Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh! 5D's and its characters nor gain any profit from it.

Contains: Vampires, blood, yaoi, boy x boy. Inverseshipping: Kiryu x Yusei

Warning: Oh and this chapter has lemon. Very hard, yaoi lemon. Enjoy~

Ch. 4: We Are One Again…

You have to figure, everything has to start somewhere. The closest thing for me is when I met you. After a year of clinging to what I figured would last forever, I had trouble dealing with everything else. The imminent possibility of being separated from you by death was there as well as my stupid, pathetic human life. I couldn't have told you how much you meant to me in my human life and how much I wanted you to stay with me forever. You were the very core of my life. If I lost that, there would be no point in living.

Our first time together was the most beautiful moment of my entire life. It was the most precious thing to me even in the moment of death. Nothing else could have topped that. I may have died but at least I could have taken that memory with me to the afterlife. But…

Now I'm a vampire. The fact that the smell of blood appealed to me proves that much. And I found out in the crudest way possible of what I was too but it was worth it because I got to see you again. Being a vampire had its good implies just like it had its bad. Now there was the possibility of me hurting humans and even though they didn't care for me, I wouldn't be able to see my family anymore. But that didn't matter to me because now we have forever and nothing is more gratifying for me than that…

Or is it?

"Make me yours again, Kiryu." I told him as he held me in his arms after what seemed like a long time for us. He seemed hesitant because he still sees me as a human. The human he loved so much. I can imagine the pain he must be feeling from seeing me like this. A vampire. I can tell he misses the feel of my warm skin and the way my cheeks would flush with every touch he's giving me. My heartbeat… Every one of my human traits he misses. Because of all of that, I feel a little bad for dying on him despite the fact that he's the one who caused my death in the first place. However, I don't blame him for that at all. I just wanted him to love me the same way I loved him. In a way, I can say that it was very much worth dying for.

"Yusei." He sighed before kissing me again then unbuttoning the over sized dark blue shirt that covered me then my boxers at such speed that again should have looked like a blur to humans. He smiled at my naked body as if he'd seen it for the first time. Then he ground his clothed erection against my unclothed one, eliciting a moan from both of our lips. I soon realized after he stripped me of my clothes, he still had on his own clothes. I had a mind to rip them off as the need to feel his bare skin against mine continued to rise. I gripped onto the collar of his jacket then pulled him in for another passionate kiss. He must have read my mind since he pinned my hands above my head. I scowled at him. I could have easily gotten free but I decided against it.

"I can't have you ripping my clothes to shreds, Yusei." He said, smiling slightly.

"Then take them off before I go against your wishes. I'm already impatient, Kiryu. Don't make me wait for it any longer." I growled in his ear as I made my point by grinding my hips into his. It resulted in a small groan of pleasure from both of us. "Take off your clothes. Please." I repeated. Kiryu smiled then pulled away from me, quickly taking off his jacket, his shirt along with his pants and boxers. I stared at his now naked body with my new vampire eyes and couldn't help but smile. Kiryu's body looked like fucking Adonis. No, even better than Adonis' body. There were no words that could describe how beautiful he looked right now.

I sat up then reached out to lightly touch his well-toned chest with my fingers, lightly trailing over every perfect plane of it slowly, just marveling at how perfect it was. Kiryu shuddered lightly from my touch then found my lips again. His body pressed up against mine and it felt like electricity shot through my veins. His mouth tasted better too. It was mostly him I tasted but with a hint of blood from other humans which surprisingly tasted good. I sighed inwardly before desire washed over me again. As his skillful tongue ravaged my all too willing mouth again, I knew I needed him now more than ever. I was a little nervous but only since this is the first time we've done it since my change. But I really needed him so I didn't care.

"Kiryu…" I sighed then moaned as I kept grinding myself against him. He seemed to get the message then reached over to grab what I assumed was the lubricant. I sat up then quickly grabbed his hand. "No, I need you." I added, looking up at him with pleading eyes.

"But I have to prepare you. Vampire or not, it will still hurt if I take you without any prep, Yusei." He protested as I glared at him. Why was he so adamant on protecting me now?

"I'll heal quickly, Kiryu." He just glowered at me before letting out an exasperated sigh.

