Hey! Im back! Dont worry i am gonna continue the other story! But i just had to write this because it was a good idea i got in my head :) Hope you guys like this one. Enjoy!

Summary: What good is life when im getting abused at home, suicidal, and bulimic? Why should i live?

Nobody's POV

I havent eaten in days. Too afraid to look at myself in the mirror. My body is ugly. Its full of scars, bruises and fatness. He was right, i am worthless. When did this all start? Was it when mom left, or when my life turned into complete hell? Im afraid. Everytime he comes home... Its the same painful thing. He beats me until i start to cry or yelp in pain. And when he doesnt have the energy to beat me, he burns me or makes me throw up. He's a horrible man. The man of my nightmares. The only thing that keeps me going is my green eyed beauty... Eli. He doesnt know yet. About my life. I feel safe around him. Like nothing could hurt me. And nothing can. Maybe Eli can save me from him. My... Dad.

Clare Edwards sighed as she closed her journal. Ignoring her starving stomach. She got up and put her journal away, hiding it. Her dad wasnt home yet. He was at the bar getting drunk with sluts he meets off the street. And part of her was glad he wasnt home to beat her. But he will soon. She missed her old dad. The one that would take her to the park and buy her ice cream, or the one that would tuck her in bed instead of leaving her there to cry herself to sleep. Clare missed her old life. The only good in her life was Eli and Adam. Eli has always been there for her. And Adam has been like a brother to her. Maybe she had a way out. Just maybe...

Clare's POV

I was laying down in bed when my phone started to ring. It was my love. My life... Eli.

Clare: Hello?

Eli: Hey blue eyes.

Clare: Hey

Eli: Whats my blue eyed beauty up to?

Clare: Just laying in bed. How about you?

Eli: Thinking of you. Always.

Clare: Aw. Im glad im all you can think of.

Eli: You're always on my mind. So can i come over tonight?

I was about to answer when i heard a car pull up in the driveway. My dad was home.

Clare: Im not sure about that. My dad wouldnt allow it.

Eli: He wont have to know. I'll sneak up to your room.

Clare: Fine but i really have to go.

Eli: Okay. Love you.

I smiled.

Clare: I love you too bye.

I hung up the phone when i heard the front door slam shut.

"WHERE ARE YOU BITCH!"

Oh great. He's mad. I didnt answer. I didnt try to hide neither. Knowing that'll make him more mad and the beating worse. I heard footsteps coming up the stairs straight to my room. My door then opened.

"THERE YOU ARE."

He charged straight at me then punched me. I fell to the floor feeling a stinging sensation on my cheek. He then kicked me over and over.

"ITS ALL YOUR FAULT YOUR MOTHER LEFT! YOU UGLY WORTHLESS PIECE OF CRAP!"

He pulled me by my hair and slammed my face on the floor. I could see the blood dripping from my nose and lip.

"Please... Stop."

He kicked me again.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!"

He then took out his lighter and burned me. I screamed in pain.

"You know what. For talking... Im gonna do worse to you."

He started to take off his pants. Wait- what was he gonna do to me? He started to take off my shirt. Was he- was he gonna rape me!

"No... Dont do this. PLEASE!"

I started to cry. I always thought my first time would be with Eli. Not my own father!

"This will teach you a lesson."

I closed my eyes. Not wanting to see it happen. When he was done with me, he kicked me and left my room. I tried to get up but i felt sore. I looked at the time. Eli's supposed to be here soon! I quickly got up in pain from the beating, and went to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked disgusting. I then looked at my wrists. They were calling for the blade, for that stinging sensation. I opened my medicine cabinet, and took the blade out. I looked at it in complete love, and slit it across my wrists. I felt good again. I looked at the toilet. I was too weak to even try to empty my stomach, but if i wanted to look beautiful, i had to deal with the pain. I knelt down in front of the toilet and put my finger down my throat emptying my stomach. After that i brushed my teeth and waited for Eli.

Eli's POV

I was climbing the tree to Clare window, excited to see her. She was my everything. I loved her with all my heart and i wouldnt let ANYTHING happen to her. When i got to her window it was already open, and my beauty was laying on her bed, her eyes closed. I quietly walked to her and kissed her. Her eyes shot open and she kissed me back. I pulled back and touched her cheek, but then she flinched.

"Everything okay blue eyes?"

She faked a smile, which i saw right through.

"Yea just happy to see you."

I kissed her softly then got into the bed and cuddled with her. We did this almost every night. I loved to cuddle with her. I put my hand on her stomach firmly and she flinched again.

"Oww."

I furrowed my eyebrows together. I tried to lift her shirt but she pushed my hands away.

"Let me see Clare."

She then gave up and let me pull up her shirt. And what i saw next, got me pissed.

"What the hell happened?"

"I fell down the stairs."

I almost smirked at the lame excuss.

"Really... You fell?"

"Yea dont worry im fine!"

She gave me a reassuring smile. I didnt believe her but i didnt push her into telling the truth. I leaned my head down and kissed her stomach. She giggled which got me to smirk. She was so damn cute! I cuddled with her again, placing my hand lightly on her stomach rubbing soothing circles on it and we both fell asleep.

Clare's POV

I woke up the next day alone. I got up and flinched, but i fought the pain. Eli probably had to go home and get ready for school. I went to the bathroom and did the same routine. Puked, brush my teeth, take a shower and leave. My dad was never home in the morning- thank god.

I was walking out the door when i got a text msg.

Eli: Need a ride to school?

Clare: No i'll walk. But thanks anyways.

Eli: Okay love you.

Clare: Love you more!

Eli: Impossible!

Clare: Bye Eli.

I closed my phone and smiled. God i loved that boy. I then walked to school. When i got there i found Alli crying. I ran up to her.

"Alli whats wrong?"

She looked up at me, her eyes red.

"Bianca sent the whole entire school those naked photo's i sent Drew. How the hell did she get his phone! My parents are going to KILL me!"

"Calm down. Maybe they wont find out."

And for her luck, the principle came on the speakers.

"Alli Bhandari, please report to my office ASAP."

"Yea they wont find out. I'll see you later."

She walked to the office cautiously, and i dont blame her. Her parents are evil.

"Aww, did slutty Bhandari get in trouble?"

Ugh why me? Slutty Bianca.

"Look who's talking, having sex with every guy you can get your hands on just because you feel insecure about yourself."

"You better shut your mouth Edwards."

"Make me."

The next thing she did got me pissed. She SLAPPED me. She has messed with the wrong bitch today. I then punched her. I felt weak for not eating in days but she hit a nerve. Im used to the pain. People started crowding around us taping the fight and watching it. The fight went on and on until someone grabbed me. I turned around and it was Adam and Eli. And Mr. Simpson was holding Bianca.

"Both of you, my office, now."

Me and Bianca walked with him far away from eachother. And all i was thinking about was how much trouble i was gonna be in when i get home. How much worse the beating was gonna be. And all i can ask myself over and over was... Why me?

Did you like it, did you hate it? REVIEW! So... Am i the only one who wants a Clare and Bianca fight in the future. Just think about it, Saint Clare and Slutty Bianca. That would be awesome! Anyways i want like 5 reviews if im gonna continue this. Its so easy! Just press the button below and then boom! Write your comment.