Moon Flowers: A Plea for Normalcy

A/N: Nope I don't own Sailor Moon or any of the characters. Hello there, its been a long time since I have written something here. LOL Any who, this is a new fanfic of mine which I hope many will enjoy, or at least give a chance. Usually I write Inuyasha fanfics, which I will also be doing, but for now my mind is stuck here in the Sailor Moon World. Well enough with that, on with the story...

Usagi desperately held onto the young boys jacket, she stared in his eyes with a broken look, "Please, Kenji. Why are you doing this?"

The boy carefully peeled the small blonds hands and laid them by her side, "I'm sorry, but your just to freaky. A lot of weird things occur when I'm with you. I don't want to date some one with strange excuses."

She pushed him away and turned around, her arm shading the hot tears rolling against her cheeks. She took a deep breath, and relaxed her body, "I see. I understand Kenji. See you at school." She slowly stepped away from the only boy she will ever crush on.

The boy stared, and quietly bit his lip as he watched her body become a small dot against the horizon. He did indeed like the young blond, she had a wonderful personality that drew him in and a smile that warmed his heart. He was determined to claim the blond as his, that was before the strange incidents began. It seemed his life was being turned upside down when she entered his heart and he could no longer bare it.

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Usagi ran with her hands masking her tears as she was now close to her home. Her heart was tight and pounded loudly. Memories she shared with the young boy raced through her mind. She cursed the day she became a Senshi, the sudden transformation from a normal junior high girl to a super hero ruined her love life. If she had never found the small black cat with a crescent moon on her forehead, she could have lived a happy romantic school life with Kenji.

The blond was so consumed with her thoughts that she was not prepared for the sudden impact as her body harshly landed against the ground. She gasped in pain when a sudden weight fell between her thighs and stroke her chest. Her head bounced against the ground.

"Watch where your going!" Groaned a dark haired male as he tried to quickly pick himself up, his landing was rather soft and firm. Wincing while rubbing his shoulder, he sat up to glare at the source. His eyes widened with irritation, "Its you! Again, must we always meet like this meatball head!"

The small blond snapped from her sad thoughts and quickly became enraged, "What? You bumped into me stupid jerk!"

"It was you who bumped into me, you're the one running around with your arm over your eyes, idiot!" He barked back.

"Ugh! You're the last person I want to see right now Mamoru!" Usagi screamed frustrated. She didn't need this right now, she was not in the mood to argue with the upperclassman. All she wanted was to go home, curl in her bed and never leave. She sat up straight slowly, her cheeks furiously blushed when she noticed he was not only to close for her own comfort but her legs were spread wide open and he was in between them. She slapped him across the face screaming pervert.

The upperclassman scrambled onto his feet, he rubbed his cheek, his eyes trying not to stare as the young girl covered herself desperately. She tugged on her skirt, the white thin underwear no longer making its appearance to young healthy males. Mamoru groaned mentally as he tried not to recall what small glory he witnessed.

Usagi poked him hard against the chest, "You better had not seen anything! Or I will so hurt you."

"Yeah right klutz, like any guy would ever want to look at you like that. You are very immature, have zero balance, full of air in that little head of yours, and your freakishly strange," He snorted in response.

Her eyes trembled, his words trigging the confrontation with Kenji stabbing her heart. She was so close to him, their nose barely touching as she screamed, "I hate you Mamoru! I never want to see you again, you're the worst jerk ever born!"

It wasn't until then that he noticed her red puffy eyes, he subconsciously grabbed for her arm, "Meatball head were you crying just now?"

She pulled away from his soft grip, tears streaming down her cheeks. She stared at him for a moment before she pushed him to the side and quickly ran away to her home.

Mamoru batted his eyes perplexed to the sudden heavy guilt he felt. The look in the blonde's deep blue eyes sent chills down his spine, his chest tighten at the anguish hidden inside them. A side he had never seen from the klutz. Unsettled for the sympathy he was starting to display for the blonde, he dusted his clothes and picked up his books before leaving the scene.

