A/N: Hi yall! I've been working hard and I hope this chapter shows it! My editor spent a lot of time on this chapter in editing and checking grammar very page, so I do hope the wait was well worth this chapter!

There is a flashback in the middle of this story which will be italic, assuming doesn't mess with my work again. Please R&R if you can! I would like to know how people feel about the progress! Oh- and this will contain a super duper yummy lemon~! This will be why this story is rated M! If you do not approve of lemons I will tell you it is in the flash back sequence. Hopefully you will not have issues; if you do I am sorry. For those who do not mind the lemon please be warned this is my first time officially writing one so please be gentle with reviewing it! Thank you once again, and please enjoy!

Ciel rolled in his bed, a pout obviously apparent on his face, even though it didn't quite go with his older body. "He already knows I don't need sleep and yet he leaves me without so as much as a book." Ciel sighed, turning onto his back to stare up at the wooden canopy. Not even five minutes after Sebastian had left, Ciel woke up feeling lonely and bored.

He turned his head slightly to see the navy blue curtains of the bed. The curtains were made from soft silk that had kept its beautiful shade and texture for all his years. His eyes changed back to their ocean blue and purple contract. Ciel placed his hand over his contract eye, closing it, sensing Sebastian's mind. It seemed like the butler was still walking through the halls of the mansion. After Ciel had become a demon and spent more one- on-one time with Sebastian, he was able to discover the different abilities he possessed. This included being able to track his lover and mildly being able to read the emotions of Sebastian's mind.

He removed his hand, a small smile on his face. Before, this would be something no one would believe the Earl to be capable of. After that first year, when that weight was lifted from him, he let his emotions out more freely.

Ciel blushed a bit, shifting to his side, his grey bangs falling over his face. He knew what Sebastian was thinking; he really was and had always been a completely different person in bed. Here, no one could see him, not that he cared much for the opinions of others. In this room, his emotions ran freely, to points where he could no longer control them. Shyness, embarrassment, joy, and even love…these were feelings he was able to feel once more with Sebastian. Things he was never able to feel when he was human. The one feeling that never returned to him was fear. That was the one thing he was proud had not come back to him after he gave himself completely to Sebastian.

He tilted his head up slightly to see one of Sebastian's night shirts laid on his pillow. Ciel decided he felt cold and rather than use the blanket, he reached over for the night shirt. His arms were now long enough to reach, but he was still small. Though, not as small as before. Thankfully, the shirt was fully unbuttoned. Ciel wrapped himself in it, kicking off the bed sheets. His eyes glazed over, a tint of red filling them, half lidded as Sebastian's scent ran through all of his senses. He nuzzled into his pillow as he continued to let his mind wander.

~How did it get to this again…~ Ciel closed his eyes, a smile on his face as he drifted off to sleep once more.

Ciel's red eyes opened wide as he shot up from his bed. A loud crash had awoken the young demon from his "sleep" and he could feel a sense of disgust he couldn't quite place. He assumed someone must have broken into the house, since he could hear what seemed like fighting coming from the front of the town house. Ciel decided to ignore it and leaned against the bedpost. Sebastian could handle whatever it was.

~He'll be here in five minutes with tea and an apology for the noise. ~ Ciel contemplated in his mind. That was the ideal butler for you. Ciel frowned slightly. It would be his ideal butler if the dark haired man would just smile at him more. Even one of those taunting smirks would suffice. Ever since Ciel had become a demon, Sebastian had ceased all smiling and teasing. He only ever wore a frown on his face.

Ciel gave out a trembling breath as he closed his eyes. Maybe he was mistaken in thinking that his butler might have cared for more than his soul. To care… for his heart as well… That was something Ciel would only give to Sebastian, and no one else. Ciel had been hoping that this first year together as equals would enable him or Sebastian to confess their feelings, though, it seemed that only Ciel was harboring them. Throughout their years together, Ciel felt that Sebastian was showing care and love through the little actions and extra protectiveness he gave the young earl. That perhaps he would choose to be with the boy forever after their contract ended. Well, at least he got that.

Ciel opened his eyes, now their natural blue with the contract. He looked to the side, spotting the wooden clock that rested on his nightstand. It had been close to eight minutes now, and the whole house was silent. Ciel's irises flickered, the red softly working its way into his eyes. Something did not feel right to him. Ciel growled under his breath, closing his eyes tightly. "Sebastian. Come here." Ciel waited.

