A/N: Last chapter folks. But it's a long one. This is where the whole "M" rating jumps in, so beware. And remember, flames=marshmallow voodoo dolls of doom. Review!
A week later.
The fact that I was sitting in Leon's range rover for the second time with just him, without my brother present, not forced to sit in the backseat and this time, this time the silence wasn't deafening because my teenage hormones blocked me from being smart... It should have made me extremely happy. I mean, I was... I definitely was, and I could finally give into that urge I'd had when I'd been sixteen and place my hand on top of Leon's when he changed the gear.
BUT! Yes, there was a but... We were on our way to his parents place. That's all. I was freaking out! I'd caught glimpses of his parents... Zack and Leon being close had made the parents curious and they'd had the occasional dinner together and they got along great. That, that was supposed to make me less nervous as well... But hell! I was meeting his parents! I'd never met parents before as an adult only a little kid!
Was my hair okay? Did Tifa pick the right outfit? Was Leon worried? Should I behave a certain way? Was I supposed to call his mother Ma'am or Miss? Should I kiss her hand? Shake hands with his dad or keep my distance? What if they were really fancy and used three different types of forks and knives? I'd drown!
"Leon!" I squeaked, bordering on the hyperventilation at this point, "It's happening again! My mind is taking over!" With his eyes still on the road he reached over and grabbed my hand to place it on his crotch. That certainly derailed my crazy thinking. Most effectively I might add...
"Calm down, Cloud. Tell me what's got you so riled up." Trapping my hand in his lap, I tried very hard to concentrate on what exactly I'd been worrying about ten seconds ago. Swallowing, my eyes hooded over as my hand squeezed his package without my brain's permission. When I heard him grunt in surprise, trying to smother a moan, I licked my lips. Fuck forks and knives... Forks and knives! Eyes popping wide again, I ripped my hand away from his lap and turned some in my seat.
"I'm meeting your parents!" I shrieked out and instantly calmed down. He knew I was meeting them... Silly Cloud. "Okay. That's all. I'm good now." I assured before flopping down in my seat, letting out a long groan as I let my forehead fall against the window.
"Yeah, you're good now..." He grumbled and I glanced over as he rearranged his crotch, grimacing a little. Oh, right. Perking up at the hot and bothered sight of him, I bit onto my bottom lip, sitting up some and shedding the defeated demeanor I'd been sporting less than a second ago.
"I can take care of that for you... When we get back?" We hadn't gone further than making out and ass groping. We'd dry humped twice... Almost three times but then we'd been interrupted by Zack. He hadn't walked in, thank god. He'd known though... Of course. When Leon worked me, he worked me good. He had the power to kiss me so silly, I remained dazed, flushed and looked ravaged for the next hour and a half following up after the initial make out. I sighed happily... Yeah, I'd definitely take care of him when we got back if he let me.
"You do realize that we will be in town for two days at least? Tonight with my parents, and tomorrow with yours? I seriously doubt I'm going to be able to handle having a raging hard on the whole time." He said nonchalantly.
I smiled in triumph, "Alright then. Lets just drive back and make sure that raging hard on doesn't bother you any longer."
"Nice try, Cloud." Leon smiled and shook his head. "You're still going to meet my parents at some point, so quit trying to get out of it." His tone was playful and he reached over to rest his hand on my thigh, not in a sexual way, but trying to reassure me.
"Fine. Kill your dick. See if I care." And then after a few seconds, I smiled softly, lacing my fingers through his. I was falling so hard for him...
"They know I'm Zack's little brother right?" Third time I asked this question and again, Leon nodded his head at me patiently as we walked up to his parents house. "And they know you're gay, right?" Of course the knew, silly, "They didn't think I was an annoying brat back when I was ten years old and they came over for dinner at my parents, right?" Leon took my hand in his, shaking his head in amusement.
"You think they'll like me?" He didn't say or do anything, simply reached up with his free hand so he could knock on the door, giving me a pointed look and a quick reassuring peck on the lips before he opened the door and let us in himself.
"Mom? Dad? We're here!" He called into the seemingly empty house while he leaned down to remove his shoes. I quickly did the same thing, resting my hand on his back for support as I undid my laces.
"Leon? Oh good, come into the kitchen. My hands are busy. Your father is out in the garage, you can remind him dinner is in a half hour when you get out there." His mother's voice was rather soft and pleasant sounding and I heard the similarities between her's and Leon's.
Breathing in steadily, I shoved the nerves away and decided to be... Well, myself, but minus the constant questions shot at Leon. Running my hands through my hair one last nervous time, Leon gave me a smile and I gave him a quick nod before following him through the hallway and then taking a left that led into the kitchen.
His mother's back was facing me for now and I stopped in my tracks, staying in the doorway as Leon walked over to her, placing an arm around her waist as he kissed her cheek. Holding up a plate with... Oooh... Lasagna... Anyway, she smiled up at Leon lovingly, telling him in a whisper she was so very happy to see him again.
"Mom, I'm sure you remember, but this is Cloud, my boyfriend." Leon sure didn't waste any time in setting the record straight and while I was grateful and proud to be introduced to his mother, I couldn't help but still feel nervous as I reached out and offered her my hand. She smiled and forced the plate into Leon's hands so she could step forward and take my hand, shaking it.
"Yes, I remember you Cloud. My goodness you've certainly grown up haven't you?" She smiled at me warmly. "It's wonderful to finally be introduced to Leon's boyfriend. Can you believe that he's never let us meet any of his boyfriends before? Silly boy." She released my hand, smiling still. I raised an eyebrow at Leon and he averted his gaze from me. Alright then, I'd store that piece of information away for later. For now though... skittering butterflies were messing with my system.
Giving her a nervous smile, I then said, "It's nice to meet you again Ma'am. Miss. Ma'am? Leon's mother!" Giving Leon a scared look I then returned wide eyes on his mum, "I'm sorry. I'm really very nervous so I might sound a bit squeaky and look uncomfortable. I'm not though! You have a lovely home and the lasagna smells awesome! Okay. I'll stop talking now." Leon, fucking hide me!
"You may call me Mrs. Leonhart if that will help you feel better." She just smiled, not laughing thank goodness. "Now. Why don't you boys go and see what is keeping your father?"
Leon nodded and grabbed my hand. "Sure." He turned us around and I was soon lost as he made his way towards what I assume would be the garage. Stopping when we came to a door, Leon's hand hovering over the handle waiting. "Cloud? Are you okay?"
"I am now. You're mum is awesome." Seriously. She hadn't laughed or anything... "The only boyfriend she's met, hmmm?" I blinked up at him innocently, taking advantage of the fact that we were alone for a moment.
I could see the blush creep across his face, and I grinned as I could see it color even his ears. Wow. "I just, er, I haven't...um, been with anyone in awhile so I hadn't even thought about it." He paused then leaned down to kiss my cheek. "So far, you are the only one I actually wanted my parents to meet. Is that okay?"
Lips parting, my eyes stared at him in that gooey way they did when Leon was being particularly sweet, "Oh man... Okay? You just scored yourself some major points. I'll make sure to reward you for your cuteness." Peeking discretely around me, making sure the coast was clear, I then slid my hands behind his back and squeezed his beautiful, yummie ass.
"Ughmmm." Leon moaned out quietly, obviously aware of his surroundings as it probably didn't travel back down the hallway or past the door into the garage. Probably. "Okay, stop that or my dad isn't going to be able to look me in the eye." He chuckled and hugged me close for a brief moment before placing his hands on my shoulders and stepping back. "Ready? Now, my dad has this weird habit of judging someone by their handshake. So, don't be a pansy about it." Laughing at my expression, he opened the door. Why did he have to tell me that? Did I have to shake firmly? Softly? Roughly? Toughly? Nicely? Tenderly? Scratch that last one. Okay, breath.
