Sorry for the long wait for this
It had been exactly 1461 days since the day Arthur Kirkland died and someone was still counting.
"It's raining"
Alfred turned around to have a look at Peter who was teary-eyed by the window.
"Arthur" He choked back a sob "Always said that its not rain but angels crying"
Tears rolled down Alfred's cheeks as he grabbed Peter to his chest and let them both sob.
Matthew disliked the way everyone had to wear suits to funerals, the way that you had to dress up for someone who had died was almost ironic. But the first time he ever went to a funeral for a close friend was different. He realized how this would have been what Arthur would have wanted, everyone looking their best the way Arthur always did, but. Arthur had changed they all knew that. He wasn't they same as before. They didn't even realize what was wrong.
Friday the 19th and Arthur Kirkland, aged 17, had an appointment at 3:40 that afternoon. It was 3:47 now and he had been waiting in the waiting room for nearly twenty minutes "Bloody waiting rooms, you arrive late and you wait forever, arrive early and miss you appointment!" He waited a few more minutes before a nurse called his name.
"Arthur Kirkland?" Arthur stood up and stood over at her, long brown hair, a simple nurse outfit and a name tag saying Ms.Héderváry "Room 13 Dr. Edelstein is ready to see you" Arthur walked down the bare corridors before he reached room thirteen, knocked and entered."Ah Mr. Kirkland we have some results for you" Arthur took a seat.
"Yes what do they say?"
His breath hitched "Im afraid, there not good, how are you getting home?"
"Im walking, why? What did the tests say?" Arthur looked him in the eyes, violet met green
"...Im afraid you have schizophrenia"
"..."
"And insomnia which would explain why you can't sleep at night"
Francis had noticed how some days the dark circles under Arthur eyes stayed for a while. He had remembered when they were kids and had sleepovers how Arthur was always the last one to fall asleep and the first to wake up. Wait, did he even fall asleep? Francis questioned himself as he sat alone on the table at the back of the room before Matthew approached him.
"Alfred and Peter fell asleep" Francis glanced over at the two who had fallen asleep with Peter on Alfred's lap and his head hanging low.
"...To everyone or anyone who hears this, this is my will...
...As you know me dont have much money so I can't really give anything to anyone...
...but my house can go to whoever wants to buy it...
...And if you're wondering where you will live Peter ask that couple from down the street they will look after you I know it...
...Im sure the others will visit you...
...sometimes...
...tell Matthew to get everyone to notice him, do whatever it takes, im sure he'll get noticed some when...
...tell Francis to stop flirting with every girl he see's, gets rejected and ends up being depressed all night and falling asleep on the sofa-" He laughed "There'll be no-one to come to now...
...tell Alfred he's a bloody git, and to never stop smiling like he always does even if it gets on my nerves, oh and slap him if you get the chance...
...tell Peter to stop being a jerk and that he'll grow up to be a great person...eventually...
...tell Kiku to continue drawing his manga or whatever it is, im sure he'll become famous one day...
...tell Gilbert to stop being so cocky and get his brother to smile more often
...tell Lovino to look after his brother, i've never been a good one myself...
...tell Mathias to stop pissing Nikolai off, I get an ear full just from his trolls complaining...
...oh, and tell everyone Im not insane, but fairies, trolls and other mythical creatures exist
...tell my friends to live on without me and to succeed in life...
...tell my other brothers and sister if they made it to my funeral then you should have wasted the petrol...but thanks anyway...
...I could go on for hours telling my best wishes for everyone but I won't...
...Just tell them I won't bother them anymore..."
The tape went silent except for the silent hum but not yet a click and several tears hit the floor
"Thankyou"
Thankyou for everyone who read, favourites, story alerted or even just skimmed this story. I know it's not as good as I hoped but im glad it's finished
Posting new story's up soon
-SuperAnna