Heartbroken Girl No More.

This is my first fanfic, so go easy on me please :)?

Disclaimer I don't own twilight, just the ideas i put into this story ;).

Set in New Moon. Bella is the twin of Leah Clearwater, everything happens between Edward and Jacob. When Bella confronts Jacob, Paul imprints. She leaves and goes to stay with her aunt. Now 4 years later she is back, a different person and... Famous?

Chapter one; Leaving

Bella POV.

I sat in my truck trying to summon up the courage to knock on the little red door, which held my supposed best friend Jacob Black. Leah, my twin, had told me to stop mopping and go see him. I knew someone was in because I could see the shadows through the window, it was just I couldn't find the courage to open my door and step out. What could be so hard?

Taking a deep breath I turned and put my notepad on the passenger seat, getting ready to go and know. When a knock on the window startled me. I whipped my face around to face the window, and was shocked to see Jacob or who I thought was Jake. He still had the same face shape and features, but they were cold and hard. He has grown at least a good 6 inches more and had toned lean muscles on his chest. But what shocked me the most was that he had cut his hair, really short.

I was brought out of my thoughts by Jakes harsh, angry tone he had never used on me.

"What do you want?" He spat at me. I was hurt but then it turned to anger, how he dare speak to me like that when he was the one who was ignoring me. I stepped out of my truck and stood in front of Jake.

"Can we talk?" I ask, rather harshly. Smooth Bella, what a way to start.

"Talk" Jake said or rather like commanded, crossing his arms over his chest.

I noticed all 4 boys huddled behind him, I recognised Sam Ulley, as he was the one who broke my twin's heart and Embry but the other two I didn't. "Alone" I demanded, matching his cold tone.

Jake looked towards, Sam, as if asking permission. Sam shook his head, this made me angry, and he had to ask to speak to me! And he wasn't aloud! I wanted to slap both of them.

Jake turned his cold stare on me as the boys backed away a little

"What do you want?" He spat at me for the second time. I flinched that stung.

"What the fuck is with you is it because I won't be your girlfriend. You come to me all, 'I promise I'll never leave you, I'm not like him.' Yet here we stand you been a cold hearted dick, probably getting ready to say we can't be friends anymore or something like that. You know what Leah was right, you're just like him and Sam for that matter." I yelled but going down to a whisper at the end. Jake and Sam flinched. Jake started to shake.

"Do not compare me to him, and for Leah she doesn't know what she is talking about. Just because your twins doesn't mean Leah is always right!" He yelled at me. As soon as he said it he put his hand over his mouth and his eyes widened. I slapped him across the face and kneed him in the balls. Hard. Jake fell to the floor holding his balls.

"Don't talk about Leah like that, I just thought I'd come and tell you that I'm leaving. Going to stay with Renee. So Jake when you get your head pulled out of your arse then get Leah to call me, until then don't speak to me." I spat at him angrily. I looked at the boys that were staring at me in shock and awe. But only one caught my attention. I locked eyes with him and the world froze. His eyes were a warm chocolaty brown, with a hint of caramel around the edges. I felt the world disappear from under me. Suddenly, this man mattered; I was lost in his eyes that were dazed, yet glowing at the same time.

Suddenly my brain clicked this was Paul, Paul Meraz. La-Push's personal man whore, and with that thought I glared hard and them and Jake, turned on my heel and heeded towards my car. I got in and shut my door and noticed all of them were still frozen in place, until my truck started driving off. They all ran towards me, but I ignored them and carried on driving back to my house. Which was just down the street.

You see all my life I have lived in La-Push, I practically grew up with Jacob, Embry and Quil. So it hurt badly when Jake and Embry just up and leave, just like them. It always confused me when I was dating Ed-him, he never picked me up or drop me off. He would meet me in different places; in fact neither he nor his family came near La-Push. I mean we would see each other at school and stuff, but I wonder why he never came here. (La-Push high burnt down, so they had to go to Forks.) Weird.

I was brought out of my mental babble when I realised I was outside my house, and Leah was on the porch with Seth. I got out of the car and headed towards them, tears streaming down my face. Leah ran forward and engulfed me into a hug and soothed me as I sobbed onto her shoulder.

"Shhh Bells, come on inside." She cooed as we walked towards the house, still hugging. Once we reached the house I stopped sobbing and straignted up, gave my twin one last hug and walk into the house. My mum Sue, dad Charlie and little brother Seth were in the living room, looking towards us with worry evident in their eyes.

"I've decided to go and stay with Aunt Renee and Uncle Harry (Harry and Charlie are brothers) for a while, to get a break and sort myself out." I anonced to my family. Mum and Dad looked sad but said they were okay with it, whilst Leah and Seth looked heartbroken.

I packed my stuff, put it in the car and off we all headed to the airport. Everyone was quite on the journey there and mostly all of us had silent tears running down our cheeks. I sat in the middle holding my twin and younger brother whilst they cried into me. I literally broke my heart.

Eventually we arrived at the airport, I bought my ticket and my mum and dad kissed and hugged me good bye saying things like 'bye my sweet', 'take care', 'come back soon'. It was then saying good bye to my sibling, which proved harder than it sounds.

"Please Belly-Bear, stay" Seth pleaded whilst hugging me and crying.

"I can't Seth, it's just for a while and then I'll be back. I'll ring and email everyday and I'll never forget you." I said to Seth as he realised me. I then pulled Leah into a twin embrace, soothing her as she cried.

"Never forget me Lee-Lee." I pleaded with her, as she cried on my shoulder.

"Never!" she vowed, she pulled away and never had I seen her so vulnerable since the Sam and Emily incident. I smiled a sad smile at my family, and waved as I walked towards the plane that is about to change my life. I ventured onto the plane and settled into my seat, silently letting all my emotions out through tears. And from that point on I knew my life would change, but what I didn't know was how much.

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