Hi this is my first fan fiction hope you like it

I do not on Maximum Ride only James Patterson does, and clearly I'm not him

It's been years since I last saw the flock. After saving the world we all decided to kick back and relax on our own. Nudge got a job as a fashion designer in New York, Iggy and Gazzy are working as demolition guys (go figure), Fang not really sure, and Angle is making a great doctor. Myself well I live in an apartment all by myself writing songs about life. I'm working on one right now it reminds me of Fang. Gosh I wish I knew where he was. Felling bored I picked up my guitar and sat by my window and sang:

I'm so glad you made time to see me. How's life?

tell how's your family. I haven't seen them in a while.

You've been good, busier than ever. Small talk, work, and

the weather. Your guard is up and I know why.

Its true I really miss Fang I only saw him once. In a coffee shop.

He did seem paranoid and a little jumpy.

Because the last time you saw me is still burning in the

back of your mind. You gave me roes and I left them

their to die.

I started to cry a little. Ya I know Maximum Ride the

indisputable girl crying. Well it happened. I kept singing

So this is me swallowing my pride. Standing in front of

you saying I'm sorry for that night, and I go back to

December all the time.

Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.

Wishing I realized what I had when you were mine.

I go back to December turn around and make it all right…

I go back to December all the time.

I was really said because this is how I felt when Fang left.

All alone and scared. I just want to make it better.

These days I haven't been sleeping. Staying up later playing

back myself leaving. When your birthday passed and I didn't

call.

True we didn't actually hade birthdays, but still I should have

at least called once. Maybe just to say hi?

Then I think about summer all the beautiful times I watched

you laughing from the passenger side, and I realized I loved you

in the fall.

All the times we kicked bad guy's butts, and help all the people.

I thought about all those moments we had together. It seemed

so far away now.

And then the cold came and the dark days when fear crept into

my mind. You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye…

Oh boy here come the tears.

So this is me swallowing my pride. Standing in front of

you saying I'm sorry for that night, and I go back to

December all the time.

Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.

Wishing I realized what I had when you were mine.

I go back to December turn around and change my

own mind, I go back to December all the time…

I really wished I could make this better.

I miss your tan skin your sweet smile, so good to me

so right and how you held me in your arms that night,

the first time you ever saw me cry.

It felt really good to be in Fangs arm when I was crying.

I felt so safe and happy. I wish I could be in his arms right

now.

Maybe this is wishful thinking. Probably mindless dreaming.

If we ever lover again I swear I'd love right. I'd go back

in time change it, but I can't. So if the chain is on your

door I understand…

Would he ever let me back into his life after what I did?

Would he ever love me again? I wish I knew. Uh! I hate

not knowing.

But this is me swallowing my pride. Standing in front of

you saying I'm sorry for that night, and I go back to

December…

Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.

Wishing I realized what I had when you were mine.

Man I miss him so much. I wonder if he ever misses me?

Does he even remember me?

I go back to December turn around and make it all right…

I go back to December turn around and change my

own mind…

I go back to December all the time…

All the time…

"Why Fang, Why did you leave me." I said to no one.

"I didn't leave you I was always with you" Fang said. Scaring me to death.

"Ah! What are you doing here?" I said.

"I came to see you and say I was sorry for leaving," he said so calmly, "and is that true how you really felt about me?"

At first I had no idea what he was talking about. Then I realized it was the song he was talking about. He overheard me singing.

I slowly nodded

"Well I'm sorry and I will never ever leave you again" he said.

"Never?" I said.

"Never" and with that I ran and gave him a big hug and kiss.

Finally I found my perfect half and I will always have it.

Well what did you think? loved it, hated it? Tell me. Kidding, but please leave me some reveries.