author's babble- hey guys heres the new chapter i promised. (or if your reading this away from my story this is another random songfic! :D) i cant guarentee a happy ending though. please dont review telling me that fabian would never do this to nina cuz thats the whole point of the song fic. ninas is supposed to be feeling fabian slip away from her and she has to be really angry to put the amount of power into the song that she is. it should be clear by now that i do NOT own house of anubis or taylor swifts music.
Flashback- Nina's Point Of View
"This is it" I thought as our argument grew louder. I was under the assumption everything was ok between Fabian and I. Apparently I was mistaken.I could feel him slipping away and I didn't know how to stop it. When I zoned back into the argument I heard him shout "Fine! If you dont want to answer I'll just leave!" Then he walked away while I stood there and watched.
Three Weeks Later Nina's Point Of View
He walked away and didnt look back. He sits with patricia in class and I sit with Amber. He ignores me at dinner and locks himself in his room everyday. Did I really upset him that much that he won't even look at me? Wanna know what our argument was about? It was about my ex-boyfriend who had called me the day before. What Fabian doesn't know is that my ex cheated on me with my best friend and that their the reasons I came to england. He called to tell me his new girlfriend (aka my EX-bestfriend) is pregnant. Why he thinks I wanted to know this is beyond me. Anyway Fabian found out that I talked to him from Jerome and Alfie. I think he was just looking for an excuse to pick a fight with me. You see a few weeks ago I felt him starting to slip away from me and I think he jumped at the chance to end us. But that's the thing. He hasn't ended us. Were technically still dating because he never broke up with me and never gives me time to break up with him. I don't understand why he cant just finish what he started. I was contemplating this when Patricia Amber and Mara barged into my room.
"What's up with you and Fabian." Patricia asked. Only she would get straight to the point.
"Nothings up. Were just on a break." I said. Bitterly.
"Nina Martin not talking to your boyfriend AT ALL is not considered taking a break!" Amber said.
"Ok fine we got into a fight and I feel like he staged it so that he could have a reason to break up with me but he hasn't broken up with me yet and he never gives me enough time to break up with him or talk things out so I feel like he wont finish what he's started." I said before collapsing onto my bed and crying.
My friends let me cry for a few moments before one of them spoke up.
"You need to get revenge" said Mara. She said it so bluntly like I was being stupid for not thinking it in the first place.
"Revenge?" I asked quietly.
"YES MARA YOU ARE A GENIUS!" Amber cried flinging herself at Mara.
"Revenge?" I asked a little louder.
"OK I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT TO DO WERE GUNNA MAKE FABIAN WISH HE NEVER HURT NINA." Mara shouted over Amber's squeals.
"REVENGE!" I shouted. Gosh I felt like I was invisible.
"Yes Nina revenge try to keep up would you!" Amber cried.
"Ok." Mara said "Heres the plan. Seeing as how I am the student representative Im going to organize a little show. Each house will send one person to sing one song to the housemember of their choice. All we need to do is make sure Nina is the housemember singing to Fabian."
"Brilliant Mara!" Patricia said.
"Um guys not brilliant I cant sing." I said.
"Nina dont give us that crap we've all heard you when you think your alone in the common room." Patricia said. I blushed I really didn't think anyone could hear me when I was singing.
"But how do we know that the others will chose me?" I asked
"What others? Alfie will go along with it if Amber asks him to, Mara has Jerome wrapped around her finger she only has to glance his way and he'll do whatever she wants, Mick wont care as long as it doesnt interfere with his sports, and Fabians been to busy moping to notice anything." Patricia said confidently.
"But-" I was cut off by Amber before I could say anything else.
"No buts Nina you and I both no how much you want to tie up this loose end. This is your chance why dont you just grab it!" She cried.
"Fine but I don't have anything to wear." I said.
"No problem. We'll just go shopping Saturday." Patricia said. I gaped at her Patricia hated shopping.
"Don't look at me like that. You need to wear something angry. If you go shopping with Amber she'll dress you like a pink marshmallow." Patricia said while Amber nodded slowly behind her looking dejected at the fact that she couldn't take me shopping but knowing it was better this way.
"Fine but noone mentions it outside of this room until it's time to tell the boys. This will be our meeting spot." I said.
"Fine" The girls agreed. With that everyone besides Amber and I filed out the room. Amber didn't say anything for once probably fretting about what Patricia would have me wearing during the performance. I flicked of the light and went to sleep.
Two Days Later - Saturday Nina's Point Of View
"NINA HURRY UP WE NEED TO LEAVE!" I heard Patricia scream while I was finishing getting ready.