"Dad? We're here." Leon called and flipped a light switch on illuminating the most organized and clean garage I'd ever seen. Hmm, this is where Leon got his neat streak apparently. My eyes widened as I saw a figure crouching down next to the side of a car. As Leon's father stood up and turned around, my jaw dropped as I saw almost a carbon copy of Leon standing right in front of me. His face had a few laugh lines around his eyes, and his hair was grey around his temples, but still. He could pass for Leon's older brother.
How did I not remember this? Then again... I'd been ten the last time I'd seen these people and of course my curfew had been at an early hour so I wouldn't annoy the grown ups while they talked adult stuff. I do remember trying to get back down and worm my way into the conversation at least thirteen times. Of course my mother kept sending me back up stairs... I'd gotten bored, less excited and given up in the end. I'd been exhausted the next day when I had to get up to go to school.
Anyway. Although this was weird to say, Leon's father was a very handsome man. And since Leon was the spitting image of his dad? I couldn't help but smile internally, really pleased to know Leon would... Oh, hey. I wanted to grow old together with Leon. Well there's news...
"Leon. Good to see you. And you must be Cloud. Been awhile young man." Smiling slightly he offered me his hand and I gulped and extended mine. His grip was firm and I found it easy to match it. No squeezing or death grip, instead just an easy but solid hold.
"It has." I grinned then, "I'm sorry for hiding your shoes. I was a bit upset about not being allowed to stay down with you guys and that had seemed my best option of revenge against my mother." Throwing his head back he laughed loudly. Hmm, it seemed that his laugh was something that Leon hadn't inherited. Or if he did, he kept it well hidden.
"That's okay, young man. No harm done." He let go of my hand and turned to his son. "Leon!" I jumped as he shouted before pulling Leon into what looked like a bone crushing hug. Leon grunted as he was squeezed tightly.
"Yeah, good to see you to, Dad."
"Well, what are we waiting for? Let's get some grub!" I watched fascinated as his dad released Leon and headed into the house for dinner.
"I did good, right? The handshake?"
He shrugged. "I'm sure you did fine." He hugged me close. "I'm sure he'll pull me aside later and give me his impression of you. I'll let you know." Okay. Maybe I should just ease the fuck down and not flip out at every little thing that allows me to flip out in the first place. Taking Leon aside? Not stressful at all. Leon had no idea! He already knows my parents. They already know he's a great guy! My mum actually told me over the phone she and my dad didn't need me to re-introduce him, they already loved the fact we had gotten together. 'No better guy to take care of my baby boy.' While I was all for this... I wasn't close to Leon's parents... I didn't have an advantage. Alright...
Puffing out some air, I followed Leon out of the garage and back into the house. As I stared at him, I reached out, quickly placing my hand in his. He didn't hesitate, lacing his fingers with my own instantly. Ah... there it was. Just what I needed. If I freaked out again, I'd just grab a hold of his hand. I could breathe then.
Dinner had gone well. I hadn't forgotten my manners and the lasagna had indeed been really fucking awesome. His dad, although very loud, was a very nice man and didn't seem uncomfortable with the gay thing at all, which effectively made me a lot more comfortable. After dessert we'd all sat down in the living room, randomly chatting. I was sitting on one of the armchairs, Leon on the other, while his parents sat opposite of us on the couch. Leon was very far away and it sucked... But his parents were fun to talk to.
Leon was blushing like hell as his mum told me about how when he was little and something pleased him a lot? Like candy or a cookie? He'd boogie his ass left and right. His mum called it the Leon boogie. I wanted to see the Leon boogie, but this had earned me a glare from Leon and I'd let it go. Not completely, I'd definitely ask him to do the boogie for me when his parents weren't around. Maybe in his boxers...
I snapped back to attention as Mr. Leonheart cleared his throat, giving Leon a pointed look before nodding at the door that led back to the kitchen. Uh oh... Leon nodded and sent me a reassuring smile before standing up and following his father to the kitchen. Oh shit. The first wave of nervousness was at the idea of Mister Leonheart taking Leon aside to give him his impression on me. But now the second wave hit as I was sitting alone with Miss' Leonheart in the living room. Straightening some on the chair, I gave her a quick smile... Now what was I supposed to say?
"Come on, dear. We can play a round of Gin while we wait." She stood up and went to the closet to grab a deck of cards. She motioned to me and we went into the dining room. Passing the kitchen, I was surprised to see no Leon or his father. "Oh, they are probably in Laguna's office. You do know how to play Gin, don't you?"
"Yes. Mum made sure I knew so she could occupy me when it rained and I couldn't go outside." I snickered then, "And when Zack and Leon didn't want to play with me. That always bummed me out. But then playing a round of Gin with mum made it less bad."
"Were they terribly mean to you dear? I do hope I'd raised a young man and not a bully." She shuffled the deck and dealt us a hand.
I shook my head, "Oh no. Not at all. I mean, back then I had a bit of a hard time understanding why they didn't think me cool enough to play with them, but I get it now. I was the kid brother, too young to play whatever games they played." I grinned at her, "Because they were so very grown up..." Sarcasm ahoy. Smiling softly then, I assured her, "He's great, Miss' Leonheart. You raised him just right."
"Thank you! Aren't you just sweet?" Smiling she dealt the hand and we played for a bit. "So, what are you studying?"
Uh oh... "Acting. I'm not sure if I want to be on stage yet or write scripts. I know they're very different but both just seem a lot of fun and interesting." Because I loved what I did, I couldn't really shut up... "I want to do theater though in either case. I like the live audience and just the homy feel theaters give me." I hope she still thought me okay enough for her son... Acting wasn't exactly the kind of thing people took very seriously. I discarded and drew one from the deck.
"That sounds lovely. How long have you and Leon been dating?" Drawing another card she looked at me expectantly.
I grinned internally. She's grilling me... "About two weeks. He took me to see stars on our first date." I was still giddy about that...
She chuckled. "Yes, he does love the stars. He used to sleep outside during the summer just to watch them. Would you like to ask me any questions about Leon? Although, there probably isn't anything you don't already know. Being roommates and all."
"Nothing springs to mind." I told her with a smile, "But I'll make sure to ask if something does." Hey... She was winning.
Clearing her throat a little, Mrs. Leonhart rearranged her cards and I braced myself for a big question. "Cloud, I don't mean anything by it, but Leon, he didn't play a part in you being gay right? I mean, he is very handsome." She sighed and took a deep breath. "I guess what I am trying to say is. You won't suddenly decide that he isn't what you want? That sounds so horrible, but I just don't want him hurt. He seems very fond of you."
Pressing my lips tightly together, I looked at her thoughtfully, before trying to be as honest as possible, "I realized I wasn't attracted to women when I was fifteen. It took me about a year to wrap my head around..." I cleared my throat, blushing, "I was never sure... Not until the day Leon and Zack came down, all dressed up, ready to go to prom. I was very much attracted to your son and from there on forward, saying 'I am gay' out loud became really very easy. When I came out to my parents, Leon was there." I wrinkled my nose, "I didn't want him to be because it felt kind of weird coming out to my crush as well. Anyway... I'm blabbering. I'm not going to lie, Leon did play quite a big role when it came to realizing I am attracted to men. But after he moved away, I didn't suddenly start liking women Mrs Leonheart." I hoped all that made sense and contained at least a bit of what she wished to hear... That is reassured her. "I'm more than fond of your son." I told her softly, looking down out the table.
She smiled and she reached out to pat my arm. "Thank you, dear. Now, Gin!" That sneak! She beat me. Laughing she gathered up the cards and reshuffled them. "So, are you acting in anything this semester, Cloud?"
"Yes." I told her excitedly, "I'm playing the lead in the school play. The script was written by some of my classmates."