His eyes widened. Nothing. He heard nothing. No walking in the hall, no draft of wind. "Sebastian!" Still nothing. Ciel eyes turned completely blue. Ciel couldn't see it, but he could sense the bond and the contract itself fading. ~No…it's not possible for him to…~He stood up from his bed, stepped out of his room and went down the hall towards the place where he heard the crash.

The hall was dark, but being a demon now meant that he had no need for lights. As he walked, he could hear something speaking, but couldn't make the voice out. Even though his sense of hearing was usually better, he couldn't control it very well because his human emotions were taking over. He followed the sound until he came upon the white double doors that lead into the living room. He pressed his ear against the door, regretting it as soon as he did.

"Oh, Bassy~! You'll really let me have you over that horrid brat!" Ciel's eyes burned red with anger as he recognized the voice quickly. He stepped back and swung the doors open, causing them to slam against the walls.

"What is the meaning of this?" As soon as Ciel let out his roar, his heart broke at the sight in front of him. That bloody red shinigami was on top of Sebastian. To make matters worse, Sebastian was topless and he didn't seem to be fighting Grell off.

Grell looked up and smiled, waving towards the younger demon. Sebastian barely moved to meet Ciel's gaze. His face held no expression. Ciel felt tears form in his eyes as he stood there taking in everything. Sebastian seemed to notice the tears that were threatening to fall and his face immediately filled with concern. "Bocchan, I— " The moment Sebastian spoke, Ciel turned and ran as fast as he could back to his room. His heart was pounding against his chest, breaking apart. As he ran, he could hear Grell scream out, "Why Sebas-Chan?"

Ciel reached his room and slammed the door so hard that it locked. As he attempted to catch his breath, he could hear Sebastian rushing after him down the hall towards the room. His heart beat faster and faster as the footsteps got closer. He gripped his nightshirt around the area where his heart was, the pain becoming too much.

"Bocchan!" Ciel gasped as he heard the pounding against the door. "Open, my lord. It is not what you think!" Ciel covered his ears, not wanting to hear Sebastian.

"Leave me alone!" Ciel yelled, attempting to keep the sadness out of his voice. He failed, as he heard it come out weak and choked. Ciel kneeled on the floor, his hands coming to his face. His eyes widened as he realized that he had been crying the entire time. ~This isn't right! I am a demon now! There should be no feelings in me, especially not being able to cry. ~ Ciel continued to sink to the floor, his tears falling on the carpet.

He could still hear Sebastian pounding on the door. "My lord, please answer me!" Ciel was becoming fed up with the older demon.

"I said leave! That is an or—" Ciel was cut off from finishing his command.

"Before you order me to leave my lord, explain to me why you won't allow me to see you." As soon as Sebastian let out his request, Ciel's mind was close to breaking.

"You dare order me?I have no need to justify my actions!" He now stood facing the door, his eyes burning red again. Anger was the only thing powering him right now, despite the tears that kept falling.

"Bocchan, I sense your hurt, but I do not know why. If you would tell—"

"Are you really that stupid!" Ciel's mind snapped at that moment as he ripped open the door, his demon strength kicking in. He saw the bewilderment on Sebastian's face as he stood there breathing heavily. He could feel the tears falling down his face, but he no longer cared. Before he could realize what was happening, he reached forward and grasped Sebastian's shirt, pulling him forward, down to his eye level. How idiotic could his butler be to not know? "It's because I love you!" Ciel yelled, his knuckles turning white from his tight grip on Sebastian's shirt. Ciel stared at Sebastian with a cold glare, waiting for the butler's response. Silence was the only thing he received. Ciel growled, and pushed Sebastian away from him harshly, the elders' body being thrown back against the hallway wall. Ciel turned away; he could feel the pain in his chest as he started to go inside his room again. Ciel had yet to step in his room when he felt Sebastian's hand grab his arm, pulling him back into the hallway

"What're you—" Ciel's eyes widened as he felt Sebastian place his lips against the blue-eyed boy's. The moment Sebastian's soft lips pressed against Ciel's, a whole spark of explosions ran through Ciel's veins. Ciel tightened his eyes, trying to comprehend what was happening. He had longed for this moment for years, but he wouldn't allow himself to sink into Sebastian's arms. As Ciel was trying to collect his thoughts, Sebastian had already pulled his lips away. Once Ciel felt he could speak again, Sebastian brought the smaller demon into his arms, holding him tightly.

