Kendall woke up in his hotel room with a pounding head and a queasy stomach. His mouth was dry. When he rolled over, he saw a red thong lying on the pillow next to him with a note written in pink lip gloss of some girl's name and her number on a bar napkin.

"Bar?" Kendall said as he stared at the logo for a trendy club in New York. They were there doing a few shows to promote their new tour. He was so perplexed because he had three more years until he could get to get into that club. "What the hell happened?" he asked as he saw a used condom on the floor before peeking under the sheets and saw that he was naked. He panicked. Did he really just have sex last night? Why couldn't he remember it?

"Kendall!" Kelly screamed causing him to jump at the sound of her voice. "Get your ass up, now! You're late for rehearsal!"

"I'll be there in a bit…" he mumbled trying to steady himself as he sat up. There was no way he was going to make it today.

"Just hurry up…Gustavo is pissed and I don't feel like dealing with that today…" Kelly said before muttering something about not being paid enough.

Kendall stumbled out of bed and walked into the bathroom. He noticed he had noticeable scratches on both his shoulders as well as large bite mark on his left shoulder. He squinted in the mirror trying to remember what happened, but the only thing he could remember was looking at old photos of his parents when they were still together.

Unknown to Kendall, he had developed a split personality in wake of her parents divorce. That personality's name is Keith and he hadn't made his presence known until a month after his parents told him they were getting a divorce, three years ago. He was 15. Then, Keith would just show up whenever Kendall was depressed over the split and needed to escape. Now at 18, Keith had been increasingly present because, last year, Kendall found out that his father wasn't his real father. This was something his mother had been keeping from him. Her secret that she had an affair with a man and had become pregnant. His blackouts and loss of memory happened a week after he found out and he didn't know why.

Once he was ready, he left his room and met everyone down at in the lobby of the hotel. Logan and Carlos were having a playful argument about something Kendall couldn't hear. He just knew it wasn't so serious like a big fight or anything. James was the first to notice that Kendall looked and probably felt like shit.

"Are you okay, man?" James asked causing people to look at him with a curious caution. Kelly dropped the angry look she wore on her face for one of concern and regret that she might have yelled at him not knowing he could be sick.

"Yeah…I'm just…" Kendall trailed off as he saw a petite beautiful honey brown-skinned girl with dark curly hair coming towards them, and he hoped it was the girl he probably fucked last night. Maybe she could have some insight as to what happened between them last night.

"Are you still working?" she asked Kelly and the guys turned to her with a confused look on their faces. "Oh…you are, aren't you? I'll just call you later."

"It's fine. Guys this is my cousin, Etta-Soleil. This is James, Carlos, Logan, and Kendall." Kelly said as she gestured to each of the guys.

"Just Etta. My parents had this obsession with, blues singer, Etta James and they loved the French word for sun. I know my name is unusual. Anyway, I know you guys are BTR…I'm not really into that kind of music, but I know you guys are talented."

"Thanks." Logan said with a smile as he reached to shake her hand and she, in turn, shook each of the guy's hands. Kendall know she was put off by the way he was staring at her, but he felt something in him that wanted to grab her by the hand and drag her to his hotel room to fuck her. He didn't know where these primal feelings were coming from.

"So, you're not a fan of our music at all?" James asked in a tone suggesting he was slightly offended, and Etta gave them a nervous chuckle.

"Not really…I'm sorry. I guess I'm not your normal 19 year old. I mostly listen to underground music…nothing mainstream. I just like some deep stuff…"

"Okay…" Kelly said feeling slightly embarrassed that her cousin just insulted BTR a little. "Is this your honesty policy day?"

"Yeah…I'm in don't give a shit mode. I've had two mid-term exams andI have a paper due in two weeks. Ugh…that's what I get for being a psychology major/sociology minor…Anyway, what are you doing since you're in town?"

"Shit, that reminds me…" Kelly said with a gasp. "They're late for rehearsal. Ugh…Gustavo is going to kill me."

"I'll call you so we can hang out tonight. Actually, a friend of mine is having a gallery opening of her photography. You should come. You guys can come, too if art is your thing."

"We'd love to." Carlos said and it was almost as if they guys were trying to push each other out of the way to be the only person staring at her.

"Okay…it's at 8. See you there." Etta said as she walked out of the hotel with Kelly and the guys. All the guys were in the van when Kelly turned to Etta.

"Wait, you're not…nude," Kelly whispered that word. "Are you?" she asked and the guys looked as if they were going to burst if she delayed telling them is she was naked or not.

"Maybe…" Etta said with a cheeky grin and Kelly looked shocked.

"Girl…you are brave." Kelly said with a chuckle. "Gotta go. See you tonight." she said as she gave Etta a hug and Etta walked down the sidewalk. Of course, all the guys were watching her, but Kendall felt a jolt of something foreign to him and he could have sworn he heard someone giving off a predatory purr. "Excuse me…if you don't stop staring at my cousin like a piece of meat…" Kelly warned before she told the driver to go on.

Kendall felt a little out of it. He still couldn't understand why he couldn't remember anything of the girl he probably fucked. In fact, he still couldn't understand why he couldn't remember anything after looking at the photos of his parents.

"Kendall, are you sure you're okay?" James asked again, and he nodded. "Okay…" he said as they rode to the studio to see an angry Gustavo standing outside.

"Ugh…this isn't going to be pretty." Kelly said with a sigh. "I'll try to calm him down…" she said as she was the first one out of the van.

"Dogs! Where have you been?!" Gustavo barked at them as they stayed in the van. "I've been waiting here all morning! I hope you have your game faces on, because I'm going to make you pay for being late!" he said and they all let out a groan. Kendall felt guilty for causing them to be late, and when he stood up, he hung his head down in shame.

"You are causing a scene, Gustavo…" Kelly yelled back. "Kendall might be sick…" she said and Kendall's head shot up at the mention of his name. Gustavo looked at him and sighed before storming off. They didn't know if that was good or bad.

"It'll be okay…" Carlos said trying to cheer up Kendall and he gave a slight smile in response and he was grateful for Carlos's encouraging spirit.