Hi everyone! Thanks for reading my first fic! I was REALLY happy! So happy that I decided to write another one. And for 'Allen's Mistake' I think I'll do a sequel later on...

Thanks for reviewing! I had gotten so excited that I even showed them to my parents, lol ! But OMG, now they want to read the fic and I know that if I let them, I'll be as good as dead! pff ! anyway! Hope you like this one too. I wrote it in a flash as I could not stay still. So i'm SURE there'll be mistakes but I'm too lazy to read it to correct them...

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oh well, anyway! Have fun reading and review, please! .

Introduction

I was running in the Order's hallway towards the library. I had finished my mission earlier than expected and I was impatient to see Lavi. It was a month now since he had asked me out. Eventually I had accepted as I had had an enormous crush on him since a long time. But now I was totally in love with him. Though our relationship was a secret, it was still perfect for me. We had not gotten beyond the kissing stage as I was not ready, but Lavi said that it was alright and that he would wait for me to be ready.

Arriving at the library, I slowly opened the big double doors and made sure Bookman was not there before entering. Lavi was nowhere to be seen but it was not a surprise as he always liked staying at the back of the enormous library. I walked quietly towards the back, occasionally looking at some books. Turning a corner, my heart stopped. It was as if everything had stopped around me. There, just in front of my eyes was Lavi. He was kissing Lenalee. They had not seen me as they were too absorbed by each other. I could not believe my eyes. My body felt numb and my breath came into small pants. I had to get out of there! I turned, ready to leave this place, but as graceful as I was I just had to bump into the shelf beside me, loud. I winced inwardly at the sound. I turned to look at my 'friends', hoping they had not heard me. But as luck was not on my side, they had heard me and were both looking at me, one with eyes full of surprise and embarrassment while the other with his one visible eye full of shock and an unreadable expression on his face.

"Ah, sorry! I didn't mean to interrupt you," I laughed awkwardly. I had always been good at acting and until now only my master knew when I was doing so due to the fact that I had stayed with him for so long. "Well then. Er... bye." I quickly turned around and got out of their sight. I hid behind a bookshelf, not knowing why. Maybe it was because I was hoping that Lavi would be coming after me to tell me that it was not what I was thinking and that he loved only me.

"Lavi..." I heard Lenalee say uncomfortably.

"Don't worry, Lenalee. It was only Allen. He will not tell a soul about it." He started laughing in his way that always got me crazy.

"Yea, you're right," Lenalee replied, uncertainly, "But I'm not in the mood to continue."

"Aw! Come on, Lena. Wasn't last night pleasurable for you?" I felt my eyes go wide. No, that was not true! No! "You know I love you." That was it. Lavi, Lenalee, had you heard a cracking sound just now? Well it had been my heart shattering into millions of pieces. I numbly got out of the library, too much in a shock and pain to hear moans coming from the back of the room. As soon as I closed the double doors behind me, I ran towards my room as if my life depended on it. In my rush, I did not see anyone in from of me and ended by colliding into someone.

"Watch where you're going, baka Moyashi!" I heard an annoyed voice saying. Normally I would have replied back to the insult but now I was not in the mood to. I had to hurry back to my room. I had started feeling a tickling feeling behind my eyes. I did not want to cry in front of anyone, so I simply apologised quickly and hurried to my room. There, I closed the door behind me and sat on the floor, my back against the door. I hugged my knees close to my chest and buried my face in them. I had not realised it but I had already started crying before I had reached my room. I felt Timcnpy flying around me, trying to comfort me, but it was all in vain. Moments later, I got up and let myself fall on my bed before spilling all my heart out. Ultimately, I fell asleep from exhaustion and did not see Tim leaving the room.

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