Welcome To My Messed Up Life

Chapter 1

Moving To A new Place with Familiar Faces

"Come on Clare! Were waiting on you. Be in the moving truck in ten or were gonna leave you." My mom screamed at me. I sighed. Today we were moving to a new place. New home, new school, new friends, and new me. Just new everything. I didn't think I was ready for this, but I new I needed a new start. The entire family needed a new start.

"Okay Mom, I'm on my way down." I screamed back at her. I grabbed the last box I had to put in the moving truck. I swear life could be easier on me.

I was the middle child of five siblings. A lot of kids right? Yea, I totally agree with ya. The saddest thing is, there's four girls and only one boy. There was my older half brother, Lane, my oldest sister, Darcy, then me, my younger sister, Madison, and then the littlest one, Brianna. A lot of kids I know. I wouldn't really change anything though. Its just my family for ya.

My brother, Lane, is now 18 years old. He turned that on May 29. My mom was excited for it. Don't get me wrong, she loved her step son, but after everything he caused this family she was happy to get rid of him. We all were. Even me who saw nothing but the good things in people. You'll understand everything later as the story goes on.

Darcy was next. She was going to be 17 on September 8. Yea I know to close in age if you ask me. Just weird how everything turns out. She has had a bad past and everything. She was gonna finish off her last year in school then moving to Kenya to help build churches. I was proud that she was making something of her life after everything that had happen.

Then comes my younger sister Madison. She had turned 13 on April 1. She was going into 8th grade. She had epilepsy. She uses it to her advantage too. She may seem a little slow in the head and, not being mean, she is too. Don't let that fool you though, cause she is really smart for her age. She just doesn't like showing it off. She is part of the reason we moved to this small town.

Brianna was the last of us. She was almost 8. She was turning 8 on November 18. She, like Madison, has epilepsy. Hard to believe it with how different they are. They both look like each other so much it isn't even funny. Them two plus Darcy look so much like each other that it isn't even funny.

I sighed thinking about everything we'd been through since I was in the seventh grade. Where everything broke through. It was hard living in the past but yet I couldn't get away from it either. I just wanted to hide and die. Everything was so hard on me that I couldn't figure anything out anymore. My life was so messed up and screwed up.

As soon as I got in the car the first thing I did was take my mp3 player out and put it in my ears. My two favorite songs came on. 'Thunder' and 'Someone Like You' both by Boys Like Girls. I smiled getting my note book out and jotting down idea's. Everything around me had me inspired. It was just amazing.

Degrassi

"Clare wake up were at our new home." I heard Darcy tell me as I yawned and got up. I couldn't believe we were here already. It was still the end of summer. We had about two more weeks before we had to be in school. Darcy was going into 12th, I was going into 10th, Madison was going into 8th, and Brianna was going into 2nd grade. Yup, good old family. "You still having dreams about him?" She ask me a little frown on her face.

"Dreams about who? I didn't see nothing but a white screen in my sleep." I told her with a confused look on my face. She gave me a weird look also.

"You kept whispering K.C in your sleep. Mom finally turned the music up from having to hear you." Darcy said to me giving me a mad look. "I swear after her and dad divorcing she's just gotten worse with everything." She said ranting on and on about all that. I got a hard look on my face going back to my normal self. I didn't like really showing my emotions to my family.

"Just stop right there. I'm tired of hearing about all that. We all know that it was Lane's fault about what happen. Just drop it." I told her running into our new house. I ran up the stairs and claimed the second biggest room in the house. It was a dark blue. My favorite color. Darcy got her's a purple, Madison had hers red, and Brianna had the last one pink. "My home sweet home." I mumbled under my breath.

"Hey you wanna go explore our new town with me?" I heard Darcy ask me after knocking on my door. I sighed and thought about it before agreeing with her. It would be good to explore this place.

"Yea hang on and let me get some stuff put up. I'll meet you at the car in ten minutes." I told her and she left with a 'kay'. I put my clothes up and some other stuff in record time. Just then Brianna came in the room.

"I wanna go with yall." She said in a whiny voice. You could tell she had fell a sleep in the car on the way down here. She was still a little groggy from her nap.

"No, you can't go with us." I told her and she started crying. Just then mom came by with Madison. She gave me a stern look. I hated that look.

"Now Clare, its not gonna hurt you and Darcy to take the younger two. Yall all can go exploring." She told me and left me there with two smirking little kids.

I sighed and we walked down the stairs out the door and to the car. We finally got to the car door. Darcy gave me a weird look asking with her eyes. "Mom made me. You two have to get in the back." I told them and they started complaining. Darcy and I just sighed. "Sorry Darce. I didn't want to. Had no choice on the matter."

"I know Clare. They just stay stuck up our butts is all." She told me with a smile. She started the car and off we went into town. We drove around for a while til we came to a stop at a restraunt. It was called 'The Dot'. It was a cute little cafe. "You got some money?" Darcy ask me taking out her money. I nodded my head yea. "Okay come on little one's let's go."

