Ok this is my first fanfiction so be nice :) anyways here goes. Sorry for any spelling mistakes I have no beta. What would happen if Meredith suffered brain damage from when she drowned in season 3. This is my take on what would happen.

'It's all my fault I knew there was something wrong she tried to drown herself in the bath this morning I should have... I don't know i just can't believe it.' Derek sobbed, Addison was standing beside him trying to get him to hold it together. 'Stop you couldn't have known she faught the water was cold she obviously couldn't swim...' she didn't get to finish when she was cut off by Derek ' She knew how to swim she didn't fucking fight, Eilis runined her what she said to her yesterday broke her'. 'Derek you dont get to break she needs you to be strong we all need you to be strong' Addison told him indicating to the tears now streaming down his face. With the help of Addison he had just pulled himself together when Eilis crashed he ran to her room and preformed CPR. 'You're not dying on me today' he half yelled 'charge to 300 clear'. They got no responce. He called time of death and walked out of the room.

Back in trauma room 2 Meredith's heart had just started to beat again after a final round of epidural. 'Sinus brady she's back' Bailey half wispered. Christina ran to Meredith's side. 'Christina she's not out of the woods yet she could have brain damage she's been out for 6 hours so don' get you hopes up' Bailey warned. 'We'll leave you too it' the doctors said before vacating the room leaving Christina siting with Meredith. Within a few minutes Meredih's eyes flickered open. Christina jumped up 'O my god Meredith hey I need you to speak i know your in a lot of pain but you have to try and say something. After several moments Meredith let out a moan and managed to say ouch. Christina ran out the door to find Bailey and Derek. When they returned to her room Derek went and kisses her on the head. Bailey checked her vitals. Within a moment Meredith stated seizing. Bailey stuck an ingection into her leg and in moments the seizure had stopped. 'We need to take her for a CT scan' Derek managed after he overcame the shock. They prepared her and quickly transported her to the scan room. Derek was lookin at the exray's of her brain when he noticed a small area damaged. Christina gasped 'Can you operate?'. 'I don't think so it's too risky'. 'You're saying you're going to let her live the rest of her life having uncontrolable seizure's?' Christina was getting slightly aggiated. 'No judging by where it's positoned she will only have seizure's when she's stressed, nervous or upset. 'So that mean's she'll still be able to work and everything right?' 'Right now let's get her back upstair's Christina'. They wheeled her back to the room and paged the chief and Dr Bailey.

That's it for now please let me know what ye think of it and let me know if I should continue. :D Thank's.