A/N: So I think the second part of this story is going to be called "2 sides of me" in case you didn't catch it, dont know, or not a fan. The titles of the story are from the band Hinder, seriously been obsessed with them lately. "Waking Up The Devil" and "2 sides of me" are songs from their newest album :D.

Justin sat in the chair with his head down and looked horribly sad. He didn't speak or move he just sat there like he was too upset to think or move or do anything at all. Madison stared at him for a while and thought she knew what was bothering him however she had to make sure for herself and see if he was okay.

"You okay?" she asked

Justin sat there deep in his thoughts and didn't hear her

"Justin!" she said louder trying to get his attention

Finally that got his attention and he looked up at her

"Are you okay?" she again asked

"Yeah" he lightly said

"Why do you look so sad? You looked sad earlier, whats really bothering you?" she asked

"I think I hurt Wade. I thought I killed him. I know I shouldn't care...its just..." he said then sighed trying to find the words

"You care about him huh?" she asked

"I thought I did. I mean yeah I do. When he told me he hated me" he stopped and took a deep breath

"I know...I saw it hurt you" she said

"Yeah" he said

"You really like him huh?" she asked

"Yeah...I did. I swear he was nothing like how he was with you guys when he had me. He took me before he met you. I think he was just curious. He was the only one I confided in about me being bi. He was okay with it he didn't judge me for it. When he had me...it felt right. Something about it felt right I started to fall in love with him" he said

"Aww" she smiled lightly

"He's not gay, I dont think. Maybe he is bi too which is why he wanted sex from Heath when he had you, or maybe he was trying to make Heath mad at you so he would leave you and he could comfort you. And he was trying to make you mad at Heath so you would need him for comfort. Its the only thing I can think of. I know he's in love with you" he said

"When you love someone, you dont do that to them. You dont beat them, or rape them" she said as she teared up

Justin frowned. What she said hurt him deeply knowing he had raped Heath he kept trying to tell himself it was simply sex but he couldn't believe it. He knew he raped him. He loved him and he raped him. Justin was very conflicted and confused with his feelings, he wasn't sure who he really loved, or if he really did love either one of them.

"I know. I dont know what his thoughts were when he was doing that" he said

"I got a bad feeling about this" she said

"About what?" he asked

"What Heath just did...what just happened" she said

"Its going to be okay. Heath wont let anything happen to you" said Justin

"He said that before and Wade kept hurting me still" she said

"I know. But he was trying, he would come up with all kinds of scenarios but none of them ever felt they would work. He knew no matter what he tried it would end in him hurting you. He seriously didn't care about himself. He would have killed himself to get you out of there" he said

Madison cringed and put her hand on her stomach

"You okay?" he asked standing up

"I think so" she whispered

Justin walked to her and propped her up more with another pillow and looked at her and she began to breathing heavy and looked as if she was about to cry.

"Is it worse?" he asked

She shook her head no and began to cry

"What is it then?" he asked

"I'm scared! I'm so confused! I dont know whats wrong with me. I hate myself, I feel so dirty, I feel ashamed, betrayed, violated. I just want to die but at the same time I dont. I feel empty. I know I never knew I was pregnant but since finding out and knowing the baby is gone now I feel sad and empty. The poor thing suffered alot at the hands of Wade and I hate him for it! I hate him for everything!I keep thinking in my mind, if he knew I was pregnant would he have beat me like he did, would he have raped me? But I come to the same conclusion everytime I ask it. He would! He wouldn't care, he's just a monster!" she said as she began to sob hard as she grabbed her pillow and threw it across the room then reached to the table grabbing things off it and began throwing them

Justin quickly grabbed her and made her stop and put his arms around her

"Shhh. Its going to be okay now" he said lightly rubbing her head

Moments later Heath walked into the house and looked at them. Justin turned his head and looked at Heath and slowly let her go.

"I think she just had a breakdown" he said

Heath threw his keys onto the table as he walked to her and sat down on the edge of the couch with her and put his arms around her and held her as she sobbed into his chest.

"What happened?" he asked

"She just..started crying and throwing things. Said she hates herself, she feels dirty, ashamed and other things. Losing her baby really hurt her. Wade really messed her up" said Justin

"Yeah...he did" said Heath as he rubbed her head

"its okay baby" he whispered

"No its not! Things just got worse!" she said

"No baby you're safe now" he said

Heath held her in his arms and she sobbed hard for nearly an hour straight till she finally cried herself asleep in his arms. He slowly laid her back down and pulled the blanket over her and rubbed her cheek checking for a fever and stood up and looked at Justin and shook his head. Justin waved his hand to get him to follow him into the kitchen and Heath did.

"What happened?" he asked

"They took samples and stuff they could find from that place. Looked like Wade pretty much tried to clean it up though, it even smelled like bleach, he obviously didn't have time to go back and take out the mattresses though because they were still there but everything was cleaned up" he said

"I dont think we should have done this" said Justin

"Why? He's going where he belongs" said Heath

"I know" he said

"If you're scared dont worry, with him in jail there is nothing he can do" said Heath

"I hope you're right" said Justin as he put his head down

"Its going to be alright" said Heath

Justin nodded his head. Honestly he didn't think anything was going to be alright. He was starting to fear the worst in this whole situation now. The police asked for Madison, Heath and Justin to come to the station a few times through the day for further questioning. They had also gotten all recent medical records and saw the photographs of Madison's bruised and beaten body. They determined that the injuries as well as the vaginal injuries was enough evidence they needed and consistent with their claims. Wade was eventually charged with rape and attempted murder but never charged for murdering her child. Wade was sent to be given a psychological evaluation at the request of Madison.

A/N: I didn't do too much editing to this chapter but I wanted to get it published so I did my best with it, I apologize for any errors. I wanted to get this chapter up for everyone before I had to run out! Hope you enjoy and the second part of this will becoming soon! This isn't over! Trust me ;D