Ciel tried to pull away but stopped as soon as he felt Sebastian's hot breath in his ear. "Suki dai yo, Bocchan." Ciel's eyes widened as he translated the phrase in his mind, shocked with the answer he concluded to. ~What did he just say?~ "I love you, my lord."

Ciel slapped his butler as hard as he could, his head tilted down, away from the butler to hide his tears he could feel forming. "Don't mock me!" Ciel yelled, fighting the pain and hurt in his voice. Ciel couldn't believe how low his butler was sinking. To mock him after he had let out all the feelings he had for said butler. Sebastian repeated the words, attempting to stroke Ciel's face. "I said stop!" He moved to slap Sebastian again, but this time Sebastian caught Ciel's wrist gently.

"I am not mocking you." Ciel felt Sebastian pin him against the wall, as he shut his now blue eyes. He could feel the butler's gloved fingers wiping away the tears that fell down his face.

"You're a liar!" Ciel screamed, his voice beginning to throb from the over use of it. He pulled his face away from Sebastian's hand, shaking it from side to side. He felt Sebastian's hand slam against the wall on the right side where his head was. He opened his eyes and felt his face heat up quickly as he noted how close Sebastian's face was to his. Sebastian's face moved closer to Ciel's as he let out a small hiss.

"Bocchan…you of all people should know…" Ciel felt his breath catch in his throat as he examined the changes in Sebastian's eyes. He could see love, passion, and a hint of lust filling them. "…I never lie." Sebastian placed his lips once more over Ciel's innocent ones. Ciel could feel the power and love Sebastian had through their kiss and this time allowed himself to melt into it. The young lord felt new tears run down his pale face as he returned Sebastian's kiss with all the love he could pour into it.

Thoughts ran through Ciel's mind in those few moments, but they soon faded as the kiss continued. Ciel had waited for this. If only his arms weren't being pinned. Ciel could feel the heat radiate from Sebastian's body against him, which caused the smaller demon to try and pry his arms from Sebastian. Even if Ciel was a demon, there were still things he didn't know yet. One was how to use his super strength without the need to become angry.

Ciel could feel Sebastian pull away from him and he let out a small whine of protest. Ciel opened his eyes slowly, a blush apparent on his face. Ciel was still a tad dazed from the passionate kiss Sebastian and him just shared. He felt Sebastian's gloved hand wipe the new tears that fell on his red cheeks, giving the boy the most loving look ever. This time Ciel did not pull away, instead rubbing his face against the gloved hand. ~Is this real...Please tell me it is…~

"My love, why are you crying?" Ciel's eyes watered more as Sebastian used the name "love".

"B-because…" Ciel scolded himself in his mind for stuttering, but quickly dismissed that thought as he continued. "For once in my life... I am actually truly happy." Though he was crying, his eyes were filled to the brim with love, and for once since he was a child, held a true smile on his face. Ciel looked up to take in the awed expression of Sebastian. "I have been waiting four years for this moment. For you… to want me for more than just my soul."

Ciel noted the change of Sebastian's shocked look as it transformed into a meaningful smile. "My lord…you have always meant more to me than just your soul. Your whole being…your entire existence has always been something I've wanted and craved…to be able to love you for all eternity." Ciel kept the smile on his face as he felt Sebastian's warm lips kiss the eye that held their contract.

"Sebastian…" The butler looked at him and smiled, moving to give the younger boys lips a peck. Ciel looked at Sebastian and gave him a sweet smile after Sebastian pulled away.

"Yes, my love?" Sebastian asked, nuzzling into Ciel's neck. Ciel couldn't help but let out a small laugh at how cat like his feline-obsessed butler was acting.

"Can you let my arms go? They're starting to hurt." Ciel heard Sebastian give out a small chuckle as he felt his wrist being released. As soon as he felt Sebastian hand pull away completely, he quickly wrapped his own little arms around the taller man's neck and nuzzled his face in to it. Ciel could feel Sebastian's throat rumble as he let out another soft chuckle.