He then kissed me quickly before finally saying, "Don't complain to me that your ass hurts after this." I laughed slightly as I thought to myself, It'll be worth it… Then I pulled him in for another kiss which sent another shock of electricity throughout my body, making me shudder slightly in pleasure. My hands traveled down to his hips as I quickly positioned myself in front of his rock hard cock and impaled myself onto him without any prep. His ocher eyes snapped open as we broke apart suddenly and a loud moan escaped his lips. I screamed simultaneously with him in pleasure and pain. Kiryu then glowered at me.

"Why didn't you let me prepare you?" he managed to choke out at me as his own breathing sounded labored. It almost sounded like he was resisting on pounding me into the mattress without a second thought of my discomfort. Of course, I wouldn't mind that but now, I'm in fucking agony.

"I…needed you and you were taking too long." I growled in his ear while attempting to keep the pain from listing my voice. To make my point, I moved my hips upward and his body tensed in response and he let out another moan while I tried to suppress the pained one that escaped my lips. My muscles contracted around his member tightly and his breathing hitched slightly as he gripped my hips tightly.

"Yusei…stop. Don't move!" Kiryu growled back at me as he stared at me with lust-filled ocher eyes which were also tinged with a bit of pain. He rubbed circles into my hips, attempting to calm me, he added as calmly as he could manage, "Relax. We'll both be in agony if you don't. Relax, love." I was surprised. I had no idea I was hurting him at all. Being a vampire is still so new to me. So I've come to realize that I don't know my own strength yet.

"It hurts…" Even though I'm a vampire, this hurts like hell! When I was human, Kiryu did everything he could from hurting me. He refrained from using all his strength other than preparing me for my first time. My breathing came out in ragged breaths as I tried to relax my muscles. After several excruciating minutes, the pain had subsided enough for me to relax around him completely, making Kiryu sigh in relief. The size of his length was so impressive that I wasn't even sure how he got it all inside of me. I had never felt this full in my entire life.

"I can't hold back now..." I heard him whisper in my ear, making me shudder lightly because I knew what that meant. He has to move. Now. I need him to...

"Move. Please..." There was no way I could wait any longer. Without another word, Kiryu tentatively moved inside of me, causing me to let out a small moan. It was a little painful but I ignored it because it also felt so good. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders as I started to move my hips in time with his thrusts, maximizing the pleasure I knew we were feeling simultaneously. The feeling of us moving together like this was indescribable. He then struck my prostate dead on, causing me to scream in absolute ecstasy. I saw nothing but stars dancing in my vision as I clung to Kiryu tighter, my nails digging into his back. I was happy because I am like Kiryu now. I'm not just some human he has to tread on eggshells in order to keep alive. Even during sex. Now we can love together equally...

That, alone was enough for me.

I lost all train of thought when he struck my prostate again and let out what sounded close to a shriek. Kiryu moaned loudly as I tightened around his cock. God, that felt so fucking amazing! As I buried my face in the crook of Kiryu's neck, the smell of his blood became more potent. He smelled so good... Even in the throes of sexual passion, I was still hungry. I needed blood and I needed Kiryu. I can hear the blood pulsating in his veins. Even louder than usual since we're making love to each other. My lips parted as my tongue instinctively ran over the spot I wanted to bite before sinking my fangs into his neck, the lukewarm liquid rushed into my mouth like a running faucet. I moaned at the taste of it. Oh God... The taste of his blood... There are no words. It was something I would drink forever and would be greatly satisfied. Kiryu tasted like the sweetest blueberries ever and I loved it.

Kiryu moaned in pain and pleasure at the feel of me biting him. I may have bit him a little too hard because he involuntary thrusts hard into me, causing me to moan against his neck as my back arched. It may have been muffled but it was pretty audible. I saw stars again because of the tip of his cock brushed hard against my prostate again. That felt incredible! I drank about several mouthfuls of his blood, moaning at the delicious taste before I finally pulled myself away from his neck. My beautiful lover kissed me firmly, our tongues battling hard for dominance and Kiryu won as he pushed my tongue back some to taste me. I figured he was tasting his own blood but he didn't seem to mind. He pulled away to lick the little bit of blood that was on my chin before kissing me again, his thrusts never faltered or lost its intensity.

"Mmn, Kiryu...harder..." I moaned after he pulled away from me again. Kiryu's butterscotch eyes were completely darkened with lust, gripping my hips with his hands as he complied with what I wanted...practically needed. A shudder wracked my body as I screamed in ecstasy again but louder this time. His blood must have magnified the pleasure for me. Maybe there are some benefits of being a vampire after all. My train of thought was gone again when he thrusts so hard into me that I couldn't breathe then let out an extremely violent curse, my lithe frame wracked with violent shudders as my hips bucked to match his speed for speed. I almost came from that alone.

