You Know I'm No Good

Chapter 1

Leah's POV

"Oh...ohh..oh god...yeah, right there! Mmmm...so good. Fuck me right there...oh. Right there in my tight little pussy...mmm." I moaned out as I was pounded into from behind. I was face down, ass up as some random black guy fucked me. Both his hands were on my hips pulling me towards him roughly. I clawed the white sheets underneath me, moaning.

"Alright now Jason I want you to grab her by the hair and pull her up to your chest." The director called out. Jason grabbed a hand full of my long black hair, pulling me up to his chest. In this new position I wrapped one of my arms around his neck.

"Alright start playing with her tits...oh yeah thats so fucking hot." Clive, the director said again.

He cupped my breast, playing with my sensitive buds. I bit my lip and moaned as he led his hand down my stomach to my clit. He strated rubbing me in intense circles while he pounded into me.

I could feel my walls start to squeeze and tighten againt his shaft, signaling the beginning of my release. I moaned as Jason pounded harder. I could tell he was close by the closer my the uneven force of his thrust.

He pushed me back down onto my elbows and started thrusting wildly into me. I quickly released, screaming out and thrashing around. Jason pulled out and jacked off, coming on top of my back.

"Shit..." He said, pumping his shaft until he finished spilling his hot seed over my back. He leaned down over me placed a heated kiss on my lips,rolling me over so we could be chest to chest.

The camera man slowly walked over, zooming in on our faces.

"Alright cut. We're good for tonight..Great job you two..." Clive said walking over to the bed in the middle of the studio. Jason got off of me to go over to the cameramen to check his stills.

I just laid on the bed covering by boobs and crossing my legs for privacy. I always get like this afterwards, even though I've been in this business for almost two years now and I just...I don't know. This isn't something I thought I'd be doing now.

"Hey babe...you doing anything later?" Clive asked suggestively, handing me my red silk robe. For some reason he always wants to have sex with me after the shoots. It's like it turns him on or something. Me on the otherhand...I hate it. I feel filthy and disgusting afterwards...I just want a shower. But I have to keep telling myself the reason I do this. For my family. So I can make a better living for my son.

"Yeah actually...I'm have to pick up Jaden from the nannies house. Tomorrow I'm going to take him to disney world as a surprise...It's his third birthday." I said smiling, thinking about my son Jaden, he was so beautiful. He was a perfect mixture of me and his father. He has brunette hair with my wide eyes and full pink lips while he has his fathers aqua blue eyes.

Jaden was born from an affair that I had with a married politician, Riley Biers. It was when I had first moved to San Fernando Valley as a stripper, maybe a year after I ran away from LaPush.

No one has heard from since. Not one person. Not my mom, my dad or Seth. I just left.

They don't even know about Jaden.

"Well that's too bad we could've had some fun." He said tracing my collarbone with his finger, I cringed.

"I'm sure...but I have to go...Sorry." I said walking over to my dressing room. I needed to shower.

When I got inside, I walked over to my mirror and looked at myself.

Dirty...Nasty...Filthy...Ugly...Slutty...Whore...

All these words kept filling my mind until I just looked away, sighing. Whe I looked back up I reached for the hem of my wig and released my hair from th confined net.

Running my hands through my hair, I smiled. I tried to seperate my work life from my normal one as best as I could, but if me Leah Clearwater and her, Eva Angelina, look exactly the same then were the same people. So I wear a black wig when I'm Eva, the porn star and I let my natural brunette hair cascade down my back when I'm me. Leah Clearwater.

After taking about an hour long shower, I put on my boyfriend jeans with my white v-neck and grabbed my purse and check before leaving to pick up Jaden.

"Fuck..." I muttered underneath my breath. I knew Lauren, the nanny would gice me all types of shit about how she'd call protective services and what-notbut I'll make it.

When I walked outside, I was escorted out by one of the security guards until he hailed me a cab. When i got in, I told the man where to take me.

After about ten minutes, I hopped out and quickly ran up the stairs of Lauren's apartment complex. When I reached her door, I could see the light peeking from the shades. Oh thank god.

Knock. Knock. Knock.

I could hear the shuffling of papers and the loud footsteps, I prepared myself for the mental scolding I was about to recieve. The door opened.

"Where the hell have you been?"

"I'm sorry..The shoot took a little longer than I thought."

"Yeah..yeah...whateva..where's my money?" she asked. I roled my eyes and reached into my pocket, pulling out $100 and handing it to her. she stunk into her bra strap.

"Alright hold on." She said going back into the haouse. Seconds later, she came back out with a sleeping Jaden in her arms. I smiled and grabbed him. He immediatley wrapped his arms around my neck, snuggling into my neck.

"Mommy.." He murmured sleepily. I rubbed his back soothingly.

"Go back to sleep baby.." I said, kissing his cheek. When I looked back up at Lauren she handed me his backpack and I said goobye before running back down the stairs to get to the cab.

"West Toluca Lake please.." I told the driver, leaning back into my seat, letting out a deep breath.

I was about to fall asleep when my phone started buzzing. I took it out of my pocket and saw that I had 7 missed texts from an unknown number.

I opened the last text sent and my heart stopped.

Leah you need to come home now. Dad died.

-Seth

A/N: Tell me what you think? I was listening to You Know I'm No Good by Amy Winehouse and BAM! Story idea...anyway REVIEW!

P.S. If you couldn't already tell Leah is a porn star.