"I thought my young lord said his arms were hurting." Ciel was blushing as Sebastian teased him. "If you wanted to hold me, you should hav—"Ciel, tired of being teased, kissed Sebastian softly on the lips. This was his first time initiating it and he could feel Sebastian smile against his lips as he kissed the boy back just as sweetly. The spark ran through Ciel again, just as strong as every kiss they had shared so far.

Ciel felt Sebastian's long arms wrap around the younger demon, pulling Ciel closer to his tall lean body. Ciel mewled softly as he felt his small body press against Sebastian's strong chest. Ciel's face further reddened as he felt Sebastian nip at his lower lip as one of his gloved hands ran down Ciel's exposed thigh. Ciel gave a small gasp at the sudden feelings, and remembered that he was still in his night shirt.

Ciel's grip tensed around Sebastian's neck as he felt the demon's slick tongue work its way into Ciel's mouth. Ciel tightened his eyes, his face scarlet as he allowed the tongue to explore his mouth. He let out a small moan and pulled away gently. His eyes were slightly widened. He wasn't accustomed to this sort of attention, and for once felt very innocent. He laughed slightly though once he noted that Sebastian's eyes were still closed. Ciel saw the older demon smirk as he opened his dark eyes.

"What seems to be so funny my Lord?" Ciel frowned a bit at the formalness of his title in such an intimate moment.

"Ciel..." he mumbled softly. He noted Sebastian's confused expression.

"What was that my Lord?" Ciel blushed, but continued to stare his butler in the eyes.

"Use my name. Though you are my butler, we are still equals. And I always use your name…" Ciel saw Sebastian's face once again turn meaningful as he leaned forward to kiss Sebastian's cheek. Ciel ran his right hand through Sebastian's raven black hair as he felt Sebastian kiss his face towards his ear, biting the lobe under his earring gently.

Ciel let out a small groan that he attempted to keep in. "Of course…Ciel." Ciel's eyes glazed over with lust at how husky Sebastian had said his name.

"Sebastian." Ciel pulled away, and kissed the dark haired man on the lips greedily, pulling Sebastian close to him again. He could feel Sebastian smile as he returned the kiss just as selfishly, pulling Ciel's small body close again. Ciel tightened his arms around Sebastian as he felt the gloved hands run up both his thighs and around the younger boy's waist. He wrapped his legs around Sebastian's waist, deepening the kiss and embrace. Ciel moaned softly as he played with the ends of Sebastian's hair, feeling himself being lifted up from the ground. He could hear his door creak as it opened all the way. His mind raced slightly as the thoughts of what were to happen ran through it.

Being entranced by kissing Sebastian, he barely heard the sound of the door closing and locking. Ciel decided to try what Sebastian did to him earlier, and shyly nipped the older demon's lower lip. The moment he felt Sebastian's lips open slightly, Ciel flicked his tongue over Sebastian's teeth, embarrassed that he was doing it wrong. Those thoughts quickly disappeared as he heard Sebastian give a soft groan of pleasure. The younger demon, gaining confidence, moved his tongue across Sebastian's, tilting his head so that he could better the kiss.

The young earl felt Sebastian's hand run up and down his spine as he began to play with Ciel's tongue as well. Ciel arched his back in an attempt to get closer to Sebastian's warm figure. The way Sebastian used his tongue against Ciel's made the younger demon moan. Ciel ran his hand through Sebastian's hair again, gripping it harshly as Sebastian bit down on his tongue. It didn't hurt as much as it felt pleasurable.

Ciel could feel his body heat up, as he rubbed his smaller form against Sebastian. He blushed the moment he felt a certain part of his body react to the intricate touch against Sebastian's clothed abs. He felt Sebastian groan against him, pushing the boy's lower back closer. Because Ciel's nightshirt was so thin, he knew the older demon could feel every detail.

Ciel thought that he was falling backwards, so he secured his arms around Sebastian, not wanting to lose the heat. Sebastian's sweet lips pulled away. Ciel was about to protest until he felt Sebastian's lips work their way down the smooth ivory skin of the earl. Ciel was already panting from the passionate kiss and writhed in Sebastian's arms as he continued to kiss the boy's neck.