"I'M COMING CALM YOUSELF!" I screamed in response. I grabbed my purse and walked down the stairs.
"What kind of response is that 'Calm yourself ' Jeez I am calm" Patricia said.
"It's american I didn't think you would get." I replied (a/n i love how i found a way to fit this in my cousin would be very proud)
"Oh whatever the cabs waiting lets go" She said/demanded.
We sat through the cab ride akwardly before pulling up to a really gothic looking store. Patricia ran out as soon as the car stopped. I dont think I'd ever seen her so excited.
"Um Patricia I dont know about this. Isn't this place more um you style." I said afraid of another "Trixieburst" as Jerome says.
"Of course it is. We need you to look all angry and upset and quite frankly crazy." She replied with a laugh.
We walked into the store and I was shocked to see it was all black purple and red. Patricia squealed sounding a lot like amber then composed herself grabbed a basket and walked down to the cosmetics aisle. She threw a bottle of black nailpolish,a small jar of black eyeshadow, and black non-water proof mascara into the basket.
"Don't you think water proof would be better?" I asked.
"No you'll see why." She replied while dragging me off towards the accesories. I'd find my clothes before my accesories but I guess shopping with Patricia means working backwards.
She scanned the massive wall of accesories in front of us before quickly reaching out and grabbing a black beaded cuff bracelet, a black pearl necklace, and a ring with a black gem with gold wire framing it. Why do I feel a reoccuring pattern here.
"All black really?" I asked
"Yes Nina really," She said. Notice I say said not snapped. She was distracted by something to the right of my shoulder. When I looked I saw a black dress that looked extremely witch like. The top of the dress looked exactly like a corset and the bottom looked like it was ripped or shredded.
"Perfect." I heard Patricia murmur. She walked over and picked the dress in my size. I didn't need to tell her what my size was and she wouldn't let me try the dress on. I guess Amber had trained her over the past two days.
"Now we just need to find the right O-MI-GOD!" She exclaimed.
"What? What's wrong? Are you ok?" I asked nervously.
"Hush up Nina I'm fine look!" She said pointing at the wall opposite the accesories wall. I looked at what she saw and gasped.
On the wall there were a pair of heels that matched perfectly with the dress. They were heels but they looked like combat boots from the army only a little bit fancier. I was in shock but Patricia was already in motion. Another girl was looking at the shoes and from the look on Patricia's face it didnt look like she was getting them anytime soon.
"Excuse me." Patricia said butting the poor girl out of the way. She grabbed the shoes threw them in the basket and walked off leaving me and the girl in shock.(a/n u didnt think id make her get in a shoe fight did you :D)
"You coming Nina" Patricia called over her shoulder. I ran up to her side.
"How did you know they were my size?" I asked.
"Nina really who do you think taught Amber to shop. I know how to get in and out of a store like that" She snapped her fingers."The only thing is that Amber takes her time and dwells on everything. I come with a purpose and leave with what I came for." She said matter of factly.
"Well I've learned alot today." I said. She laughed and kept walking. Before we checked out she grabbed a pair fishnet tights. She paid for the outfit with Amber's credit card (I dont wanna know how she got that) and we left with two bags. The whole shopping trip had taken us one hour a tenth of the time shopping took with Amber.(a/n ninas outfit is on my profile)
"Ok here's the plan" Patricia said as we pulled up to the house. "Ill go in first and tell them some story to distract the boys while you go in through the backdoor where Mara and Amber will be waiting, drop the bags in Amber's closet where she puts last seasons clothes and meet me downstairs. O and do NOT let Amber see your outfit she'll tell the world what your wearing. Got it."
"Got it" I repeated. And with that we ran to our designated areas. As soon as I opened the door Amber came squealing silently with Mara behind her.
"Lemme see! Lemme see!" Amber exclaimed. I shook my head, no held one finger up to say hold on, and ran upstairs to hide the bags. Then I linked arms with Amber and Mara and we walked down to the common room before Amber could ask me anymore questions.
"- And she said if he ever does that she'll kick him in his outdoor plumbing!" I heard Patricia say. It was followed by a chorus of laughter. When I walked into the room everyone got quiet. I looked around and to my surprise Fabian was outside of his room.
"What I live here to." I said angrily while sitting down next to Jerome. Fabian made an annoyed noise and left the room. "What a jackass." I murmured so low I didn't think anyone heard until Jerome busted out laughing.
"Nina did you just swear!" He said between laugh attacks.
