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Ivan walks back to his car regretting his actions and hopes that he could tell Gilbert what happen. He gets in the car and sees that Alfred has fallen asleep. He felt anger at him but he couldn't help that he is lost and wants someone to help him. They drove to Ivan's little apartment.

"Hey buddy get up. We are at my place." He nudges him to wake up but hits him back. "Alfred come on. I can't carry you. You're a fat ass. Come on!" He opens the door on his side.

"What the fuck Dude! I am wake. Where am I? Oh hey Ivan. Did I kiss you?" He asks in confusion and slowly gets up.

"Yes you did but it is fine. You were in a state of shock. But Gilbert saw it and he hates me." He laughs over it but in reality he is very upset over it.

"I am so sorry Ivan. I didn't mean it. I am a horrible person. Is that why no one can love me?" He sobs and falls apart again.

"Come inside. We will talk. You're a great person but you can't see that." He leads him to his dainty apartment. "I know it not much but you can sleep on the couch. So you want something to eat? I have some meat and potatoes." He offers the teen but he nods "no".

"I feel sick. I can just shower and sleep." He whines and doesn't want to face the truth.

"No Alfred you can't. You have to face your fears. I understand it hurts but you have to be strong and keep on fighting. I will help and be here for you. So please just talk to me." Ivan tries to break thought to him.

"But how can I be strong. I am broken. He broke me. I am nothing! I am worthless! Why can't I just died! I need him to fix me but he rather help that fucking French bastard! Everything in my life is broken. " Alfred pours out and cries loudly.

"Fuck Alfred. It is your life and you're in charge of it. He is not the most important thing. You have to take care of yourself. Alfred your one of the most outgoing person I know. You're my best friend, your Matvey's brother and you protect your mother. You are an important person. A lot of people need you and love you. I care about you, I will protect you, and I love you, But as a friend." Ivan reassures him and holds him.

"But… but what can I do? I need help. I can't this all by myself." He says in a distressing voice and looks to Ivan.

"I will help you and you have to believe in yourself. You have the will power to do anything. I have faith in you. Alfred you're the hero" he whispers to him and gives him a smile.

"Ok I will try my best. Kinda want to eat. Only a little." He mumbles and Ivan gets the food.

"Here have this. You might feel better." He hands a plate of potatoes and meat.

He nods, eats some of it, and notice that Ivan left the room. He probably is calling Gilbert. It is all my fault I can't do anything right. Yet Ivan doesn't hate me?

Ivan had to call Gilbert to explain this whole mess. "Come on pick up Gil" he mumbles into the phone

Please leave a message for The Awesome! After the beep

Ivan: Please call me back. This is Ivan I need to talk to you. I am sorry beep

"Damnit Pick the phone you idiot." He gets frustrated and wants to hit something. He keeps on calling Gilbert's cell phone till the text came in.

Gilbert: I think we need a break. I am sorry. Good luck with Alfred. Don't text me back I will not answer back. Good bye Ivan.

Ivan reads the text and feels something wet from his eyes. He can't cry because he has to be strong for Alfred.

"Ivan is everything ok? Oh I am soo sorry. It my fault. He left you. Ivan it is ok to cry." Alfred tries to help his friend but he can see that it is not working.

"Alfred just go take that shower and sleep on the couch. I need to be alone. Nothing is your fault. I am the idiot. Just go." He waves his hand to shoo him away. He walks way and turns to see that Ivan is breaking apart as well.

He sits his bed crying and pulls on his hair. He thinks Fuck I need Gilbert. He is the only thing that is normal and good in my life. He fills the emptiness in my heart. Oh I need to help Alfred but then I need to get back to Gilbert. I only need him in my life. I got myself into this mess and now I have to get out of it as well. I care too much. He sits there with his thoughts linger and he hopes for a better day. He knows they will not come any time soon.

Arthur sits by Francis side but it seems wrong after what he had done to him. He felt so sad when he heard Alfred scream his name and he will never forget it that moment. Everything felt wrong and he need to fix it.

" Mon Amour tu est ici? Francis asks Arthur as he wakes up.

"What yeah. Are you ok?" He asks the obvious and Francis give him annoyed look.

"Francis you cheated on me and I am not getting back with you. I am just taking care of you then I am done with you." He scolds at the Frenchman but he seems not to care.

"Arthur I understand that I hurt you but you're always going to run back to me. You can resist my charm no one can. Now come and help me." He gives him a sly smile.

"What no I hate you! Screw you! I am done with you. You're not innocence as you seem. You're such a bastard!" Arthur yells and left him alone. He storms out of the school and he need to fix the mess with Alfred. Arthur feels so much guilt and feels so used. How could I be that stupid? I thought I love him. How could leave Alfred like that? I have to help him and earn his trust. How can every fix this? I am an idiot! I need help!

That night a storm was brewing, there was going to be rain, thunder, lighting and rage. The skies were anger at the lovers. What will happen next no one knows?

Yeah so kinda sad? Good so far?

French in the chapter

Mon Amour tu est ici?- my love are you here ?