Ciel let out a small yelp mixed with a moan as Sebastian bit down on his neck with some force, breaking the skin slightly. He proceeded to lick the spot, soothing the initial pain. Ciel covered his mouth to muffle out all his moans, embarrassed with the noises he was making. As Sebastian continued to attack Ciel's neck, Ciel felt his back press against the soft sheets of his bed, but still refused to let go of the butler. Even though Sebastian was being somewhat rough, the younger demon could still feel the love Sebastian was pouring into every single caress.

"Sebastian…" Ciel moaned out as he felt one of the gloved fingers run over the clothed chest of the younger demon. Ciel's breathed hitched as the thumb rubbed against one of the boy's nipples. Sebastian pulled away from the boy's neck and smirked as he took in the panting and moaning Lord under him.

He rubbed the same spot again, taking in Ciel's expression. Ciel bit his finger, not wanting to give Sebastian satisfaction. Instead, he grabbed Sebastian's hand and pulled it up towards his mouth. Sebastian gave the boy a curious look but allowed him to continue. Ciel bit the tip of Sebastian's glove, and closed his eyes while tugging on the glove, exposing the older demon's contract hand. Sebastian muffled his groan as he watched the little lord. Ciel's eyes opened again, this time tinted with red. "You are to touch me only with your bare hands. Do you understand, Sebastian?" Ciel commanded, kissing Sebastian's palm. Sebastian smiled and leaned up to kiss the boy on the lips.

"Yes, Ciel." Sebastian moved one of his hands that were holding Ciel to his lips, and he bit off the other glove, tossing it onto the floor. Ciel smiled, as he kissed Sebastian again, then allowing himself to fall back on the bed. Sebastian grinned at him, as he began to unbutton Ciel's nightshirt.

"Hold it..." Sebastian paused his motions and he looked down at his young lord, uncertain if the boy was regretting this. "You are overly dressed." Ciel pouted, moving to a kneeling position. "At least take off the top layers." Ciel mumbled, attempting to unbutton Sebastian's waist-coat. Sebastian laughed slightly behind his right hand as he ran his other hand through the younger boy's slate blue hair.

Ciel huffed with frustration as he tried taking the buttons out. He was halfway through when he felt Sebastian kiss the top of his head, and then moved to his ear. "If you take any longer, I may not be up to our little game anymore." Ciel reddened and scoffed as he continued to tug at the buttons. Sebastian chuckled at the little demon's attempts, and moved to bite Ciel's ears gently, beginning to unbutton Ciel's outfit again. Ciel bit his bottom lip, fighting the hot traces of Sebastian's touch. "Do you require help?" Ciel glared up, expecting a smug smirk on the demon's face but only found a look of sympathy. Ciel sighed and nodded, pulling away from Sebastian and sitting himself in the middle of the bed.

Sebastian started with taking off his jacket, keeping Ciel in the corner of his eyes. From the lighting in the room, he could see Ciel's figure through the white linen shirt, and the top of his exposed chest. He longed for this boy and it was apparent in his eyes.

He laid the jacket on the chair and finished taking of the waist coat. He proceeded to his ties and loosened it quickly, unbuttoning his white pressed shirt. He could see Ciel wiggle impatiently on the bed, and sped up his process slightly. The moment his shirt fell to the floor, Ciel reached up and wrapped his arms around Sebastian, pressing his face against the older man's strong chest. He hands felt the muscular back of the butler and moaned quietly at how amazing this body felt to him. Sebastian pulled the boy's face up, staring into his eyes with love. "Does this please you, Ciel?"

"Yes." Ciel smiled, and leaned up to kiss Sebastian on the lips. He felt Sebastian push him back gently against the bed, not breaking the kiss. Ciel wrapped his arm around the strong neck of the butler, his back falling against the sheets, pulling Sebastian down with him. He heard the bed creak as both their weights were added, and blushed knowing it would be doing that more often tonight. He felt the warm fingers of Sebastian's hands as the butler finished unbuttoning Ciel's shirt. Ciel pulled away from the kiss and hid his face in Sebastian's neck, embarrassed since now that his full body was exposed to Sebastian. Sure this man had seen him nude so many times before but never under such an intimate gaze. He felt Sebastian's eyes run up and down the boy's body, as well as with his hands.