"Heh, such a dirty mouth." Kiryu said, practically whispering in my ear. "You like that, huh?" God, I could hear the smirk in his voice as he continued thrusting hard into me. My arms tightened around his neck when he kept abusing my prostate, causing me to scream and let out a string of curse words much to his satisfaction.

"Haahn... Yes..." So good... I was so close but I didn't want this to end. Not yet. There was one more thing I wanted. Something I wanted Kiryu to do. Only then I will let myself go. I will immerse myself in the sweet, passionate bliss only he can cause. I tilted my head to the side, revealing the tan skin of my neck to Kiryu and hoped he would comply with what I wanted. "Please..." I whispered as I felt his hesitance and his thrusts faltered. He still felt guilty for killing me but I didn't care about that. I wanted him. So much that my death was worth it.

After a minute, Kiryu finally complied with what I needed and sunk his fangs into my neck. I let out a mewling sigh as he started to drink from me, his thrusts slowing some. This was better than when he did this to me when I was human. So much better... After drinking a few mouthfuls, I felt him pull back. I then opened his eyes and saw that he was looking at me.

His lips were stained with my blood and some of it was dripping down from his mouth onto his chin. He looked so beautiful like this, covered with my blood. And my body started acting upon instinct. I wanted to return the favor for earlier and sat up to lick the small trail of blood from his chin before kissing him roughly. Kiryu's thrusts returned with much more intensity than before and we both screamed in pleasure. My blood must be doing the same thing that his is doing to me, heightening our pleasure to incredible levels we could never comprehend. I could care less how loud and whorish I sounded. The only thing that mattered was Kiryu bringing me closer to the completion I so desperately needed. And that made me want to bring him to his completion too so as he continued thrusting into me, I moved my hips at the same time he thrusts into me and I was rewarded with a loud moan. Satisfied, I continued moving with my beloved as he kept abusing my prostate.

"Ahhn...Kiryu~!" The pleasure of it all became too much for me and I came violently, ribbons of cum spurted out from the tip of my cock onto my stomach and Kiryu's chest. I tightened around Kiryu as I came, bringing him over the edge with a loud moan of ecstasy. He rode out his orgasm by thrusting into me. A light shudder wracked my body as I felt his release fill me and I moaned at the feeling. It felt so good... I let out a shuddering exhale as I had begun to register what I was feeling in the mist of this. It was our love. This was a signal our final bond. I am now his and he is mine. We are one forever.

It sounded ridiculous that I needed to regain my breath because I'm a vampire now. I know I don't need air anymore but I felt like I ran a marathon after that round of love making I had with Kiryu. What kind of logic was that? I loved it though and thought it was very much worth it. I wrapped my arms around Kiryu who had collapsed on top of me from exhaustion. He was trying to regulate his breathing too. We laid there in silence, listening to each others breathing, smelling the aroma of sex in the air along with the scents of our blood. There was no need for words to describe what we have done because it was the most beautiful, most magical experience I could ever go through. I would experience it a thousand times over if I could but I'm a bit sore right now.

I winced slightly when Kiryu had pulled out of me. Maybe taking him without any preparation wasn't such a good idea. At the sound of me wincing in pain, Kiryu frowned almost like he's saying, 'I told you so.' I rolled my eyes before I smelled his blood in the air again. Looking up, I noticed him pricking his finger on one of his fangs before bringing the digit down to my raw and abused hole. I gasped slightly as he started rubbing his finger there, smearing his blood over my entrance and I felt it starting to heal already. Even though I drank some of his blood, I was still a bit weak from hunger. After Kiryu was done, I sat up and pulled him down for a passionate kiss. He smiled before forcing himself to pull away, making me frown.

"As much as I want to make love to you, Yusei, I think it would be best to find you something to eat and some new clothes." He told me as he smiled.

"Okay. I guess that's fair." I answered as I smiled back at him. Truthfully, I wanted him to fuck me senseless into the mattress again but I was also hungry. The problem is, what do I eat? I'm not sure if I can bring myself to harm a human for the sake of sustaining my own body. Kiryu seemed to sense my predicament and touched my cheek reassuringly.

