Once He Knows...

Once they all know, no one will love you.

I bite my lip, twiddling with my own fingers.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

The guilt it eating me up. I have to tell him.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

There he is, sitting at the computer, typing his slender fingers away.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

I sneak up behind him and wrap my arms around him.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

He smiles as he looks up at me.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

"What is it, babe?"

Once they all know, no one will love you.

"I have to tell you something..." I mumble.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

He catches sight of my forlorn expression and guilty tone.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

"What's wrong, Roxas?"

Once they all know, no one will love you.

My eyes connect with his.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

...What am I doing? I can't...

Once they all know, no one will love you.

"Roxas?" He looks worried now.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

"I-I'm fine," I assure.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

"You sure? You look a little pale..."

Once they all know, no one will love you.

"I'm fine." I smile meekly.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

He doesn't buy it. "What's wrong?"

Once they all know, no one will love you.

I can't tell him.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

He won't understand.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

"I..." I trail off. He continues to stare, trying to pry the truth from me in my eyes.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

"I... forgot to tell your parents that we're coming over Saturday."

Once they all know, no one will love you.

He frowns. "Roxas, you said you had it covered!"

Once they all know, no one will love you.

"I'm sorry..." He sighs but smiles lightly, scooping me up in his arms.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

I can't tell him the truth.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

He won't understand why I chose to be a girl.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

Why I didn't stay a boy.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

He might be disgusted.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

He won't look at me the same.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

He won't love me.

Once they all know, no one will love you.

Once he knows, he will never love me.

I don't know.

I've had, "Once they all know, no one will love you" thing stuck in my head. ._. I don't like it.