Disclaimer: I nor probably anyone else on this site owns Naruto, so I would appreciate if I didn't have to put this on any other pages
Authors Notes: I hope you enjoy this story immensely and the rating is varying from T-M only because later on underage drinking, high violence, "the act", and weapons. ALSO WARNING BAD LANGUAGE! So don't tell me I didn't warn you. If you aren't content on reading anything to do with these topics then you won't appreciate this story. I am also very aware a lot of people don't like sex scenes so I will have a warning before you read them. And you can just skip on down thank you very much.
Deidara: "GET ON WITH THE STORY, UN"
Me: I know I know stop being hyper
Naruto: BELIEVE IT
Sasuke :Hn
Me: DAMN STOP WITH THE HN's
Sasori-kun: I AM GETTING TIRED OF WAITING plus when have we been on friendly terms.
Me: whimper ok ok let's hop to It: D
Here is !
Crying does help sometimes
By Bridgette Elin
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find
deep inside me
I can be the one
Guardian Angel
The feeling of being alone set in as it did ever day while the rain pelted the ground, Staring out the cracked window as the cold air settled into my confinement through the cracks in the poorly taped window.
Watching the rain had become a habit of mine now, trying to become another person. He threatened to me if they came near me anymore or even spoke to me He would hurt them, my friends. I whimpered thinking of what my father had said to me that day.
The cold merciless face of my mother's killer, my own father, his face rang throughout my mind, harsh deep insults rung against the walls of my skull, grabbing at my head, my insides screaming for me to let it all out to someone, to anyone who would listen.
Tears threatened to come from the corners of my eyes, swallowing hard, I forced them back. Tomorrow was the day I escaped.
Konoha High school was my escape route, I half quirk of my lip (A/n her version of a smile) proved I could win this losing battle.
I sighed; I had been watching the rain for over four hours seeing the clock said 9:00 pm. A frown marred my features as I looked into the full body mirror.
Most people only saw a sixteen year old with cotton candy pink shoulder length hair and deep emerald eyes. I only saw the empty shell this girl she used to be.
x.X.x Flashback x.X.x
Slightly skipping to the door, I couldn't wait to see mommy and daddy to tell them about my day at Suna Elementary, I giggled thinking of my new red haired friend. His name was Gaara. I smiled pushing the heavy door upon to yell…..
, but the words only caught in my throat. The smile of my happy day had been long gone, now made into a frown. I swallowed blinking my eyes a couple of time to make sure this was real.
I voice called out to me from in the kitchen. I still stood frozen as my body took in my surroundings, blood in large pools were everywhere, kunai splattered, stuck in different angles plunged into the walls, furniture toppled over, and the worst was mother….
I running inside the kitchen to find my mom tacked to the wall like a picture frame, I screamed. I heard a small whisper come out of her mouth, I love you Sakura.
My bubble gum colored hair fell like a curtain cover my face as the tears came pouring down. Then I heard the door open and quick footstep pounding on the glass fallen floor.
I looked up to see my father face contracted in horror. After a few minutes of silence letting the situation sink in, he yelled, "Did you do this?"
I shook my head furiously, but his next words surprised me, "YOU DID YOU LITTLE LIAR I SEE IT IN YOUR EYES". My body shook from the iciness in his now ruthless voice. Mom was gone, that thought echoed in my head as his fist collide with me face. My consciousness started to lessen as he raised his fist over and over again.
I welcomed the darkness that had promised to claim me of my now fading awareness of the world around my light frame. Eyes fluttering shut; my father's smug looking face now was prudently stuck in my head.
x.X.x End of flashback x.X.x
Every time I closed my eyes to sleep these thoughts plagued them, even my very dreams had some comparison to what happened that very day.
Vaulting over the back of the chair I was just sitting into, I climbed into my makeshift bed on the floor, which was made up of moth eating quilts and old lumpy pillows. Shutting my eyes once again, I relaxed to the point where a dreamless sleep overtook my resolve and put me in a restless state of slumber. Mumbling incoherently I drift away from the real world to my own realm of mind.
x.X.x
I groggily sat up pulling the covers from my fully clothed body as I rubbed my blurry green eyes. I took a look at my crappy old clock reading it to myself; it said 7:15 am.
