It was 9:30 P.M. My parent's were out, Kevin was out on a date or something. That's what he said. So I was left here with Joe. I'm actually surprised he was here.
I mean, I honestly don't have anything better to do tonight. He suggested we could "stay up and do random crap."

"Hey, so what are we going to do?" I ask as Joe walked in the room, sitting on the couch next to me.

"I don't know yet.. What do you want to do?"

"You were the one who suggested we did something."

"You're right.." He sat there and looked spaced for a second.

"We could work on a song?" I implied.

"Nah, we've worked on quite a lot recently. It's time for a break."

"You're right... We have been doing a lot lately."

"Yeah, I think we forgot how to have fun."

I thought about it, and really, I think we have. All we do is work. When was the last time when we just.. You know,
done something together? Had fun? Went out somewhere, or stayed home and hung out?

I sighed, "Yeah.. How about we watch a movie?" I suggested, smiling.

He nodded, "Sure, sure. That sounds good." He got up and walked over to the rack of DVDs that were by the TV.
I sat there and watched him. He sat down in front of it, criss cross.

"Well, come over here." He said, waving over at me, scrunching up his nose. I just shook my head and went over to him,
and sat down by him. He leaned forward a bit, looking through the movies we had. I watched as his bangs fell over in front of his face,
and I wanted to reach over and move it, but I didn't. I don't know if that's considered gross.

"Hmmphh," He pursed his lips. "I don't know." He looked over at me, "Nick?" He tilted his head, and waved his hand in front of my face.

"Huh, yeah?" I snapped out of my thoughts.

"What movie do you want to watch?" He asked looking at me curiously.

"I uhh.."

"I'll just close my eyes and pick a random one." He closed his eyes and spun the rack around a few times. While feeling multiple spines of DVD's, He grabbed the one closest to the bottom.

"What is it?" I asked not knowing.

He looked at the case for a second and started laughing.

"What?"

He turned it around showing me the cover.

"Camp Rock. Really." I snatched the DVD laughing to myself and looked at the cover. I don't remember the last time I've seen the cover..
Joe was of course on it. Standing next to Demi. I looked closely at him in the photo, how he looked..

"Do you want to watch it? I like to see myself on screen sometimes. To see how I've changed over the years."

I looked up flushed from my thoughts and quickly tossed him the movie.

"S-Sure. I'm sure I looked small and sounded like a girl." I laughed to not focus on my heated face, hopeing Joe didn't notice.

"Fffft, whatever." He laughed, and playfully slapped my arm. Then he stood up and put the movie in. I have a feeling I'm going to have a hard time focusing on the movie,
and what'll be going on in it. I sighed, and went over to the couch, and lazily fell down on it.

"Hah, are you okay, man? You seem.. Annoyed, maybe?" Joe asked, looking over at me.

"U-Uh, no, I'm fine."

"Well, you seem so out of it." He shrugged. The movie started, and I watched him. He seemed to be paying attention to it. He really has changed a bit.
It has been a few years. He's taller, and a bit more mature looking. Am I really looking at that?

"Hah, you were puny."

I sat up and crossed my arms "That's mean. I grew slower then you guys. Also I'm younger."

"I'm just messing with you." He laughed and put his feet on my lap while laying down continueing to the movie.

"You have no room to talk." I huffed nudging his feet.

"What do you mean?"

"You were scrawny and weak looking."

He slightly pushed my stomach with his foot "Was not."

"Was too, look." I pointed to the screen and laughed. He was skinnier and more awkward...but I found it cute. He was cute now too, but in different ways.

"Whatever." I saw him roll his eyes, and cross his arms.

"No need to get all butt hurt." I said in a baby tone, then I poked his feet. He kicked my hand away and pouted.

"Hmph." He kept his eyes on the TV.

"Haha, you're so childish." I smiled over at him. He looked over at me, and gave that messed up look. I know he's only acting.
Hm, fine then.

"Come onnnn," I laughed, and tickled his feet. He kicked and put his hands over his mouth, like he was trying not to make any sound. I kept his legs down,
and continued tickling him. He squealed and threw his arms out.

"NICK! STOP!" He laughed, trying to move away from me.