"Jackass isn't a swear it was shown on Spongebob so ha" I said.
"Ok whatever you say Nina." He replied. I laughed and spent the rest of the night talking with my friends.
Two Weeks Later - The Night Of The Show Nina's Point Of View
"O god o god o god" I heard myself say over and over again. Tonight was the night I would be preforming and I think it was starting to set in. I was dressed in the outfit Patricia had picked and Amber had done my makeup. Suddenly Mara barged into my room.
"WHAT DID YOU TO DO HER!" She screamed at Amber.
"I did her hair and makeup like you asked." She responded calmly.
"Amber we want chaotic and crazy not sweet and classic. Nina come here." She ordered.
I sat down in front of Amber's vanity and watched as Mara fiddled with my hair. Amber had curled it put now Mara was trying to straighten it again. Exasperated she dragged me to the bathroom and dampened my hair. Then she attacked it with her brush and fingers. When she finished all the curls were sticking out at random points and it had frizzed out.
"MARA WHAT DID YOU DO TO NINA!" I heard Amber shriek.
"What you couldn't." Mara replied distracted as she finished off my hair. I walked slowly back to my room where Patricia was waiting. Mara and Amber filed in after me.
"Now Nina I'm going to show you why we bought non-water proof mascara." Patricia said.
"YOU BOUGHT WHAT!" Amber screeched. "AMBER CALM YOURSELF!" Patricia screamed. I guess we both learned something when we shopped together. Patricia was holding out a piece of paper towards me. I looked at it and saw a picture of Taylor Swift. She looked wrecked and from a distance it looked like there were mascara streaks down her cheeks.
"Oh no." I said as Patricia came closer to me.
"Oh yes." She said she pinched me so hard I felt tears coming to my eyes which I guess was the point. The only thing she didn't expect to happen was my all out sob fest. I cried for everthing that I had kept bottled up during Me and Fabian's "break".
When I finished crying Patricia said "Well that worked better than I thought it would. Go see for yourself." I walked down the hall to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I looked horrible in a really good way.
"You can do this nina." I told myself. I grabbed my jacket and the girls and we walked to the school together. By now the boys were in on the plan and were dragging Fabian out of his bed to go to the performance. I was set to go on last and before I did Amber came and handed me a black rose.
"Pluck the petals off during the first verse." She said. and walked away. I sighed as I stared at the flower. I heard Mr. Sweet anounce "And from Anubis House we have Nina Martin singing a song for Fabian Rutter!"
"Well here goes nothing" I said to myself. and I walked out onto the stage.
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought I'd live to see it break (I sat on a barstool up front with my head down, scowling, and plucked three petals off the rose.)
It's getting dark, and it's all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake (I plucked off four more petals and stood up.)
Oh, I'm holding my breath
Won't lose you again
Something's made your eyes go cold (I grabbed the antique mike after slamming the flower to the floor.)
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted (I put my all into the song twisting every direction like I was having a seizure.)
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted
Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I said to you (I slowly walked off the stage towards Fabian.)
He would try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead (He looked shocked and scared I dont blame him either I must have looked crazy.)
Oh, I'm holding my breath
Won't see you again
Something keeps me holding on to nothing (I screamed in his face.)
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted (I glared at him and I thought I saw tears in his hard eyes.)
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted
I know, I know
I just know
You're not gone
You can't be gone, no (I used this time to walk back onto the stage.)
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
Won't finish what you started (I gestured to myself with both hands.)
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't go back, I'm haunted (I threw myself into the song using all the anger I had.)
You and I walk a fragile line (I used my thumb and forefinger to draw a line.)
I have known it all this time
Never ever thought I'd see it break
Never thought I'd see it (I shoved away from the mike and walked slowly back stage.)
"HOLY CRAP NINA! DID YOU SEE HIS FACE!" I heard Patricia and Mara scream in unison. They glanced at each other. Weird.
"Ah revenge is sweet isn't it." Amber said. In the background I heard Mr. Sweet akwardly announce the end of the program. I dont think he expected me to sing Fabian a hate song.
"Yes Amber Yes it is" I replied. And we all walked home high off of our recent success.
Authors babble part two- so there is it. im not sure if i can label this as a fabina fic cuz really its more hate filled than anything. i actually really like the ending i like that nina didnt speak to fabian afterwards. i felt like this was a good place to end the story and that nina had said enough in the song. so yea review and depending on how many i get back i might post another chapter (or if your reading this away from my story, another random songfic) tomorrow. peaces guys. - angela1997