My lip quirked again, the feeling of excitement set into my stomach making me even from ecstatic for this new school only to be quickly removed to the feeling of dread.
I quietly rummaged through out my closet to only find black clothing and more of it. My dad stated that I only should be bland and unsociable like a goth or emo.
So, that is all I had to wear, placing a striped red and black tee shirt over my head while standing in the middle of the room because I was not in any mood for a beating this early, pulling it over my head.
After that I grabbed some black pants that match my shirt and some red running shoes that were falling apart and shucked them both on.
Even if I didn't have much I still wanted to be presentable, I quietly padded over to my mirror, not worrying about make-up (A/n I think it's so stupid when girls spend 2 hours on their appearance. I mean I'm a girl it takes me like 45 min to get dressed. Sorry I got off topic, back to the story :]) like some other girls do.
I brushed my hair til it look silky smooth, letting it just lay in the short choppy layers just as I had cut them with my knife. I reached for my door knob and let the door creak open. I gulped as I made my way down the stairs trying not to let them make any sound as I pushed my weight down on them.
I swiftly made my way around the coffee table and rounded to the kitchen to find an apple to eat with me on my way to school.
I sighed, it's not like I didn't mind walking to school and of course I may have actually loved it, but not having permission to use a car or even touch one sucked ass sometimes.
I walked out the door closing it with up most care and bounding a couple of feet across the length of the sidewalk only to find myself running into something hard, but warm.
I looked up confusedly to find a guy around the age of eighteen with maroon hair looking down on me. I gulped, I was already breaking dads number one rule be antisocial. I quickly scrambled up onto my feet seeing only for me to run straight into him again.
If this guy tried anything I would kick his sorry ass if I wasn't mistaken, but remembering where I stood and trying to compose my new attitude of the shy and creepy solitary girl I was personifying, the girl my dad wanted me to be.
All thoughts of hurting him were crushed by the sudden realization that I was still in his arms, I pushed at his chest and managed to stumble backwards.
He only gave me a blank look with his head tilted and brownish red eyes gleaming with interest. I broke out in a full run when I saw his mouth start to open to talk.
He probably thought I was a freak, a weirdo who just runs into random objects like himself. I cringed at the thought of my dad seeing that. I hoped and prayed he hadn't.
Awoken by the sudden noise level of the approaching seen of Konoha high school, I shrunk inward hoping to keep away prying eyes.
I wasn't so lucky, my pink hair made it almost impossible for anyone NOT to notice me. Sighing trying to stay out of sight, I found the front office through the large wooden door next to the entrance of the school.
I pushed the heavy door open, only to find me smack dab in the same situation as earlier, on the floor, sprawled out once again, and had one painful headache.
"Sorry, un", the blue eyed, blonde boy said. (a/n guess who this is :D)
"I didn't mean to knock you flat on your butt, un."
I didn't say anything back so the blonde guy continued as if the aqward moment silence wasn't there.
"I'm Deidara; I haven't seen you around before. Are you new, un?"
I just nodded and pulled myself up from the floor ignoring the hand jostled in a gesture of kindness in front of me. He frowned at the rudeness of my refusal. I brushed past him heading to the front desk as I heard Deidara scream from outside the office,
"HEY JUST SAYING I WOULDN'T WEAR THOSE COLORS ANYMORE! IT COULD GET YOU IN TROUBLE, NO NAME-SAN, UN."
After he yelled, I heard someone hit him over the head and tell him to be quiet because the other person had a hangover.
Snapping out my reverie as I heard footsteps coming from behind the desk as I blonde woman came into view. "Hello, you must be Sakura Haruno, correct". I nodded politely. "Well I'm Tsunade, your principal, if you need anything just ask.
She handed me a small pink sheet that had all my class on it as I walked out of the office just as a red haired girl came by, she rudely snatch the sheet right out of my hand.
If this had been the old me I would have beaten her to a bloody pulp, but I clenched my teeth and asked in almost a whisper, "Can I have that back".
The red hair girl laughed as the blonde girl standing beside her said, "Ahh looks like we have a freak show here, Karin. What do you think?" Karin snickered while crumpling up my schedule and taking a lighter out of her pocket.
"Watch, you pink haired weakling".