"Oh? The lead! That is impressive. Would you care to share a few lines with me?" I was grateful that she was at least showing approval and excitement for what I was planning on doing with my life. Especially since I was becoming extremely attached to her son...
"Of course." I agreed easily, standing up and reaching out, hoping she'd play along, "There's a scene where my character has to impress his love interests mother. I'm shamelessly going to use it and hope to impress you as well in the process. We're going to dance." I warned her. Giggling a little, she stood up and gracefully put her hand in mine. I wondered then, if perhaps Leon was more like his mother than his father.
"What do you need me to do?" She asked as we made our way into the living room.
Guiding her to stand before me, I smiled, "Let me." Placing her hand on my shoulder, I held her other hand in my own, but didn't place my other hand on her waist yet. One step back, two step forward, one step right... And we were dancing, "Your daughter, Mrs Periwinkle, inspires even the stars," Giving her a pointed look, I made sure she got that, sure, I was acting, but I sorta felt that way about Leon. "I stand before you, hoping you can see my love for her and that upon this view? You offer me your blessing." Placing my hand on the small of her back, I stilled our footsteps, and gave her a playful smirk, "A test I propose. Dance with me and if I manage to not step onto your toes, you will know how hard I am trying."
"A test it shall be then, young man." She winked and giggled.
Grinning cheerfully at her playfulness, I nodded and then held her steadily, "Shall we dance..." I murmured in a soft humming melody, just giving us a rhythm to go on. I took it slowly at first... I hadn't known how to dance... Not until I'd spent three painful afternoons learning the steps with my classmate on stage. I was a pro now. At this dance anyway... Mrs Leonheart was extremely good, so I picked up in speed some and actually managed to twirl her around, pulling her gently back into my arms. Well, hell. This was kind of fun!
"Well, should I be worried about you wooing my mom?" Leon's cheerful voice broke my concentration, but fortunately Mrs. Leonhart was quick on her feet and I didn't step on her.
"Leon!" I scolded, "I can't step on her toes or else she won't give me her blessing on our relationship." I twirled her around again, giddy I was doing so well.
Leon strolled in and tapped me on the shoulder. "May I cut in?" He offered me his hand. Stepping back, I let go of his mum so he could take my place. There was a beat of silence and then I realized he'd cut in to dance with me. Oh... Blushing and grinning widely, I quickly stepped towards him, placing my hand in his. Wait... Oh, never mind. Leon was leading then. I smiled as he placed my hand on his shoulder, settling his on my hip, a more intimate hold then I'd had on his mother.
"Aww!" His mother squealed releasing her inner romantic as Leon slowly let me around the room never taking his eyes off of me, a smile pulling at his lips. "Want to go out and sit on the porch for a bit?" He murmured.
I nodded reluctantly, "Well, alright. But apparently I like to dance, so we should do this more often." Leon grinned, nodding his head before halting our dance steps and then guiding us out of the living room, through the hallway and onto the porch. There was a small bench that hugged the shadows of the porch, so we sat down there. Leon was smiling a bit, eying me curiously and after a moment I realized why. I'd not been nervous in over five minutes, which was big considering before. Of course now that I wasn't dancing in Leon's arms anymore, I remembered where he'd been this entire time I'd been talking to his mum.
"So..." I squeaked, clearing my throat afterwards to hopefully tighten my voice, "Handshake firm enough?" Please, please... I'm not a bad person. Let them like me.
He pulled me down to sit on the porch swing and I snuggled against his side. "Oh yeah. It was fine. Don't worry about it. My dad likes you just fine. He thinks you're funny." Leon sighed. "I'm not sure what he thinks about the age gap. He asked me how old you were, and was kind of shocked to remember how much younger than me you are. Plus, he was worried about your family."
Why? Sitting up so I could look at him with a frown, I said, "But my parents are happy I'm with you." Hadn't I told him this? "My mother did that humming noise she does when she's happy. You know? When she's cooking? And my dad shouted 'Good. Leon's a good guy, he'll take great care of Cloud. Aerith with Zack, Leon with Cloud. I officially have no more reasons to stress over from this point onwards.' Somewhere in the background."
"Yeah, I know they don't have a problem, and please for the love of God don't be offended by this, my dad sees you as the sort of girl in this relationship, so if something were to ever go bad, he's worried that it will make my life harder seeing as how I'm best friends with Zack. I told him everything that went down and he's fine, but I can tell he's just worried." Sighing again, he continued. "I'm sure it's nothing but a parent's concern for his son's relationship. I'm just telling you what he told me. He can't tell me not to knock you up and all that, so he's focusing on the emotional aspect of everything." Chuckling he rolled his eyes. "And he is kind of new to all that."
Sitting up, I wrinkled my nose, "Sorry, can't help but be offended by being viewed as the girl in a gay relationship. We're men, Leon. I get it though, but yeah. As for his worry..." Shit, as if I'd not been worried about fucking up. I knew very well what was at stake. I wasn't in this relationship for giggles. "I sorta love you, Leon. And I say sort off because all this is pretty recent and while our parents may worry, I'm constantly worried I'm doing things too fast, or too slow." Breathing in steadily, I tore my eyes off the ground and gave him a firm nod, "I will do my very best to make sure your dad has nothing to worry about."
"Sorry! My dad sorta saw you that way cause of the age thing." He responded frantically turning and snatching my hands up in his. "Ugh, this is harder than I thought it would be. Meeting the parents and all that." He sighed and brought one hand up to cup my face. "This is very new to me Cloud. I have never introduced anyone else to my parents because I've never really seen myself with someone long term. You, of course, have proven to be the exception to the rule."
I chuckled, placing a hand against his chest, kissing his cheek quickly, "Don't be sorry. I know you don't see me as a girl and that's pretty much all that matters. And yeah, meeting the parents is rough. It's new to me too, you know. I've never done this before either." Leaning forward, I carefully snuggled back up against him, placing my lips against his neck, "I think we're doing pretty good." I sighed contently as his arms wrapped around my back, "I'm really happy to be your boyfriend."
"Ready for bed?" He whispered into my ear sending shivers down my spine. Nodding, I reluctantly pulled away from him, getting up on my feet so I could walk back into the house. Waiting for Leon to get inside, I then gave him a forced smile, letting him lead the way to our bedrooms. I assumed he'd sleep in his and I'd sleep in the guest bedroom. Or the couch... We'd never actually slept in the same room together. We'd fallen asleep on the couch together though.
Sticking my hands in my pockets, I ducked my head as I walked after Leon up to the second floor. I'd told him I loved him... He hadn't so much as said anything back to it. Like, as if I hadn't said anything at all. I wasn't really sure how to work through this. I kind of just wanted to go to bed and sleep. Tomorrow would be better. When Leon walked into his room, I realized it was his instantly as it still looked like that of a teenager's. Raising an eyebrow, I kept my face as monotone as possible, hoping the hint of hurt didn't pass through.
"Where's the guest bedroom? Or like, the couch?"
"Why?" He asked confused as he went to his duffel bag and started looking through it.
"Ehm... Where else would I sleep?"
Standing up, he looked at me comprehension dawning. "Cloud, you're staying here with me unless you would rather not." Blushing a little, he walked over and stood in front of me. "I, well, I told my parents that I wanted you with me. Are you okay with that?" Zack was right. Leon was clueless. He'd had no idea I'd had a crush on him when I'd been sixteen. Shit, Zack knew I had been way obvious. I'd known it. My parents had been aware! I remember always feeling that icky feeling in my belly, annoyance I suppose, that he couldn't read it and confront me with it.
I knew Leon would have controlled himself had we not rehearsed those scenes together. The man's willpower beat that of a priest. And now. Now I'd told him I loved him, he'd either not heard or chose to ignore it, yet... He went completely out of character, proposing I stay in his bedroom tonight. I was officially confused. So, I crossed my arms, my bottom lip puckering out some on it's on volition and I dropped my chin down to my chest, staring at the ground. It was that or having to tell him I didn't want to stay with him so I could drown in self pity peacefully.
