Clary POV,

My mind is in overdrive.

I'm actually kissing my true love in the rain.

I'm kissing Jace in the rain.

The man I swore to never love again.

To never give my heart away to.

I pull away and stare through my soaked eyelashes at his captivating golden orbs, a blush spreads through me as I realize my fingers are still intertwined in his hair.
"God, i've missed making you blush" Jace whispers.

This of course makes me blush harder and i duck my head in his shoulder.

I nuzzle my head in his shoulder as our soaked bodies are once against flush against eachother. His hand is on my lower back rubbing cercles as he sweetly kisses my head and rests his chin on it.
"As much as I would love to stay here, I don't want you getting sick when I just got you back" I shiver from the sudden surge or warmth that spread through me as he whispers huskily in my ear. I bit my lip and nod in his shoulder.

Suddenly I feel an arm under my knees and one across my torse lifting me up. I stiffen but relax when I hear the faintest whisper

"Clary, shh I'm here" I melt into Jace.

I quickly doze off at the steady rhythm of his heart.
I jolt awake by a loud squeal and two arms wrapping awkwardly around my torso given my position to give me a huge hug.
I recongnize the midnight hair immediately.
Isabelle.
Before Jace can even scold his sister, I hop down from his arms and gather Izzy into a huge hug. I start crying as four years of wasted time comes crashing down on me.
Jace I imagine is fidgeting trying to get me back into his arms while Izzy smoothes my hair and whispers comforting words in my ear.
Without even a glance at Jace Izzy ushers me upstairs to her room.

Tears cloud my vision as I try to climb up the stairs without causing any accidents to myself or anything around me.

I sit on Izzy's bed and brace myself for the questions.
"Clary. I don't know what you went through for four years but, if you need anybody to talk to I'm here. Clary your my bestfriend and these past four years have been hell for me. I miss my Barbie Clary days."

I chuckle at that. Izzy loved playing Barbie.
I look Izzy in the eyes,

" Izzy, I need to tell you. I need to tell someone. Nobody know the details. But you have to promise not to give me pity, I hate pity,"

Izzy engulfs me in a hug and states loud and clear

" Never."

And that's when for the first time in four years I told someone everything that has happened for the past four years.

IM THE ABSOLUTE WORST, im soo sooo soo sooorrrryyyy!
I know i haven't updated in like foreverrr, but i will be more often now.
Clary's whole ordeal is gonna be explained in the next chapter,
i needed Isabelle to come in, in a very emotional bestfriend way,,,
Jace is not far behind, ;)
review please ? *puppydog face* :3
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-lilapattinson