All that registered in my mind is that she called me weak. My dad always called me weak. I heard his words rather than hers ringing in my ears. I looked up at the girls with a murderous glare that could kill. Then the girl with four buns on her head named Temari said, "Karin…. Look what colors she wearing….."
Karin's eyes were wide in fear, of what though I didn't know. She was afraid of the color of my clothing I thought questioningly?
I hadn't had enough time to even look at my schedule and I had no idea how to get to anything. I felt like pulling my hair out as the bell rang telling anyone who listened you were late for class. Remembering I had saw a garden on the rooftop when I entered this morning a managed (how I will never know but it fits to the plot doesn't it :D) somehow to direct myself unconsciously up to the roof.
I saw the door that said roof I was almost about to jump with glee. I quickly opened the door to myself barraged with kunai. I had experience with this kinda of thing from Suna so I easily dodged whoever onslaught attack.
I looked up to see two familiar faces faced me with blue and brown eyes as a sudden jolt of tension found its way into my gut.
I remembered what my dad said, if he had seen me make any friends he would kill them, but if he didn't know….. Could I put people in danger like that?
Deidara voice froze my thinking as he said, "Unknown- san what are you doing up here, un?"
"Damn so you're the fucking chick he was yelling at this fucking morning", said a white haired ,violet eyed guy.
"Hidan, don't scare pinky to death, "said a blue skinned man.
Looking around to see who all these people were I analyzed them all, starting from the left side, there was a black headed boy that was around 5'5 with charcoal gray eyes.
I moved my attention to the guy standing next to him, they looked almost just alike.
He only was taller and leaner with lines under his eyes. They both wore the same blank expression. My gazed followed to across to find a black haired boy who was jiggling up and down with a strange orange mask covering his face.
Swallowing, I looked to the guy next to him orange hair was stuck out ever in a strange fashion, his eyes looked like they had contacts in them, but I knew better from experience.
Deidara stood near another lighter blonde haired boy who was just a fidgety as the black haired one. I looked to the other side of them to find the blue haired yellow eyed man that called me pinky earlier.
Two guys stood together almost at the end of the half circle they had made, one with a high ponytail that stuck up like a pineapple. The other had a mass of short frizzy brown hair and wore a cloak and sunglasses that covered most of his body.
Another set of people were standing under the tree, a guy with a face paint (I guess) had made his face half black while the other white. Next to him stood the white haired violet eyed man who had a cursing issue.
The last were to red heads, one shorter with sea foam green eyes and the other with the same reddish brown from this morning.
My gaze lingered on the taller one, and then I heard sudden laughter booming from most of the people there. I grimaced still trying to figure out whether to talk to them and try to make some friends or put them at risk of my father's gangly friends.
The orange haired guy with piercings said, "I am Pein, the leader of the gang called Akatsuki, state why you have stepped on our turf."
I stared blankly at him, I had no idea why but he did not terrify me like he did the others. I stood there unmoving just waiting for what came next.
Hidan said, "What's your name, bitch?"
I still never answered, I was debating still if I should talk to them or not. I finally decided what to say as the silence had consumed most of the members' thoughts.
My voice cracked as I begun to speak since I hadn't used it in so long, "Some red haired girl took my schedule and I had no idea where to go." I said in a whisper. They only stared at me, but I noticed what was in their eyes.
Curiosity of why I person like me would speak to them, I could have laughed if I had the ability to.
Pein said, "Why do you sport our colors, then?"
So that's why Deidara was trying to warn me, I quickly thanked that red and black were the only color clothing I had because it saved me from Karin and her friends. I looked him in the eye and said quietly, "I apologize, but these are the only colors my father will by me.
He says I should be shunned for my difference." I stated this calmly as the group guy's eyes widened at me statement. Pein said, "Then you should stay around us".
Shock crawled over my face as the words sunk in. No one had ever offered to be my friends before. My lip quirked up into one of my famous half smiles when some of the others held the same expression my face did. (A/n I guess toy could call it that?..)
Pein once again spoke, "Will still need your name though". I breathed deeply before I said, "If I tell you who I am, you may regret it if someone finds out that you befriended me". I got some curious looks coming from some of the others. Pein said, "Proceed".
"My name is Sakura"
"Sakura Haruno".
They greeted me in the same order they stood, from left to right,
"I am Sasuke" , said rich velvet voice.