"Nah, this is too much fun." I climbed on top of him and started tickling his sides.

"COME ON DUDE, GET OFF." He squirmed around lauging trying to kick me off.

"It's pay back." I smiled and tickled him even more until a felt a sharp pain hit me in the nose.

"Ow, dude. I was going to stop, didn't need to hit me in the damn nose." I said covering my face with both hands.

"I didn't mean to, I'm sorry." He sat himself up partly, using his elbows for support. "Are you alright? I really didn't mean to."
"It's alright.." I replied, still covering my face.

"Here, Let me see.." He took one on my hands away. I blushed at the warm touch of his hand.

"It doesn't look too bad. Suck it up." He smiled at me and laughed.
I scrunched my face up at him even though it hurt a little.

"Okay, okay.. I'm sorry." He mumbled, putting his arms around me. My face turned red, and I hugged him back.

"Really, it's fine. Don't worry about it." I laughed slightly, and pulled away from him.

"Why is your face all red?" He frowned.

I looked away, turning even more red. Was that even possible? Fuck..

"Oh, uh. I really don't know." I shrugged, then covered my face with one hand. He grabbed my hand, and pulled it away.

"Is there something you're not telling me?" Joe asked, sounding sad.

"Nooooo!" I said, trying to laugh. I'm pretty sure I'm just a sick bastard.

"I think there is." He moved closer to me. He was so close I could feel his breath.

"No, I just-" I felt his lips against mine. His hands were around my waist. I couldn't believe he was doing this.. I mean, it's not a problem. I wanted him to..

"Sorry." He said pulling away from me with a look of shame on his face.

"D-Don't be.." I grabbed his hand but he jerked it away.

"Excuse me for a second.." He made a gesture for me to get off, so I did. I watched him walk to the bathroom and shut the door.

After 10 minutes of sitting there I decided to see what he was doing.

"Joe.." I knocked on the door quietly. No answer.

"I'm going to come in.." I slowly turned the handle and saw him sitting on the floor with his knees pressed against his chest, crying.

"Joe, what's wrong?.." I sat next to him and put my head on his shoulder.

"Me, I'm what's wrong. I'm sick."

"You're not sick.."

"Yes I am. I kissed a guy and on top of that, my brother. You can't get anymore twisted than that."

I looked up at him and gently whiped his face with my sleeve. "You're not sick.."

"Then why do I feel so bad? Aren't you grossed out?"

"Can I tell you a secret?"

"What..?"

"I enjoyed it." I moved his hair out of his face and kissed his cheek.

"H-How..?" He looked away, shaking. "You don't feel.. Bad..?"

"Well.. I don't know.. If you don't think there's a problem with it, then I won't.."

Joe looked at me, smiling a bit, "You're serious..?"

"Yes.. I love you.." I said, then quickly scooted away from him. I can't believe I just said that. I mean..
It kind of slipped out.. But, I wanted him to know, either way..

"What.." He got closer to me, and my face heated quickly.

"I.. I love you." I repeted, avoiding eye contact. I could feel his arms around my waist, and he pulled me into his lap.

"Do you mean.. In that way..?" He asked quietly.

I nodded shakily, not wanting to admit it. Would that change anything? I couldn't really imagine anyone knowing..
I actually planned on keeping that a secret.

"G-Good.." He said, and kissed my cheek. "I love you, too, Nick."

I looked up at him, "Really..?"

"Uh huh." He smiled shyly. I smiled back at him. I couldn't help it, really.

I leaned towards him and gently kissed him. My face heated up along with his. His breathing was shallow, probably from me kissing him.

I turned around, stradling him and looking him in the eyes. "When is Kevin going to be home?" I asked putting my arms around his neck.

"He didn't say. Just that he would be late. Why?"

I answered with another kiss leaning into it. I couldn't believe myself. What I was doing.. I knew if anyone found out our lives would be over. Our Career. Everything.
But I took a risk. I needed Joe. I needed to show him how much I loved him.. I pulled away again and looked down at him, breathing heavily.

"Nick..?"

"Y-Yes..?"

Joe smiled and lightly pushed me off of him, then he climbed on top of me. I laughed slightly, and reached up, touching his hair.