"Perfection…" Ciel blushed at Sebastian's words and tightened his grip on Sebastian. He felt the demon's bare hands trail down the boy's smooth chest and stomach, moving down to the boy's cream colored thighs. Ciel looked up at Sebastian's face and noted the smile on his face and the love in his eyes as he gazed over the younger's body. Ciel smiled and moved to kiss Sebastian's cheek and continued down to his strong jaw line, and down to the butler's neck. Sebastian let out a small groan as his hand grazed over Ciel's hip holding it firmly. "Ciel…I love you." Ciel moved his face, to stare up at Sebastian.

"I love you too, Sebastian." Ciel rubbed his nose against Sebastian's in a cute manner. Sebastian let out a small genuine laugh, and looked his little master in the eyes.

He then let his hand graze over Ciel's erection, which caused the boy to let out another moan. "Sebastian…more…" Sebastian continued to rub his master, kissing the boy's face and neck passionately. Sebastian felt himself begin to tighten from his straining pants, but knew he should focus on his Bocchan first. He continued to lick down the boy's neck, using his forefinger to play with the head of the boy's erection. Ciel moaned, his hips shaking at the sudden attention on his body. Every touch made his skin burn with passion and he only knew that he wanted more of this man. To be connected to him forever. He let out another loud moan at the feeling of Sebastian's warm hands on him. Sebastian nibbled along Ciel's neck, and licked the spot where he had bit the boy earlier. Ciel moaned louder, pulling gently at Sebastian's hair. He never knew that something like this could feel so good.

"Ciel…I don't think I can hold back any longer." Ciel's groaned at the hot way Sebastian whispered in his ear. Two of Sebastian's fingers rubbed against his bottom lips, and Ciel blushed as he hesitantly stuck his tongue out to lick the fingers. He watched Sebastian's eyes, as he allowed the fingers to fall in his mouth. He could see the lust take over Sebastian's eyes, but the gleams of love still remained. He sucked on the fingers in his mouth, twirling his tongue around them as well. Sebastian groaned at the feeling and moved his other hand up and down Ciel's member at a slow pace. Ciel moaned at the touch and bit Sebastian's fingers, knowing that the older demon probably liked some pain. Sebastian bit his own lower lip watching the younger demon take his fingers. He flinched slightly as Ciel bit down on them, and squeezed the boy's member in turn.

He pulled his fingers out of the boy's mouth with a smirk on his face as he pulled away from the boy. Ciel gave him a look of innocence, which made the older demon want to rip his pants off and take the boy now. But he knew he had to go slow with Ciel. This wasn't something to be rushed. They would have each other for the rest of their lives, and he wanted Ciel's first time to be slow and special.

Sebastian kissed down Ciel's neck and continued a path down his chest, stomach and just above the boy's weeping member. "S-Sebastian..." Sebastian closed his eyes, taking in the begging voice of his Bocchan. That voice was music to his ears. The next best thing would be having the boy scream for him, but that would come later on. Sebastian raised Ciel's legs at an angle so his lower half would be more exposed. He licked the boy's member slowly from the base up, holding it up with his left hand. Ciel threw his head back at the feel of Sebastian's tongue, and moved his hands to Sebastian's hair unconsciously. Sebastian grinned at the boy's reaction and continued his ministrations.

He flicked his tongue over the head of the erect member, using his hand to massage the rest. Ciel's hips shook, as he allowed his moans to run out his mouth. He has never felt such pleasure as this, and couldn't help but want more of it. His breath caught in his throat as he felt Sebastian begin to take him into his mouth, inch by inch. He gripped the hair more tightly, panting harshly as his whole body reacted to the sensation.

Sebastian watched the young boy as he started to suck on the boy, swirling his tongue against it. As he continued to suck, he moved the fingers Ciel had just coated to press against Ciel's tight hole. He kept his eyes on Ciel's face to watch for any discomfort, though it was difficult with the boy's tight grip in his raven silk hair. He massaged the spot with his finger as he continued to push the boy down his mouth.