"Itachi", grunted the taller replica beside him.
"Tobi is Tobi!", said a hyper shriller voice.
I gave the boy a sideways look wondering why he talked in third person and how he saw out of his mask….
Deidara gave me thumbs up and said, "Now I don't have to call you Unknown-san, Sakura-hime."
I glared at the honorific he just gave causing him and the blonde boy beside him to break into a fit of giggles rolling across the grassy floor.
"Good one Dei-Dei", then you turned to him and shouted, " I AM NARUTO UZUMAKI, BELIEVE IT!".
I covered my ears after that loud screech coming from the body of a muscular teenager. I really wanted to bang over his head and couldn't resist. I cursed to myself as my fisted came down on his head that my old personality was brought out by these guys.
I said, "SHUT THE FUCK UP, some people have headaches, and mumbled hangovers too".
"Owwwwww, Sakura-hime why did you do that?" I just gave him another glare and turned back around to see..
Hidan busted out laughing, "So you did hear me this morning.
Pein said nothing as the guys beside him shrugged and said, "Shikamaru", looking up at the sky I swear a heard him call me troublesome.
"Zetsu, She looks awful tasty don't mind him". I stared equally scared and confused by his sudden voice changes and his odd words.
The last of the people had emotionless masks about the faces, no expression came to them. The smaller red head bluntly said, "Gaara of the Desert".
The older one said harshly, "Sasori of the Red Sand".
I stared at them both wondering why such weird last names until my train of thoughts were interrupted by the unnoticed blue man who I forgot about. ("-_- sorry my bad) "Kisame, pinky". My old instincts wanted to take over and I let it.
"TUNA SANDWHICH", I yelled while smirking lightly.
A roar of chuckles found its way into the open air.
"I like this crazy ass bitch", said Hidan while smiling manically.
I sighed only if they knew what my life really was why am pretending to be so quiet and reserved. The aura around my body seemed to grow darker every moment. All the light in it was seeping out, the light they had put there only seconds ago.
The laughter no longer echoed throughout the solitary garden only silence. I heard no sound coming from anymore no flounder of movements, not even the sound of breathing.
I fell to my knees, hearing the thump as my knees hit the ground, tears threatened again. I couldn't do this anymore my breath was starting to become rapid. I looked up to see no one was around, they all had left.
That didn't car I thought bitterly, they were just like everyone else. Just like him, I convulsed over finally letting the tears fall, the built up emotions everything.
Until I felt something warm encircle my whole body, I leaned back to find someone's body behind me. I felt like I couldn't support my own body, slumping into one of the guys bodies.
My figure went limp in his arms only to find that he supported my weight fully, turning to find nothing, but black fabric in my face.
It became known that this person didn't want me to know who he was or anyone else. I breathed in his scent, it smelt like cinnamon and musk; I just let it feel my senses.
I let my muscles un-tense relaxing in his sudden grip as it grew tighter like it didn't want me to every leave. I let this person know I had no intentions of leaving his warm hold my laying my head against his shoulder.
I closed my eyes that way this person could move freely without worry; he took this as an opportunity to nuzzle me kinda of like a dog.
He was so gentle. I had no understanding why anyone was afraid of the Akatsuki. They were normal people hanging out in a large group.
All of thoughts left as I held in a moan when he nuzzled my shoulder letting his hot breath tickle it. I felt his nose push against followed soon ,his tongue was pulled over it, ever so often letting his teeth glide over the sensitive spot he created.
I tried to swallow another moan but he was getting to be too much for me to resist until his hand found its way to the gash I had received last night. I whimpered in pain almost buckling over into the fetal position.
All the pleasant thoughts ran out of my head lead out by the horrible memories and slammed the door not letting the good come back in.
He ran his fingers over again to see if I had the same reaction, I did but this time I almost screamed. I quickly pulled up my shirt to find a gash that ran from my shoulder around to the edge of my stomach. I knew it looked crude and horribly red.
I heard his gasps and waited for him to drop me and run away only to find him picking me up running through the door, letting it clank behind me. I was slowly losing consciousness from the lack of food and dehydration. I heard the sudden yells of a couple of guys as I faded into the black once again only this time in caring arms.
To be continued….
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one-x.X.x-
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Peace out girl scout :D
(-Bridge-chan-)