"Cloud? Did I do something wrong?" At least he'd picked up on that.
I didn't want to say it again... Being shot down hurts. But, "I don't understand why you'd want me to sleep in the same bed as you when you don't love me back."
"What?" He gawked at me. "That's not it! It's because I love you that I want you to sleep with me!" He turned the most outrageous shade of red that I have ever seen. Turning away from me he ran both hands through his hair and went to sit on the end of the bed. Okay, so the icky feeling was officially gone, but before I could get excited, I quickly stepped into his bedroom, closing the door behind me to make sure his parents couldn't hear another 'sleep with me!' shouted through the house. Door shut, I shuffled my feet shyly.
"I... I said it to you and you didn't respond." I explained my previous behavior. And then I blushed some myself, "I love you too."
"Well, I just thought that maybe I'd misheard you, or it was wishful thinking. Or maybe it was some new slang thing. I'm just afraid we're going to fast." He groaned and flopped backwards on the bed. "I do love you Cloud. I've known you a long time, and I don't think there is anything about you I don't like. Do you think we're moving too fast?" I could hear the nervousness in his voice. Walking over to the bed, I turned around so I could sit down beside it, leaning my back against it.
Sighing at the ceiling, pondering over his question, I then chuckled, "It's kind of hard not to move faster when you live in the same apartment, for one. And second, we have strong links family and friend wise that connect us together already. The getting to know one another part of our relationship was there of course, but we just needed to get to know each other in the lover sense of the word... Not the friend side of it. We got along fine before we started dating and well... We skipped the 'favorite color', 'favorite food', 'favorite music', 'favorite movie'... the favorites and other such little things since we know those things about each other already. So yeah, it's kind of logicical we are moving faster than the regular dating pace." Letting my head fall back on the mattress, I peeked up, trying to see him from this angle, "I think we worry too much and maybe we should stop worrying about what could go wrong and instead just concentrate on how..." I cleared my throat, ducking my head back down against my chest, blushing, "on how right this feels."
I felt the bed shift above me and Leon's face popped into view above mine. "So does that mean that you want to sleep with me? Cause I really want you to sleep with me tonight." He blushed. "Not to have sex or anything right now. Parent's house after all, but I would like to hold you. Okay?" Biting onto my bottom lip, I gave him a shy nod, smiling as I got up onto my feet. As we were going to sleep, I began pulling my shirt up, but then realized that although I'd seen Leon in his boxers by accident, we'd never purposely taken our clothes off in each others presence. Okay. Stop it. I just told him we worried too much, so I had to stop too.
Inhaling shakily, I did like I started, and pulled my shirt over my head, letting it drop to the ground. Averting my gaze from Leon's, I gulped and then quickly undid my pants, not hesitating or letting the worry poke me as I pushed those off too, even taking the time to take off my socks. There. Now I was in my boxers and nothing more. Lets hope Leon had gone with the same idea...
"Wow. You are really ripped for a sexy nerd..." Leon murmured and winked at me before standing and undressing for me as well. His hands were sure and confident as he pulled his shirt up and over his head then slowly unbuttoning his pants and letting them drop.
I gulped, "Alright, so I'm going to need you to undress for me every evening from now on..." He knew he was a handsome man. What made him even hotter is that he wasn't arrogant about it. Aware? Definitely, I could see it in the calm way he stood before me right now. Arrogant? No. Not Leon. He was the sweetest, "So hot." That too.
"Well, let's not just stand here staring. Into bed with you." He smirked and surprised me by leaping forward and grabbing me by arms. Squeaking in surprise I felt myself being lifted up and thrown onto the bed. I laughed as the bed bounced me up once and the second time Leon was hovering so closely above me, effectively ending the bouncing. My breathing hitched and I wasn't shy enough to stop myself from letting my hands travel over his sides, letting my fingers explore his chest, tummy and back, his skin warm under my palms. His elbows propped up on either side of my head, I felt kind of encased and I really loved that. Tilting my head up, I hoped he'd catch the hint and lean down already so we could make out.
"Hmm, look what I caught..." Leon purred and finally pressed our lips together. He didn't hesitate to deepen the kiss letting me know that he had no problem making out in his parents house. Kissing me in ways only he could, my fingers dug in his skin as he settled his body down on top of my own, our skins pressing together. With his leg he nudged my knees apart and I let them fall open without hesitation so he had the space to settle... Oh good, he was just as hard as I was. Moaning against his mouth, I slid my right hand down so I could grip his ass, while the left shot up into his hair.
"I remember owing you something..." I said breathlessly, remembering how I'd left him hanging in the car.
"Yes, you do. But can I do you a favor first?" He asked quietly, his voice hopeful.
"Yes!" I shouted excitedly, my eyes widening as I slapped a hand over my mouth. Shit... That might have been a bit loud. I looked worriedly over his shoulder, checking the door.
"Don't worry. They are on the other side of the house and they have one of those white noise machines." Nuzzling my neck he kissed it, then started kissing along my jawline and down my chest. My breath caught in my throat when his lips closed around my nipple, his teeth scraping it.
I moaned his name, fingers in his hair as I looked down at him, "But..." I licked my lips nervously, "I'm sorta loud." I warned. He should know this by now considering how I moaned through our make outs.
"I don't mind..." He murmured against my chest crossing to the other nipple. "I like it..."
"Okay..." I breathed, my eyes closing, lips parting as my body trembled beneath his touch. It had been a while since lips had touched my chest or anything in the like. Plus that last guy kind of sucked. Leon though... He knew exactly how and where to touch me and the fact that I loved him just added to it all. I felt his body slide down a bit, his lips dragging down to my stomach so he could pay some attention to my skin there.
His hands gripped my hips, his thumbs toying with the edge of my boxers and because I was slow and had been too busy concentrating on his kisses, it's only now that I realized what he was going to do. Sure enough, my dick twitched in anticipation and I turned my head, smothering my face in the pillow my head was propped up on so I could groan loudly into it as his fingers teasingly ghosted over, my still covered in boxers, erection.
I looked back at him through hooded eyes, panting already, "Get me naked please?"
"Gladly." Came the breathy reply and my boxers were ripped off. But before I could feel the slightly chilly air against my dick, a warm mouth encased it. Leon hummed in pleasure and his tongue was swirling around the tip slowly.
I sat up in surprise, but let myself flop back onto the bed just as soon, moaning out a squeaky sounding, "Woah..." Looking down, I stared at him, panting loudly, biting my lip as his head bobbed up and down my length slowly. His tongue never relented and he made sure to swallow just at the right moments. He was so, so good at this... I would have stared in awe but I was too busy drowning the room with appreciative noises, whispered encouragements and happy hums.
I reached down with one hand, placing my palm gently on the side of his neck, stroking my thumb over his cheek because I loved him and not just because he gave brilliant fucking head. I was surprised when one of his hands lifted up and covered mine giving it a squeeze before moving it up into his hair and on the back of his head. Did he want me to...?
"Leon..." I half moaned half questioned. He looked up, winking at me. Oh... I definitely wouldn't last long. I'm not sure I cared much at this point. Licking my lips, I let my fingers twine into his hair, gently guided him, letting him catch the rhythm I requested. He followed without skipping a beat, my head falling back on the pillow, my back arching off the bed as I was right. I wasn't going to last long at all. I inhaled sharply when I felt his finger teasing my skin below my balls, it was a very hesitant touch but when I exhaled out in form of moan, the uncertain movements left and his finger dipped down, gently teasing my entrance while his mouth kept going.