"Yusei, this place...It's sort of a brothel. Humans who know about us either come here willingly for the selfish purpose of becoming like us one day or like you, seeking out for someone to ease the loneliness they feel. I know you don't feel like that now but everyone else has. So humans offer themselves to us because they want the satisfying feeling we can give them by drinking their blood." He explained to me.

Kiryu was right. I wanted someone to come and get rid of the empty loneliness I was feeling. When I was alive, I was neglected constantly by my parents. They never had any time for me. I didn't have any friends while growing up and I have considered suicide... But then Kiryu came into my life like a meteor falling out of the sky and I started seeing a brighter side of things and life in general. Soon, he became my entire world and I wanted to be a part of that forever. Now that I had forever with him, I couldn't be happier.

"I felt like that for a long time until I found you. When I saw you and talked to you, I wanted nothing more than to be with you." I wrapped my lithe arms around his neck, holding him closer to me. "You're my life, Kiryu."

"And you are mine." He told me as his lips found mine again. I could practically feel his love seeping into my body like rattlesnake venom. Only then I knew he loved me more than his own life. He is mine like I am his. Even though I wanted him to hold me in his arms longer, he pulled away and I pouted again. "Yusei, I love you but you need to eat. If you don't want to hunt an unsuspecting human, you can drink from one who's willing. Well that or donated blood. How does that sound?"

I wrinkled my nose at the thought of drinking donated blood. Kiryu did drink it while I was alive but I could tell he hated drinking it despite warming it up in the microwave. But Roman's blood was the worst thing I have ever tasted so I think donated blood wouldn't be as bad. It's still not appetizing to me in the least though.

"I can drink from one of the humans here. I'm not sure if I can live with hunting a human and killing them for sustenance." I felt his arms around me as I said those words, comforting me.

"I know you're scared but I'll be there with you just in case you lose control. I'll restrain you." Kiryu told me as he pulled back to look at me and I smiled.

"Thank you." His responding smile almost left me breathless before I kissed him again. He then took the bedsheets to clean himself and my stomach clean before I went to grab my shirt that was on the floor then slipped on my boxers. I sat on the bed as I watched Kiryu slip into his clothes carefully and smiled. Though I love him entirely, he looks beautiful in his clothes. Sometimes I prefer him completely naked.

As soon as he was done changing, I stood up and wrapped my arms around him, burying my face in his shoulder blade so I could inhale his scent. I loved how he smelled especially since we just made love to each other. I can smell my scent combined with his and I know he smells himself on me. This only confirmed even further that we are forever tied together. Kiryu gave me a light squeeze before letting go of me. He held out his hand and I grabbed it without hesitation, lacing my fingers through his. Kiryu smiled at me as we left his room.

The feeling of this place where Kiryu resides along with Roman is strange. I don't like the atmosphere of it at all. Humans were everywhere and their scents were scattered all over the place. Some of the scents smelled good, some bad and some extremely exquisite. I shuddered slightly because I didn't want to lose control. My nervousness peaked when Kiryu brought me to one of the booths where a human woman resided. She was ivory-skinned, had dark brown eyes and short red hair cropped in some places and it framed her face nicely. She was petite for her height, which was close to mine, and was quite pretty. From the look of her facial features, she looked close to my age, maybe a year or two older. The woman smiled at Kiryu after she glanced at me. I'm guessing they know each other.

"Kiryu, I'm glad you came back and you must be Yusei." she said, taking my tanned hand into her small, pale ones and I tensed up. Her skin was so warm and I could feel the blood pulsing under her ivory skin. I could only nod slightly as her scent washed over my senses. She smelled good...

"Karin, don't get close to him so suddenly. He was just turned." Kiryu warned her as she pulled away from me.

"So you finally turned him?" she asked.

"No. Roman did. And I was pissed too not because he changed Yusei but because he tried to have sex with him. The nerve of that bastard." Kiryu growled those last words as I tried to calm him by leaning onto him ans squeezing his hand lightly.

"So that was what you and Roman were arguing about earlier. Anyway, I'm guessing this is Yusei's first feed. That's why you brought him to me, right?" She asked as Kiryu nodded. Karin moved slowly to take my hand into hers again, careful not to provoke me and brought me over to the lounging couch. We sat down and Kiryu sat close to me for safety measures. Karin turned to me, removing the large black choker on her neck as she said, "You know where to do it. Just a few things: Don't bite too hard or you'll end up leaving scars on my neck. Don't spill too much of my blood and don't take too much of it. If you want to control yourself even as a vampire, you have to learn how to drink in moderation, Yusei."