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Usagi cursed Mamoru's name over and over in her head, she was approaching her house now. Her shaking hands struggled to place the key in the doorknob and open the door. She hurried inside and shut the door quietly. She tip-toed her way to the stairs careful not to have her mother hear her. The last thing she wanted was her mother worrying over her and questioning her. The senshi needed to be alone and collect her thoughts together.

She breathed once she crept inside her room, and relaxed against the closed door. Her hands covered her quivering face, the tears poured down her cheeks and unto the floor. She sobbed quietly. Why did Luna have to choose me? If only I weren't a senshi, Kenji wouldn't have dumped me then. He wouldn't think of me as a weirdo!

She threw herself on her bed, unaware her guardian was peacefully asleep underneath the bed sheets. Luna let out a cry in pain as she scratched her way out. Usagi rolled off her bed and panicked, "Luna! I'm so sorry, are you okay?"

The black cat glared at the senshi but her anger faded when she noticed the young blonds puffy red eyes. She hopped onto her lap, her face zooming into the blond.

"Why are you crying? Did something happen? Another bad test result perhaps?"

Usagi rolled her eyes, she gently picked the small cat off her lap and stood up. She walked towards the window and stared at the sun setting slowly.

"Kenji rejected me," She whimpered, her shoulders shaking, "The only boy I'll ever like rejected me because I'm a senshi!"

"Oh Usagi! What a silly reason to cry for!" Luna hopped onto the bed, "You have no time for boys, your main focus should be on your education and your senshi duties. Besides this boy is not the last boy you will like, does Tuxedo Mask not count? If I recall correctly you drool at the sight of him."

Usagi sighed, she was so wrapped up in her rejection that she had forgotten of the masked hero. It was true, she did like Tuxedo Mask but that she knew was a one sided love that would not happen. She dropped her eyes, the hero would never be interested in a klutzy leader. With Kenji she at least had a chance, he showed interest in her and at one point confessed to liking her as more than a friend. At that time the blond led a normal school life and was too shy to admit her feelings for the young boy. Later when she became leader of the Senshi, it was then when she became bolder and started to show Kenji her interest in him. But as the Youma's started to attack and reveal themselves in her school, she was caught in a deep mess with the young boy. She was always at the scene of every attack, it scared the boy no matter what strange excuses Usagi used.

"Tuxedo Mask would never be interested in me, besides he only saves me because I'm a hopeless case." She let out a deep breath.

"Oh yes, you are such a Klutz," Luna sighed and shook her head, she wished for her leader to be more graceful.

Usagi tossed a small teddy bear at the guardian, "You're so mean Luna! You could have disagreed to be nice about it!"

Luna blocked the bear, "It's the sad truth."

Usagi frowned, she started to change into her pajama's as her guardian lectured her about her Senshi duties. How she must not focus on a love life and how vital it was to find the Moon Princess and the last Senshi before the Dark Kingdom would destroy Earth. Blah. Blah. Blah. The leader knew this lecture already. The Blond drowned her guardian out, she settled in her bed and clutched her brooch tightly. Her eyes felt heavy and wanted badly to rest from all the crying. She stared at the crescent moon peeking through her window.

I wonder if the Moon Princess had to ever go through rejection, how would she have dealt with it? Ha! Maybe no one ever rejected her, I bet she is beautiful and graceful unlike me. Her eyes slowly began to shut close but her hand continued to cling onto her brooch. Please Princess, if you can hear me I wish I could live a normal life, I don't want to grow up with this life with no chance of love. I want a normal future.

The blond was fast asleep, she cried while she dreamed. Her hand that gripped her brooch began to glow until it engulfed the room with a bright blue light. Usagi was unprepared for what was about to occur next…

A/N: Please be kind and leave a review. Any constructive criticism appreciated. (^,~)