"Gosh, you're gorgeous-" I said, then kept my mouth shut. I swear, I keep embarrassing myself..
I tried pushing him off me, but of course that didn't work. I'm a weak little shit.

"You are." He said, holding my arms down. I kept a straight face, and stared hard at him.

"Haha, you're so cute." He smiled, and leaned down, kissing me. I just relaxed, and he let go of my arms. I wrapped them around his neck, pulling him down closer to me.

I could feel his warm chest against mine, and his finger running through my hair. I wanted this for so long..

"Nick.." He whispered. I gulped at the touch of his breath brushing my ear. His hand traced along my chest reaching my collar. I felt his fingers unbuttom one at a time.

"Y-yes?.."

"I want you, Nick.."

"You.. have me?" I saw him smile at my stupidity. I knew what he meant.

"No...Want you."

"You know you don't...have to ask.." I look away out of embarrasment.

"It's cute how you're embarrased...So shy.. It's what makes me want you even more." He kissed my neck and moved his fingers to my belt, tucking them into my pants and tugging on them.

I let out a small noise which caught his attention. He nipped the skin on my neck causing me to squirm.

"You're such a jerk..." I said as he pushed his hips against mine. Immediately I could feel his hard on. I blushed deeper and bit my lip.

"I'm sorry... I can't help myself around you.." He pushed in harder and slowly rocked himself on me. I gasped then held my breath so I wouldn't make a sound.

"You're.. Fucking teasing me. Stop that." I said, trying not to stutter, putting my hands against his chest.

He smirked, "Awhh, you don't like that?" He pushed himself on me again. I bit my lip, hard, and grabbed onto his shirt.

"Fuck you.." I mumbled, looking away.

"Okay." Then he went to unbuttoning my pants. My eyes widened. I was happy, I just couldn't believe this was happening..

"Are you s-serious?" I smiled and watch him struggle with my belt buckle.

"Yeah, If I can get this freaking thing-" I help him unbuckle my belt and pulled it out setting it to the side.

"Thanks.."

He was so cute, acting like he knew everything..

I bit my bottom lip and said "What are you waiting for?" Trying my best to be suductive. With that, Joe laughed and lifted my shirt kissing right below my bellybutton.
I giggled because I was really ticklish. He looked up at me and smiled. I loved his smile.

"I'm going to take my time.." He slowly unbuttoned my pants and slid them off halfway. I blushed at the thought of my brother touching me there.. It just sunk in that he was inches away from-

"Do you want me to do this?" He placed his hand right on top of my groin. I gulped as he put slight pressure on it.
I nodded my head to let him know that I did. I wanted him to..

I held my breath, causing my face to turn red.

"You can breathe you know." He smiled and placed his lips on mine. It didn't help none. I let out a long breath as he slowly slid my boxers off.
I got more nervous, and I'm sure he noticed.

"I love you, Nick."

"I love you, too." I said, smiling at him. He smiled back and touched me. I made a noise, and covered my mouth with my hands.
Then he put his mouth on my hard on, and sucked.

"Ahh.." I shut my eyes and moaned.

Joe kept going harder, and deeper. "H-Harder.." I said, and he did. I tightly grabbed his shirt and moaned.

"Shit.."

I could feel that I was close.

"J-Joe.."

"Mmm.."

"I.. I'm a-almost.. There.." I panted.

And then I came. Joe pulled away, and sat up, wiping his mouth.

"Hah, wow." He said, laughing.

I blushed, and crawled over to him. I licked my thumb, and wiped the corner of his mouth. "You, uhh.." I started to say, embarrased.

He grabbed my hand and licked my thumb of the substance.

"I know." He said looking me in the eyes.

"I..."

He held me close and kissed my forehead. This is probably going to be the best day of my life..

"Joe.."

"Yes?"

"I want to..." I paused to spare myself the embarrassment.

He arched his eyebrow at me as I look away from him.

"I.." Should I take a risk? I mean he did do...that to me..

"I want to return...the favor?" I clutched onto his shirt.

He looked at me for a second and finally said "Sure.." and kissed me on the cheek. I was happy that I could get the chance to please him. To make him feel good..