"I understand, Karin." I told her, smiling lightly before looking at Kiryu. "You'll help me right?"

"Of course." I felt a little better with his word then I turned to face Karin again. I hesitantly lifted my arms and wrapped them around her slim frame, pulling her close to my body before leaning my head towards her neck. Karin inclined her head backwards to give me more access to her neck. The sound of her heart was loud in my ears and my mouth started watering at the sound. My lips parted revealing my sharp incisors and I sunk them into her neck almost hesitantly. I heard her wince slightly from my bite as her blood rushed into my willing mouth and I started drinking large mouthfuls. I was really hungry and she tasted absolutely exquisite. I kept tabs on my control so I won't end up draining her dry no matter how badly I craved blood. After about five mouthfuls, I stopped drinking from Karin and pulled away. I didn't want to kill her. I couldn't.

"Good job, Yusei!" I heard Kiryu say to me as I turned to look at him. He was smiling in approval. His smile was infectious so it made me smile back especially after he had bent down to lick the small drop of Karin's blood off of my chin. "You've done well for your first time. I'm glad. How do you feel now?"

"Better. I feel like I can control myself around humans a bit more now. And I don't feel weak anymore." I said as he kissed me before I turned to Karin. "Thank you. I hope I didn't bite too hard. I was hungry."

"It's fine. You actually handled yourself better than any other vampire here. Well, except for Kiryu." she added when I noticed Kiryu glaring at her slightly. "Oh, don't give me that look. I just fed your boyfriend after all."

"And I'm grateful for that, Karin. Just don't insult me..." I heard Kiryu sigh, making me giggle. He glared at me. "And you need some clothes." He stood up and I followed his movement then took his hand into mine.

"I'll see both of you later. I'd better get back home because I have work later." Karin told us as she wiped her neck clean with a moist towelette then fastened the choker around her neck.

"Make sure to drink some orange juice and eat something."

"I will, Kiryu. You two play nice now!" she told us. If I could, I would've blushed at her comment by now as she walked out of the booth and away from us. From the last few minutes I've spent with the woman, I've found Karin to be a nice, caring person. Why she was even in a place like this and so frequently baffled me completely. I think I might have made a friend of sorts. The thought of that made me really happy but not as happy as I am with Kiryu beside me.

My beautiful lover had lead me out of the booth and we darted through the place at inhuman speed towards the exit. It was still bright outside when I stepped out there with Kiryu and flinched from the blinding sunlight. It stung but I tried to ignore it as Kiryu lead me to his car. I would've preferred running but since I'm not dressed properly, I guess riding in a car was more appropriate... I frowned at my attire again when I examined myself and hated that Roman was the one who dressed me. At least I don't smell his scent on me anymore. I was happy about that at least.

I got into the front passenger's seat as Kiryu sat in the driver's seat before digging for what I assume was his car keys. He put them in the ignition before digging for something else. When he finally pulled out his object of desire, he quickly handed it to me. It was a pair of sunglasses. Or at least a spare pair because Kiryu had his own which was now on top of his head. I quickly figured out that he found it annoying driving with them on. I would put mine on as soon as we arrive at the mall.

"Thank you, Kiryu." I told him as he smiled at me, turning on the car's engine as he did so.

"You're welcome. You need to protect your eyes. The sun can still hurt them." he warned me. Don't I know it. I've been out in the sun twice now and it hurts like hell. Now that I have eaten, I can bare with the sunlight but it still hurts so I have to wear sunglasses. It's a small price to pay to live like a vampire and I don't care. As long as I'm with Kiryu, nothing else really matters to me.

As Kiryu started driving, I relaxed against the comfortable seat and rested my head on the door. I was a bit tired after our love making earlier. I could feel Kiryu's gaze on me as I fell asleep on the way to the mall. I felt like I was at peace now.

A/N: God I am so sorry for making everyone wait for practically 9 months for this chapter. ;_; I'm so sorry. My life outside of the internet world has gotten hectic and I have been having massive writer's block for this chapter. Plus, someone deleted my fanfiction off of my computer. D: I do hope my super smutty chapter made up for my unexpected absence. :)

Oh and Karin is just a random OC I thought up in the spur of the moment. Only because I didn't want to make the character nameless. ^^;

Review please? ^^ And I'll try to get out another chapter ASAP~