This fic was written to prove that one, I am not dead, and two, that Dean is an awesome big brother! The song I used was You Can Let Go Now by Crystal Shawanda, BUT I EDITED THE LYRICS! ONCE AGAIN, I EDITED THE LYRICS!

Disclaimer: Supernatural, Dean and Sam Winchester all belong to Eric Kripke. You Can Let Go Now belongs to its respective owner, but it is not me.

Summary: Slight AU, Dean's POV. Character death, and BigBrother!Dean. You can let go now, Sammy. You can let go.

NOTE: story starts when Dean and Sam are waiting for the bus to take Sam to Stanford.

ENJOY! (oh, and, sorry if I sucked at editing the lyrics, I tried my best but it's one of the first times I did this! XD)

Wind blowin' on my face

The bus comin' into our sight

A nineteen year old's first taste

Of what freedom's really like

He was waitin' right beside me

His hand holdin' on to me

I took a deep breath and told him

As he headed down the street:

You can let go now, Sammy

You can let go

Oh I think you're ready

To do this on your own

It's gonna be a little bit lonely

But I want you to know,

I forgive you, Sammy

You can let go…

I was standin' by the table

At the last moments of my life

I could hear the hounds howlin'

Hellfire in their hungry eyes.

When Lilith said,

To 'sick 'em boy'

Sammy's eyes filled up with tears

He kept holdin' tightly to my arm

Til I whispered in his ear:

You can let go now, Sammy

You can let go

Oh I think you're ready

To do this on your own

It's gonna be a little bit lonely

But I want you to know

You'll be okay now Sammy

You can let go…

It was killin' me to see

The little brother I couldn't save

Wastin' away to nothin'

In that hospital room

'You know he's only hangin' on for you'

That's what the night nurse said

My voice and heart were breakin'

As I crawled up in his bed,

And said:

You can let go now, Sammy

You can let go

Your big brother is ready

To do this on my own

It's gonna be a little bit lonely

But I want you to know

I'll be okay now, Sammy

You can let go

You can let go

THE END

How was that? Was my editing okay? Again, I don't own ANYTHING!

Please review and tell me what you think! Pllleeeaassee? I just got my blood taken, so I could use a little pick me up! 8D