Damon POV:

Flashback:

"Bonnie wait!" I yelled as I ran after her, while putting my shirt on. I used my abilities and sped past her and to the door, blocking her way.

"Get out of my way" she whispered. I looked down at her. Silent tears were making their way down her face, black mascara lines following. I would have killed anyone who had done this to her, but the problem was it was me. I had failed. I had promised I would never hurt her.

"NOW DAMON!" she screamed, while channeling her powers. Stefan came speeding into the foyer, shocked by Bonnie's outburst. I felt sudden pains in my head. Damit Bonnie I thought, as I screamed out in agony and crumpled to the floor.

"Bon-" Stefan started, but was silenced, "No Stefan, im done, he doesn't deserve to know" Bonnie said as she started to walk past me, but stopped. The pain in my head stopped. I glanced up at her, and was met with a bracelet being thrown at me. "You can have this back, It doesn't mean anything to me" Bonnie said, before walking out the door for good. The pain from my head was now in my heart. I looked down at the bracelet in my hands; it was a blue band, with a silver infinity sign. I had given it to her on her birthday last year, I told her we would be together forever. I could feel my eyes brimming with tears. What had I done? But I was soon broken out of my thoughts.

"umm Damon?" Stefan questioned. I followed his gaze to the top of the stairs where a half naked girl was standing.

End flashback.

I thought back to that day, and I lived it over and over again. it been a little over 4 years ago, but I couldn't help but wonder what if I had done things differently. I stood now glancing around the room. The boarding house was filled with people. Everyone from town had shown up for the reception. We had just come from the funeral. Bonnies funeral. My heart ached, I couldn't believe she was gone. Stefan was comforting Elena, who was sitting on the couch. But my eyes lingered the most on the person next to them also on the couch. That day after our fight Bonnie was nowhere to be found, she had left mystic falls, and had only just returned a couple days ago.

Flashback 7 days earlier:

"What do you mean hes my son?" I yelled. Bonnie had showed up moments before. I was shocked by her return after 4 years, but what shocked me the most was the little boy she brought with her. He was a carbon copy of the both of us. Bonnies carmel skin tone, my raven black hair mixed with her brownish black, but what confirmed my suspicions was his piercing blue eyes.

"Didn't you ever wonder what I had to tell you that day?" she questioned. I froze and thought back. She had told Stefan I didn't deserve to know. She had come to tell me that she was pregnant with my child, and she found me cheating on her. I gulped.

"Stefan knew" I stated. Bonnie nodded before continuing.

"Damon, I would have never came back, but I need your help"

Flashback ends.

I was broken out of my trance; the person I was staring at was no longer on the couch. I was calm for a moment, then I panicked. Bonnie wasn't here anymore, I was responsible for him.

Flashback:

People were after Leo. Bonnie had told me they had been for some time. She could fight off most of them, but one has surpassed all the others. One old enemy that we had both fought off before, to save Elena. Klaus.

"Damon he cant loose both his parents, we cant both go up against him"

"Bonnie, you could die. Im NOT going to let you do this" I growled. Bonnie walked over to me placing her hands on either side of my face.

"Damon, it was never about you letting me…" she paused "I need you to be here for Leo, promise me you'll look after him" I nodded.

End flashback.

I walked out of the living room, made sure no one was looking and speeding out the front door and down the street. I knew where he was going. I reached the cemetery before him. I was older and faster. I stood next to Bonnies grave and was joined shortly after. I looked down and to my left. Leo was standing quietly beside me. I could tell he wanted to say something. I was wrong, he wanted to do something. I felt the aneurism in my head, it wasn't as strong as Bonnies, but it brought me to my knees. I was face to face with a 4-year-old little boy, my son. He had tears running down his cheeks. He released me from his powers, before looking directly into my eyes. "Its not fair" he screamed. I kept silent. "She left me here with you!" he continued screaming. "I wish it was you" he whispered.

Our blue eyes met, and what I heard next broke my heart.

"I wish you died, instead of my mom." I could hear myself reply "me too"

We stayed in that position for what seemed like forever before he launched himself into my arms.