Here is my new story. Hope you like it. well yea that's about it. Ohh yea and review it please. =D

"Dad please stop!" I yell at my dad who is violently beating me. As usual he is drunk. He's always drunk and we live in a trailer so you can imagine what that looks like. Beer bottles everywhere and if u looked really closely u could see spots of blood from where my dad abused me. Least I'm not his sex toy. That would be so much worse. Then I'd be abused and raped constantly. Don't get the wrong idea, I hate being abused everyday but being abused is better then abused and raped.

"Shut up you miserable piece of crap!" my dad screamed at me while hitting me like crazy. I'm gonna have such huge bruises when this abuse session is over. Nobody knows this is going on with me. I've never told anyone that my dad is abusing me. I probably should tell someone about this. Maybe Zane since he is my boyfriend and all but I'm too afraid of what will happen after I tell someone so I don't tell anyone. I feel something harder then my dad's fists hit me. I see that now my dad is hitting me with a belt. it feels like he's whipping me.

"Dad please stop! Your hurting me! please stop!" I yell at him. I'm in so much pain. I wish this would just stop. Oh yea there is one more thing I should mentioned about this whole abuse thing. He also killed my mum. I was 8 at the time when he killed my mum. I miss my mum. she would always protect me from my dad when he was drunk which back then was less often then now but it still pretty bad. I actually saw the whole thing happen. It was a very violent murder. He abused my mum so badly that she just died. Then my dad told me if I told anyone he would kill me. I'm still scared of that threat today even though it was made when I was 8 then and I'm 16 now. I feel the violent beating stop. I look up with fearful eyes to see my dad drunkenly walk away and fall asleep on the couch. Well him is better asleep then awake and beating me. I look at the time. Crap I'm late. but then again I'm late to school half the time cause of my dad's abuses session. I go into my room, get changed but it's getting hard to find clean clothes that cover my bruises and aren't covered with blood. I finally find some clothes that will do all that so I put them on, brush my hair trying to not make it look like I was just abused. I run out of my room to see my dad still passed out drunk. Did I forget to mention that my house reeks of beer? Well I guess u can think of that cause there is empty beer bottles everywhere and there are some half empty old beer bottles everywhere as well. I grab my backpack and start heading out to school. It took almost an hour to get to school. Which meant I missed my first period class and my second period class is already starting. I walk in to my class and I see that my teacher is pissed for me being late again.

"Late again ms. Chadwick? Why are you always so late? It's almost everyday I see you come in late. and sometimes you don't even bother showing up to class." My teacher said with a sigh. Well the teacher isn't wrong. I do show up all the time late and sometimes I don't even show up to class cause my dad abuses me for so long. One time he abused me for so long I didn't even show up till after lunch. "Sorry." I tell the teacher as go to sit down in my desk. My desk is right next to Zane and Emma and Cleo's desks are also near my desk. I sit down at my desk and I see Zane write something down on a piece of paper. He placed it on my desk and it said

Why were you so late? I missed you first period. it was so boring without you. love you. -Zane. He's so sweet. I love him. We've dated for 6 months and we're in love. I always lean on him for a lot of things but I just can't tell him about my dad abusing me. I'm afraid my dad will carry out his threat of killing me if I tell anyone. I write on the note to Zane

I overslept. Sorry. I love you so much. -Rikki. I passed it back to him. I see him read it and he looks at me like he doesn't totally believe me that the reason I was late was that I overslept. I look to listen to what the teacher is talking about. I should at least somewhat pay attention to what's going on in class. I'm also failing school as well as being abused. I can almost never get my homework done cause my dad abuses me so much for so long and if the abuse session isn't long it just hurts too badly to do anything else. I also almost always fail my tests and quizzes cause I have no time to study for them cause of my dad abusing me. Time goes by so slowly at school and then it gets even slower at home cause of the devil I have to call my dad. What seems like hours but was only 30 minutes the bell finally rang. I got up and Zane got up and came over to me. He wrapped his arm around me and gave me a kiss on my cheek. I love him. He's the sweetest boyfriend in the world. He's one of the only reason that my life doesn't completely suck. Well him and my friends. But mostly him.

"Rikki do you wanna go see a movie or something after school." Zane asks me.

"Sure sounds great." I tell him as I smile. Any time I can get away from my dad is great. I just hope nobody ever finds out that I'm abused.