Ciel wriggled his hips, feeling the butler massage him and tried to focus on the butler taking him down his mouth and throat. He knew what Sebastian was trying to do and was happy that he was taking these steps. He felt Sebastian push one of his fingers in, moving it around inside him. It felt strange, but the way Sebastian was attacking his member pushed those thoughts out of his mind as he moaned out loud. Sebastian noticed the discomfort, but continued. Ciel's body tightened around the finger, but quickly relaxed and seemed to be taking the finger deeper. He grinned and proceeded to add the second finger, as he also sucked hard on the boy, tracing teasing patterns on his member with his tongue. Ciel hissed slightly as he felt himself being forced open, tears of pain and pleasure forming in his eyes. ~Relax…breathe and relax...~ Ciel thought to him as he took a breath in, trying to relax his body.

Sebastian moved his fingers in and out slowly, pushing them deeper each time. He moved them in different directions, and curled them slightly looking for—

Ciel let out a pleasurable scream, his back arching off the bed, thrusting himself in Sebastian's mouth. Sebastian smirked and allowed Ciel to thrust in his mouth. After a moment, he pulled the boy from his mouth, a small popping sound as the member fell out. He licked his lips at the pre-cum that had made its way to them. He brushed his fingers against the boy's pleasure spot again, causing another scream to come from Ciel's lips. Sebastian felt Ciel's insides begin to stretch and relax as he started to scissor the boy, opening him more. He moved the rest of his body up and kissed the boy on the lips sweetly.

Sweat drops found themselves on Ciel's forehead as the pleasure and heat began to affect him. He kissed Sebastian back, his arms wrapping around the man's neck. He moaned into the kiss as Sebastian's fingers continued to stretch him. Sebastian moved his tongue into Ciel's open mouth and began to play with the boy's tongue. As their kiss heated, Ciel moved one of his hands down Sebastian's back, completely unnoticed by Sebastian as their tongues fought. Because of that, Sebastian was shocked when he felt one of Ciel's hands rub against his larger clothed erection. He groaned in the kiss allowing Ciel to take over their battle, rubbing himself against the smaller hand. He pulled his fingers out of the boy and chuckled at the whiny protest Ciel gave. He pulled away from the kiss and stared into Ciel's eyes. Ciel smiled softly as he pulled his hand away from Sebastian to stroke his beautifully sculpted face. Sebastian kissed the boy's hand as he moved his other hand down to undo his pants. Ciel blushed and reached down, pushing the pants down off of Sebastian's hips. His eyes widened, his face as red as a tomato now as he saw Sebastian's fully exposed form and rather large member. Sebastian kissed Ciel, and pushed the younger boy fully down on the bed, and placed his arms on both sides of the small body his hips in-between the boy's legs. Ciel placed his hands on Sebastian's shoulders, kissing the dark haired demon fully. Sebastian rubbed his own member, using his own essence as a lubricant. Ciel pushed his tongue in forcibly to Sebastian's mouth to distract himself from what was to come. Sebastian held Ciel's hips, and placed the head of his member at Ciel's hole, pushing only that in. Ciel explored Sebastian's mouth and tried to keep his body and mind relaxed. But the second he felt Sebastian push into him his mind began to pulse. His eyes tightened, but he refused to stop Sebastian any time soon.

Sebastian kept his eyes open during the kiss to watch Ciel's expressions. He continued to press himself in, and groaned as the heat wrapped around him. Ciel's hands tightened on Sebastian's shoulders, causing them to bleed slightly. He could see some tears fall from Ciel's closed eyes, but knew the boy would be too proud to admit the pain. He continued to push himself in until he was at the hilt and his hip bone pressed against the boy's backside. At this point, Ciel's tears fell, but the boy was still focused on playing with Sebastian's tongue. Sebastian remained still to allow the younger demon to get accustomed to the size. He reached one hand down and began to stroke the boy again to release some of the pain. Ciel moaned in the kiss, allowing Sebastian to take control of it.

Ciel pulled away from the kiss and stared at Sebastian's face, and saw how hard Sebastian was trying to stay still. Ciel tried to move his hips but Sebastian kept them in place with his left hand. Ciel whined slightly as he tried to move against Sebastian. Sebastian moved to kiss the spot where he bit the boy's neck, wanting the boy to beg one last time. Ciel knew that was what Sebastian wanted, and he didn't quite care that it was humiliating. He would do anything to continue the pleasure from earlier, for both of them.

