Yeah so this is a random one shot sort of thing. Just sort of came to me. Sorry if it sucks or makes absolutely no sense, sometimes things seem like they make sense in my head and then it just doesn't on paper. I would love some feedback.

You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh, that's right

I had no idea what was going on. My heart would beat faster, my palms would start to sweat, and my heart would tighten every moment I was around her. I, Rachel Berry, was falling hard and fast for the head cheerleader, the most beautiful girl in the school, the most beautiful girl in the world. But what was even crazier, she was falling for me too. I was scared, no I was absolutely terrified. But she grabbed my hand and told me, promised me that she would always be around and take the lead, show me how to get the courage to do what our hearts both needed.

I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yeah huh, that's right

It was amazing, beautiful, and epic; there are so many words that could describe our time together, our chemistry. We would just lie together holding one another whispering promises, and I love you to each other. I never doubted any of the sweet words that came out of her lips that I loved so much.

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong

When people found out, when word got around about Quinn and I dating people were skeptical to say the least. They told me that she was playing me, she was a cold heartless bitch, and she was using me for whatever was next on her agenda. And as they said those words my heart slowly broke but every time I saw her angelic smile, just for me I knew they couldn't be right. I shouted, I cried, I got into so many fights over our relationship with others. I told them it was real and they were all wrong.

I know better
?Cause you said forever
And ever, who knew?

And whenever she found me sitting there staring straight ahead at the wall after one of those fights she would take me in her strong arms and hold me. The scent of vanilla, of everything good in the world, her scent would surround me and comfort me. I told her what they said and all she did was offer a light smile and a kiss to my lips while softly uttering the word forever.

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no, no no

We used to go to the park all the time. There was a big oak tree and we would lay there for hours. We giggled, we laughed, we offered each other all of our hearts. We shut out the rest of the world. In those moments there was just us. We carved our names into those trees, because we were convinced that we were so perfect for each other, so right.

I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything

I have nightmares all the time. There she is, Quinn Fabray, and she is running towards me. And then we finally meet and she brings me into one of her warm hugs that I love so much and I take her hand in mine and I plan to never let go again. But then I wake up and the only thing that I have in my hands are my sheets that are wet from my tears. I wish I could touch her again.

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong

When the kids in glee, the kids at school told me to enjoy it while it lasted I didn't listen. Because I knew that our love would last forever…we could enjoy it together forever. But I guess I was wrong.

But they knew better
Still you said forever and ever
Who knew? Yeah yeah

When they said all those cruel words about us, about her they were right. They knew better than I ever did. We didn't last. Our love didn't go anywhere near forever.

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we, until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened?

I won't stop thinking about her. I can't stop thinking about her. A face like hers is nearly impossible to forget. Her beautiful blond hair, her smile that lights her eyes with pure childish amusement, her fair mystic skin, it is an image that no matter how hard I try, is locked in my mind until forever. And when we do meet again, if we ever do…well I am not sure that my breaking heart could possibly take any more pain. I would love to say that she is still my friend, I would love to say that she is still my love, I would love to say that I understood what happened. But I just don't, for once I just don't understand.

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
?Cause they're all wrong

I remember the first time she told me she loved me. She captured my eyes with her own beautiful hazel eyes. She delicately took my hand in hers. And then she came closer, so close that I could feel her breath tickling my skin. I could feel her presence intoxicating me, suffocating me. And when she finally whispered those three fatal words, the three words that were pure music to my words I knew that she would never let me go. There was such strength in those words. Any thoughts that this relationship wouldn't last until the end of time, well they were all wrong.

And that last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember

She called me over to her house late last night. Her calming voice reached mine through the phone and I immediately made my way to her house. She led me into the living room, and she just stood beside the couch, while I did the same. Her eyes bore into mine, they were burning with emotions that I had never seen before in her, and I for once when I was with her I didn't feel safe. She took my hand in hers and she looked me in the eyes just like she did when she told me she loved me. She came close, as close as possible without touching me, without putting her arms around me and making me feel safe again. And then she weakly, brokenly said three more words, but these words weren't fatal. No these words were worse they were heartbreaking; they were words that kept me up for nights after. I can't anymore is what she said to me that gloomy day. She told me how they made fun of her, how she was sliding down the social ladder, how she didn't like the feeling of it, how she just couldn't take it anymore. I didn't listen to her excuses. I just took in all her features and walked out the door, walked away from the person keeping me safe, the person keeping me sane, the one I thought would be there forever.

But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling, who knew?

I could never erase the memories we had together. And maybe I don't want to. Maybe there is still a part of me that hopes she will look at me again in the hallway, she will spare me one glance and she will come and tell me that it was all a big mistake. But really, those are just dreams. Those only happen in my sleep, in my dream world where the burning love we had could never die. Our love was strong, strong like superman. But I soon learned that even superman has his kryptonite. Who knew?

My darling
My darling, who knew?
My darling I miss you
My darling, who knew?

I miss her more than I want to admit. I miss her touch, her eyes, and her heart. I miss it all. I should have seen it, everyone else did. They all knew. I miss her more than I ever thought possible. Who knew?

Who knew?

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