"Uh! I'm-" He sucked hard while pressing just a bit more firmly against my entrance and then I saw stars, my body going stiff, and then it trembled through the aftershocks, my pants uncontrollable as I stared dazedly down at Leon, feeling beyond satisfied as I came down from my high. As Leon slowly let go off me, sitting back up, my body still shook a bit and I decided to unlock the tension and just flop down on the bed.
"That was amazing..." I moaned out, my heart still racing fast as I tried to catch my breath.
He smirked and kissed my cheek before laying next to me and throwing an arm around me. "I'm glad you liked it. You," He nuzzled my neck kissing the back of it. "are delicious."
Yawning through a smile, I snuggled into his side, my eyes closing as I kissed his neck sleepily, "Give me a minute... I'll get right on you..." Breathing in deeply, I smiled, feeling all kinds of sleepy. I heard him chuckle and I realized I was practically asleep already. I almost felt bad, but he pulled a blanket over us, a soft kiss on my forehead as he held me close to him, wishing me a whispered goodnight.
Leon - The next day.
I woke up that next morning with Cloud snuggled up against my side and his arm thrown over my chest. It made me happy to realize that he was a snuggler. He'd been amazing last night and even though I hadn't been relieved, I still felt like I'd gotten something from it all. I'd been telling the truth when I told him that I loved him, but I still felt a little weird about it. Shrugging, I told myself that I could work it out later.
"Cloud. Get up, we've got to get the day started." He groaned a little and I realized that if I didn't get up right then and take a shower, I wouldn't be able to stop myself from ravaging him again. He would be able to figure out where I was if he decided to wake up. Getting up slowly and trying not to wake him, I grabbed my towel and went to the bathroom.
I showered slowly, letting the warm water wake up my muscles a bit. Now, what was it about my relationship with Cloud that had me hesitating and being nervous so much? It wasn't just the age gap, which I'd never really focused on anyways, it wasn't because he was Zack's little brother...at least not mostly. Hmmm...I think what was weird, was seeing Cloud's life and family now from a different perspective.
Zack had one way of interacting with his family and Cloud had another. I was familiar with Zack's world as I'd known him and been around him longer, but I was slightly uneasy learning new territory with Cloud. I sighed in relief. So it really didn't have anything to do with me dating Cloud. It was just the rush and nervousness of experiencing something familiar in a new way.
Feeling better about everything, finally, I got out and headed back to the room to get dressed. Cloud was still snoring softly having snuggled up to my pillow while I was gone. Cute. I threw on a pair of boxers from my bag and was in the process of putting my pants on when I heard Cloud's phone ring. Frantically, I dug around for it, wanting to let him sleep just a bit longer. Ah, there!
"Hello?"
"Unless you finally located your balls and your voice lowered in the process... This isn't Cloud."
"No, this is Leon. Who is this?" I asked a little grumpily. That was my boyfriend they were insulting...
"Hello Leon!" The girl said happily, "It's Tifa. Calm down, it's okay. He regularly reminds me my breasts will give me back problems one day."
"Ooookkayyy." I paused not really sure what to say to that slice of info... "Um, he's still sleeping right now. Can I help you with something?"
"Oh, no. I was just being a nosy friend, wondering how the whole 'meet the parents' situation went. Did he breath? He seemed to have lost that ability after you guys planned the weekend together." A pause, "You know how to wake him up right? Cloud doesn't wake up with gentle words or sympathetic shaking. Although I can honestly tell you I never tried any of those two since I just have too much fun annoying the hell out of him."
"Um, it went fine. They like him." Why was I still talking to this crazy girl? For some reason, she was frightening, like she knew everything there was to know and could kick your ass until you knew it to. "I've never tried to wake him up before. Is there some sort of special way?"
She snickered, "Ease down, Leon. You're a good guy, good for Cloud. As for the waking up... Yes, there is a special way." She cleared her throat, "Alright so. Wet your index finger and then stick it into his ear. When he groans, retract, swat his ass and then make sure to jump away from the bed and clear the path. Got it?"
"What?" I squawked. "I'm not giving him a wet willy, then slapping his ass! Tifa that is ridiculous. Who in there right mind would wake him up like that?"
"I've tried to dump water on him, slap him with a pillow, pull the blanket off him, shake the mattress, jump on the mattress, slam the door. Nada, zip, zero. Unless you want to wait for him to get up by himself, that is the most effective way." She laughed, "Plus, seriously? The ninja jump? Totally worth it. Alright well, do whatever you want. Nice talking to you for a little. Ciao, Leon!" Click.
Staring at the phone in shock I shook my head and dropped it back on his pile of clothes. The wet willy part seemed a little extreme but the slapping of the ass seemed ingenious...What the hell. I'll give it a try and hoped he would forgive me. Licking one finger I took a deep breath and quickly stuck it into his ear. He groaned just like she said he would and then I grinned before quickly slapping his ass.
I hadn't believed moving away had been truly necessary, but Tifa was right, the moment my palm connected to his backside his eyes popped up and I quickly took a step back as he let out a growl, jumping up onto his feet. That did look ninja... Pillow gripped tightly in his hands, he darted his eyes over the room, his hair a complete disaster.
"Tifa!" He shouted, his eyes landing on me and then his entire body froze before he dropped the pillow, relaxed and then frowned, "When the hell did she teach you that?" And now he looked wide awake...
"Wow. That was ninja like." I was still staring in shock at his crazy hair before remembering that he'd asked me a question. "Oh. She just called and told me to try that. Sorry." I grinned and rubbed my head sheepishly.
He looked at me funny, then shrugged and proceeded in stretching his arms out over his head, leaving one in his hair to scratch it while the other went down to his ass, tugging on his boxers until he deemed to be comfortable in them again. "Every morning." He said, "The moment she got her license and a car? We decided to drive to school together and my mother sent her up to wake me. Tifa did what you just did every morning." He frowned then, "Before her it was Zack... I was happy Tifa took over because Zack literally dragged me out of bed and into the hallway, leaving me lying there." He grimaced, but I could see a hint of a grin forming there at the same time. "Morning..." He then sighed happily, giving me that look he only gave me.
"Good morning, Cloud. Umm, you can take a shower then we'll eat breakfast and do whatever til dinner when we are heading over to your parents house. Good?" He nodded his head, still smiling at me as he got off the bed, walking over to me so he could wrap his arms around my waist, placing a kiss against the corner of my mouth.
"Shower is good. I'm still sweaty from our exercise last night." His mouth quirked into a smirk against my lips. Kissing his mouth back, I didn't deepen it in respect to morning breath. Pulling back slightly, I reached my arms around him to squeeze his ass again.
"You're welcome. Shower. Go." He turned to dig around his bag looking for his supplies and I couldn't help but flop back onto the bed and enjoy the view. "Hurry..." I warned him.
"Yes, yes. I'll hurry up!" He grumbled out, straightening back up as he'd found what he was looking for. Happy look on his face, he held onto his toothbrush and then made his way out of the room without so much as giving me a glance. Alright... I guess I had to work on my sexy tone of voice then.
I marveled at how normal everything seemed at the Strife household. Here I was, dating their son and everything still seemed as normal as the last time I was here with Zack. What a remarkable family. I was in the living room chatting with Cloud's dad about anything and everything when I noticed that Cloud was missing. Granted, he'd been in and out as we chatted, apparently content to let us just talk about anything. But now I was curious as to where he ran off to. I excused myself and went to find him.
I figured he'd maybe gone upstairs or something since the last time I'd been in this house at the same time as Cloud? That is always where he had been. In Zack's room. Playing his older brother's video games without Zack's permission, but their mother would then talk some sense into him, saying that if Cloud was busy upstairs, he wouldn't bug me and Zack. Things had changed a lot... Making my way to the stairs, I came close to the kitchen door and heard Cloud's voice coming from it.