"Sebastian…" Ciel mewled, moving his hips up again. Sebastian smirked against the bruised neck.

"What have I told you before about coaxing me into things, Ciel?" Their faces brushed against each other as Ciel wrapped his arms around the strong neck once more, his legs also moving their way around Sebastian's waist.

"T-that is an o-order!" Ciel moaned out, feeling Sebastian move in him with the new position. Sebastian smiled and kissed Ciel's cheek, then looked the boy in the eyes with pure love. "Yes, my Ciel."

Before Ciel could say anything, Sebastian pulled all the way out, only leaving the head in and pushed back into the little body. Ciel threw his head back, letting out a moan at the pleasure that ran through him. Sebastian kept this up at a slow pace, so that Ciel could follow it. He kissed the boy's lips again and moved to his small shoulders, leaving small kisses all over. Ciel moaned with each thrust, raising his hips in time with Sebastian. This was what he wanted. What they both wanted. A literal definition of love making. Their lust was gone; only true and pure love was what fueled them in this act. Sebastian sped his pace on slightly, and Ciel was able to follow.

Sebastian fit in him perfectly, and filled him completely. He continued to moan and pant into Sebastian's ear, running his hands through Sebastian's hair as his newfound lover was taking him to an all-new high. Ciel let out a loud pleasurable moan as Sebastian hit Ciel's prostate straight on. "Sebastian!" Ciel moaned, thrusting his own hips up against Sebastian. Sebastian grinned, and continued to hit that spot, loving the way the muscles contracted against him so perfectly. "Faster…faster, please." Sebastian groaned at how beautifully delicious Ciel's voice sounded. He kissed the boy on the lips once more as he moved faster in and out of the young earl, loving every moment.

Ciel moved his hips in time with Sebastian's thrust, moaning loudly in the kiss. He could also feel Sebastian's moans through the kiss and was happy that he could make the demon feel like this.

Sebastian could feel himself at his end, and knew by the way Ciel's body was reacting that he was close also. He wanted them to come together and knew that his little lover would too. As he went faster and pressed harder in Ciel, he moved one of his hands in-between their bodies and rubbed Ciel's sobbing erection at the same pace. Ciel threw his head back and arched his back into the touch allowing his moans to echo throughout the room.

"Sebastian! I-I'm—"Ciel knew he was about to come and knew he couldn't hold it back. Sebastian bit the boy's shoulder, flicking his thumb over the head of Ciel's member. "Sebastian!" Ciel screamed as his body contorted and tensed as he came. The moment Ciel came, he tightened perfectly against Sebastian causing him to come with his lord.

"Ciel..!' Sebastian groaned loudly as he released himself inside the body. He couldn't hold himself up anymore and collapsed on the boy. Both were panting as their heart rates attempted to slow down. After a couple of minutes, their breathing returned to normal. As Sebastian was about to pull away from Ciel to clean the mess, he felt something like tears on his shoulder. He looked down at Ciel and smiled. "Ciel…" Ciel looked up and gave Sebastian a true smile of happiness and love, the tears of joy running down his eyes.

"I love you so much, Sebastian. Thank you..." Sebastian could feel his heart flutter at the words his little lord spoke and gave Ciel a true smile, kissing the boy's nose.

"I love you as well, Ciel. And I will for all eternity. You do not need to thank me; it is because of you that I have a new reason to live." Ciel stared in shock at Sebastian as tears fell from the brown eyes of the older demon. Ciel leaned up and kissed the demon once more, pouring his whole heart in it.

Sebastian kissed the boy back as deeply, running his hands through the boy's hair. Never in all his eternal life had Sebastian shed a tear, but this boy in front of him caused so many emotions he thought he would never feel or understand to rile up in him. And he would never allow this boy to escape him again.

Ciel fell asleep, a smile on his face as tears ran down it, remembering that magical night that changed his life for all eternity.

A/N: I realized as writing this that this is a lot like how I wrote out chapter two and I apologize to you all who hate repeats, but this is in much more depth for Ciel so I apologize. I also note that I use the words felt and fell a lot in this chapter but I wasn't quite sure what other words I could use. If you have any suggestions please send me a message! Thank you. Please R&R this chapter took me quite the while to write and it came up to about 11 pages so I hope it was worth the wait.