through and he still had nightmares.

"Shhh… Baby it's me. You're safe, you'll be fine. Shhh… Jacob listen to me, it's Edward. Sweetie, wake up. Shhh… wake up Jake. Jake, come on baby wake up." Edward whispered, gently stroking his hand up and down the side of Jake's cheek and shaking him slightly.

After a few minutes Jacob awoke, gasping for breath. His terror-tear filled eyes searching out his enemies. When he caught site of Edward he instantly cried out his name and collapsed sobbing against him. Jacob took hold of Edward's shirt, clawing his way further into his chest. He cried harder and harder, gasping for breath, and buried his face against the cold rock hard chest that was his boyfriend.

"I felt it happen again, Edward. I fel-elt-elt it again," Jacob gasped out.

Edward laid his head on top of Jacob's, burying his face in the soft black locks. He rubbed slow, gentle, circles into his back; and shhh'd and whispered sweet nothings into the ear of his distraught lover. Jacob laid in the arms of his boyfriend, needing and drawing on the comfort that Edward being there brought him. After twenty minutes Jacob finally calmed down and just relaxed farther into his beloved's embrace.

"I'm sorry. I know I've been a baby. I'm so sorry Edward. I just can't help it. It hurts so bad," Jacob said, on the verge of tears again.

"Shhh… it's okay baby. You have good reason to be upset. Shhh… I'm here. I won't let the pack hurt you anymore. It'll be okay, I'm here," Edward said, wrapping his arms around the younger boy and successfully meshing their bodies together.

"I love you so much Edward. I don't know what I would do without you," Jacob said, a few tears dripping out of his chocolate brown eyes.

"Lucky for you, you'll never have to find out," Edward said, smiling as he felt the young wolf smile into his shoulder. "Now, you're exhausted. Go back to sleep, I'll be here when you wake up."

Jacob smiled and closed his eyes. He was almost asleep, Edward was still sitting up and he was resting in his lap with his head against his shoulder, when the sound of footsteps storming down the hall and the bedroom door slamming open jolted him awake. He opened his eyes, and looked over Edward's shoulder.

He was shocked to see a gasping Jasper standing in the doorway. His eyes were wide and pitch black, and his chest was moving up and down, almost as if he was trying to catch his breath. Jacob found that strange, seeing as vampires didn't need to breathe. Jasper looked surprised and then embarrassed at having walked in on such an… intimate moment.

"Sorry I know this isn't a good time. But we have a problem. Quil and Embry just showed up covered in blood, the pack not far behind them," Jasper said after getting himself under control. Jacob stood up instantly alert, Edward not that far behind him. Well at least we now knew why Jasper was out of 'breath'. He was trying to keep his bloodlust under control. This should be interesting. Even though he trembled at the thought of facing his attackers, Jacob bravely followed the two vampire 'brothers' down the stairs.

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