"It would have been weird if Zack and I had been close. Had I been close to Zack, I would have been close to Leon growing up. Zack sees Leon as a brother more than he does me and well..." Now that he'd fallen silent for a moment, I could hear his mother humming softly like she always did when in the kitchen, "I've never viewed Leon as my brother, Mum. So, no, it's not weird."
Mrs Strife giggled, "I was just curious... You seem to work well together from the small glimpses I've caught so far. Are you nice to him?"
"Yes."
"You behave, right?" She added.
"No mum..." I heard a swat and then Cloud muttering out an 'ow...'
"Don't be sarcastic. On with it, no groping on the first date, I would hope? Brush your teeth before kissing?"
"Mother, you're officially making me uncomfortable." Maybe I should help him out?
I cleared my throat before rounding the corner and heading into the kitchen. "Cloud?" I asked tentatively, hoping I wasn't interrupting anything important, but by the banter I'd overheard, I figured I was safe.
"Hi! Look, Mum forced me to bake you an apple pie." He gestured for me to come over, pointing at the thing, "It's pretty, right?"
"I did not force him. Cloud likes to bake. He's a closet case baker." His mother said in amusement, flinging some flour in her son's hair for the hell of it.
"Is that right?" I asked, looking at Cloud in a different light. Zack had always been closer to his dad so I'd never really hung around his mom so much. Cloud on the other hand, seemed to have a wonderful relationship with his mother. It was very sweet. "What's your specialty then?"
Cloud opened his mouth to reply, but his mother cut in, giggling, "Strawberry pancakes. Came to me one fine morning about, oh..." She pinched his bright red cheek, "About two years ago, I believe? Un-gluing himself from the playstation so I would teach him how to make them to perfection."
"What did I tell you about embarrassing me?" Cloud hissed at her while she just kept on grinning, petting the flour out of his hair that she'd initially thrown in there.
I stared at Cloud my eyes wide. "Strawberry pancakes are my favorite." Grinning, I swooped down and kissed his cheek trying to fluster him. I remembered that he'd made me strawberry pancakes that first morning together. So, he'd remembered after all that time...Sneaky boy.
With Cloud still partly in my arms, our staring competition was interrupted by a small joyful noise his mother made, "Zack was right. You guys are brilliant for each other." Reaching over she ruffled both our hairs and then danced her way out of the kitchen, because that woman was always cheerful.
Humming to myself, I finished brushing my teeth in the very familiar bathroom and then headed down the hallway to the bedroom. Normally I would turn right and be in Zacks room for the night. But not this time. Tonight I would get to spend the night with Cloud, in his room. His room that I couldn't really recall because the only time I'd been in there was to short sheet his bed. Knocking lightly on the door, I waiting to hear his voice before going inside.
"You don't have to knock, you know."
I opened the door and grinned at Cloud. "I thought it would be polite." Looking around his room I noticed how it was different, but the same as Zack's. Organized, but a little messy, with different posters hanging on the walls. He was sitting on his... That bed was small. Like, a one person bed. There was a small desk on the side, a closet beside the door and that was pretty much it.
Legs crossed he wrinkled his nose, "I was so excited to just sleep in the same bed as you again, I forgot my bed is small. You can go to Zack's room if you want. Or I can go there and you can stay here. Or the couch. Or I take the couch-"
"Cloud. Shut up and scoot over." Closing the door behind me, I stripped off my shirt and pants while moving towards the bed. He grinned widely, scooting over like I'd asked him to and I shook my head in amusement at his overjoyed expression.
"I did want to ask though," He said seriously, "You good? Sometime during the day it hit me that it may be weird for you to be here with me instead of Zack." He offered me a soft smile as I sat down beside him on the bed.
"Nah, I'm fine. It's not so much weird as different." I leaned in and gave him a gentle kiss, inhaling the unique scent that was Cloud. "A good kind of different."
He surprised me by rolling over, settling himself on top of me, "Hey, so remember how I fell asleep last night?"
I gulped in surprise and hunger. "Yeah?"
He grinned as he pushed himself up, straddling my waist, "Right. So I'm going to make that up to you right now. In this tiny bed. And I'm about to do something which I hope you won't find stupid." Frowning, I remained silent, waiting for whatever he was up too. A light blush covered his cheeks before he leaned over and I thought he was going to kiss me as his lips nearly touched mine, but then he sat back up again. My eyes had never left his face so I hadn't seen that he'd reached for anything. Not until he licked his lips and then proceeded in putting his glasses on. "Nerds, right?" He squeaked out.
"Fuck. Yeah." Was all I could get out as he hovered above me, fulfilling every single wet dream and sexual fantasy I'd ever had about glasses wearing nerds. My breathless response seemed to shake him out of his shyness and he then closed the distance between us, kissing me deeply and heatedly. His fingers were in my hair as I let my hands travel down his back, letting them rest on his ass, following his lead as I could tell he was up to more.
After a moment, when he deemed our lips bruised and used to the max, he sat up and then moved off the bed for just a moment to take off his boxers and before I could say anything he began tugging mine off. Both naked, he straddled my legs and leaned forward, his mouth closing around a nipple as he bucked his hips against me. Our hard-ons bumped into each other and the lack of boxers and jeans made it really quite amazing.
Groaning out quietly, definitely trying to keep my volume down, I was lost to the sensations that Cloud was stirring inside of me. "Cloud...mmm...yes..." Over and over.
He rolled his hips more firmly into my own when he moved over to the other nipple, his fingers caressing my sides, hips, stomach and arms continuously. He was building it up slowly, taking his time, paying reverent attention to my skin with his lips and when I looked down, I could see his eyes were closed through the glasses, a content look on his face. I kept on staring, appreciating the view and this lasted for a couple more delightful minutes before he detached his lips from me and ended the rhythm he'd settled into with his hips.
Pressing his left palm flat on my chest, he pushed himself back up. His hair was sticking out in every which direction as my hands had barely left the blond spikes alone, a flush on his cheeks, lips parted and his eyes looked at me in a way that told me he really, really wanted me. I heard a pop and when I looked down I saw that he was putting some lube on his right hand. No... He wouldn't fuck me in his parents house, would he? That would be weird. Did I want that? My thoughts were cut off as he chuckled.
"No." He assured and then I groaned as his hand wrapped around my length and... Looking down some more, I saw that he'd taken both our erections in his hands and was slowly working us at the same time. I almost wanted to grin at him for being such a greedy little sneak but when I looked up I kind of understood what his purpose had been. I had a moaning nerd hovering above me, looking extremely turned on as he rubbed our dicks together, quickening the pace occasionally.
The faces he was making were so expressive and hot to look at. Reaching out, I covered the hand that was wrapped around his erection adding my own pressure to it. I wanted to stroke him while he stroked me. Eventually I would get to fuck my sexy little nerd, but tonight, I wanted to participate in our mutual pleasure.
He moaned loudly as my fingers wrapped around him and with a nervous chuckle, I reached up, covering his mouth as I shushed him. He was so loud. Which I loved, but his parents house wasn't quite as spacious as mine and his parents were right down the hall. I felt his mouth turn up into a grin beneath my palm before I slipped it off, letting it rest on his hip. Releasing us, I was then free to wrap my fingers around his length while he wrapped one of his hands back around my own, both easily falling back into the pace we'd settled in before. He was being extra careful, trying to stay as quiet as he could as the rush started to build up. His eyes were closing again and he breathlessly repeated my name over and over as his free hand settled on my chest, keeping him up as his body was trembling a bit.
"Come on, Cloud. Come on..." I whispered, egging him on, wanting him to finish on me, needing to see his beautiful face with those sexy glasses moaning over me.