"Darcy why are we here? I'm hungry and I wanna go to the park." Brianna said making me roll my eyes. The park had to many memories.

"Were going to eat here. Now come on Brianna and Madison. Let's go." I told them even if she did ask Darcy. We got out of the car and went in. "Now you two go pick a seat for us." I told them and they did as they were told to. We went up to the counter to ask a couple of questions.

"So anything good in this little small town?" Darcy ask the person behind the counter. He looked up and he was a little cute. He had blonde hair just the way my sister liked them. I could tell she liked him already and by the was he was looking he liked her too. "Well?"

"Oh, I'm sorry, but yea there are a couple of good places here. So you new to the town?" He ask her beginning to flirt with her. I laughed then heard someone yell and the cute blonde dude looked up.

"Yo, Peter flirting with the girls already?" The dude, I guessed was Peter, looked up at the name and smiled. He started laughing. Just then a girl about my age came from behind the dude who just entered.

"So what if I was Sav? You didn't waste no time getting Anya." He said and they started laughing. He looked at us again. "Oh I'm sorry. Let me introduce everyone. I'm Peter, that's Sav and the girl behind him is his little sister Ali."

"Its nice to meet yall. My name is Darcy and this is my little sister Clare. Do you three go to some school called Degrassi?" Darcy ask them trying to know somebody there.

"Yea we all go there." The Ali girl said. "What grade are you two gonna be in?" She ask us mostly staring at me since I was closer to her age.

"I'm gonna be in 10th and Darcy is gonna be in 12th." I told them and her eyes lit up a little. "What grade are you all in?"

"I'm in 10th with you, but my brother and Peter are with your sister." Ali said and took my hand walking me to some people. "You have got to meet some people." She told me with a smile. We went up to some dude and a girl who looked to be pregnant. My two little sisters saw this and Brianna came with me, while Madison went up to Darcy. They had always done this. "Who's the little girl following you?"

"Oh I'm sorry Ali. This is my younger sister Brianna. She is the youngest of us all. I have another younger sister who is in 8th grade. Her name is Madison." I told her then Brianna gave me a look. "Sorry. Brianna this is Ali."

"Hi Ali my name is Brianna I'm going into 2nd grade and I'm 7. I'll be eight in November." She said with a big beam of a grin on her mouth. Ali just gave her a weird look and I laughed.

"Well, okay, anyway, here we are." She said stopping in front of the people. "Clare this is Jenna and K.C. Guys this is Clare." She said but when she said K.C I about ran away.

"K.C your back!" Brianna said going up to hug him. He smiled and picked her up. She gave him a look. "Why did you and Clare break up? You were her bestest boyfriend ever." Brianna said to him and he smirk at her. I just rolled my eyes.

"Well, we just had our differences. Sorry if I didn't come see you. I got busy and had to move away." He told her which wasn't a complete lie.

"Of all people I meet on my first day here it just has to be you." I told him with sarcasm in my voice. I was still mad at him, but the same time still liked him a little. He was my first love. What can I say?

"Well, since I don't know what's going on here I'm just going to assume you guys know each other." Ali said and I had to laugh. He was one of my first boyfriends.

"He was my first boyfriend. We go back to about fifth grade." I told her and she started getting mad. "We didn't start dating til about seventh grade."

"How do you remember that so freaking well?" K.C ask me and I gave him a frown. He still didn't really know about what was all going on.

"Because that was when my hell life started. That's was the time I needed you most and instead of getting a shoulder to cry on I caught you cheating on me with her." I told him pointing at Jenna. I grabbed Brianna's hand. "Come on Bri, we got to get Darcy and go home."

"But we haven't ate anything yet." She complained to me. I gave her a sigh and told her something I really didn't want to tell her.

"We can get something from somewhere else and take it to the park." I told her and we left. I just gave K.C daggers while he put his head down. He cheated on me with her, just to get her pregnant. Real smart K.C. Real smart.

Okay, so I know this isn't really in the characters of Degrassi! They won't exactly be like they are on the show! Pretty much anything in the show won't be the same! I will have some stuff the same on here like it is on the show, but not exactly! You'll see what is and what isn't the same on the show!

This is kinda based on my life a lot really! Not everything is the same, but most of it is! I got tired of all the drama and needed a way to vent before I ended up killing myself! Sorry if you don't like the story! =( Its really just a way for me to vent and that's it! Nothing more and nothing less! =( Sorry if its not what you wanted, but it makes me feel better right now!

Hope you enjoy the story! =) Any comments would be nice on it! Nothing to mean though! I just would like to know what you guys think about it! =) It would be nice to hear what you have to say! So what are you waiting for? Hit that review button down there and tell me what ya think! =) Oh and Eli and Adam will be on the next chapter I promise!

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