"Oh god... Apparently I so love it when you talk to me..." He panted, falling forward a bit, but I reached up, placing a hand against his shoulder to help keep him steady. "So hot..." He whispered, his bright blue lustful eyes boring into me. He came hard, his hand tightening around me in reflex as his body stiffened, giving me just what I needed to follow him... My breaths came fast and shallow and I was amazed at how fulfilled I felt and I hadn't even been inside of him. I waited for him to catch his breath and steady himself above me.
"So good..." He managed to get out between pants, "I... I'll go get us something to clean up." He looked completely done for, in an awesome way. When he said 'go get' I figured he had to go to the bathroom and I almost offered to go in his stead because clearly Cloud was useless after he came. But he reached down, and when he sat back up he was holding some wipes in his hand. Such a lazy ass...
I watched as he wiped up the come that was covering my chest. Smirking as he was clearly a little uncomfortable wiping up our mess, I studied him. How was he completely unlike Zack in everything he did even his looks? I wasn't surprised that I'd fallen for Cloud. Zack, the big goofball was who everyone assumed I'd had a crush on as he was my best friend and a guy. Therefore I should like him. That had never even entered my mind. And since I saw nothing of Zack in Cloud, it was so easy to love him.
After being done cleaning us up, he laid down on top of me, pulling the blanket along with him so we were covered up as he kissed my cheek, snuggling against me. I smirked as he was already partly asleep, a big yawn interrupting a noise that sounded a lot like a purr and then...
"Next time you can come on my glasses." And with that bomb of a sentence, he fell asleep. In those wonderful, and soon to be covered in come, sexy nerd glasses.
Cloud - a couple of days later.
Stomping my feet, I marched up the apartment staircase, making my way back up to mine and Leon's apartment. Life sucked! I sucked! I was angry. Depressed? No. Irritated. Annoyed, dammit! Arriving on the right floor, I pushed the door open violently, slamming it shut behind me. YES! I was being dramatic and I could care less at this fucking point! Shoving my bag against the nearest wall I could find, I kicked off my shoes, nearly tripping over one in the process because I was simply THAT graceless and then cursed the living hell out of the thing. Great. Trying to remain calm and composed had obviously failed. Leon had definitely heard me.
"Cloud?" He came around the corner and into the living room. "What's the matter? What's wrong?" He looked at me worriedly, eyes seeing if I was hurt in some way.
Frowning sadly, I slumped back against the door and then flopped down to the ground, "I can't do it, Leon. I just can't!" It took me a minute to realize he had no idea what I was talking about, "Today was rehearsal and we're finally practicing the scenes with the costumes on, meaning that whatever things we'd cut short before? Aren't." I wrinkled my nose, grimacing, "I can't kiss her, Leon! I just can't! The moment my face is about an inch from hers I pull back and feel the need to run." I grumbled some, "And it's not just the fact that I'm gay. I just don't want to kiss anyone else but you. It felt like I was going to cheat!"
"Oh." He didn't say anything, just stood there thinking. Come on! Give me something here! I saw him start towards me and I glanced up as he crouched down in front of me. Offering me his hand, he waited for me to give him my hand so he could help me up.
Reluctantly, I placed my hand in his and hoped to god he would say something because I needed him to say something. Acting wasn't my life, definitely not. It was something I found interesting and people said I wasn't half bad at it, so I was giving it a shot along with script writing. But sucking the way I had today? The girl I'd been supposed to kiss had actually asked me what the hell was wrong with me. And then SHE had started crying because somehow in my silent refusal to kiss her, I'd made her feel fat. See. That's why I'm gay. I don't want to deal with that! Growl. And you know... liking dick played a pretty huge part in that too, but whatever. Shaking my head, I stood up, waiting for Leon to do whatever he was going to do next. How could I kiss anyone but him? He was so amazing...
"Maybe if you took of your glasses and took your contacts out? That way you couldn't see her face and maybe pretend it was me?" He looked thoughtful, but uncomfortable. "Try that and let me know, okay?"
That was... "That's a really good idea." I whispered. Smiling, I gave him a quick hug. I'd kiss him, but if I was going back to the theater now... Well, I kind of didn't want to kiss Leon all day because I didn't want to kiss her and him in the same day. It felt wrong... So a hug. "I kind of run off. I'll go back and I'll try what you suggested." Smiling up at him nervously, I kind of didn't want to leave. "I'll be back later tonight. Like... When I was supposed too since I'm early right now." And with that, I registered his frown sub-consciously and walked back out of the apartment, readying myself to try and kiss that silly girl again.
Leon
I finally let myself frown as the door closed behind Cloud. I'd forgotten about the kissing scene in that stupid play. Stupid girl. Can't be jealous, Leon. Cloud is an actor. He's going to be called on to act out lots of different scenes with lots of different people. I couldn't be the creepy boyfriend who got jealous every time someone else's lips touched Cloud's. Even though I had a problem with it. A big fucking problem. I couldn't let him find out about it. Groaning I went back to my room and flopped down on the bed. Don't think about it Leon. Don't think about it.
A few hours later...
I heard the door open and then shut again, jolting me out of my semi-awake state. "Cloud?" I murmured. Glancing at the clock, I noticed that it was actually the correct time for him to be getting home. He'd probably kissed that girl. Biting back the possessive growl that threatened to come out, I decided to go and help him forget that anybody else's lips had ever touched his. "Cloud?" I called, wondering if he'd gone to his room yet.
"Here..." He murmured, meeting me in the living room. I couldn't read his expression, he did not look particularly happy, grumpy, upset, sad, jolly, anything... The jealously was overwhelming.
I resisted the urge to throw him down and fuck him silly against the living room couch, so I kept my distance. "How did it go?" Relieved when my voice came out sounding neutral, I watched his face for clues.
His eyebrows knitted together as he gave me a funny look, "I like to act, it's fun. But if things work out between us as I want them to work out? I'm never going to be able to kiss anyone else. And I think that feeling is stronger than the 'liking to act' one." He shrugged, "Couldn't do it. Not even without the contacts and glasses. Her shoulders were too skinny, her girly perfume annoyed my nose, her hands weren't firm and steady but like... fragile." He grimaced, "I failed again and everyone is pretty annoyed with me. Which doesn't actually annoy me. I don't feel particularly sad at the idea of having to quit the play. And I have too because I can't kiss anybody else but you, Leon. Not even for the sake of a role."
I stood there in shock as I listened to him tell me, well, exactly what I wanted to hear. But, I felt guilty for him having to give up on something. Wait, I was confused. "So, you really can't kiss her? You didn't kiss her?"
"No. I didn't." And then he looked stubborn, "No one will make me, Leon. I'll continue with script writing and figure out what else I like, but you can't make me kiss other people!"
"I don't want you to fucking kiss other people! But I'm supposed to be the older one, more mature and shit. I'm not supposed to want to kick that girl's ass, or watch every single rehearsal to check that the kisses are nothing!" I threw my hands up in the air, annoyed at the entire situation. Moving around so that I was standing in front of him, I put my hand on his face. "I want to support you, even if I sometimes don't agree with everything. That's what partners do, okay? I'm not forcing you to kiss anybody else."
He blinked, nodding his head in agreement and then, "You're so hot when you're jealous..."
"What?" My mind was suddenly derailed by what he'd just said. "Wait, what just happened here?"
He licked his lips, "Well, I told you that I can't kiss other people and I won't. I'm going to find something other than acting besides my script writing classes. If I feel the need to act? I'll take on roles that don't have any kissing involved. Then you asked me if I couldn't kiss her and for some stupid reason I thought you sounded disappointed, so that's why I told you you couldn't make me kiss other people. And then..." He moaned, "You flipped out and totally showed me how much it bothered you and that you were jealous of the girl. And believe me, I'll never put you in that situation again, but damn. That was really hot."
"Oh." I said stupidly as my mind was suddenly at ease. He hadn't kissed that girl, and he didn't want to kiss anybody else. Why was I still standing here instead of kissing him or fucking him? My body made my mind up for me apparently as I suddenly pulled him into my arms and kissed him desperately. Holding onto him tightly and making sure he understood just how much I wanted him and how. Dammit. He was mine! Kissing him angrily now, I allowed him to break away from the kiss for a moment, gasping for air.
"I'm yours." Damn right. "Should we..." He clung to me, looking completely ravaged, just like he was supposed to, "Fuck?" He whispered. It sounded like a question, or a moan... I'm not sure.
"Bedroom. Now." I wasn't taking no for an answer but with the way he all but ran there, I didn't have to worry about him saying no. Shedding my clothes as I walked down the hall, I didn't care that I was leaving them laying in the middle of the floor. My pants came off in my doorway and Cloud was in front of me turning around to look at me.
His eyes widened as he took in my naked chest, and I grabbed the bottom of his shirt, pulling it harshly over his head before connecting out lips again. His hot hands placed themselves on my chest as I undressed him, my mouth feverish on his and when I was done, I pulled away, looking at him for a moment because I needed too...
"I can moan as loud as I want too!" He suddenly blurted, then turning a furious shade of red as he plastered himself against me, hiding his face in my neck, his lips trailing soft kisses on my skin
"Yeah, so moan for me." I whispered into the side of his head as I kissed his temple. Pushing him backwards onto the bed and falling on top of him. This wasn't going to be slow and sweet. No, I needed him hard and fast... My mind hadn't completely left me however and I sucked his bottom lip into my mouth, teeth scraping it. "Cloud. You okay?" I sure hope he could read my intentions...
He nodded, "Get to work, Leon. Fuck me." He said breathlessly, his legs falling apart, hips bucking up into mine as he grinned through a blush at his bluntness.
"Gladly." I growled. My hands were already digging into his hair forcing his mouth back to mine. Our kissing continued as I pulled him up closer to the top of the bed. When I was within range, I reached out and grabbed the lube that was on my nightstand. Be prepared, was my motto. "Cloud, fuck, you are so hot." I bit his shoulder to raise a hickey before pulling back and slicking up my fingers with the lube.
Dropping back onto the bed, I tapped on his leg telling him to raise it. God, he was flexible. I about swallowed my tongue when he put his leg over the arm that was covered in lube trailing down his side. Grunting into the kiss, I put one finger at his entrance. "Cloud." Was the only warning he had before I inserted the first finger.
"Uh! Leon!" His chest was heaving as I saw his fingers clutch the sheet beneath us, but I knew he wasn't in pain because when I began moving the finger, he moaned. And I smiled, because he was so ridiculously loud, but that was okay. It was Cloud and it was hot. At least he made sure I could not doubt his pleasure in all of this. After a moment, I inserted a second finger and then groaned in absolute want as he surprised the hell out of me by moving down on my fingers himself.
"Not a virgin, Leon. You want me hard and fast, then do it. I want it..." That said, I immediately inserted a third, scissoring his opening and feeling him completely open up and relax. Oh, fuck yeah. Removing my fingers swiftly, I grabbed the lube and a condom and in record time, slicked up and suited up before moving to lean over him.
"Guide me in if you want, Cloud." I'd always found that especially hot in someone. When they were so greedy that they took control of my dick. The request had barely left my mouth and his hand wrapped around my length, stroking it once, twice a teasing squeeze and then he placed the tip at his entrance, pushing down all the while I pushed in, his hand releasing me as the head slipped in. His eyes rolled into the back of his head and pants were leaving his lips.
His hands gripped my hips though, stilling my movement, "K. Just a moment, big guy." He said meaningfully, breathing in and out as he adjusted to me.
"Fuck. You are so tight!" I grunted out. Pleased by the compliment and knowing he meant it, I waited for him to give me the go ahead. I couldn't help but place small butterfly kisses over his face, feeling happy to finally be inside him. Happy yes, horny as hell, fuck yeah. His channel was squeezing me so tight and I was irrationally pleased that he obviously hadn't had a lover in a while.
His hands on my hips slid up over my sides, softly over my shoulders and then his palms came to rest on my neck, his thumbs stroking my cheeks softly as his teeth bit down onto his bottom lip. I small moan escaping him. That meant I could go right? I hesitated as he looked at me so... tenderly. That cute fucking blush spreading over his cheeks.
"Love you..." He whispered so soft, I barely heard it.
Stilling all of my movements, I leaned down to rest my forehead on his. "I love you, Cloud. I love you my sexy little nerd." My heart was beating even faster and I almost forgot I was waiting for the go ahead to finish loving him. Loving him, not fucking him. My need for him was great, but I was reminded that this was my boyfriend. Not only that, he was my friend. And I loved him.
"Leon..." He murmured, his hands returning to my hips, an impatient noise coming out of him as he dug his fingers into my skin, encouraging me to go already. Chuckling at his greed, I obliged him and slowly moved in as far as it would allow me before slowly pulling out and then back in. My slow pace was killing me, but I really wanted him to make that noise again. A couple of seconds later he did, sounding incredibly irritated as his hands shot up into my hair, tugging on it rather harshly, kissing me as he shoved himself down onto my length forcefully, moaning into my mouth as I finally gave him the pace he wanted.
With on hand on his hips and one over his shoulder supporting my weight, I finally got to pound into the delicious ass that had so taunted me these past weeks. Cloud was mine, mine and no one else was going to get near him. Moving the hand that was on his hip, I leaned forward pulling his left leg up to my shoulder to change the angle.
"Leon!" Found it, I thought, as I rammed into his prostrate.
"Stop!" He shouted and I instantly did, worrying, but then he wiggled his hips down and let out this purr that sounded so good to my ears, the worry melted away as I smiled at the dazed and gooey expression covering his face. His hands on my hips pushed and since I hadn't been prepared, I kind of couldn't stop him so less then a second later, I was on my back, Cloud sitting on top of me. "Oh god... Do you have any idea how good this feels?" He murmured, seemingly incoherent. He had to be because of course I knew, I was right there with him. Silly Cloud. Placing his palms firmly on my chest, I moaned quite loudly as he started moving on top of me, picking up the pace where I'd left off without issue. "So good... Hot. Leon... Yes. Uh..." Definitely incoherent.
"Fuck, Cloud! Please..." I reached down blindly, grabbing onto his dick and jerking him off roughly. Easy Leon. Focusing on pumping him in time to him bouncing on me, my mind was so far gone I couldn't think anything except Cloud, Cloud, Cloud. In our previous intimate moments, I'd known he would come by his muscles locking in place. Surprisingly? Now he was panting erratically, moving down on top of me as fast as he could, blowing my mind completely.
"Coming... Coming..." He repeated breathlessly and when his cute little ass tightened around me, I couldn't hold in anymore, making sure I kept my hand moving on his dick as I came inside of him, or a condom, but what the fuck ever! He squeaked out my name, his movements still going even though he'd come all over my stomach already and when I placed a hand on his shoulder to stop him, laughing softly in amusement, that is when his body finally froze the way I was used to him doing so far.
Finally. Oh god, finally. Sex with Cloud. Fucking amazing. Sighing in complete and utter contentment, I slowly let go of his now sensitive dick, and let my legs relax. I watched, amused as he panted and tried to catch his breath, my now softening member still inside of him. My eyes widened as he let himself just fall down, so I quickly reached up to catch him and then gently lie him down on top of me.
Smiling through a hum he then said, "Leon, catch me." I chuckled as he did things backwards.
"Come on. No sleep yet. I want a shower with you." I nuzzled the side of his head, hoping he would agree to it. My heart nearly skipped a beat in fright as his head suddenly popped up, looking down at me with that gooey face of his again.
"Yes! A shower! And then more sex!"
"Sounds good." And before he could say or do otherwise, I'd rolled us up and over, and stood carrying Cloud to the showers. Sounds good indeed.